Be safe, there are more meals on the plane, don't be too greedy, save some stomach, brother bought you delicious food, and we will eat together when you come back. "
"Then you are not afraid that I will be hungry?" Chen Chen asked.
"Well... yes... you can't be hungry anymore. Anyway... this... um... you have to take care of yourself. Oh yes, it's cold on the plane, so sleep with a blanket." Ling Dian stammered A bunch of exhortations were gathered together, but they all seemed like nonsense.
Chenchen knew that his elder brother's caring words were of little practical significance, but hearing his elder brother desperately trying to be nice to him over there, Chenchen still felt that his eyes were wet.
In the early hours of the morning, after I got into trouble on the Internet and had mental problems, the hardest thing in these years was my brother.In fact, with all the calculations, Ling Dian is only three years older than Chen Chen.After graduating from junior high school, Ling Dian directly gave up high school in order to take care of Qingchen, and went to a two-year technical secondary school, entered the society early and started working hard.But in the early morning, he went to the best junior high school and entered the best high school.Although the living expenses provided by their parents are enough for the two of them, Ling Dian is still reluctant to eat and wear. He only wants to let Chen Chen eat well, wear well, and use well.When Ling Dian knew that Chen Chen liked the same sex, she refused to accept it at first, but however, Chen Chen frowned, and Ling Dian's heart immediately softened.Ling Dian said that his greatest wish is to go to school well in the early morning, then work hard, gradually learn to take care of himself, be healthy, and be happy every day... However, early morning failed to take an ordinary road.
After chatting with Ling Dian, it was already past two o'clock in the morning Beijing time.
In the end, Qingchen couldn't help but asked Yue Hua: "Can I climb my own penguin?"
"Come on, play casually." Yue Hua agreed.
Early morning boarded the penguin with mixed feelings.The prompt shows that Hot and Sour Powder has sent two unread messages.Looking at the unread messages, Chenchen was inexplicably excited.
Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: When did you arrive in China?
Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: When Are We Instant Noodle-Based?
Hot and sour powder: I really want to see you [show teeth]
Early morning: Well, let me do the math.
Early morning: Rest for a period of time, and face-to-face should be possible in mid-June.
In the early hours of the morning, he thought that Hot and Sour Powder should be asleep, but he didn't expect that, just as he was about to log off, Hot and Sour Powder's profile picture suddenly lit up.
Hot and sour powder: Good!
Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: Are you in City B?I will look for you?
Early morning: Uh, yes, where are you?
Hot and sour powder: It's not convenient for you to travel around when you're young, so I'll go to city B to find you.
Early morning: I’m not young anymore… I’m already 20…
Early morning: Well, let’s find a manga fan base.
Hot and sour powder: Hmm... On June 6th, there seems to be a comic exhibition in H City, let's see you then!
Qingchen: OK, do you want to wear cosplay clothes?
Hot and sour powder: I don't play cosplay very much.Do you want to wear cosplay clothes to the playground?
Early morning: No, no, no, I just want to ask you if you want to wear it. If you want to wear it, maybe we can CP [Just kidding.
Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: Hahaha, CP, what a great idea, suddenly I got a little excited.
Early morning: But it’s inconvenient to grab money if you’re wearing clothes.
Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: That's right.
The more I talked in the early morning, the happier I was, and I almost laughed out loud.Yue Hua curiously wanted to come over to see the situation, and alarmed Chen Chen, who quickly said goodbye and quit Penguin.
"He hasn't slept so late to chat with you?" Yue Hua rubbed his chin and asked playfully.
"This... this...we're talking about Mian Ji, and we're a little excited." Chen Chen replied.
Yue Hua: "Meeting so soon? Do you want me to accompany you?"
Early in the morning, he quickly rejected Yue Hua: "Let's go to a comic exhibition together, and at most have a meal together. Don't worry... there is no danger, I'm not a girl."
"No, no, boys are also very dangerous in this society, especially a little shou with low force value like you, they are sure to catch one..."
Qingchen: "...No, I think...perverts who like to attack men should not like my model. Don't they like the brother series more?"
Yue Hua said solemnly: "You forgot that there is a category of pedophiles."
Morning: "..."
"Don't underestimate yourself, you really like Shotacon."
Morning: "..."
The joke was about the same, Yue Hua still added: "It's not a bad thing to pay more attention, you don't know the other party's background at all now."
"Well...but it shouldn't be necessary, because..." Because people who like Two-dimensional are good people.However, Qingchen didn't finish what he wanted to say, and in the middle of speaking, Qingchen swallowed the words abruptly, "Well, I will pay more attention. There are many people in the comic exhibition, there will be no danger, and I will pick people when eating. A formal place with a lot of people. I’m 20 anyway, and I’ve been abroad, so it’s no problem to protect myself.”
——They are all good people... Qingchen no longer believes in "all good people".At that time, those who scolded others as scum the loudest were precisely those circles he once loved.Do you believe that there are good people in Two-dimensional?Are you a primary school student?
The malice in this world is far greater than imagined. More "eyes" and more "ignoring" and more "silence" are needed.
After so many years, Chen Chen has grown a lot.
***
On the other hand, after saying goodnight to Chen Chen, Xia Jiyang lay on the bed tossing and turning excitedly and couldn't fall asleep.
——Because Chen Chen agreed to meet with him!
Xia Jiyang felt that what he said on the Internet now was empty, if he wanted to make progress, he had to rely on reality.Across a network cable, there are always countless detours when talking, and it's fine if we meet each other, and everything we say is straightforward enough.
Xia Jiyang thought about it, he had to dress up like a human being that day, and then kneel down on one knee in front of Chen Chen, and make a true confession, that would definitely be more practical than being separated by a network cable.
Don't you see how many Tanmei radio dramas, as soon as two people who can't understand each other because of misunderstanding meet and talk, they immediately hug each other and say you love me and I love you.
Although...wouldn't it be a bit shameful to kneel on one knee?It doesn't matter, it's important to catch someone, as long as he can catch him, Xia Jiyang is willing to do even the most shameful thing.
Don't you see how many tanmei radio dramas, Xiao Shou rejects Xiao Gong's courtship in various ways, Xiao Gong makes a domineering wall-dong, and then a strong kiss, that Xiao Shou is immediately subdued...
Xia Jiyang has decided that he is bound to win this battle in H City.
The author has something to say: Xiuwen Log: 2016.01.28 full text overhaul
☆、Ep.26
At [-]:[-] am, there is an emergency and we cannot come to pick up the plane. Chenchen and Yuehua's plane flies to S City P International Airport, and S City is a certain distance from B City. Qingchen and Yuehua each have a big suitcase and a small suitcase, which is still a bit troublesome.If you choose to take a taxi, the taxi fare in city S is really not affordable for two people.Thanks to Yue Hua's good physical strength, one person pushed two people's big boxes and carried two people's computers on their backs without panting at all. The two people went from the airport to the train station all the way smoothly.
In City B, Mr. Qingxia from Yue Hua's family went to the train station to pick them up.Qingxia Jun, whose real name is Shen Mo.In the early morning, I saw Shen Mo's selfie on the Internet, and knew that Shen Mo was handsome, but I didn't expect... the real person is much better looking than the photo.
After the three introduced themselves to each other, the atmosphere immediately turned cold.In the early morning, I felt like I was turning into a light bulb for two people.
In the cold room, Qingchen tried to find a way to raise the topic. He pointed to the train station and said, "Hey, Yuehua, look at this building. Let me tell you, when this station was built, it was said that it meant surging waves. In the middle is a What gold and silver transparent water drops. But after it is built, it looks like a crab. Hahaha, it’s actually quite interesting, crabs are also seafood.”
"Ha, what you said sounds a bit similar." Yue Hua followed along, hahaha.
However... Shen Mo seemed to be embarrassed for a while.
This situation made Morning a little disappointed.Indeed, Chen Chen knows that he is the type that is not very attractive to others. No matter how hard Chen Chen tries, he still cannot get along well with strangers.
