A Doctor's Zombie Feeding Diary

During dinner, I was stopped by Xin Duoli as expected.She pulled Dai Bu together, and stood in front of me hesitantly, unwilling to speak.

Dai Bu couldn't bear her to continue to be so entangled, so he simply asked me instead of her: "Doctor, are you really leaving?"

I made a silent gesture to him, sat at the table with them, and then nodded, "Maybe it was Niyo who told you? That's right. But don't let others know for now, I don't really want to In the remaining few days, people blocked the door every day."

"That, doctor." Xin Duoli put the dinner on the table, but she obviously had no appetite, so she simply put both hands on her lap, ignoring these meals that actually tasted good, "I Are you willing to agree to the suggestion I made earlier?"

I thought about it for a few seconds, and guessed that it was probably the proposal she said she wanted to leave with me a few months ago, and shook her head with a smile, and said, "That's not okay, you are the closest to me in terms of research and experiments in recent years." You are also the person who understands my research results best. In the future, the research institute may still need your help, and the patients will also need your treatment. What's more, if you leave, Deb and his group of boys will probably one day We have to overturn the whole institute."

"Am I that mischievous?" Deb also had a sad face at first, but he asked helplessly when he heard me say that.

"Fortunately, it's not too much trouble, just occasionally a little impulsive," I said with a comforting smile, "Xin Duoli just can control you. You are all excellent, you don't need me to be by your side all the time, I But wait for a day in the future to see your research results on the news."

"This is indeed our goal." Deb scratched his cheek embarrassingly, "If it is possible to find or develop an antibody against the HLM virus, it will be a hero who has saved countless lives. extravagant hope."

Xin Duoli hesitated for a long time before asking: "Then what are your plans after you leave?"

"I plan to go back to the urban area first. I need the help of some friends in the urban area to investigate some things clearly. I also hope to send some compiled reports on the HLM virus to several experts in the field of virus academia. After staying in the city for a while," I sighed with nostalgia, "it's probably time to go back to the army."

"Back to the army?"

"I am a student who graduated from the Military Medical College." I looked at them with a slightly surprised expression, "Although it was a long time ago, but because you didn't ask, I didn't mention it, probably in some early years. You can still find information about my origins in the old reports. After graduation, I went to the army, and I also met Carrie Miville during that time, but I didn't stay in the army for long... probably less than three years Well, because of some special reasons, he was transferred away by his superiors."

They were looking at me intently, as if they were listening carefully.This is not a secret, so I continued: "I went to conduct another study with several other doctors. I am not in a position to say what it is. After that—about six or seven Years ago? I believe you all have the impression, Z-9 flu."

"Ah! I remember this," Dab said suddenly. "It was the year you received the honor, right? You formed a special research team with several other researchers from another research institute and found out the Z-9 Virus antibodies."

I nodded, "Actually, there are more than 100 people in the entire research team...but only seven of us were honored." I was silent for a few seconds, and said, "Actually, I always thought that the flu had something to do with HLM There should be a direct relationship between the outbreak of the virus, but I can’t tell where the connection is. This is also one of the purposes of my return to the city this time, and I hope to contact the previous batch of researchers to discuss this matter together.”

"That's right." Xin Duoli's expression was quite sad, and her mood was rarely so low. "But now the benign HLM virus has just been controlled. Is it really okay for you to leave at this time?"

"Patients at the institute, you can take care of them." I said, "I'm just leaving, and I'm not missing. If you have any questions, you can contact me directly, and I can come back at any time, right? Besides, if I am in The researchers who were at the same time as me were found over there, and the combined thinking ability of a few people will be much stronger than now, and the treatment should be relatively easier by then."

"When you go back to the army, you also want to get in close contact with and investigate people infected with the vicious virus?" Deb asked.

"Yes."

