It is said that unrequited love does not end well [Network Matching]

Zhen slammed on the brakes and became angry: "I've already said don't say sorry! You are a man! Don't be so cowardly! We really don't need you to say sorry, you should take good care of yourself, why don't you understand?"

"Hey, hey..." Xu Qingtian quickly pushed Su Xuezhen, "Don't say it, don't say it, you scared Xiaochen."

"I..." Su Xuezhen still wanted to teach Chen Chen a lesson, but when he saw Chen Chen's trembling, he could only calm down, "Qing Chen, I speak a little aggressively. I just don't want to hear you keep saying sorry, I think you It's just that the character is too cowardly and loves to take everything on himself, thinking too much and being too sensitive can be like this."

"sorry.In the early morning, he wanted to say sorry again, thinking of Su Xuezhen's angry appearance just now, he quickly shut up.

"It's okay, if you have any grievances, of course you have to speak up. Your brother fox is so worried about you that he got so angry." Xu Qingtian patted Chen Chen's back and comforted him.

"I think I have caused too much trouble for you." Chen Chen lowered his head and said, "I asked you to come here in the middle of the night last night..."

"You..." Su Xuezhen wanted to get angry again, but he was really afraid of scaring the morning, so he didn't get angry.

Xu Qingtian patted Qingchen's back and said patiently: "No, no, no trouble, no trouble. We treat you and Yue Hua as our own brothers. If something happens to your brother, of course the brothers will take care of you. Be good, Yuehua is not here recently, so you come to live with me and the fox first, and we will supervise you to eat, sleep and take medicine, and you will get better soon. It’s okay. Take it slow first. Even if you don’t stop taking medicine for the rest of your life... it doesn’t matter. Think about it, people with diabetes have to take insulin every day, and they can live well, don’t be so repulsed by medicine.”

In the early morning, I grabbed my hair and wanted to cry but couldn't cry.

Chenchen understands why Su Xuezhen is angry, it is probably a kind of hatred of iron but not steel, Chenchen knows that they don't care about paying for themselves, but the sense of guilt in Chenchen's heart will not decrease a little.Guilt-depression-more trouble to others-more guilt-more depression.Such a spiral made Chen Chen completely unable to find a way out.

Depression is permanent.Got it, that is, for a lifetime.

"By the way, you have to thank your new gay friend." Xu Qingtian changed the subject, "Fortunately, he noticed something wrong with you. He contacted a lot of people, almost everyone who could be contacted. I I think he is a very reliable friend."

"Hmm..." Chenchen was also very grateful for the hot and sour powder.They met by chance, but this person cared so much about him.

******

depression...

Xia Jiyang began to seriously understand depression.He found that the illness was really troublesome, and Yuanzhu and Jiangshan Wanli did not hide it. The early morning illness was because of the fight three years ago.

Yes, rationally speaking, Xia Jiyang has nothing to do with Chenchen's illness, but Xia Jiyang knows that he is ashamed of Chenchen.

Xia Jiyang began to reminisce three years ago, trembling in the early morning and asking him on the other end of the phone: "What should I do?" What did Xia Jiyang say at that time?

……

"I don't have time to play with you now. I'm very busy. Don't bother me. Can I wait until I'm done?"

……

"It's just a trivial matter. You are making too much of a fuss. I am very busy."

……

"I'm busy, you're annoying. Don't ask me about this again."

……

Three years ago, not only did he not give a single word of comfort when he asked for help in the early morning, but he also watched netizens add his name to the boycott list out of selfishness.I must have seen the boycott list in the early morning.Xia Jiyang felt that he could imagine how desperate he was in the early morning.

But now, Xia Jiyang can't do anything except to poke the wishing bamboo on the Internet every day and poke Qingxia Jun, and ask about the current situation in the early morning in a cute tone.

About three or four days passed.Chenchen finally poked Xia Jiyang.

Morning: Sorry.The Demo of the second anti-sound may have to wait.

Hot and sour powder: It doesn't matter.Take it easy.

Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: _Have you felt better recently?

Morning: It's okay.make you worry.