Yue Hua and Shen Mo sent Chen Chen back first. Qing Chen originally wanted to let Yue Hua live in his own house, but Yue Hua insisted on sharing the dormitory with Shen Mo.Qingchen also understood that of course Yue Hua hurried back to see Shen Mo.
While Yue Hua was helping him carry his luggage, Chen Chen chatted with Shen Mo for a few words.Qingchen seemed to be able to feel Shen Mo's "hostility", so she wanted to explain something...
"Honestly..." Chen Chen stammered, "I used to like Neo a little bit."
"Ah? Oh..." Shen Mo knew that Neo should be Yue Hua's English name.Shen Mo was frightened when he said such words suddenly in the early morning, "Have you ever liked Xiao Hua?"
"No, no, it's just a feeling. After all, he is my savior, and he is also very handsome. If I say that I haven't been tempted, it will make people more suspicious." Qingchen explained very seriously, "I think You are a little uneasy when you come out. Indeed, your boyfriend is with another man, and he is also a roommate. It is normal for you to be uneasy. But I think you can rest assured that Neo really likes you. In addition..." In addition I really can't stand human nature...Shen Mo, do you know that Yue Hua has a hobby of "eating from corpses"?Early morning to be honest.
However, as soon as the key point was mentioned, Shen Mo interrupted Chen Chen: "Am I uneasy? No, you think too much, kid. I really believe in Xiaohua. We have known each other for 17 years. I can tell what he thinks just by looking at his eyes." , I wouldn't doubt him. It's not uncommon for him to have a friend or two."
"Really? Ha, you two are really blind." Chen Chen looked at Shen Mo enviously, and suddenly found that the hostility he felt just now seemed to have disappeared—it was indeed his own illusion just now, "But I feel like you were a little upset just now..."
"I was disappointed. I felt that I was not capable enough and had no money to support Xiaohua, so Xiaohua could only squeeze the steel bed with me." Shen Mo quickly explained with an embarrassed smile.
Shen Mo's smile was very sunny, and his eyes curved into small crescents seemed to discharge electricity, which gave people a particularly warm feeling when looking at it.
"Oh..." Chen Chen nodded in a daze.
In just a few seconds, he immediately felt the charm of Shen Mo, and he found that he also liked Shen Mo.Chen Chen seems to have understood the secret of Qingxia Jun's proclaiming God—Shen Mo's contagion is too powerful.
Shen Mo: "Don't worry, Xiaohua has already told me everything about you. Well, including the matter of you and that jelly and why he lives with you..."
Early morning: "He told you everything? How did he say it?"
"Um... I just talked about the fact that you were stimulated by the human spirit... Don't worry, I won't tell others!" Shen Mogang was about to talk about Chen Chen's black history, and seemed to realize that mentioning this kind of thing might cause Chen Chen to suffer twice. Injury, so it can be said that it is a bit vague.
Mentioning the past, Qingchen felt a little uncomfortable, but he could feel that Shen Mo, like Yue Hua, was sincerely understanding him.On the other hand, Chen Chen also wanted to tell Shen Mo about Yue Hua's current situation: "Then about him and my brother..."
However, Shen Mo interrupted him in the middle of his speech in the early morning: "Uh, it's okay, I won't mention these things if I don't want to mention them. Just let it go..."
Shen Mo kept interrupting Chen Chen, not noticing that Chen Chen actually wanted to talk to him about other things.Just when Qingchen wanted to continue talking in detail, Yue Hua came down, and Qingchen failed to continue telling Shen Mo that Yuehua was investigating the cause of his mother's death.
In the early hours of the morning, Yue Hua found out that when Yue Hua looked at Shen Mo, his eyes were different—as expected, falling in love is actually a good thing.
In the early morning, he knew very well that he was not mentally normal, and Yue Hua, who was closely related to him, was actually not mentally normal either.
.Two people can become friends, sometimes because they complement each other, and sometimes because they are similar...
Therefore, Yue Huaneng and Chen Chen became friends because they were the same kind of people—they both had a time bomb in their hearts, ready to detonate at any time.
Chen Chen is very optimistic about Yue Hua and Shen Mo, he very much hopes that the two of them can be together well, but Chen Chen doesn't know if Shen Mo knows what Yue Hua is hiding in his heart.Qingchen sometimes felt that Yue Hua, who was only thinking about revenge, would become particularly terrifying. Qingchen always felt that if Shen Mo didn't know, this matter would threaten the relationship between the two.
In the early hours of the morning, he was hesitating whether to find an opportunity to tell Shen Mo Yuehua about his psychological problems, when his elder brother Ling Dian suddenly reminded him: "By the way, have you seen Shen Mo from Yue Hua's family?"
"I see. He is very nice, and the two are a good match." Chen Chen replied.
"Yue Hua told me one thing, and I'll tell you too, don't tell Shen Mo about him checking his mother..." Ling Dian said thoughtfully.
Qingchen didn't understand: "Why...why? He doesn't intend to tell Shen Mo about this?"
"He was afraid that Shen Mo would be worried..." Ling Dian said.
"But... I think Shen Mo will be worried if he doesn't tell Shen Mo. And it's not something shameful..." Qingchen was a little anxious.
"Hey... Yue Hua won't let me talk about it, so let's stop talking about it for now. Although it's not something shameful, it's not a good thing either." Ling Dian rubbed Chen Chen's hair and explained.
"Oh." Early morning
In the early hours of the morning, there seemed to be a flag in his heart. He felt that one day soon, the bomb in Yue Hua's heart might explode. Maybe, something would happen to him and Shen Mo.
Chenchen told his brother what he thought, but his brother was always on Yue Hua's side, and he also supported that he couldn't tell Shen Mo about it——Yue Hua was secretly investigating the truth about his mother's death, Shen Mo's family and Yue Hua's family The two families have been familiar with each other since their parents' generation. What if Shen Mo leaked his words and told his parents, and then Shen Mo's parents revealed the matter to Yue Hua's old father... the consequences would be disastrous.
At this time, I thought of hot and sour noodles again in the early morning.
On Penguin, Chenchen secretly told Hot and Sour Powder.
Early morning: Hot and sour powder, Zhu Zhu has always had a heart knot, which has developed into a psychological problem, but Qingxia-jun doesn't seem to know it yet, do you think I should be a troublesome person and tell Qingxia-jun about it?
Hot and sour powder: 囧
Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: Psychological problem... what... what kind of psychological problem?
Early morning: It is mental illness.I think Zhu Zhu has a slight schizophrenia and a serious tendency to violence...
Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: Damn... this guy is perverted.
Morning: ==!
Early morning: I won’t tell you anymore.
——The reaction to the hot and sour powder made Chen Chen feel a little chilled.But... In fact, that is the normal attitude of normal people towards mental illness.
Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: Don't, don't...don't leave in the early morning.
Hot and sour powder: No, violent psychopaths are scary and can kill people.
Morning: ==
Hot and sour powder: Really, mental illness is very scary. You don't know when he will suddenly go crazy and slash people. What's even more terrifying is that he slashes people and he doesn't pay for his life.
Hot and sour powder: If you encounter mental illness, you must stay away from them, and it is best to send them all to a mental hospital.
Early morning: ...
Morning: hehe
Hot and sour powder: ...
Early morning: ...
Hot and sour powder: ...
Hot and sour powder: ...
Hot and sour powder: ...
Hot and sour powder: Early in the morning, why did you suddenly stop talking?Don't talk, I'm afraid QAQ
Morning: == I am mentally ill.
Hot and sour powder: this...
Early morning: I'm really mentally ill.
Hot and sour powder:! ! ! ? ? ?No, what and what?
——On the Internet, everyone knew that he killed two people, but no one knew that after that incident, Chenchen suffered from depression.How and when I got it, I don’t know in the early morning.
About two months later, the turmoil of that incident completely subsided, but there was an extra "LOW guy strangled two people to death in the early morning" in the chronology of major events in the online distribution circle.When people were discussing Su Yingcherry and singer Ai Mei in a sympathetic tone, they couldn't sleep all night in the early morning, sometimes they suddenly burst into tears, and sometimes they burst out laughing.
