gentle him

Someone would pass by at any time, so Luo Ya tried to struggle.But his strength was no match for Cheng Zixie's. In the end, Luo Ya just made his wrist hurt.

"No...don't be here...don't."

When his mouth was finally free, Luo Ya begged Cheng Zixie hard.

There was a little panic and worry on Luo Ya's face, and Cheng Zixie couldn't help becoming irritable again.

"What's wrong with you? If I did something to make you angry, you tell me, and I will change it. Just... please don't sulk like this without saying a word."

Luo Ya was very disturbed, even though Cheng Zixie was in a mess now, he knew it very well.

The pitiful look was indeed innocent. Although Cheng Zixie couldn't suppress his irritability, he managed to take a deep breath to calm down his emotions a little.

"You didn't do anything wrong. It's just... something happened to me..."

When Cheng Zixie said that, all Luo Ya could guess was what happened between Cheng Zixie and the acquaintance he met just now.

"...If, if it's okay, would you please tell me?"

Luo Ya said cautiously.

Cheng Zixie fell silent.

Should I talk to Luo Ya?

But... since I can't discuss it with Ji Wei, let alone an outsider, the only thing left is to discuss it with Luo Ya.

But...would Luo Ya care?

The man who cared about being with you for a long time was easily shaken by one incident?

Cheng Zixie hesitantly bent down to pick up the things that fell on the ground, then handed the package to Luo Ya, looking at each other inadvertently.

The way you worry about yourself...

"Ji Wei...he is not dating a woman."

At that moment, Cheng Zixie felt that the pressure in his heart was too great. Instead of burying his thoughts in his heart, he chose to speak out.

At that moment, Luo Ya's eyes widened, and the package he just took fell to the ground again.

—Ah, he was also frightened.

Just when Cheng Zixie was thinking so...

"Why... would you know about this..."

It was just the words he spit out unconsciously in surprise, but after he finished speaking, Luo Ya's messed up expression let Cheng Zixie know that Luo Ya knew about it.

"you know?"

turn out to be……

Luo Ya knows...

But kept hiding it from himself?

"...!"

Luo Ya hastily lowered her head, but that didn't help anymore.

"Why would you know!"

It feels bad to be cheated, Cheng Zixie always thought that Luo Ya would not deceive himself except to hide his feelings, but now he feels that he seems to have done something wrong.

It's just like……

Betrayed.

Be lied to.

Whether it's Li Ziyi, Ji Wei, or even Luo Ya...

Involuntarily, feelings called anger welled up in my heart.

Regardless of whether he would scratch Luo Ya, Cheng Zixie desperately shook Luo Ya's body.

"Say it!"

The roar was so loud that Luo Ya was startled.

"...Yiqing... told me."

As if thinking that everything was over, Luo Ya closed her eyes.

He knew that there was nothing to hide.

"Yiqing also works in that store...so I know Li Ziyi and Ji Wei..."

"So...you knew about it earlier?"

Luo Ya was speechless and remained silent, and then his body was shaken violently by Cheng Zixie.Finally, Luo Ya nodded with difficulty.

The two hands that were holding onto his body hung down feebly, Luo Ya raised her head and saw Cheng Zixie with an ugly expression.

"Procedure……"

"Don't talk to me!" Cheng Zixie yelled at Luo Ya, "You lied to me."

Cheng Zixie's gaze hurt Luo Ya, and he felt his heart ache, and Luo Ya even wondered for a moment whether he had a heart attack.

"……I……"

He wanted to tell the reason for concealing Cheng Zixie, but Luo Ya finally found that his so-called reason was not a reason for Cheng Zixie.

"It's just because Ji Wei can't accept men, so I gave up on him and chose you. If I knew that he could accept men, I wouldn't choose you who are full of lies."

He cast a cold glance at Luo Yahou, who had fallen to the ground, and left the alley without looking back.

Complicated emotions were mixed in Cheng Zixie's heart, and Cheng Zixie said this sentence impulsively, even though it was not his true meaning, it was half-truth and half-false.

At least that was a possibility he had considered.

If he had known that Li Ziyi was not a woman but a man, at least he would never have had any contact with Luo Ya.

And now how...

Cheng Zixie was confused.

At the same time as the chaos, the anger of being deceived by everyone also lingered, making him even more angry.

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☆、29、Excess self-confidence

That day, Luo Ya returned home in a daze.

He waited for a long time, but Cheng Zixie didn't come home.

I didn't go home that day, I didn't go home the next day, and I didn't go home on the third day...

It's been a week since today.

Everyone noticed Luo Ya's listless look.Until the end, everyone finally couldn't help asking Luo Ya what happened to him.