Hot and sour powder: hug.It's bound to get better.I've been reading a lot about depression lately.Although it will be painful to get sick, as long as you find a suitable treatment, you will get better soon.

Morning: Thank you.

Early morning: (*^__^*) I have resumed taking medicine now.Some time ago, I stopped the medicine rashly to make my condition worse.

Hot and sour powder: I found a pdf of Burns' New Therapy for Mood online.Many people on the Internet said that this book is amazing, so I will send it to you.

Morning: Thank you.I bought this book.It feels good to write.

Hot and sour powder: Be more optimistic.Be cheerful.The world is beautiful ↖(^ω^)↗

Early morning: Mmmmmmm!Yes!I will definitely work hard↖(^ω^)↗

What kind of effect can such a greeting like this be scratching the surface?Xia Jiyang didn't know either, so talking was better than nothing.

As the Chinese New Year entered the country, Xia Jiyang's New Year's holiday began, but in the early hours of the morning, the exam week began. After the exam week, the new semester began directly.And at the beginning of March, Xia Jiyang was also preparing to defend his graduation.Xia Jiyang planned to go to downtown B to find a job for the sake of early morning after quitting his job. In theory, he could be closer to early morning.Or, apply directly to study PhD in UK?Find a school in London, maybe he can see the early morning!But what if he returns to China soon after studying for a master's degree in the early morning, and he has not yet graduated from PHD?Xia Jiyang felt a little confused about the future.

Xia Jiyang also felt that he was quite timid.For a person who doesn't even have the courage to confess his sexuality, let him do something like chasing him abroad in the early hours of the morning... he himself thought it was impossible.

On New Year's Eve, Xia Jiyang had a New Year's Eve dinner with his family at home.Xia Jiyang is not the only child, he also has a sister, Xia Pei, who is 10 years older than him.The family chatted and asked about Xia Jiyang's next plan. Xia Jiyang thought about coming out several times, but swallowed the words several times.Xia Jiyang's father is an engineer at the Coal Mine Design Institute, and his mother is a salesperson in a nearby department store. Both of them are retired now, and my sister is now an engineer at the Mine Design Institute, following her father's career.Xia Jiyang felt that his family members were all reasonable people, but when he heard his mother urging the 35-year-old Xia Pei, who was not yet married and had children, to get married quickly in the new year and she wanted a grandson, Xia Jiyang still swallowed the words that came to his lips go down.

In Xia Jiyang's family, Xia Jiyang's father is proud of doting on his wife, so most of the housework in the family is done by Xia Jiyang's father. The chef of the New Year's Eve dinner is also Xia Jiyang's father, and Xia Jiyang inherits his father's fine tradition, Also helping out in the kitchen.Xia Jiyang was busy cooking, so he didn't care about his mobile phone - anyway, it's the New Year, that is, all kinds of red envelopes and all kinds of news about New Year's greetings.

However, there is an important message mixed in with a handful of New Year greetings.A bad friend from Xia Jiyang, Mian Mian.

Bad Friend Sheep: Madam, have you deleted all the friends on the Penguin that I lent you last time?

Bad Friend Sheep: Madam, I have something urgent!

Bad friend sheep: I tried it and found that you didn't change the password, so I will log in directly.I'll just use it for a short while, so I won't delay your business.

Bad friend sheep: You also know Chenchen, and Chenchen sent a file over.what to do?

Bad friend sheep: Then I will take the file first.

Bad Friend Sheep: Happy New Year with you in the early morning.Well.

Bad Friend Sheep: Madam, I’m sorry, don’t blame me, I seem to have done something bad.

……

By the time Xia Jiyang got the news about Mianmian, it was already too late.

Kongse Liangfeng: ...What did you say to Chenchen?

Bad Friend Sheep: Brother QvQ, I’m sorry, I didn’t know you were empty and cool in the early hours of the morning...

Empty cool breeze: ...

Kongse Liangfeng: Nonsense!You don't know why I borrowed a trumpet from you! ! !

Bad friend sheep: I really don't know.

Kongse Liangfeng: What did you say to Qingchen? ? ?