People think that depression is a matter of "just look at it", but it is really too difficult to "look at it".Over the years, Chenchen has silently read many books about depression, hoping to find one or two methods that are useful to him... However, all psychological counseling programs are like nonsense.
As he read more books, Chenchen began to slowly accept that he was suffering from depression, recovering himself a little bit, and with the medicine prescribed by the doctor, Chenchen felt that he was much better.At least, he's been able to behave like a normal person.
——Sometimes, Qingchen thinks that there are actually mental patients in this world, but those so-called "normal people" pretend to be more like normal people; while some people pretend not to look like normal people, and are recognized at a glance; And some other people who don't want to pretend at all have become so-called severe mental patients.
Early morning's goal is "normal people", normal people will not tell others that they are mentally ill, normal people will not self-mutilate and commit suicide, normal people will follow the social order...
——In short, Qingchen didn’t want to tell Hot and Sour Fan that he was mentally ill, but the current situation is that he has to admit his illness to Hot and Sour Fan.
Hot and sour powder said: "Really, mental illness is very scary. You don't know when he will suddenly go crazy and slash people. What's even more terrifying is that he slashes people and he doesn't pay for his life. If you encounter mental illness, you must Stay away from them, better send them all to a mental hospital."
It was really hard to hear these words from Hot and Sour Powder in the early morning. — like he was about to lose another friend.
Chen Chen likes to chat with Hot and Sour Fan, but Chen Chen is also afraid of continuing to have a deep friendship with Hot and Sour Fan... Now seeing the attitude of Hot and Sour Fan, Chen Chen feels that maybe he should break up with Hot and Sour Fan.After all, his illness can only bring misfortune to people.
After a while, the hot and sour powder seemed to be enlightened by itself.
Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: What happened three years ago made you depressed?
Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: How could this be?
Hot and sour powder: why is it so serious?
Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: How come you never said that?
Early morning: Why should I say that?Is mental illness something to be proud of?
Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: What happened?
Morning: I don't know.
Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: Why don't you take a closer look?What's wrong with this?Why are you sick?
Early morning: Depression is a very complex disease, with both physical and psychological causes.My illness cannot be entirely blamed on what happened three years ago, it has something to do with my own genes.
Early morning: =v=Actually, depression is not terrible, you see, I have depression, can’t we still communicate well?
Hot and sour powder: what does it have to do with your genes?
Hot and sour powder: In the early morning, don't be so negative, you should be more positive and sunny.
Early morning: How do you know that I am not active or sunny?I can tell jokes, I can also laugh, and I can still tease you on Penguin, am I not very active?
Early morning: If it’s just negative, it’s depression, not depression.Depression is just a disease.
Hot and sour powder: I'm sorry T_T I can't understand how uncomfortable you are... If only I could try that pain.I can't feel bad for you, at least I can empathize with you...
Morning: =[]=
Early morning: Don't talk nonsense, Humo... I feel the same as you, do you think depression is very foreign, and you want to try it. People like me who are relatively anti-viral can still chat with you about penguins here. If you change it to You who are weak against viruses are already dead ╮(╯▽╰)╭
Hot and sour powder: ...
Early morning: Hahahaha [Yao Ming's face]
Hot and sour powder: T_T
In the early morning, I found it was too difficult to talk about these things with Hot and Sour Rice Noodles.After all, Hot and Sour Powder doesn't know Yue Hua, and originally wanted to discuss Yue Hua with him, but the discussion turned into depression.However, Chenchen doesn't want to talk too much about his illness...he just wants to pretend to be a normal person.
***
Xia Jiyang called Jiangshan Wanli directly: "Hey, what's the matter with depression in the early morning?"
"He told you?" Jiangshan Wanli's answer made Xia Jiyang's heart choked up. "Yeah... Didn't I say that Zhu Zhu saved his life? It was at that time that he suffered from depression and wanted to commit suicide, but Zhu Zhu stopped him."
For so many years, Xia Jiyang has never known that the impact of that incident on Qingchen is not just a retreat.
"Depression is not terrible. My boyfriend also suffered from depression, and now he has completely recovered." Jiangshan Wanli comforted Xia Jiyang and said, "I was sick in the early morning... and it is slowly getting better, don't be so anxious ...don't be in such a hurry."
"Okay... okay... I'm not in a hurry, thank you, Great God of Jiangshan, thank you, thank you." Xia Jiyang thanked Jiangshan Wanli and hung up the phone, but after a while, he couldn't help shouting into the air: "But I Can you not be in a hurry? Depression, mental illness, how did you get these diseases so well, what has he experienced in the past few years?"
Xia Jiyang felt uncomfortable, he just wanted to see Chen Chen quickly, and then protect him, so that no one would hurt him again.
The author has something to say: 2016.01.28 full text overhaul
☆、Ep.27
On June 6, Xia Jiyang asked his superiors for a week's leave, and took the fifteen-hour high-speed train to H City.
On the swaying high-speed train, Xia Jiyang stared at the rapidly receding scenery from window to window, recalling all kinds of things more than three years ago, and silently rehearsed the reunion dialogue in his heart.Based on years of experience in acting in dramas, Xia Jiyang told himself: Be proactive, be domineering, and be straightforward.
The night before the appointment, there was a light rain in City H.
On Penguin, Qingchen seems to be looking forward to this face-to-face interview.
Early morning: Have you arrived in City H yet?
Hot and sour powder: Yes.And you?
Early morning: I will take the first bus tomorrow morning and go directly there.I may be a little late at the venue, let's meet in the venue.
Hot and sour powder: Mmm!
Early morning: I am looking forward to it.
Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: Me too.
Early morning: Let’s send a photo so that we can identify people.
Hot and sour powder: I am ugly, please give me your number, and we will call directly.
Early morning: That's fine. 180xxxxxxxxx.
Hot and sour powder: get√My number is 156xxxxxxxx.
It didn't rain on the agreed date, but it was cloudy, and even though it had rained the day before, the air was still stuffy and uncomfortable.Xia Jiyang, who was used to the heat and dryness, couldn't stand the humidity and heat in the south.This event is called the Summer Solstice Festival, and it is a comprehensive small-scale exhibition. There are not many participating societies and units, but the variety is very diverse, ranging from general to rotten to house-oriented works.
Xia Jiyang arrived early, so it didn't take long to line up.After about half an hour, Xia Jiyang entered the arena smoothly.Xia Jiyang reckoned that it would be noon when Chenchen entered the arena, so he wandered around for a while, thinking that if he saw a book that Chenchen liked, he would buy it directly.
Xia Jiyang walked around three or four times in a row, and collected three large packages of notebooks and several volumes of posters. It was nearly eleven o'clock at noon, and Xia Jiyang's cell phone finally rang.
"Hello... sour... hot and sour powder? I've already entered." The timid voice over there was the same as three years ago, but the voice was a little more mature.
"Yes, it's me." Xia Jiyang deliberately lowered his voice, and replaced it with a fake voice that he was used to.
Chenchen was successfully fooled, and did not hear his voice: "Oh, where are you now? I'm going to find you?"
"I'm in the... oh, I'm in the stands. I'm wearing a red T-shirt and black jeans."
"Okay, I'll go find you now!"
After hanging up the phone, Xia Jiyang immediately found a higher place to stand up and search around for Chen Chen's figure—he believed that although he hadn't seen him for nearly four years, he would definitely recognize Chen Chen at a glance.
About 10 minutes later, Xia Jiyang really found Qingchen——Qingchen today has an anime T inside, a striped cardigan outside, and cropped jeans.Look at it and be obedient.Pair it with his signature silver-rimmed glasses, and there's nothing wrong with him.In the early morning, he was still looking around, and it seemed that he hadn't seen Xia Jiyang yet.Xia Jiyang immediately pushed aside the crowd, and frantically squeezed towards the early morning, not caring that he bumped into several photographers with long tubes, and drew a lot of scolding.
