A Doctor's Zombie Feeding Diary

I was not in a hurry to investigate the infected person who hadn't passed the transmission cycle, but I took a good night's sleep first, and waited until I fully recovered the next day before leading the team with Conordo in Jiali Miweier. Wearing a virus isolation gown under protection, he walked through the sterile passage and entered the isolation room.

Access to this infected person is definitely not easy, so I left Gerald outside at the beginning, and had him stand at the entrance of the sterile tunnel with Carrie Miville, which would allow them to Both of them can feel more at ease, and at the same time, it can keep me and Conordo safe.

Virus-infected people are very sensitive to drugs, so Conordo only injected him with a very small amount of sedatives, and took out a little blood from his body without stimulating his spirit that was already on the verge of collapse.The patient was very dazed throughout the whole process. Although he was not resisting us, the panic in his eyes never dissipated when he looked at us.

After Conordo got the blood sample, I stayed in the isolation room for a little longer, trying to calm his emotions. Although generally speaking, it was useless, it also made him stop acting when he looked at me. So flustered.

I know that patients with malignant viruses are generally very resistant to dense crowds and the gaze of others, so after getting the samples, they walked through the sterile passage, took off the virus isolation clothes on their bodies and destroyed them, and then silently passed a look to Carrie Miville .He nodded knowingly, waved to the team members after the door of the isolation room was closed, and quickly left around the infected person.

He doesn't know much about the next research, so it's not easy to intervene, and the full authority is given to me and Conordo, and only Gerald is with us.

After getting the blood samples, I first re-do a comprehensive test on all the C-V27 and infected blood samples collected in my hand. This time, Conordo and I watched the data with my own eyes. It is always easier than me to constantly analyze and confirm the changes.

The research of C-V27 is not troublesome, not to mention that both Conordo and I have experience in dealing with this substance, so basically we have not encountered too many obstacles in the analysis-the real headache for us is the A patient with a malignant virus placed in an isolation room.

On the first day he came to the base of the first brigade, he didn't seem too abnormal. Later, I speculated that it might be because he wandered alone in the wasteland area for too long, so he didn't feel any abnormality when he was suddenly taken into such a comfortable environment. Can react immediately.But from the second day onwards, he gradually became unable to restrain his behavior and emotions, although he would not hate closed spaces like those infected people whose brains had been completely eroded by the HLM virus before, and even harmed his own body To resist, but what he did was even more extreme - he began to cry and howl endlessly.

As a result, Conordo and I had to put down the work we were doing and rush to the isolation area at any time, lest the patient do something out of our control and cause the tragedy to happen again.And because the vicious HLM virus has taken deep root in his body, becoming stronger and more presumptuous every day, he can't express his thoughts clearly at all, and maybe even he doesn't know himself. What exactly do you want to express.

Although the progress of our research on C-V27 is not slow, but because we have to take care of this patient at the same time, until the day when Jiali Miweier and General Mecca took Hughes out of the base together, we still could not This new C-V27 analysis is compared.

We have spent most of our time on this patient in the past few days, so when we were notified by the guards again and rushed over with Conordo, I looked at the man in front of me , sighed softly, "If he continues like this, sooner or later his spirit will collapse first, and when the HLM virus completely takes over his body, it will only make him feel more painful."

"Is there no way to calm him down for a while?" Conordo looked at the patient, as if he couldn't bear to continue listening to him crying regardless of the condition of his vocal cords, but he was also helpless and could only keep shaking Nodding his head, he asked with regret.

"You can't use the sedative too many times, otherwise the drug may stimulate the HLM virus in his body, making him extremely manic and unable to regain his composure." Of course, I don't want to watch him continue to toss like this Go on, but you can only tell Conordo truthfully, "A few years ago, when the government allowed the arrest of vicious virus-infected people for research, the Bitter District Research Institute also tried to forcefully sedate those vicious virus-infected people who were arrested. Come down...you know the final result."

"What about the narcotic bomb?"

"Theoretically speaking, the anesthesia bomb newly developed by the Military Equipment Research Institute only forces the infected person to sleep, and will not harm the patient's body to a large extent." I recalled a few days ago in the ruins area. At that time, Jiali Miweier and the others used the kind of anesthesia bomb, and said, "But now we have seen the situation of this patient, and it is not the kind of violence that ordinary infected people will show. His reaction is more humane." , It also makes us feel that he actually still has his own emotions. If we use anesthesia bombs to force him into a coma, it may become more extreme when he wakes up again."

"But there's nothing we can do about it now." Conordo frowned and said helplessly, "Is it really necessary to let him howl like this until he can no longer make any sound?"

My expression couldn’t be any better than his. Hearing his question, I couldn’t answer anything for the time being. I could only wave to him and said, “Go ahead and continue to observe the activity of C-V27. Just have a guard at the door, and I'll take a look at the situation of this infected person."

The research on C-V27 is really urgent, so after a little hesitation, Conordo nodded and agreed in compromise: "Then be careful yourself, if you encounter any problems, remember to notify the guard at the door in time. "

"rest assured."

After Conordo left, I glanced at Gerald who had been standing quietly beside us, then turned my gaze to the infected person in the isolation room, sighed and said: "When you were just sent to me There has been such a situation before, do you still have the impression?"

Gerald's expression was blank for a moment, but he seemed to remember it quickly, nodded, and said, "I remember."

I watched the infected person hugging his head and howling continuously, recalling that Gerald was in such pain that time.He was leaning on my shoulder at the time, and I could even feel his body trembling constantly. His painful sobs were contained in his mouth, and finally he swallowed his throat again. I don’t know why, but I was still unwilling Howl out loud.

At that time, all I could do for him was to try to comfort him with the most gentle embrace and words.

Similar to such a soothing attempt, I also tried to do it after Conordo took the blood sample from the infected person, but the infected person was obviously not as rational and restrained as Gerald. Willing to accept our approach.And if I can't get close to him at all, let alone think of ways to comfort him physically.

"Compared with them, you are still different." I looked back helplessly, stretched out my hand to hug Gerald, and then asked: "I can guess that you will feel so painful at that time, it may be because the HLM virus has re-emerged. Being active is overwhelming your brain—do you remember how you felt at that time?"

"You're hugging me, like now." Gerald raised his hands from behind me to my shoulders, and said softly, "Your body is warmer than mine, and I know someone is by my side."

"Your blood flow is slower than normal people, so your body temperature is always cooler than ours." I explained to myself, then shook my head and said, "This patient has not completely lost consciousness. But even if he has not completely lost his self-consciousness and cannot adapt to the approach of other people, then after the HLM virus completely takes over his body one day, it will be even more impossible for us to get close to him. Are you so For many years, the only person with a vicious virus who was willing to let other people get close."

"Why am I different from them?" After I let go of him, Gerald's eyes gradually overflowed with a little bewilderment, "I don't remember anything."

"They don't remember anything, but the biggest difference between you and them may still lie in memory." I looked at the infected person who still refused to give up howling, and sighed, "They are being completely destroyed by the virus. After the memory, you will no longer deliberately remember what happened around you, and all your actions will only rely on instinct, but you have the memory after you were infected with the virus—if there is no error in the speculation between me and Jiali Miweier, The infected person we met in the ruins area should also have memories, at least we can see the emotion and guard against us from his eyes."

"why?"

"That's why we still need to continue to explore, although we..." I was halfway through the explanation, when there was a muffled sound in the isolation room, which should be the sound of the metal seat falling to the ground.