Bad friend Sheep: Isn’t it because you are too busy to reply to my messages? He sent an audio, a demo, I’m afraid you won’t receive it when you go online again, so I’ll just download it for you.I'll pass it on to you.

Sora Cool Breeze: Then what? ? ?Thank you for picking up the documents for me, then what?Don't tell me you tell him I'm empty! ! ! !

Bad Friend Sheep: He wished you New Year greetings, and then said a lot.

Bad Friend Sheep: I'll send it to you.

Bad friend sheep:

[Early morning: Happy New Year, and I will give you a lot of advice in the new year.mwah!

Early morning: The demo is ready, I think this one can be released directly this time, listen to it.Feel free to ping me if anything needs to be changed.

Early morning: okay.

Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: Hi~o(*￣▽￣*)ブXiaochen Happy New Year, I am the registered Mianmian.What a coincidence, I didn't expect you to know the empress too.

Morning: ?

Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: Ma'am, he's not here.

Early morning: Mianmian?Are you that Mianmian?

Hot and sour powder: Hey, Xiaochen is so cruel, haven't we chatted many times in the community group!

Early morning: ...

Early morning: The lady is not empty and cool, is she?

Hot and sour powder: uh.Ah ha ha ha, don't you know that this account is the trumpet of Kuse Liangfeng?Didn't he tell you? 】

Sora Cool Breeze: ┻━┻︵╰(‵ ′)╯︵┻━┻Put your head over here, I want to add some red buffs to you!

☆、Ep.43

Bad Friend Sheep: Brother, you can’t blame me, how did I know there are so many twists and turns between you and Qingchen.

Kongse Liangfeng: TAT why are you talking to Chenchen!

Bad friend sheep: I see someone I know, let me say hello.We are a community.

Kong Se Liang Feng: Are you at the top of the universe?

Bad Friend Sheep: Yes.

Kongshi Liangfeng: ... Then you can't say hello casually, you agreed to give me this number.

Bad Friend Sheep: Brother, I’m sorry.But you don't have to be so angry.

Empty Color Cool Breeze: Throwing Bricks.jpg

Empty Color Cool Breeze: Heaven's Punishment.jpg

Bad Friends Sheep: Don’t be too angry, I treat you to dinner and apologize if you have time.

Kongse Liangfeng: My wife is gone!

Lost Friend Sheep: ...

Bad friend Sheep: Okay, okay, I've run out, you just come up and say a few more words.

Kongse Liangfeng: What a ghost!

Bad Friend Sheep: I've already explained it to Chen Chen, and he probably won't pursue it.

Kongse Liangfeng: Are you still explaining?Is this something you can explain and fix?In the early morning, he avoided me and chatted with him on the trumpet I specially found, understand?

Bad friend sheep: It's okay, anyway, sooner or later it will be exposed, and the exposure is pretty good now.

Empty cool breeze: Gula dark god Wuhuhara dark magic.jpg

Bad Friend Sheep: Isn't it bald, he wants to find his ex-girlfriend's penguin number, I just reluctantly landed on your penguin without your consent.I really broke my heart for the love life of you gay friends.I work so hard.I will still be beaten by you.

Empty and cool breeze: ┻━┻︵╰(‵ ′)╯︵┻━┻

Bad Friends Sheep: In short, I have retired now, if you have anything to say to Chen Chen, go and talk now, before there is enough time.come on.

Come on your sister!

Kongse Liangfeng and Mianmian met in the game.Mianmian's ID in the game is Mianlizhen.However, because in the game, although he plays output, he is weaker than his nanny every time, and he is slow-moving, so his teammates nicknamed him Sheep.

Xia Jiyang has always given him the remark of "harming friends and sheep", and now Xia Jiyang wants to directly add the title of "pig teammate" to him.

But the matter has come to this point, Chen Chen already knows that he is empty and cool, and he has to face it if he doesn't face it.Xia Jiyang boarded the penguin slowly.

The family members were sitting around watching TV, Xia Jiyang ran to the balcony with his mobile phone in his arms.A gust of cool wind made Xia Jiyang shiver.