Xia Jiyang saw that he was about to catch Chen Chen, and his eyes suddenly met with Chen Chen's.Qingchen was obviously taken aback, then took two steps back, then immediately turned around and started running crazily.
Seeing this, Xia Jiyang became anxious, and immediately switched to running and chasing after him.
In the early morning, he rushed to the exit quickly, and Xia Jiyang rushed out without saying a word.Xia Jiyang is taller than Chenchen by more than a head, his legs are naturally longer than Chenchen's, and he must run faster than Chenchen, but Xia Jiyang still has three big bags in his hand, Xia Jiyang has to take care of them while running Don't fall out of the notebooks and gifts in the bag, and don't get Hai Bo crushed. In this case, Xia Jiyang really let Chen Chen escape for a long time.
But soon, Chenchen gradually lost his strength, and Xia Jiyang's advantage of long legs became more and more prominent. Xia Jiyang finally grabbed the hood of Chenchen's coat: "Xinchen, early morning, don't run away, stop, stop, stop , it's me... I..."
In the early morning, regardless of 21 [-], Xia Jiyang was thrown away.There were a lot of people in the venue, and the short stature in the early morning became an advantage in escaping.Xia Jiyang was just about to start running, when a camera that Xia Jiyang bumped into grabbed Xia Jiyang: "Brother, why are you running? You know that the film you made is blurred? And you took my reflector They were all damaged, do you know? You pay for my reflector!"
"You... All right, all right, how much do you want?" Xia Jiyang angrily took out his wallet and planned to spend money to eliminate the disaster.
"My reflector is [-], do you know? [-]!"
"One thousand and five!?" Xia Jiyang was in a hurry to chase Qingchen and just wanted to get away quickly, but the person in front of him didn't seem to intend to let him go easily.
Xia Jiyang just watched the early morning who was so close to him run away.
"You... Ge Laozi, how can you compensate me for the boyfriend you caused to run away? Give me back your reflector, then you will compensate my boyfriend!" Xia Ji raised his anger from the heart, and it was too late and then quickly... ...he turned his fists.
The two fought together.The security guards at the venue quickly arrived and dragged the two of them to the small black room together.
In the end, Xia Jiyang paid the photography fifty, and the photography said "I'm sorry" to Xia Jiyang.But this time it was a complete failure.
Qingchen's performance shows one point: Qingchen doesn't want to see Xia Jiyang.
Xia Jiyang hesitated and tried to contact Chen Chen by text message: "Where is your person? Why didn't I see you?"
Early morning: ...
Xia Jiyang's reply in the early morning felt very subtle.Xia Jiyang felt that Chenchen was still replying to him, which meant that he still had hope.
Xia Jiyang: What's wrong with you?How come I didn't see you?
Early in the morning: I saw a cool breeze in the sky.
Xia Jiyang: That's... that's right!
Early morning: I don't know why he appears?
Xia Jiyang: This... this is too coincidental.
——Xia Jiyang felt that Qingchen didn't suspect that he was empty and cool.
Xia Jiyang continued to ask: Then can we still meet?
Early morning: forget it today.
Xia Jiyang: Not really...it's just a cool breeze.And don't you have some feelings for him, shouldn't you be happy to see him?
Early morning: Didn't I say that I don't want to see him for the rest of my life?
Xia Jiyang: Not really...then let's find another place to meet again?
No reply in the morning.Xia Jiyang was in a hurry.
Xia Jiyang thought about it and made a call.
Picking up the phone in the early hours of the morning, his tone was serious: "I'm sorry, let's not meet again."
"why?"
"Because... what do you mean by meeting me in such a hurry? Aren't you afraid that I'm a bad person?"
"This...how can you be a bad person?" Xia Jiyang didn't know whether to laugh or cry.
"Why not……"
"Because," Xia Jiyang interrupted Chen Chen, "because people who like Two-dimensional are good people."
I was taken aback in the early morning. "People who like Two-dimensional are good people"?Your standards are too low.I was speechless for a while in the early morning, and the hot and sour noodles over there were in a hurry, and I kept saying "hey, hey, hey".
"Are you an idiot?" In the early morning, he hung up the phone excitedly.
After hanging up the phone, Chenchen also felt that he was agitated, but he didn't feel that he had done anything wrong... He thought that maybe his fate with this hot and sour powder ended here. With such a bad attitude, hot and sour powder I will also understand why so many people hang up on him on the Internet.So be it.
His luck today was really bad.
On the other side, Xia Jiyang was hung up suddenly, completely bewildered.After analyzing and analyzing, he analyzed... In the early morning, maybe, really, I really don't want to see the cool breeze.
Right now, it's really not suitable for meeting.
This kind of progress is too bad.
The author has something to say: Xiuwen Log: 2016.01.28
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At this point, all the original articles have been revised.The modified version and the original version...the difference is a little bit bigger.I am very sorry for the inconvenience caused to you little angels...
Suggestion... You can read it again from the beginning as a new article, and apologize again.
☆、Ep.28
On Penguin, Yue Hua sent a message to Chen Chen.
Wish Bamboo: How about Mianji?
Early morning: ...
Wish Bamboo: What's wrong?Is it not going well?
Early morning: I didn't see anyone.
Yuan Zhu: Did he let you go?
AM: In turn.
Wish Bamboo: What's wrong?Why do you suddenly not want to see him?
Early morning: I saw Kushi Liangfeng at the comic exhibition.
Wish Bamboo: 00
Early morning: I don't know how he appeared here... He seemed to recognize me.
Wish Bamboo: Damn it.Then what?
Morning: I ran away...
Wish Bamboo: ...
Morning: =-=
Yuanzhu: [Laughing cry] Well, if you run away, then run away, don't worry too much.
Early morning: I'm in a bad mood, and I don't want to go to the interview.
Wish Bamboo: It's all right.Did you go back to City B?
Morning: I'm back...
On Penguin, Hot and Sour Powder also sent a message.
Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: It doesn't matter if TUT doesn't meet this time, the summer vacation is still long, we can find another chance to meet.
I thought about it for a long time in the morning and didn't know how to reply.
He always felt that something was not right.
Hot and sour powder and Ukiyo sound seem to have a very good relationship. First, the script was written by Mr. Yijia, and now the cool wind of the sky appeared during the face-to-face meeting. What a coincidence... In the early morning, if he continues to contact hot and sour powder Go on, maybe, soon, he will have to get involved with Ukiyoyin again.
Start cold processing hot and sour powder in the early morning.
Hot and sour powder: o(≧v≦)o~~ Today there is a hand-painted artist on gd, and our poster is here!This is a wild tentacle, I'll send you a picture of her.
Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: Today, I will continue to ask Mr. Yichen for authorization. O( ̄▽ ̄)d
Hot and Sour Powder: Poke it... Early morning, are you mad at me QAQ
……
For a week, he put the Hot and Sour Rice Noodles to play in the early morning, but his enthusiasm didn't seem to diminish at all.
Finally, on the morning of a week later, Chenchen found out that there was no hot and sour powder on Penguin.
Wee thought he had given up.
Unexpectedly, when he opened Weibo... Well, this guy has changed his position... Under his latest Weibo, Hot and Sour Fan left a message: "You haven't replied to me for a week [crying] Ah Sheng gradually let go, real."
I opened the reply in the early morning, hesitated for a while, and finally did not reply.He really didn't want to have anything to do with Ukiyoto anymore.When he entered this circle again but didn't change his name, he just wanted to block some people directly... He didn't want to bother to please those who didn't believe him.
The result of placing play is...
Hot and sour powder has a sense of presence on his Weibo every day.
A good morning at seven in the morning and a good night at eleven in the evening.
He brushed so happily that even the wishing bamboo was alarmed.
On the penguin:
Yuan Zhu: This plan is so persistent... Good morning every day and good night every day.
Morning: _(:з)∠)_
Wish Bamboo: What happened to you?
Early morning: He has a very good relationship with Ukiyoto.
Wish Bamboo: Hey...