"To be honest, I also really want to go to the border defense line to investigate, and take a look at what the ruined area has become. I wonder if there is any undamaged scenery?" Deb's eyes flickered with anticipation "Since the outbreak of the HLM virus, I have hardly been anywhere except the research institute and the urban area. Most of the places with beautiful scenery have been blocked, and only some small locations in the safe area can see good scenery. He fantasized brightly, then sighed melancholy, "It's a pity that the children born in the past few years can only live in these fixed places, and even travel plans are difficult to realize."

"After all, it's a special period, and there's nothing you can do about it." I looked at him, "If you want to go over there to investigate, I can take you with me then, but you won't be able to stay for long, let alone have time You go to see the scenery."

"It doesn't matter, I mainly want to get in touch with other infected people." Deb told me, "All the infected people I've seen so far are too..." Deb shook his head and stopped talking in embarrassment.

"I understand what you mean." I took his words in a calm tone, "Want to see the infected people who really live in the free zone?"

Dab nodded quickly twice.

I also found it interesting to watch, so I kept smiling and asked, "Are you afraid of blood?"

"I'm a doctor anyway, and I'm still a man, so why am I afraid of blood?" Dai Bu said unconvinced.He seemed to have slightly hurt his self-esteem because of my words, and his expression was a little dissatisfied.

"I don't mean the kind of blood you usually meet." I didn't make it clear.In my opinion, it might be a good opportunity to take him to see the situation on the battlefield, and it would be good to let him have more experience and experience, "Okay, I will take you there when the time comes."

"Thank you, doctor."

I turned my gaze to Xin Duoli, who was sitting quietly aside, still depressed, and smiled gently: "Don't feel bad, little girl, if you show this expression again, your little boyfriend will feel distressed."

Only then did Xin Duoli forcefully show a smile, raised her hand and patted Dai Bu's forearm, "He won't."

"Of course I will!" Sometimes Deb's cheerful personality is quite beneficial, he seems to have a high temperature, and he can adjust the atmosphere quite easily, "The doctor is so charming, and I am under a lot of pressure Yes."

Xin Duoli giggled a few times, she seemed to be in a better mood, raised her head and continued to ask me with concern: "Then when will you leave? Do you really need to tell others?"

"It's only a few days at the latest, and there's no need to let others know. After I'm gone, write a text message and come back to apologize," I looked around.Most of these colleagues who have been with me day and night for several years have a kind heart, are quite dedicated at work, and almost never complain. Support each other in times of difficulty.If I leave here suddenly, I probably won't get used to it.Thinking of this, I also felt a little regretful, and even my smile became helpless, "I don't want everyone to be in a bad mood like you, and have to find time to see me off. In this case, it's better for me to leave alone. "

"Since this is what you want, then we don't have much to say." Xin Duoli thought for a while, then asked: "What about number 27?"

"I will take him with me." I looked back at their blank eyes, and said calmly, "I don't know him well enough, it is impossible to give up after observing it. I have been studying HLM virus for so many years. Once you find hope in a person infected with a vicious virus, you must not just give up all your previous efforts."

"Then... where is the director?"

"It was because of that guy that I completely fell out with the director." When I recalled that Gerald was in a daze all day long, which was in sharp contrast to the director's annoyed face, I felt No matter how uncomfortable the emotions were, he recovered, "Don't worry, I have a way to take him away. Now, it depends on when the director's order will come down."

After parting ways with Deb and Cindy in the dining area, I made a trip to the isolation room first—Gerald, the guy, hadn't paid much attention to me since I let him eat with his own fork.I don't know if I think I'm nothing but a breeder, or I'm just throwing a tantrum. If it's the first reason, then I'll continue to have a headache for a long time.

But I can almost tell he's just throwing a tantrum -- intuitively.

While watching him eat, I reached out and slowly stroked the nape of his neck and the ends of his hair, which had become quite clean after several washes. After he finished eating, I went out with the lunch box.

When I walked out of the door again, I turned my head slightly, saw him finally looking at me, smiled softly at him, and then slowly closed the door of the isolation room.

In two days, I will be able to take him out of here. Even if he can't walk in the crowd like a normal person, at least he won't continue to live in such a narrow place.