In the early morning, I was preparing the New Year's Eve dinner with Xu Qingtian and Su Xuezhen at their residence.Xu Qingtian and Su Xuezhen were discussing "the difference between Yuanxiao and Tangyuan".In the early morning, I sat on the side with my mobile phone, my heart beating fast.

He didn't expect this hot and sour powder to know Mianmian.

He didn't even expect that Mianmian said that the hot and sour powder was Kong Se Liangfeng's trumpet.Hot and sour powder is empty color cool breeze.

In the early hours of the morning, I remembered the failure of the face during the summer vacation. Why did Kongse Liangfeng happen to appear there?In the early hours of the morning, he had been deliberately avoiding it. On that day, Kong Se Liangfeng was dressed in the same way that Hot and Sour Fen said.Many points indicate that the hot and sour powder is empty and cool, but I am deliberately avoiding it in the early morning.

Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: I am not Mianmian anymore.

Hot and sour powder: Mianmian already told me that he talked too much and told you who I am.So, I won't go around the bush.sorry.I've been lying to you all this time.

Hot and sour powder: Because you have been ignoring me, so I am like this.

Morning: It's okay.

In the morning, I didn't know what to say.He replied "It's okay".He felt that the hot and sour powder had no reason to apologize, he was the one who avoided others first, and Qingchen felt that he was the one who made heaven and earth.

Hot and sour powder: QuQ don't ignore me, please.

Early morning: Why are you so persistent?

——Xinchen was a little out of choice, really in this embarrassing situation, he didn't know what to say at all.

Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: We are good friends.

Hot and sour powder: You are the reason why I like Two-dimensional.

"I like you." - Xia Jiyang kept typing these four words in the input box, then deleted them, then typed them again, deleted them again, typed them again, and deleted them again.The simple four words can't be sent out no matter what.

Early morning: Don’t pity me, I’m just doing it on my own.

Hot and sour powder: not pathetic.

Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: Can we go back to the past?

——"Can you go back to the past" asked, Xia Jiyang also felt so awkward?The past cannot go back after all.What's more, what Xia Jiyang wants is not only the past, the place he wants to go back to is the wish that the two of them made to each other in the past.Go to college together, live together, stay very close, take care of each other, and accompany each other.Chasing fan chasing comics together, playing games, and doing many, many things together.

Hot and sour powder: Although you went abroad, I haven't taken the postgraduate entrance examination of University C as promised, but I will graduate soon, how about I go to city B?After you graduate, we will live together in City B.

Hot and sour powder: Then we can study robots together every day.

In the early hours of the morning, watching the long list sent by Penguin, I wanted to laugh: he thinks a lot.

Hot and sour powder: I know you are very concerned about the boycott list in the post, sorry, I couldn't stand up for you at that time.But I didn't know that I would be on that list.I believe that many people on that list are the same as me, and everyone got on that list in a daze.If you mind, I'll go pink right away and make it clear that I never wanted to boycott you.

Early morning: Forget it, it’s been so long.And in this circle, everyone is trying to have fun.It's been three years, and people in the online distribution circle have already changed their blood, and not many people will care about that matter anymore.

Early morning: I don't care anymore.

Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: But I do care, I didn’t do this properly, I cared too much about other people’s evaluations, I was afraid of going against most people and didn’t dare to support you, and you were isolated and helpless back then, this was my big mistake.So I understand that you have been ignoring me.sorry.

Morning: It's okay.

Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: Sorry.

Morning: It's really okay.

Hot and sour powder: I'm sorry, don't say it's okay.You just can't be okay, I know.

Hot and sour powder: Don't blackmail me.

Hot and sour powder: Mianmian lied to you, I am not empty and cool.I'm really not empty and cool.

Seeing that Qingchen was still cold, Xia Jiyang lost control and uttered nonsense.He was afraid that before the next sentence was sent, Chen Chen's Penguin would suddenly disappear from his friend list, and he would never be able to say a word to Chen Chen again.

Morning: [hug]

Early morning: I won't block you.Let's go back to how we were.