Morning: Guilty...
Yuan Zhu: Talk to him well.
The highest temperature in city B soared to 38 degrees every day
"Then you are not afraid that I will be hungry?" Chen Chen asked.
"Well... yes... you can't be hungry anymore. Anyway... this... um... you have to take care of yourself. Oh yes, it's cold on the plane, so sleep with a blanket." Ling Dian stammered A bunch of exhortations were gathered together, but they all seemed like nonsense.
Chenchen knew that his elder brother's caring words were of little practical significance, but hearing his elder brother desperately trying to be nice to him over there, Chenchen still felt that his eyes were wet.
In the early hours of the morning, after I got into trouble on the Internet and had mental problems, the hardest thing in these years was my brother.In fact, with all the calculations, Ling Dian is only three years older than Chen Chen.After graduating from junior high school, Ling Dian directly gave up high school in order to take care of Qingchen, and went to a two-year technical secondary school, entered the society early and started working hard.But in the early morning, he went to the best junior high school and entered the best high school.Although the living expenses provided by their parents are enough for the two of them, Ling Dian is still reluctant to eat and wear. He only wants to let Chen Chen eat well, wear well, and use well.When Ling Dian knew that Chen Chen liked the same sex, she refused to accept it at first, but however, Chen Chen frowned, and Ling Dian's heart immediately softened.Ling Dian said that his greatest wish is to go to school well in the early morning, then work hard, gradually learn to take care of himself, be healthy, and be happy every day... However, early morning failed to take an ordinary road.
After chatting with Ling Dian, it was already past two o'clock in the morning Beijing time.
In the end, Qingchen couldn't help but asked Yue Hua: "Can I climb my own penguin?"
"Come on, play casually." Yue Hua agreed.
Early morning boarded the penguin with mixed feelings.The prompt shows that Hot and Sour Powder has sent two unread messages.Looking at the unread messages, Chenchen was inexplicably excited.
Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: When did you arrive in China?
Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: When Are We Instant Noodle-Based?
Hot and sour powder: I really want to see you [show teeth]
Early morning: Well, let me do the math.
Early morning: Rest for a period of time, and face-to-face should be possible in mid-June.
In the early hours of the morning, he thought that Hot and Sour Powder should be asleep, but he didn't expect that, just as he was about to log off, Hot and Sour Powder's profile picture suddenly lit up.
Hot and sour powder: Good!
Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: Are you in City B?I will look for you?
Early morning: Uh, yes, where are you?
Hot and sour powder: It's not convenient for you to travel around when you're young, so I'll go to city B to find you.
Early morning: I’m not young anymore… I’m already 20…
Early morning: Well, let’s find a manga fan base.
Hot and sour powder: Hmm... On June 6th, there seems to be a comic exhibition in H City, let's see you then!
Qingchen: OK, do you want to wear cosplay clothes?
Hot and sour powder: I don't play cosplay very much.Do you want to wear cosplay clothes to the playground?
Early morning: No, no, no, I just want to ask you if you want to wear it. If you want to wear it, maybe we can CP [Just kidding.
Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: Hahaha, CP, what a great idea, suddenly I got a little excited.
Early morning: But it’s inconvenient to grab money if you’re wearing clothes.
Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: That's right.
The more I talked in the early morning, the happier I was, and I almost laughed out loud.Yue Hua curiously wanted to come over to see the situation, and alarmed Chen Chen, who quickly said goodbye and quit Penguin.
"He hasn't slept so late to chat with you?" Yue Hua rubbed his chin and asked playfully.
"This... this...we're talking about Mian Ji, and we're a little excited." Chen Chen replied.
Yue Hua: "Meeting so soon? Do you want me to accompany you?"
Early in the morning, he quickly rejected Yue Hua: "Let's go to a comic exhibition together, and at most have a meal together. Don't worry... there is no danger, I'm not a girl."
"No, no, boys are also very dangerous in this society, especially a little shou with low force value like you, they are sure to catch one..."
Qingchen: "...No, I think...perverts who like to attack men should not like my model. Don't they like the brother series more?"
Yue Hua said solemnly: "You forgot that there is a category of pedophiles."
Morning: "..."
"Don't underestimate yourself, you really like Shotacon."
Morning: "..."
The joke was about the same, Yue Hua still added: "It's not a bad thing to pay more attention, you don't know the other party's background at all now."
"Well...but it shouldn't be necessary, because..." Because people who like Two-dimensional are good people.However, Qingchen didn't finish what he wanted to say, and in the middle of speaking, Qingchen swallowed the words abruptly, "Well, I will pay more attention. There are many people in the comic exhibition, there will be no danger, and I will pick people when eating. A formal place with a lot of people. I’m 20 anyway, and I’ve been abroad, so it’s no problem to protect myself.”
——They are all good people... Qingchen no longer believes in "all good people".At that time, those who scolded others as scum the loudest were precisely those circles he once loved.Do you believe that there are good people in Two-dimensional?Are you a primary school student?
The malice in this world is far greater than imagined. More "eyes" and more "ignoring" and more "silence" are needed.
After so many years, Chen Chen has grown a lot.
***
On the other hand, after saying goodnight to Chen Chen, Xia Jiyang lay on the bed tossing and turning excitedly and couldn't fall asleep.
——Because Chen Chen agreed to meet with him!
Xia Jiyang felt that what he said on the Internet now was empty, if he wanted to make progress, he had to rely on reality.Across a network cable, there are always countless detours when talking, and it's fine if we meet each other, and everything we say is straightforward enough.
Xia Jiyang thought about it, he had to dress up like a human being that day, and then kneel down on one knee in front of Chen Chen, and make a true confession, that would definitely be more practical than being separated by a network cable.
Don't you see how many Tanmei radio dramas, as soon as two people who can't understand each other because of misunderstanding meet and talk, they immediately hug each other and say you love me and I love you.
Although...wouldn't it be a bit shameful to kneel on one knee?It doesn't matter, it's important to catch someone, as long as he can catch him, Xia Jiyang is willing to do even the most shameful thing.
Don't you see how many tanmei radio dramas, Xiao Shou rejects Xiao Gong's courtship in various ways, Xiao Gong makes a domineering wall-dong, and then a strong kiss, that Xiao Shou is immediately subdued...
Xia Jiyang has decided that he is bound to win this battle in H City.
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☆、Ep.26
At [-]:[-] am, there is an emergency and we cannot come to pick up the plane. Chenchen and Yuehua's plane flies to S City P International Airport, and S City is a certain distance from B City. Qingchen and Yuehua each have a big suitcase and a small suitcase, which is still a bit troublesome.If you choose to take a taxi, the taxi fare in city S is really not affordable for two people.Thanks to Yue Hua's good physical strength, one person pushed two people's big boxes and carried two people's computers on their backs without panting at all. The two people went from the airport to the train station all the way smoothly.
In City B, Mr. Qingxia from Yue Hua's family went to the train station to pick them up.Qingxia Jun, whose real name is Shen Mo.In the early morning, I saw Shen Mo's selfie on the Internet, and knew that Shen Mo was handsome, but I didn't expect... the real person is much better looking than the photo.
After the three introduced themselves to each other, the atmosphere immediately turned cold.In the early morning, I felt like I was turning into a light bulb for two people.
In the cold room, Qingchen tried to find a way to raise the topic. He pointed to the train station and said, "Hey, Yuehua, look at this building. Let me tell you, when this station was built, it was said that it meant surging waves. In the middle is a What gold and silver transparent water drops. But after it is built, it looks like a crab. Hahaha, it’s actually quite interesting, crabs are also seafood.”
"Ha, what you said sounds a bit similar." Yue Hua followed along, hahaha.
However... Shen Mo seemed to be embarrassed for a while.
This situation made Morning a little disappointed.Indeed, Chen Chen knows that he is the type that is not very attractive to others. No matter how hard Chen Chen tries, he still cannot get along well with strangers.
