A Doctor's Zombie Feeding Diary

I put all the equipment that Niyo brought into the locker next to the wall.It is true that I have not used the training room for a long time. Although there are still some training equipment stored in it, although there are no problems with the parts, they are quite old compared with the more advanced training weapons now.I took some time to sort out these lockers, and took out the protective gear and other protective gear that Jiali Miweier and I had used in it, and checked them one by one.These protective gear or training weapons with their own counterattack systems, like formal equipment, need energy to be filled. I have left them here for so long and left them unattended. Most of them are in a state of exhausted energy, and the accessories are not as flexible as before.To put it simply, it is basically all scrapped. I only kept some soft armors, and threw all the others into the waste bin.

Niyo has been standing by the side and observing my movements silently like Gerald. After I finished tidying up, he asked, "Did Carrie come here often?"

"He would come to visit me often, and he would also come to my former residence to practice with me before I moved here." I replied, "This house was awarded to me by the government six or seven years ago, and since then I have I have already worked in the institute, so I don’t come back very often. Some of these equipments were even obtained before I moved here.”

I looked back at him, smiled, and continued: "Before I moved here, it wasn't just me and Carrie Miville who practiced against each other. At that time, Mr. Fisher's physical condition was still very strong. I The fighting skills against Gary Miville are also personally guided by him. Mr. Fisher has a manor for vacation in another city, and I will accompany Mr. Fisher with him when he is on vacation. Go live there for a week or two."

"And got beaten?" Niyo asked joyfully, "Mr. Fisher must be very powerful."

"Very powerful." I nodded with a smile, moved my eyes to the side, and said slowly: "...Our family is very well taken care of by Mr. Fisher, Carrie Miville and I have been good friends for many years Friends, so our relationship has always been very good."

Niyo nodded thoughtfully, then glanced at me a few times, observed my expression, and asked cautiously: "I heard from Jiali, do you have a younger brother?"

I was stunned for a moment, and I almost couldn't restrain the emotions that rolled up in me, but I quickly realized that it was Jiali Miweier who said that he knew how much I valued this matter, and he would never let me Caught in a dilemma.I adjusted my expression slightly, looked at Niyo and sighed: "I knew he liked you very much before, but I didn't expect him to like you so much that he even told you this. What did he say to you?"

"Actually, it's nothing." Niyo shrugged, raised his fingers and swore, "He only told me that you have a brother who you love very much, that you have paid a lot for their family, and that you have a very good relationship and are very considerate of each other. Thinking about it... I really don't know anything else, I swear!"

"It's not that serious." I shook my head with a smile, and pulled his raised arm away, "I know you and Carrie Miville will definitely keep this little secret of mine, I trust you—it's just this matter It involves too much, even if you are curious, it is best not to ask any further."

"Actually, I just asked out of curiosity last time." Niyo rubbed his nose and smiled embarrassingly, "There is a sister in Jiali Miweier's family who is ten years younger than him, and she is about my age. You should have seen it too. Carrie is also very kind to his sister, so to be honest, I am quite envious, you all have your own brothers and sisters." He frowned and said regretfully, "It's a pity that my parents have no plans to have two at all. "

I realized that I might not be very interested on my face, so Niyo observed my expression from the side after saying this, and immediately nodded to express that he would not ask any more questions, cheered up his mood, and went to the practice room He ran to the door, "I'm starving to death! It's almost dinner, hurry up and eat."

"You go up first, I'll reset the system of the practice room, I'll be here soon, the door is open, you just go in."

Niyo stood at the door and gestured to me to show his understanding, then trotted up the stairs.

I watched his back disappear at the door, turned around and patted Gerald's arm with complicated emotions, feeling a little bit sad and helpless, "Even if you return to normal, you are still much younger than me, Jay Ladd." As I said this, I suddenly felt a little better, and couldn't help laughing: "When my brother was your age, little Zeln was already two years old. Look at yourself, you still don't know how old you are." Can't speak much."

He looked at me, his expression became a little awkward, and his voice was as low as ever, "...Yes."

Hearing his response, my emotions seemed to recover a little faster, and I even felt a lot lighter in my limbs.I laughed from the bottom of my heart and asked again, "What will happen?"