The balcony was a bit cold, but Xia Jiyang couldn't spare a hand to rub it. He was so excited that he wanted to quickly respond to the early morning.

Hot and sour powder: ~(≧▽≦)/~Really! ! !

Morning: Thank you.

Hot and sour powder: why thank you?I'm so excited! ! !

Hot and Sour Rice Noodles: I'm so happy QAQ Do you forgive me in the early morning?

AM: You've never done anything wrong.real.

Early morning: Is it midnight in China?Happy New Year.

Xia Jiyang felt that the sky was bright.

- really bright.Outside the window, gorgeous fireworks bloomed.Red, gold, silver.The sound of the sky-shaking firecrackers also rang out one after another.

When the zero o'clock strikes, the new year begins.spring is coming.

☆、Ep.44

On the first day of the first lunar month, the mobile phone in the early morning was filled with all kinds of New Year's greeting messages.Moreover, overnight, everyone around him seemed to know that he and Kongse Liangfeng had reconciled.

Jiangshan Wanli: "Happy New Year, let me tell you that you have reconciled with jelly, congratulations!"

Zhu Zhu: "Happy New Year. Hot and sour powder told me excitedly that he is Kong Se Liang Feng. Well, it's very interesting."

Qingxia Jun: "Happy New Year Xiaochen. What's going on with you and Kongse Liangfeng?"

……

In the early morning, I also want to ask what is going on here.In the early morning, I felt that the cool breeze was too active, and I notified all my friends around me overnight, which was too much.Fortunately in the misfortune, Xia Jiyang only privately poked a few close friends and reported them one by one, and it should not have developed to the point where the whole world knows about it.

While eating breakfast, Xu Qingtian comforted Chen Chen: "A kid, he's just too excited and can't control it. Foxes also have this temperament. Whenever there is a happy event, they spread it all over the world."

"I think you're blackmailing me." Su Xuezhen said in a timely manner.

In the early morning, he lowered his head and dug into the oatmeal. While eating, he pretended to be very nonchalant and explained: "It's okay, it's okay, he told you, and it just saved me from notifying you one by one. Although it's annoying that he's like this...too stupid ...but that's who he is."

Xu Qingtian and Su Xuezhen looked at each other.

Su Xuezhen asked with a playful smile, "I didn't get it wrong? Are you protecting that guy?"

"It's already like this just after reconciliation. In the future... tsk tsk tsk... I don't understand your children very well." Xu Qingtian also nodded in agreement.

"No maintenance! No maintenance! Aren't you looking forward to our early reconciliation every day? Now you don't have to worry. And there is nothing you can do after reconciliation. He is at home and I am abroad. What can I do? At best, I chat online. A few words." The more Qingchen said, the more she blushed.

--Oh no.IQ has dropped.

"Well, the children are all in love, and the spring is really beautiful! Good! Good! Good!" Xu Qingtian was very excited.

In the early morning, her face was flushed and she quickly interrupted Xu Qingtian's flirting: "No! What kind of love? There is no love, he and I are just friends."

Xu Qingtian and Su Xuezhen were a little stuck.

Chenchen's voice lowered: "I'm like this now, I can't like anyone. If I like someone, it will only bring trouble to others. I have this disease... If I don't control it that day, I will do excessive things."

"It's okay. Your condition is slowly improving now, don't be afraid to pursue your own happiness because of this!" Xu Qingtian comforted Chen Chen.

Su Xuezhen interrupted Xu Qingtian: "Forget it, sunny, the mood in the early morning is really problematic. In the early morning, the matter between you and that bastard is your private matter. Your own well-being is the most important thing. We can only give you a reference. "

Of course, Xia Jiyang on the other side is in a state of zero IQ nympho.

In the early morning, he didn't mind that he was empty and cool, so there was no need for Xia Jiyang to pretend to be hot and sour noodles—the trumpet swagger was changed to "authentic jelly".Coincidentally, in the early morning, I also finished the post-production of "All Night Study Room", so I found an artist to put my name on the plan, and then handed it over to the publicity release.Propaganda Jun has already finished the code, and once the poster arrives, it takes less than half an hour for the post to be published successfully.