After telling everyone what happened, everyone was angry.

"Cheng Zixie is such a scum! You were so happy to say that he told you that he likes you a few days ago, but now it seems that it is not true at all! If he really liked you, he would never do such a thing thing!"

"Hey, Yiqing!"

Zhang Yingge at the side poked Liang Yiqing, frustrated that he should not speak too much.

"But I'm not wrong! If you really like someone, how can you be willing to hurt the other person. Cheng Zixie has never paid at all. So far, it has been Luo Ya who gave. Cheng Zixie just blindly accepted goodbye. Cheng Zixie did not You don’t know how to cherish Luo Ya!”

Zhuang Yiqing's words were deeply engraved in Luo Ya's mind. He thought about it and wanted to try to deny what Zhuang Yiqing said, but he sadly found that the facts seemed to be exactly what Zhuang Yiqing said.

Although Cheng Zixie said he liked it, but...

But his feelings for Ji Wei are still vague.

Maybe……

Out of [-]% of his feelings, only [-]% is given to himself?

That... I like it too...

It wasn't until now that Luo Ya realized that his emotional requirements for Cheng Zixie were too low.

A love that does not expect the other party to reciprocate cannot maintain balance at all.In the end, Cheng Zixie didn't know how to value himself, and he forgot to value himself.

more importantly……

One's own existence has become a matter of course, something that is too easy to get, and it is taken for granted that people will not take it seriously.

This is human nature, but Luo Ya has forgotten this.

"Yiqing, that's enough. Be a little more restrained in what you say. Luo Ya is very unhappy now, and you still say these words to stimulate him to do something."

Zhang Bodai reprimanded Liang Yiqing in disbelief.

"Luo Ya, maybe give Cheng Zixie some time and he will calm down."

Although Zhang Bodai didn't want to speak for Cheng Zixie, but compared to this, he didn't want to see Luo Ya sad.He knew that he couldn't replace Cheng Zixie's existence, but he could at least comfort Luo Ya.

"...Maybe, it's really over this time."

While muttering, Luo Ya's eyes were a little lost.

Cheng Zixie couldn't be blamed for all this.

There is also part of the reason on my own.

If my love wasn't so humble, if I knew how to ask Cheng Zixie for it, if...

There are many ifs, but they have all become irreversible pasts.

It suddenly occurred to Luo Ya that maybe with this kind of personality, he was not a good match for Cheng Zixie from the very beginning.

"You...don't be discouraged. Look, you have persisted for so many years, but you failed to live with Cheng Zi? If you persist, maybe you can make him really fall in love with you?"

When Liang Yiqing, who was excitedly scolding Cheng Zixie before, saw Luo Ya like this, he quickly turned to comfort Luo Ya.

Hearing this, Luo Ya shook his head lightly.

"He and I went the wrong way. I've been waiting for him for many years, and I've suffered for many years because of it. I don't want... to gamble anymore. That future... I don't know if it's right or wrong, so I should let it go gone."

Luo Ya said it with a smile, but when he finished speaking, a tear fell from his eye socket.

"Cheng Zixie...Maybe I will never forget Ji Wei in this life. If I force him to be together, even if he likes me a little bit, he will still be shaken by Ji Wei. No matter how much I like him, it's impossible People who are so great that they like to care about others and not be moved by them at all.”

That's right.

He himself is just an ordinary human being.

The ugliest affections all human beings hold, and he is certainly no exception.

"Wouldn't it be hard for you to separate?"

Ling Yiqing frowned slightly, with a worried look on his face.

It was an expression that Luo Ya might regret one day.

"Maybe...but I think it will be better than being with Cheng Zixie. Besides, I will try my best to forget him this time."

Even if he got it temporarily, the ending would only prove that he was not worthy of him.

In this way, the only ray of hope can also be dissipated.

"The only problem may be the place to live. Because I lived with Cheng Zi, I returned the original place. It seems a bit difficult to find another house with cheap rent..."

Luo Ya said with a wry smile.

If possible, he wanted to move out of Cheng Zixie's house as soon as possible.

If he stayed there longer, the things he had finally figured out might be dismissed because of his hesitation.

"Then...would you like to come and live with me?"

Zhang Bodai asked aloud.

Because Zhang Bodai was admitted to the university here from a foreign city, Zhang Bodai lived in a rented house by himself.

"Although the house is not as big as Cheng Zixie's, it's no problem for two people to live in it."

Qu You felt angry after learning about what happened between Luo Ya and Cheng Zixie, so he said he didn't want to see Cheng Zixie and moved to the hotel.

