Rebirth and Redemption

Changing to a new place, Rong Hong couldn't sleep.Anyway, he was up for a trip, so it doesn’t matter if he gets up late, Chu Feng chatted with him, the two talked about the cultural and food gap between City C and City E, and talked about the attractions in City E, which must be visited by the two of them. of.Unknowingly, the time has passed twelve o'clock.

"You go to sleep." Rong Hong didn't want Chu Feng to stay up with him all night, if he really couldn't sleep, he could get up and write, maybe he would gradually become sleepy.

"It's okay, it's okay to go to bed late occasionally." Chu Feng said.Compared with before, his current work and rest time can be said to be quite regular, "Let you be alone, you may not be able to sleep even more."

Rong Hong buried his face in front of Chu Feng, and said softly, "Don't spoil me with everything. The better you treat me, the more greedy I will be."

"There's nothing wrong with being greedy, as long as you want, I'll give it to you." Chu Feng stroked his hair, just like Rong Hong's temperament, even if he was greedy, he couldn't get anywhere.

A bitter smile overflowed from the corner of Rong Hong's mouth, but he didn't want Chu Feng to see it, so he buried his face even deeper.But Chu Feng's eyes stayed on Rong Hong's body all the time, Rong Hong's wry smile just did not escape his eyes at all, and he was also glad that he did not turn off all the lights, otherwise he might have missed this scene.

Chu Feng frowned slightly, he didn't know what made Rong Hong smile like that.Rong Hong has always been very happy in front of him, which made him feel that Rong Hong should have a good life by his side, but now it seems that it is too early for him to feel relieved.

Since Rong Hong hid and didn't want him to find out, he wouldn't ask immediately.Maybe he should pay more attention and care to Rong Hong, he doesn't want Rong Hong to show a sad expression where he can't see it.

The two had their own concerns, and they didn't know what time they went to bed.

Early the next morning, it was drizzling outside.

When Chu Feng woke up, it was already past nine o'clock in the morning.There was no sign of Rong Hong around him, and there was a slight sound of water in the bathroom, it should be Rong Hong taking a bath.

After Chu Feng got out of bed, he walked out of the bedroom. There was breakfast on the dining table, it was still hot, it should have just been warmed.There was a little bit of oily smoke in the air, probably because Rong Hong had the smell on his body before he went to take a shower.

On the round table in the small living room are Rong Hong's laptop and the notebook he usually uses for writing outlines.Chu Feng walked over, picked up Rong Hong's notebook to check how many pages were left, and whether he needed to buy a new one.But just flipping through it, Chu Feng found that it was not the notebook that Rong Hong used to write the outline at all, but the diary——Rong Hong actually used two identical notebooks.

From a moral point of view, Chu Feng should not read Rong Hong's diary.But thinking of Rong Hong's wry smile, Chu Feng felt that he should understand.At this time, if you pretend to be a gentleman, if you leave any knots in Rong Hong's heart, or accumulate too many negative emotions, Rong Hong may break out of depression again because of something.

Thinking of this, Chu Feng quickened his flipping action, and found such words on a certain page——

Chu Feng is very kind to me, and I am very happy to be with him.But I know that he is not in love with me, he said he likes me, I believe it.But he doesn't love me, and I can see that.Maybe I'm asking for trouble, isn't like and love sometimes the same?But it's not the same, the eyes can't deceive people.At least I know that the way I look at him is different from the way he looks at me.

I don't know how long he can like me, nor how long we can be together.But I know that unless he doesn't want me first, I won't leave him first.

Chu Feng unknowingly squeezed the notebook tightly in his hand, he thought he had done a good job, but in fact he did not deceive Rong Hong.Maybe compared with the simple liking at the beginning, his feelings for Rong Hong are indeed more than then, but it seems that it is not enough.It was as if he was already standing in front of the door where love and liking meet, as long as he opened that door, everything would be clear, but he didn't know where the key to open the door was.

The sound of water in the bathroom stopped, and Chu Feng came back to his senses. He quickly put the notebook back to its original place, and then walked towards the bathroom pretending nothing had happened. He knocked on the door and asked, " Are you taking a shower?"

"Are you up?" Rong Hong replied, "I'll be fine soon, wait a minute."

"Well, there's no rush." ​​Chu Feng said.

Soon, Rong Hong got dressed and came out.As usual, Chu Feng hugged him, printed a good morning kiss on his forehead, and then went in to wash up.

Rong Hong went to the refrigerator and took out the milk, turned it in the microwave, and brought it to the dining table.

At this time, Chu Feng also finished washing, sat down at the table, and asked, "When did you get up?"

"Not much earlier than you." Rong Hong smiled and took a sip of milk.These are brought back from their unfinished meal yesterday, as long as they are warmed up, it doesn't take much trouble.