Yue Hua and Shen Mo sent Chen Chen back first. Qing Chen originally wanted to let Yue Hua live in his own house, but Yue Hua insisted on sharing the dormitory with Shen Mo.Qingchen also understood that of course Yue Hua hurried back to see Shen Mo.
While Yue Hua was helping him carry his luggage, Chen Chen chatted with Shen Mo for a few words.Qingchen seemed to be able to feel Shen Mo's "hostility", so she wanted to explain something...
"Honestly..." Chen Chen stammered, "I used to like Neo a little bit."
"Ah? Oh..." Shen Mo knew that Neo should be Yue Hua's English name.Shen Mo was frightened when he said such words suddenly in the early morning, "Have you ever liked Xiao Hua?"
"No, no, it's just a feeling. After all, he is my savior, and he is also very handsome. If I say that I haven't been tempted, it will make people more suspicious." Qingchen explained very seriously, "I think You are a little uneasy when you come out. Indeed, your boyfriend is with another man, and he is also a roommate. It is normal for you to be uneasy. But I think you can rest assured that Neo really likes you. In addition..." In addition I really can't stand human nature...Shen Mo, do you know that Yue Hua has a hobby of "eating from corpses"?Early morning to be honest.
However, as soon as the key point was mentioned, Shen Mo interrupted Chen Chen: "Am I uneasy? No, you think too much, kid. I really believe in Xiaohua. We have known each other for 17 years. I can tell what he thinks just by looking at his eyes." , I wouldn't doubt him. It's not uncommon for him to have a friend or two."
"Really? Ha, you two are really blind." Chen Chen looked at Shen Mo enviously, and suddenly found that the hostility he felt just now seemed to have disappeared—it was indeed his own illusion just now, "But I feel like you were a little upset just now..."
"I was disappointed. I felt that I was not capable enough and had no money to support Xiaohua, so Xiaohua could only squeeze the steel bed with me." Shen Mo quickly explained with an embarrassed smile.
Shen Mo's smile was very sunny, and his eyes curved into small crescents seemed to discharge electricity, which gave people a particularly warm feeling when looking at it.
"Oh..." Chen Chen nodded in a daze.
In just a few seconds, he immediately felt the charm of Shen Mo, and he found that he also liked Shen Mo.Chen Chen seems to have understood the secret of Qingxia Jun's proclaiming God—Shen Mo's contagion is too powerful.
Shen Mo: "Don't worry, Xiaohua has already told me everything about you. Well, including the matter of you and that jelly and why he lives with you..."
Early morning: "He told you everything? How did he say it?"
"Um... I just talked about the fact that you were stimulated by the human spirit... Don't worry, I won't tell others!" Shen Mogang was about to talk about Chen Chen's black history, and seemed to realize that mentioning this kind of thing might cause Chen Chen to suffer twice. Injury, so it can be said that it is a bit vague.
Mentioning the past, Qingchen felt a little uncomfortable, but he could feel that Shen Mo, like Yue Hua, was sincerely understanding him.On the other hand, Chen Chen also wanted to tell Shen Mo about Yue Hua's current situation: "Then about him and my brother..."
However, Shen Mo interrupted him in the middle of his speech in the early morning: "Uh, it's okay, I won't mention these things if I don't want to mention them. Just let it go..."
Shen Mo kept interrupting Chen Chen, not noticing that Chen Chen actually wanted to talk to him about other things.Just when Qingchen wanted to continue talking in detail, Yue Hua came down, and Qingchen failed to continue telling Shen Mo that Yuehua was investigating the cause of his mother's death.
In the early hours of the morning, Yue Hua found out that when Yue Hua looked at Shen Mo, his eyes were different—as expected, falling in love is actually a good thing.
In the early morning, he knew very well that he was not mentally normal, and Yue Hua, who was closely related to him, was actually not mentally normal either.
.Two people can become friends, sometimes because they complement each other, and sometimes because they are similar...
Therefore, Yue Huaneng and Chen Chen became friends because they were the same kind of people—they both had a time bomb in their hearts, ready to detonate at any time.
Chen Chen is very optimistic about Yue Hua and Shen Mo, he very much hopes that the two of them can be together well, but Chen Chen doesn't know if Shen Mo knows what Yue Hua is hiding in his heart.Qingchen sometimes felt that Yue Hua, who was only thinking about revenge, would become particularly terrifying. Qingchen always felt that if Shen Mo didn't know, this matter would threaten the relationship between the two.
In the early hours of the morning, he was hesitating whether to find an opportunity to tell Shen Mo Yuehua about his psychological problems, when his elder brother Ling Dian suddenly reminded him: "By the way, have you seen Shen Mo from Yue Hua's family?"
"I see. He is very nice, and the two are a good match." Chen Chen replied.
"Yue Hua told me one thing, and I'll tell you too, don't tell Shen Mo about him checking his mother..." Ling Dian said thoughtfully.
Qingchen didn't understand: "Why...why? He doesn't intend to tell Shen Mo about this?"
"He was afraid that Shen Mo would be worried..." Ling Dian said.
"But... I think Shen Mo will be worried if he doesn't tell Shen Mo. And it's not something shameful..." Qingchen was a little anxious.
"Hey... Yue Hua won't let me talk about it, so let's stop talking about it for now. Although it's not something shameful, it's not a good thing either." Ling Dian rubbed Chen Chen's hair and explained.
"Oh." Early morning
In the early hours of the morning, there seemed to be a flag in his heart. He felt that one day soon, the bomb in Yue Hua's heart might explode. Maybe, something would happen to him and Shen Mo.
Chenchen told his brother what he thought, but his brother was always on Yue Hua's side, and he also supported that he couldn't tell Shen Mo about it——Yue Hua was secretly investigating the truth about his mother's death, Shen Mo's family and Yue Hua's family The two families have been familiar with each other since their parents' generation. What if Shen Mo leaked his words and told his parents, and then Shen Mo's parents revealed the matter to Yue Hua's old father... the consequences would be disastrous.
At this time, I thought of hot and sour noodles again in the early morning.
On Penguin, Chenchen secretly told Hot and Sour Powder.
Early morning: Hot and sour powder, Zhu Zhu has always had a heart knot, which has developed into a psychological problem, but Qingxia-jun doesn't seem to know it yet, do you think I should be a troublesome person and tell Qingxia-jun about it?
Hot and sour powder: 囧
Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: Psychological problem... what... what kind of psychological problem?
Early morning: It is mental illness.I think Zhu Zhu has a slight schizophrenia and a serious tendency to violence...
Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: Damn... this guy is perverted.
Morning: ==!
Early morning: I won’t tell you anymore.
——The reaction to the hot and sour powder made Chen Chen feel a little chilled.But... In fact, that is the normal attitude of normal people towards mental illness.
Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: Don't, don't...don't leave in the early morning.
Hot and sour powder: No, violent psychopaths are scary and can kill people.
Morning: ==
Hot and sour powder: Really, mental illness is very scary. You don't know when he will suddenly go crazy and slash people. What's even more terrifying is that he slashes people and he doesn't pay for his life.
Hot and sour powder: If you encounter mental illness, you must stay away from them, and it is best to send them all to a mental hospital.
Early morning: ...
Morning: hehe
Hot and sour powder: ...
Early morning: ...
Hot and sour powder: ...
Hot and sour powder: ...
Hot and sour powder: ...
Hot and sour powder: Early in the morning, why did you suddenly stop talking?Don't talk, I'm afraid QAQ
Morning: == I am mentally ill.
Hot and sour powder: this...
Early morning: I'm really mentally ill.
Hot and sour powder:! ! ! ? ? ?No, what and what?
——On the Internet, everyone knew that he killed two people, but no one knew that after that incident, Chenchen suffered from depression.How and when I got it, I don’t know in the early morning.
About two months later, the turmoil of that incident completely subsided, but there was an extra "LOW guy strangled two people to death in the early morning" in the chronology of major events in the online distribution circle.When people were discussing Su Yingcherry and singer Ai Mei in a sympathetic tone, they couldn't sleep all night in the early morning, sometimes they suddenly burst into tears, and sometimes they burst out laughing.
