Rebirth and Redemption

After hugging for a long time, Chu Feng let go of Rong Hong and said, "I won't read books today, I'll take you there for the holidays."

"No need, you can stay at home with me." Rong Hong felt that as long as Chu Feng was with him, he would be content.

"Only one day, not much time wasted." Chu Feng said.

"But..." Rong Hong was still a little hesitant, after all, he had to take an exam when he returned from the long vacation.

"Be obedient, I know it well." Chu Feng smiled and said, "Go change your clothes, we'll leave now."

Seeing that Chu Feng had made up his mind, Rong Hong didn't object anymore, got up and went into the room to change clothes.

Chu Feng sat on the sofa, and his heart sank.He finally knew why Rong Xun's house was deserted.Because there is only Rong Hong alone, lacking the care of his parents, no matter how clean the house is, there is still a sense of loneliness that cannot be erased at the bottom.

He remembered that Rong Hong wrote in the epilogue that what he did was just a trigger for Rong Hong's depression. Now it seems that Rong Hong's depression should have existed for a long time, and he would directly fall into a collapsed situation after the outbreak .Coupled with whether there is any concern from family members after the illness, the condition will only become more serious, and eventually it will lead to a dead end.

If Rong Hong at that time had the love of his parents and a happy family, then even if he suffered from depression, he would always have a little more desire to survive.It can also play a positive role in treatment, so you don't have to rely on writing stories to pin your emotions to get by.

Thinking of this, Chu Feng felt that he was even more hateful, and his blow really became the last straw that overwhelmed Rong Hong.He really doesn't know anything about Rong Hong's life, and he doesn't know what Rong Hong has experienced, let alone the environment where Rong Hong grew up. Such ignorance and deliberate harm made him really feel like a bastard. At this moment, he He didn't even have the face to see Rong Xun anymore.

When Rong Hong came out after changing his clothes, he saw Chu Feng sitting there in a daze, "What's wrong?"

Seeing him coming out, Chu Feng quickly adjusted his mood, he didn't want to affect Rong Hong, "It's nothing, I was just thinking about where to take you. My father gave me a membership card of Changfeng Club, do you want to eat at noon or at night ?”

"It's all right, I'll listen to you." Rong Hong smiled.

Chu Feng thought for a while and said, "Then let's go at noon, go shopping in the afternoon, and then watch a movie."

"Okay." Rong Hong nodded, "I haven't watched a movie for a long time." He couldn't remember the last time he watched it.

"Then go and see what movie you want to see." Chu Feng said.Generally, at this time of year, there will be many movies that catch up with this schedule.

"Yeah!" Rong Hong responded with a smile, then took his things and went out with Chu Feng.

Changfeng Hotel is located in the city center, with a very good location, so it is convenient to go anywhere.

Chu Feng first took Rong Hong to buy movie tickets, and Rong Hong picked and picked an action movie that had a good reputation and box office recently.Chu Feng can’t remember how many years he hasn’t watched cartoons. On the one hand, there are too few high-quality domestically produced animations, which will be disappointing after a long time. On the other hand, this kind of animated movies are generally attractive to children. It may be noisy, so Chu Feng basically will not take the initiative to choose.But since Rong Hong wanted to watch it, he was naturally willing to watch it with him.

After getting the movie tickets, Chu Feng took him to the Changfeng Hall. It was lunch time, and there were quite a few people in the hall, but there were not enough seats.

After showing the membership card, the waiter took the two to the seats at the notice window and served the menu.

Chu Feng smiled and said: "Order whatever you like, my dad treats you, please don't be polite."

Rong Hong smiled and said, "Don't order too much, just enough to eat."

"Okay." Chu Feng knew that Rong Xun lived a very frugal life. The prices here are relatively high, but they are basically home-cooked dishes, and the quantity is relatively reasonable. It doesn't cost much for the two of them to have a full meal.

The two ordered four dishes, one soup and two staples. The waiter walked away after checking the menu.

Rong Hong drank water from a thick glass and cast his eyes out of the window.Dining at Changfeng Hall is on the fourth floor. From here, the view is very good. You can see a small part of the street scene, as well as the people passing by. There is a sense of comfort where you can rest.

"Do you like it here?" Chu Feng asked when he saw the corner of his mouth slightly raised.

"It's so sunny here." Rong Hong smiled.Because all are floor-to-ceiling windows, the sun can shine in all the time at noon, and it feels very bright.And the glass is not completely transparent, with a little dark green inside, so even if the sun is bright, it will not feel dazzling.

"If you like it, we will come here often in the future." Chu Feng said.If his grades can improve a little this time, it should still be possible to ask his father for the membership card here.

Rong Hong looked at him with a smile, but didn't speak.

Chu Feng drank a few sips of lemonade and said, "My parents are busy, and they don't have much time to take care of me. If you have nothing to do on weekends, let's go together. My parents feel more at ease with you."

Generally, if they don’t go home on weekends, they will definitely stay at school together, but if Rong Hong goes home, they are still alone. Chu Feng thinks that when his mother goes to film, he can go home with Rong Hong, so that he can spend more time with him. Accompany Rong Xun.

"Okay..." Rong Hong didn't think much about it, anyway, they did stay together when they didn't go home.

"You must tell me anything in the future, and if you are unhappy, you must tell me. Don't hold back your discomfort." Chu Feng didn't want to mention depression, lest Rong Hong think too much, which would be counterproductive.He hopes that he can keep Rong Hong away from negative emotions through his company. As long as Rong Hong is no longer disturbed by negative emotions, the possibility of depression should be greatly reduced.