Xia Jiyang now has four large characters on his forehead - "Spring Breeze Proud".

The show was released, but Xia Jiyang found that there was no movement in the early morning. Xia Jiyang guessed whether it would be busy in the early morning, but after a long time, there was still no movement in the early morning, and Xia Jiyang murmured in his heart .

Authentic jelly: poke it, why don't you reply me, our drama is released.

Early morning: Well, okay, I saw the group news, I will check it later.

Early morning: I have something to do now, and I'm outside.

Authentic jelly: class?It is true that you are abroad now, and there is no holiday for the New Year.

Early morning: No, my friend is taking me to see a doctor.

Authentic jelly: what's wrong?

Morning: Nothing.

Authentic jelly: QAQ is worried about you.Have you caught a cold?Have a fever?

AM: Don't worry.

——Xia Jiyang felt a little discouraged that Qingchen still didn't trust him.

Authentic jelly: You need to see a doctor, are you very sick?

Qingchen: No, I still watch depression.Big Fox knows an old doctor who is said to be able to treat depression with acupuncture.We went to have a look yesterday.

Authentic jelly: so it is.Are you doing acupuncture?

Early morning: I was going to do it. [Laugh cry] But the price is a bit expensive, I can't afford it.The fox chatted with the old Chinese doctor for a while, but the old Chinese doctor spoke Cantonese better, but Mandarin was not as fluent as English, so the communication was very painful.Hahaha.

Authentic Jelly: Ha, what about now?

Early morning: It's all right, I'll upvote the post later.

Authentic jelly: You can tell me about any unhappy things in the future, maybe you can feel better after talking about it.

Early morning: [laugh cry] Thank you.

Xia Jiyang felt that although Qingchen was no longer avoiding him, he still felt very unfamiliar.Every sentence in the early morning is very polite and polite, which feels very strange.

Authentic jelly: By the way, I have already started preparing to submit my resume.I voted for your city B.However, city H has more job opportunities than city B. Is it convenient to travel from city H to city B?I remember that your home is quite close to the high-speed rail station. Your home should not have moved yet, right?

Qingchen: Don’t go to city B specially for me.You think more about your actual situation when looking for a job.

Authentic jelly: I want to be closer to you.

Morning: It's okay.Nowadays, mobile phone and internet chat tools are so convenient, so you don’t need to deliberately pursue being very close.

Xia Jiyang could feel that Chenchen was rejecting him.He was a little confused.Didn't he say yesterday that he would go back to the past, why does he feel so unfamiliar in the early morning?

Authentic jelly: I want to make it up to you.

Wee: You've made it up, really.You don't hesitate to use the trumpet to get in touch with me, it's really incredible [laugh cry]

Authentic Jelly: Do you still hate me?

Early morning: No, I never hated you.

Authentic jelly: Then why don't you want to accept me?

Early morning: Aren't we good friends?

Authentic jelly: just good friends?Can you give me a chance to make up for the regrets of the past?Do you still hate me after all?

Early morning: not hate.

AM: I'm just scared.

Fear?What are you afraid of?Are you afraid that I will betray you again?Xia Jiyang suddenly turned from a high-spirited to a discouraged ball.

Once bitten by a snake, you will be afraid of well ropes for ten years. If you are so deeply hurt by what happened three years ago in the early morning, you will be haunted if you are not afraid.Xia Jiyang found that spring seemed to be here, but it was still cold.

Like Xia Jiyang, Liu Qing also encountered a cold spring.Liu Qing officially broke up with the uncle she found online on Valentine's Day.Moreover, the breakup was extremely ugly.Xia Jiyang originally thought that Liu Qing was looking for him because he wanted to vomit bitterness, but Liu Qing threw a post and happily said to Xia Jiyang: "Come on, let's go tear up the best."