Chu Feng didn't expose him either. Anyone who could wake up, wash up, write a diary, finish breakfast, and take a shower would have to wake up at least an hour earlier than him.

"Do you want to stay in the hotel today, or go out for a stroll?" Chu Feng asked.It was raining outside, he felt that Rong Hong might not want to go out.

"I can do it." Rong Hong looked outside, the rain was not heavy, so he could go out.

Chu Feng thought for a while, and said, "Let's go to the Rose Garden today. Take a taxi to go back, and don't go shopping outside."

"Okay." Rong Hong nodded, agreeing to the proposal.

After breakfast, the two packed their backpacks and brought an umbrella.After calling the front desk to make an appointment for a car, we set off.

The Rose Garden is a very distinctive place in City E. It has only been built for a few years, but it has become a place that tourists are willing to visit, especially couples.

The location of the rose garden is a bit biased. It is said that the environment and air there are more suitable for the growth of roses.After getting off the bus, Chu Feng bought tickets, took the guidebook, and took Rong Hong into the park.

The environment of the rose garden is quiet, and there are many kinds of roses, some of which are planted outdoors and some indoors. The area is very large and can be enjoyed by tourists slowly.In this kind of weather, tourists are more willing to go indoors to watch, without being exposed to rain, and they can also see the appearance of outdoor roses through bright glass windows.

Most of the people who come here are couples, and there are basically no children. After all, children may have fun and fall into the flowers accidentally.Roses are no different than other flowers. There are thorns on their stems, which can easily scratch children, so parents generally don't choose to bring their children to such places.

Chu Feng and Rong Xun strolled slowly in the garden, all kinds of roses greeted the guests who came to watch with their most beautiful gestures.The gloom outside the window and the soft light inside formed a contrast between cold and warm, but probably because of the rain, the roses outside were more delicate and beautiful than those indoors.

Chu Feng took a lot of pictures of Rong Hong, and asked someone to help take pictures of the two of them.When someone recognized Chu Feng, Chu Feng just smiled politely and didn't say much.

The garden is very large, and there are many long chairs in it, which can be used for tourists to rest when they are tired from walking.There were very few people today, and the two of them sat on the bench for a short rest after walking halfway through.

Rong Hong asked Chu Feng for a camera, and said that he wanted to take some pictures of flowers and the scenery in the garden, so that he could use it for reference in future writing.Chu Feng nodded and gave him the camera.Rong Xun happily took the camera to the side to take pictures.

Chu Feng actually didn't have much mind to visit the rose garden today, his mind was still on Rong Xun's diary.

Not far away, an old couple is holding hands and walking unhurriedly, with happy smiles on their faces, which also attracts the envious eyes of many couples. One can tell that the relationship between this old couple must be very good .Chu Feng suddenly wondered, when he and Rong Hong reached this age, would he still be willing to drag his old body and take Rong Hong to all the romantic places in the world?The answer is yes.He hoped that when he was old, Rong Hong would still be by his side until the end of his life.

At this moment, a certain corner of his heart suddenly lit up - the direction of his thinking has changed from that he will be with Rong Hong to wishing that Rong Hong will be with him forever.

Chu Feng couldn't help but ask himself, if he put aside his guilt towards Rong Hong, would he still insist on Rong Hong?His heart also quickly gave him an affirmative answer.At this moment, the dark clouds that had been accumulating in Chu Feng's heart slowly dissipated, revealing the clearness that should have been there.

——If regardless of all external factors, he still insists on Rong Hong, then what is it if this is not love?

Chu Feng closed his eyes and smiled.It was he who was blinded by guilt, never thought of getting rid of these, what was he thinking in his heart.Now he finally sees clearly that love actually existed a long time ago, but it played hide-and-seek with him, making him not discover its existence until this moment.

After thinking about this and seeing his own heart clearly, Chu Feng suddenly stood up and looked for Rong Hong's shadow, but he didn't see it.Chu Feng frowned, only he knew how much he longed to see Rong Hong now.

Just when Chu Feng was about to look for it, Rong Hong walked over with a big bunch of fiery red roses smiling.

Chu Feng looked at him with fiery eyes. In his two lifetimes combined, he has never been so eager to possess someone so that the other party will never leave him.

Rong Hong came over, with a faint rose scent on his body, blinked at him, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Chu Feng looked into his eyes, took Rong Hong's left hand, and said word by word: "Rong Hong, I love you."

The roses in Rong Hong's arms fell to the ground. After staring at Chu Feng's eyes in disbelief for a moment, his eyes turned red, filled with grievances, and said in a choked voice: "I... I thought, forever There won't be a day like this."

"Sorry for keeping you waiting for so long. I love you, Rong Hong." Chu Feng's kiss fell on the back of Rong Hong's hand, so hot and devout.