People think that depression is a matter of "just look at it", but it is really too difficult to "look at it".Over the years, Chenchen has silently read many books about depression, hoping to find one or two methods that are useful to him... However, all psychological counseling programs are like nonsense.
As he read more books, Chenchen began to slowly accept that he was suffering from depression, recovering himself a little bit, and with the medicine prescribed by the doctor, Chenchen felt that he was much better.At least, he's been able to behave like a normal person.
——Sometimes, Qingchen thinks that there are actually mental patients in this world, but those so-called "normal people" pretend to be more like normal people; while some people pretend not to look like normal people, and are recognized at a glance; And some other people who don't want to pretend at all have become so-called severe mental patients.
Early morning's goal is "normal people", normal people will not tell others that they are mentally ill, normal people will not self-mutilate and commit suicide, normal people will follow the social order...
——In short, Qingchen didn’t want to tell Hot and Sour Fan that he was mentally ill, but the current situation is that he has to admit his illness to Hot and Sour Fan.
Hot and sour powder said: "Really, mental illness is very scary. You don't know when he will suddenly go crazy and slash people. What's even more terrifying is that he slashes people and he doesn't pay for his life. If you encounter mental illness, you must Stay away from them, better send them all to a mental hospital."
It was really hard to hear these words from Hot and Sour Powder in the early morning. — like he was about to lose another friend.
Chen Chen likes to chat with Hot and Sour Fan, but Chen Chen is also afraid of continuing to have a deep friendship with Hot and Sour Fan... Now seeing the attitude of Hot and Sour Fan, Chen Chen feels that maybe he should break up with Hot and Sour Fan.After all, his illness can only bring misfortune to people.
After a while, the hot and sour powder seemed to be enlightened by itself.
Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: What happened three years ago made you depressed?
Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: How could this be?
Hot and sour powder: why is it so serious?
Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: How come you never said that?
Early morning: Why should I say that?Is mental illness something to be proud of?
Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: What happened?
Morning: I don't know.
Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: Why don't you take a closer look?What's wrong with this?Why are you sick?
Early morning: Depression is a very complex disease, with both physical and psychological causes.My illness cannot be entirely blamed on what happened three years ago, it has something to do with my own genes.
Early morning: =v=Actually, depression is not terrible, you see, I have depression, can’t we still communicate well?
Hot and sour powder: what does it have to do with your genes?
Hot and sour powder: In the early morning, don't be so negative, you should be more positive and sunny.
Early morning: How do you know that I am not active or sunny?I can tell jokes, I can also laugh, and I can still tease you on Penguin, am I not very active?
Early morning: If it’s just negative, it’s depression, not depression.Depression is just a disease.
Hot and sour powder: I'm sorry T_T I can't understand how uncomfortable you are... If only I could try that pain.I can't feel bad for you, at least I can empathize with you...
Morning: =[]=
Early morning: Don't talk nonsense, Humo... I feel the same as you, do you think depression is very foreign, and you want to try it. People like me who are relatively anti-viral can still chat with you about penguins here. If you change it to You who are weak against viruses are already dead ╮(╯▽╰)╭
Hot and sour powder: ...
Early morning: Hahahaha [Yao Ming's face]
Hot and sour powder: T_T
In the early morning, I found it was too difficult to talk about these things with Hot and Sour Rice Noodles.After all, Hot and Sour Powder doesn't know Yue Hua, and originally wanted to discuss Yue Hua with him, but the discussion turned into depression.However, Chenchen doesn't want to talk too much about his illness...he just wants to pretend to be a normal person.
***
Xia Jiyang called Jiangshan Wanli directly: "Hey, what's the matter with depression in the early morning?"
"He told you?" Jiangshan Wanli's answer made Xia Jiyang's heart choked up. "Yeah... Didn't I say that Zhu Zhu saved his life? It was at that time that he suffered from depression and wanted to commit suicide, but Zhu Zhu stopped him."
For so many years, Xia Jiyang has never known that the impact of that incident on Qingchen is not just a retreat.
"Depression is not terrible. My boyfriend also suffered from depression, and now he has completely recovered." Jiangshan Wanli comforted Xia Jiyang and said, "I was sick in the early morning... and it is slowly getting better, don't be so anxious ...don't be in such a hurry."
"Okay... okay... I'm not in a hurry, thank you, Great God of Jiangshan, thank you, thank you." Xia Jiyang thanked Jiangshan Wanli and hung up the phone, but after a while, he couldn't help shouting into the air: "But I Can you not be in a hurry? Depression, mental illness, how did you get these diseases so well, what has he experienced in the past few years?"
Xia Jiyang felt uncomfortable, he just wanted to see Chen Chen quickly, and then protect him, so that no one would hurt him again.
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☆、Ep.27
On June 6, Xia Jiyang asked his superiors for a week's leave, and took the fifteen-hour high-speed train to H City.
On the swaying high-speed train, Xia Jiyang stared at the rapidly receding scenery from window to window, recalling all kinds of things more than three years ago, and silently rehearsed the reunion dialogue in his heart.Based on years of experience in acting in dramas, Xia Jiyang told himself: Be proactive, be domineering, and be straightforward.
The night before the appointment, there was a light rain in City H.
On Penguin, Qingchen seems to be looking forward to this face-to-face interview.
Early morning: Have you arrived in City H yet?
Hot and sour powder: Yes.And you?
Early morning: I will take the first bus tomorrow morning and go directly there.I may be a little late at the venue, let's meet in the venue.
Hot and sour powder: Mmm!
Early morning: I am looking forward to it.
Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: Me too.
Early morning: Let’s send a photo so that we can identify people.
Hot and sour powder: I am ugly, please give me your number, and we will call directly.
Early morning: That's fine. 180xxxxxxxxx.
Hot and sour powder: get√My number is 156xxxxxxxx.
It didn't rain on the agreed date, but it was cloudy, and even though it had rained the day before, the air was still stuffy and uncomfortable.Xia Jiyang, who was used to the heat and dryness, couldn't stand the humidity and heat in the south.This event is called the Summer Solstice Festival, and it is a comprehensive small-scale exhibition. There are not many participating societies and units, but the variety is very diverse, ranging from general to rotten to house-oriented works.
Xia Jiyang arrived early, so it didn't take long to line up.After about half an hour, Xia Jiyang entered the arena smoothly.Xia Jiyang reckoned that it would be noon when Chenchen entered the arena, so he wandered around for a while, thinking that if he saw a book that Chenchen liked, he would buy it directly.
Xia Jiyang walked around three or four times in a row, and collected three large packages of notebooks and several volumes of posters. It was nearly eleven o'clock at noon, and Xia Jiyang's cell phone finally rang.
"Hello... sour... hot and sour powder? I've already entered." The timid voice over there was the same as three years ago, but the voice was a little more mature.
"Yes, it's me." Xia Jiyang deliberately lowered his voice, and replaced it with a fake voice that he was used to.
Chenchen was successfully fooled, and did not hear his voice: "Oh, where are you now? I'm going to find you?"
"I'm in the... oh, I'm in the stands. I'm wearing a red T-shirt and black jeans."
"Okay, I'll go find you now!"
After hanging up the phone, Xia Jiyang immediately found a higher place to stand up and search around for Chen Chen's figure—he believed that although he hadn't seen him for nearly four years, he would definitely recognize Chen Chen at a glance.
About 10 minutes later, Xia Jiyang really found Qingchen——Qingchen today has an anime T inside, a striped cardigan outside, and cropped jeans.Look at it and be obedient.Pair it with his signature silver-rimmed glasses, and there's nothing wrong with him.In the early morning, he was still looking around, and it seemed that he hadn't seen Xia Jiyang yet.Xia Jiyang immediately pushed aside the crowd, and frantically squeezed towards the early morning, not caring that he bumped into several photographers with long tubes, and drew a lot of scolding.
Xia Jiyang saw that he was about to catch Chen Chen, and his eyes suddenly met with Chen Chen's.Qingchen was obviously taken aback, then took two steps back, then immediately turned around and started running crazily.