After the 90-year-old "uncle" was exposed on the Internet and posted a friend post, he had three boyfriends at the same time, and he cheated money and sex from all three.Liu Qing is one of them.The other two of the three hooked up by chance in another communication group, and accidentally discovered that their boyfriends were the same person.One of them discovered Liu Qing's existence by looking through the chat records of "Uncle". After the three of them met in private, they all regretted it.Liu Qing is not bad, but was cheated of 1000 yuan by the uncle.One of the other two was cheated of 3000, and the other was cheated of a fruit phone.After learning from the pain, the three collected evidence, went online, and revealed the true face of this "uncle" of 90 years.

Xia Ji raised his mouth into an O shape after reading the tear-off stickers, and felt that his intuition was right, and he felt that "uncle" was very unreliable.

Liu Qing and Xia Jiyang were on the phone, Xia Jiyang comforted Liu Qing: "Don't be too sad, when you see this kind of people who are 'unbearably lonely, unbearably hungry, unbearably thirsty' after two months of breaking up, stay away. point."

"Hahahahaha." Liu Qing smiled brightly on the other end, "Brother, help me tear it up, help me tear it up, tear this scum to death! I was bullied, help me scold him to death!"

"Calm down, calm down. This... I'm not very good at cursing." Xia Jiyang said honestly.

"Hey, bro, you're an online fan who doesn't know how to swear?" Liu Qing was very disdainful of Xia Jiyang, typing on the keyboard over there, Xia Jiyang guessed... Liu Qing was speaking in the post.

"I feel like you fired a map gun at my circle." Xia Jiyang felt that Liu Qing's mental state was not bad from the voice, but he always felt that Liu Qing's current cheerfulness was just pretending.Xia Jiyang sighed, and said to Liu Qing, "Don't be too sad. This matter is considered to have turned a page. In the future, I will be a little more careful about people."

"I am not sad."

"Okay, I know you're sad."

"Should I pretend to be a little sad for you..."

"you……"

"I'm really not sad, really not sad. I cried all night yesterday, hehe."

"Hey……"

Liu Qing was talking nonsense on the other end, and Xia Jiyang was scrolling through the skinny post.Looking at these people who said "fuck you" to each other in another post, Xia Jiyang felt very emotional.

The world is full of colors, everyone has troubles for everyone, and every relationship is not easy.

"Xia Jiyang, I think I'm tired and can't love anymore." Liu Qing said to Xia Jiyang.

Xia Jiyang replied: "Tired, everyone will be tired. But I will still love. Of course, it takes a lot of hard work to get true love!"

"Do you want to be so passionate?" Liu Qing sighed.

"Love is war! It requires passion!" Of course Xia Jiyang will not be discouraged by trivial matters.He believed that he and Chen Chen were a destined couple.

The author has something to say: Thank you L-chan for supporting me, (づ￣3￣)づ loves you!

☆、Ep.45

As soon as the New Year was over, Yue Hua also quickly returned to the UK from China.British universities have a three-year system, so the second half of the semester is the last semester of Yue Hua and Chen Chen's university.At the beginning of this semester, British students will be very busy. Apart from attending classes, they are also busy submitting their resumes to find a job.

Yue Hua told Chen Chen that he did not intend to continue his master's degree.Chenchen heard that Yue Hua didn't plan to continue studying, and immediately said that he didn't want to continue studying, but Yue Hua didn't agree with Chen's hasty decision.

Yue Hua seriously persuaded Chen Chen: "I don't want to continue studying because I found a job I like more than accounting. I decided to switch to business translation. My biggest hobby is reading. If I can keep reading the books I want to read in the future, I usually translate more. Documents support myself, that is the day I want. If you don’t think about it, it’s better to have a master’s degree to find a job now.”

Listening to the persuasion in the early morning, I honestly followed the original plan and voted for several master's programs in the schools I liked.

Thinking of graduating, Chenchen was indeed a little panicked.He really didn't think about what to do in the future.

It was getting busier and busier in the early hours of the morning, and I didn't have much time to surf the Internet, and the activities of receiving new updates on the Internet basically stopped.

It was busy in the early morning, and Xia Jiyang's intuitive feeling was that it was colder in the early morning.It is good to wait for four or five days to hear back after a word, and more are never returned.