"Can... talk." Still looking at me, Gerald tried to utter the two words syllable by syllable, until he slowly and extremely clearly expressed the meaning he wanted to convey to me.

I gradually put away the smile on my face, turned my body and stood facing him, put my palm on the back of his neck, and brought him closer to me, then smiled again and said, "I don't want to force you , I also hope that you can act with your own consciousness instead of referring to every instruction I give you and doing what I want you to do. I know you have worked very hard, Gerald."

I let him go, patted him on the shoulder, turned off the practice room system, and asked him to walk out the door side by side with me, "The HLM virus ended your past, you can't remember anything about your previous life So I can't make myself understand, let alone tell me what kind of person you were, what kind of character, what kind of identity, what kind of things you did before."

"What Niyo said actually makes sense." I walked up the stairs slowly, turned to look at him after a few steps, and kept smiling, "Even if you may not care about what you have experienced before, in fact I'm curious. I want to know your name in the past, what kind of living environment brought you up, what kind of family raised you, what kind of friends you had before, what kind of things did you want to do? What."

Gerald listened quietly, occasionally meeting my eyes, as peaceful and at ease as ever.

"If possible, I hope that even if you can't remember it, you'd better know about your past." I continued, "No matter what you have experienced before, whether the past time was happy or unhappy, even if you don't know anything. I don’t remember, if you can find a way to know the past, it will at least prove that the twenty years you have lived in this world are not meaningless. You just changed your identity to survive, but you are still being yourself with a clear conscience What I am willing to do, I can't bring you back to your previous life, but at least let you live happily now."

I keep recalling the experiences of the past few years in my mind, and it is indeed possible to clearly understand the complex changes in mood, "We have treated countless patients with benign HLM virus, and most of them are accompanied by their families. Their families were there from the beginning of the treatment until their death or the end of the treatment. But almost no one cared about the malignant HLM virus patients living outside. They were affected by the virus and they were almost beyond recognition. It's unlikely that their families will be found."

I stretched out my hand and swiped the side of his face with my thumb, "You are recovering very well, it is not as scary as it was at the beginning, and the impact of the virus on your body is probably also decreasing."

When I stretched out my hand again, Gerald shrank his neck back, as if he was guarding against another sudden attack from me.

I laughed a few times and said again: "Although I have asked Mr. Fisher to investigate your previous identity, it is estimated that there is little hope. I don't know how long you are willing to stay by my side, but I hope that what I do now Everything can bring some more or less benefits to your future - so you must at least learn the language part first. It is no problem for you to understand part of it now, but for the recognition of characters, I still have a lot of problems. I really don’t have a clue at the moment.”

Thinking of this, I feel a bit of a headache. This feeling is similar to teaching a newborn child. I am not a first-time professor at a well-known university, and I have almost never been in contact with this aspect.

"In short, no matter how you say it, you have to learn to communicate with me normally first, and you can't just listen to me all the time." Walking up the last step, I turned around to stop him, lowered my head slightly to meet his gaze, and asked very seriously. Said: "So, do you understand what I just told you?"

Gerald looked at me, seemed to hesitate, then nodded.

I didn't correct him, but I didn't let him go upstairs because of his response. Instead, I kept a gentle and serious expression, and asked again: "Do you understand?"

Gerald nodded again.But I didn't ask a third time, just looked at him silently, waiting for him to give me the response I really wanted.

I stared into his eyes, these eyes have occupied more than half of my memory in the past few months, when I looked at him like this, he never put his eyes on other places, he would definitely return Look at me—whether he knows exactly what I'm doing or not.

I also seem to have temporarily lost the concept of time, and the flow of air seems to have slowed down, so I don't know exactly how long it has passed.But I finally heard Gerald speak as I wished, and answer me with a voice that almost pierced my eardrums and followed my brain to my heart.

"I see."

The author has something to say: Let me explain here. When Leo Dier asked "Do you understand?", he asked "Yousee?" Gerald's previous response was always "Yes.", but this time He answered "Isee." A technical (?) breakthrough 2333

PS: The temperature has dropped sharply in many places recently, babies should take care of themselves.