"Yes. I see." Rong Hong nodded.In fact, he has always felt that the most difficult thing to talk about is family matters, especially to Chu Feng.He doesn't need Chu Feng to sympathize with him, but talking about this, he can't help but feel sad.But after telling Chu Feng about the matter today, he also felt a lot more relaxed.He could feel that Chu Feng loved him very much, but not sympathy, which also made him feel very warm.

"I'm always worried that your study pressure is too much, which is not good for your health. If you have anything to say in the future, you can tell me whether you are happy or unhappy." Chu Yan held Rong Hong slightly cool Hand, said: "I want to hear everything about you, as long as it is what you say, I will listen carefully. So no matter what, don't hide it from me, okay?"

"Hmm!" Rong Hong smiled, very genuinely.

Chu Feng also laughed, and said: "Of course, you can also have your own little secret, but it can only be a small one. Big ones are not acceptable, you have to tell me."

Rong Hong pursed the corner of his mouth with a smile, and lightly squeezed Chu Feng's finger.It made Chu Feng feel itchy, but it's not good to kiss him now.

The dishes were served soon, and the two began to eat.

The food here tastes very good, Chu Feng picks food for Rong Xun from time to time, and Rong Xun's bowl is always top-notch.

At the end of the meal, Rong Hong stared at Chu Yan with eyes wet from the boiled fish, and said, "I can't eat any more."

Seeing that Rong Xun had indeed eaten a lot today, Chu Feng said, "I ate that pudding."

"Yeah." Rong Hong thinks that small things like pudding are still edible.

Chu Feng has been busy picking up food for Rong Xun, but he didn't eat much.Rong Hong couldn't eat anymore, so he took Rong Hong's bowl over, poured the rest of the food into his own bowl, and ate together.In fact, Chu Feng never ate other people's leftovers, but Rong Hong's, he felt nothing.

Chu Feng ate what was left of him, and Rong Hong bit the pudding spoon, always feeling very embarrassed, but there was also a faint sweetness, like being swept by a feather, itchy and soft.

After the meal, Chu Feng took Rong Xun to visit the nearby Book Building.There are not only complete books and tutoring materials, but also various stationery, and there are many varieties, relatively cheap prices, and good quality, so many students like to visit during their breaks.

Rong Xun, who entered the book building, was like a small fish swimming into the sea, feeling his steps were brisk, and soon walked to the area where the high school tutoring materials were sold, picking them extremely seriously, with a smile on his lips all the time.

Looking at Rong Xun who was in a good mood, Chu Feng thought about waiting for him to make more money in the future, so he bought one of each of the books here for Rong Xun, and then customized a bookcase for Rong Xun as big as one wall, and asked him to put the books .But right now... at best, he can only ask Rong Hong to buy a copy of the tutorial materials here and take them home...

Walking to Rong Hong's side, Chu Feng said: "You can take whatever you want, you can use it." Money in this area still cannot be saved.

"There are several new ones here." Rong Hong pointed out a few for Chu Feng to read.

Chu Feng raised his eyebrows, "Do you often come here to buy?" Rong Hong seemed to be very familiar with it.

"No." Rong Hong smiled sheepishly, "I just came to see and understand the question types. It costs a lot of money to buy these tutoring materials, and I can't always buy them." His financial strength does not allow him I buy tutorial books every week, and usually the money left over from each month is used to buy these.

Chu Feng stroked Rong Hong's hair, took two books like the one Rong Hong pointed out to him just now, then pulled Rong Hong to the area where various novels were placed, and said, "Take whatever you like, I will buy these for you in the future. If you want to write novels and essays, you should also read more books and choose them yourself."

"No need..." Rong Hong had the nerve to ask Chu Feng to pay him.Besides, it's okay for Chu Feng to buy him a tutorial book, most of the books like novels are more expensive than the tutorial book.

"If you don't go, I'll pick it out for you. If it doesn't look good, you can't complain." Chu Feng smiled and pinched Rong Hong's face.

Seeing that Rong Hong didn't move, Chu Feng decided to pick it up by himself. As soon as he took two books, Rong Hong stopped him, then put back the one Chu Feng picked for him, and obediently took the two books he liked.

Only then was Chu Feng satisfied, and took him to buy a lot of notebooks and stationery. As a student, these are very expensive to use, so you have to buy more to prepare.

When they came out of the library building, Chu Feng already had three big bags in his hand.

Naturally taking Rong Hong's hand and leading him across the road, Chu Feng smiled and said, "There is still a while before the movie starts, let's go to the mall and buy you a schoolbag."

Rong Hong stared at him with wide eyes, "No need...my schoolbag is pretty good."

"The things you use for school are the best ones I bought inside and out." Chu Feng laughed.

Rong Hong muttered in a low voice: "Then I won't be willing to use it..."

Chu Feng's ears were sharp, and he heard Rong Hong's words clearly. He smiled and said, "We buy the same schoolbags and choose a sturdy one. We will put them away when we graduate from high school. When we are older, take them out and read them." Look, we can still remember together."

Reminiscing with each other when they are older, Rong Hong feels that his heart is almost dripping with sweetness.

"Then I'll pick the one I like." Rong Hong said.

"Okay." Chu Feng responded with a smile, and led him into the shopping mall by the hand.