Xia Jiyang, who was unhappy, asked Kong Chanzi to resolve it, and Kong Chanzi said: "What's the use of you and I being anxious here? I don't know Qingchen well. Aren't you a penguin with wishing bamboo? Why don't you ask?" Ask the wishing bamboo to go."

"Why should I ask him?" When mentioning the wishing bamboo, Xia Jiyang became restless for no reason.Although he made a mistake about the relationship between Chenchen and Yuanzhu in the past, he is still jealous of Yuanzhu—at least Wishing Zhu can see Chenchen every day, and Chenchen still trusts Yuanzhu so much.

"Comrade, Yuanzhu and Chenchen are roommates now. I don't need to say how close the relationship is. If you don't have a good relationship with him, how can you get close to Chenchen?" Kong Chanzi and Xia Jiyang stated the facts and reasoned.

Xia Jiyang was unwilling to go down in every possible way, and finally closed his eyes, covered his head and went up—seeking Yuan Zhu for help.

Authentic Jelly: Hello.I am empty and cool.You and Chenchen are roommates, right?

Wish Bamboo: Yes.Is it you and Qingchen who want to ask me for help?

Authentic bean jelly: Damn, what a god, can you read minds?

Wish Bamboo: Hehe.No, you're not looking for me for the wee hours I can't think of any other reason.

Authentic jelly: QUQ, thank you in advance!

Wish Bamboo: Hehe.

Authentic jelly:...

——Xia Jiyang flinched a little, he felt that this Yuanzhu was more cold than Chenchen.

Authentic jelly: I haven’t been replying to my messages lately in the early hours of the morning.

Wish Bamboo: He is a bit busy recently.

Authentic jelly: You're not so busy that you don't have time to reply to the news, right?

Yuanzhu: I send him messages and he often forgets to reply.

Authentic jelly: QAQ okay.

Authentic jelly: In the early morning, did he say that he hates me or something?

Yue Hua is eating dinner with Chen Chen.There was a small test the next day, and I was reading handouts while eating in the early morning.

Yue Hua coughed, and asked Chen Chen: "Have you and that jelly in your family been at odds recently?"

"No." Chen Chen shook his head, "Recently, the small tests and various deadlines are too intensive, and I don't have time to think about other things."

"Oh... By the way, are you and him going well?" Yue Hua felt that his question was a bit long-tongued.

"It's going well." Chenchen also felt that Yue Hua's words were not in the right taste, and finally raised his head from the handout, and said with a dissatisfied expression, "No, he and I are just friends. It's fine now. It was not right for me to avoid him in the past, but to be honest, I don't think there is much possibility of me and him."

"Hmm..." Yue Hua fell into deep thought.

"What's your look like?"

"Do you remember how you mocked me when I said 'it's impossible for me and Shen Mo'?" Yue Hua said.

I felt choked in the morning.

"In the past, I thought you couldn't forgive him for betraying you, but now I think you don't care if he betrays you or not. What is the reason why you are so awkward now?" Yue Hua asked Chen Chen.

Yue Hua asked while replying jelly on the phone:

Yuan Zhu: I don't think he hates you.

Chenchen suddenly said to Yue Hua very seriously: "My illness has not recovered yet."

"Are you afraid that he won't accept you who is sick?" Yue Hua felt that he had gotten to the point.

In the early morning, he hesitated to speak, shook his head, and did not respond positively.Seeing this, Yue Hua felt that the situation should be very different, so he decided to have a good chat with this jelly student.

Yuanzhu: Chenchen is sick, he is afraid that you will not accept him.

Authentic Jelly: How could I not accept him.I know he is sick, I feel sorry for him before it's too late!

Yuanzhu: No, the situation is not that simple.People who suffer from depression will become very different from usual, and sometimes they will do many things that normal people cannot understand.In the early morning, I failed to wean off the medicine once, and now I am very hit.I think he also likes you very much, and you are so persistent, I believe that you will be successful together if you take your time.

Authentic Jelly: Really?

Authentic Jelly: Brother, you are too reliable!I love you so much!

Hearing the rumors earlier, Kong Se Liang Feng's brain circuit is relatively clear, Yue Hua thinks he seems a little