Seeing this, Xia Jiyang became anxious, and immediately switched to running and chasing after him.
In the early morning, he rushed to the exit quickly, and Xia Jiyang rushed out without saying a word.Xia Jiyang is taller than Chenchen by more than a head, his legs are naturally longer than Chenchen's, and he must run faster than Chenchen, but Xia Jiyang still has three big bags in his hand, Xia Jiyang has to take care of them while running Don't fall out of the notebooks and gifts in the bag, and don't get Hai Bo crushed. In this case, Xia Jiyang really let Chen Chen escape for a long time.
But soon, Chenchen gradually lost his strength, and Xia Jiyang's advantage of long legs became more and more prominent. Xia Jiyang finally grabbed the hood of Chenchen's coat: "Xinchen, early morning, don't run away, stop, stop, stop , it's me... I..."
In the early morning, regardless of 21 [-], Xia Jiyang was thrown away.There were a lot of people in the venue, and the short stature in the early morning became an advantage in escaping.Xia Jiyang was just about to start running, when a camera that Xia Jiyang bumped into grabbed Xia Jiyang: "Brother, why are you running? You know that the film you made is blurred? And you took my reflector They were all damaged, do you know? You pay for my reflector!"
"You... All right, all right, how much do you want?" Xia Jiyang angrily took out his wallet and planned to spend money to eliminate the disaster.
"My reflector is [-], do you know? [-]!"
"One thousand and five!?" Xia Jiyang was in a hurry to chase Qingchen and just wanted to get away quickly, but the person in front of him didn't seem to intend to let him go easily.
Xia Jiyang just watched the early morning who was so close to him run away.
"You... Ge Laozi, how can you compensate me for the boyfriend you caused to run away? Give me back your reflector, then you will compensate my boyfriend!" Xia Ji raised his anger from the heart, and it was too late and then quickly... ...he turned his fists.
The two fought together.The security guards at the venue quickly arrived and dragged the two of them to the small black room together.
In the end, Xia Jiyang paid the photography fifty, and the photography said "I'm sorry" to Xia Jiyang.But this time it was a complete failure.
Qingchen's performance shows one point: Qingchen doesn't want to see Xia Jiyang.
Xia Jiyang hesitated and tried to contact Chen Chen by text message: "Where is your person? Why didn't I see you?"
Early morning: ...
Xia Jiyang's reply in the early morning felt very subtle.Xia Jiyang felt that Chenchen was still replying to him, which meant that he still had hope.
Xia Jiyang: What's wrong with you?How come I didn't see you?
Early in the morning: I saw a cool breeze in the sky.
Xia Jiyang: That's... that's right!
Early morning: I don't know why he appears?
Xia Jiyang: This... this is too coincidental.
——Xia Jiyang felt that Qingchen didn't suspect that he was empty and cool.
Xia Jiyang continued to ask: Then can we still meet?
Early morning: forget it today.
Xia Jiyang: Not really...it's just a cool breeze.And don't you have some feelings for him, shouldn't you be happy to see him?
Early morning: Didn't I say that I don't want to see him for the rest of my life?
Xia Jiyang: Not really...then let's find another place to meet again?
No reply in the morning.Xia Jiyang was in a hurry.
Xia Jiyang thought about it and made a call.
Picking up the phone in the early hours of the morning, his tone was serious: "I'm sorry, let's not meet again."
"why?"
"Because... what do you mean by meeting me in such a hurry? Aren't you afraid that I'm a bad person?"
"This...how can you be a bad person?" Xia Jiyang didn't know whether to laugh or cry.
"Why not……"
"Because," Xia Jiyang interrupted Chen Chen, "because people who like Two-dimensional are good people."
I was taken aback in the early morning. "People who like Two-dimensional are good people"?Your standards are too low.I was speechless for a while in the early morning, and the hot and sour noodles over there were in a hurry, and I kept saying "hey, hey, hey".
"Are you an idiot?" In the early morning, he hung up the phone excitedly.
After hanging up the phone, Chenchen also felt that he was agitated, but he didn't feel that he had done anything wrong... He thought that maybe his fate with this hot and sour powder ended here. With such a bad attitude, hot and sour powder I will also understand why so many people hang up on him on the Internet.So be it.
His luck today was really bad.
On the other side, Xia Jiyang was hung up suddenly, completely bewildered.After analyzing and analyzing, he analyzed... In the early morning, maybe, really, I really don't want to see the cool breeze.
Right now, it's really not suitable for meeting.
This kind of progress is too bad.
The author has something to say: Xiuwen Log: 2016.01.28
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At this point, all the original articles have been revised.The modified version and the original version...the difference is a little bit bigger.I am very sorry for the inconvenience caused to you little angels...
Suggestion... You can read it again from the beginning as a new article, and apologize again.
☆、Ep.28
On Penguin, Yue Hua sent a message to Chen Chen.
Wish Bamboo: How about Mianji?
Early morning: ...
Wish Bamboo: What's wrong?Is it not going well?
Early morning: I didn't see anyone.
Yuan Zhu: Did he let you go?
AM: In turn.
Wish Bamboo: What's wrong?Why do you suddenly not want to see him?
Early morning: I saw Kushi Liangfeng at the comic exhibition.
Wish Bamboo: 00
Early morning: I don't know how he appeared here... He seemed to recognize me.
Wish Bamboo: Damn it.Then what?
Morning: I ran away...
Wish Bamboo: ...
Morning: =-=
Yuanzhu: [Laughing cry] Well, if you run away, then run away, don't worry too much.
Early morning: I'm in a bad mood, and I don't want to go to the interview.
Wish Bamboo: It's all right.Did you go back to City B?
Morning: I'm back...
On Penguin, Hot and Sour Powder also sent a message.
Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: It doesn't matter if TUT doesn't meet this time, the summer vacation is still long, we can find another chance to meet.
I thought about it for a long time in the morning and didn't know how to reply.
He always felt that something was not right.
Hot and sour powder and Ukiyo sound seem to have a very good relationship. First, the script was written by Mr. Yijia, and now the cool wind of the sky appeared during the face-to-face meeting. What a coincidence... In the early morning, if he continues to contact hot and sour powder Go on, maybe, soon, he will have to get involved with Ukiyoyin again.
Start cold processing hot and sour powder in the early morning.
Hot and sour powder: o(≧v≦)o~~ Today there is a hand-painted artist on gd, and our poster is here!This is a wild tentacle, I'll send you a picture of her.
Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: Today, I will continue to ask Mr. Yichen for authorization. O( ̄▽ ̄)d
Hot and Sour Powder: Poke it... Early morning, are you mad at me QAQ
……
For a week, he put the Hot and Sour Rice Noodles to play in the early morning, but his enthusiasm didn't seem to diminish at all.
Finally, on the morning of a week later, Chenchen found out that there was no hot and sour powder on Penguin.
Wee thought he had given up.
Unexpectedly, when he opened Weibo... Well, this guy has changed his position... Under his latest Weibo, Hot and Sour Fan left a message: "You haven't replied to me for a week [crying] Ah Sheng gradually let go, real."
I opened the reply in the early morning, hesitated for a while, and finally did not reply.He really didn't want to have anything to do with Ukiyoto anymore.When he entered this circle again but didn't change his name, he just wanted to block some people directly... He didn't want to bother to please those who didn't believe him.
The result of placing play is...
Hot and sour powder has a sense of presence on his Weibo every day.
A good morning at seven in the morning and a good night at eleven in the evening.
He brushed so happily that even the wishing bamboo was alarmed.
On the penguin:
Yuan Zhu: This plan is so persistent... Good morning every day and good night every day.
Morning: _(:з)∠)_
Wish Bamboo: What happened to you?
Early morning: He has a very good relationship with Ukiyoto.
Wish Bamboo: Hey...
Morning: Guilty...
Yuan Zhu: Talk to him well.
The highest temperature in city B soared to 38 degrees every day
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