So if Zhang Bodai is willing to let Luo Ya stay, that would be very good indeed.

but……

Is it really okay to rely on this man who has been hurt by me again?

Luo Ya couldn't help but hesitate.

"You don't mind anything else. I want to help you as a friend."

Zhang Bodai's expression was very sincere.

"……May I?"

"Of course. Otherwise, what's your friend going to do? You stay in that house alone and wait for Cheng Zixie. If you think about it in that house alone, it will make people more worried, right?"

Zhang Bodai's tenderness made Luo Ya want to cry.

If it's the person you like.

Luo Ya couldn't help but think this way again.

After that, Cheng Zixie ran back to his parents' house because he didn't want to see Luo Ya or Ji Wei.

His parents didn't care much about him, so he didn't show up at the university for several days, and his parents didn't say anything. They just asked him if he was unwell or something happened and it was over. .

After calming down somewhat, Cheng Zixie returned to the home where he and Luo Ya lived together.

I thought that Luo Ya would fidget in the living room and watch her come back, but when she got home, Cheng Zixie found that the house was eerily quiet.

Luo Ya...not at home?

Cheng Zixie, feeling slightly lonely, walked into the room. There was no figure of Luo Ya in the room, and he didn't know if it was his own illusion. Cheng Zixie found that Luo Ya's things seemed to be gone.

An ominous feeling surged in Cheng Zixie's heart.

He suddenly turned around and opened the closet, and there was no clothes left that belonged to Luo Ya.

——Luo Ya...gone?

The suspicion in his mind made Cheng Zixie want to deny it immediately, but he didn't even have a basis for denying it.

She felt that no matter what happened, Luo Ya would not leave her, but Luo Ya really left.

Before coming back here, although Cheng Zixie was a little anxious, he still believed that even if he said such excessive words, Luo Ya would not leave him.

However, reality and imagination diverge.

The truth is, Luo Ya is gone.

Where will he... go?

Hasn't the place where he lived before been retired?

Could it be with Qu You...

No, Qu You should have no place to live here.Even if she went to stay in a hotel, presumably Luo Ya would not have that kind of financial resources.

So... where will he go?

Cheng Zixie couldn't figure it out, so he immediately called Luo Ya.

Can't connect.

Call again, still can't connect.

"damn it!"

Cheng Zixie angrily threw the phone on the bed, and because of the elasticity of the bed, the phone fell from the bed to the ground again.

He couldn't finish being angry, but Zhang Bodai's face appeared in Cheng Zixie's mind again.

His intuition told him that Luo Ya might have defected to Zhang Bodai.

The more he thought about it, the more Cheng Zixie affirmed this possibility.

He thought about what Luo Ya meant by doing this, but the answers he came up with made Cheng Zixie extremely angry.

Although Cheng Zixie admits that he also has shortcomings.

He ignored everyone's calls, including Luo Ya's who was his lover.

She was obviously dating Luo Ya, but she was easily disturbed because of Ji Wei.He even said the most hurtful thing in a fit of anger...

but……

He thought that Luo Ya would continue to stay by his side...

She clearly promised that she would become her own person, but...

But easily turned into Zhang Bodai's arms?

"Damn..."

With a low curse, Cheng Zixie angrily punched the wardrobe.

The excessive strength made Cheng Zixie's fists turn red, and gradually, his fists felt a little numb.

However, the feeling of loneliness and slight heartache covered up the physical pain one by one.

Cheng Zixie finally felt the feeling of loss, which he was not used to.But Cheng Zixie was not in despair.

As long as I go to Luo Ya's school tomorrow to find Luo Ya and say sorry to him, he will definitely come back with me.

Because Luo Ya still likes herself...

and so……

Luo Ya will come back with him.

Thinking like this, Cheng Zixie finally calmed down a little bit, but he didn't expect that he thought things too simply.

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☆, 30, that person, leaving

Cheng Zixie ran to Luo Ya's university to find Luo Ya.

Everyone's faces turned ugly when they saw him, and Cheng Zixie believed that it was not his own illusion.As for Luo Ya, she had a surprised expression at first, and then immediately lowered her eyes. Cheng Zixie felt a little hurt and a little angry by the way she made it clear that she didn't want to see Cheng Zixie.

"Luo Ya, come back with me."

Ling Yiqing and the others on the side were trying to persuade Luo Ya to leave Cheng Zixie alone, but Luo Ya shook his head gently.

"...I... will not go back."

"Whose house do you live in?"

Cheng Zixie's face was gloomy, and he stared at Zhang Bodai.Even if Luo Ya didn't say anything, Cheng Zixie knew it.

"……nothing dealing with you."

"I'm your boyfriend, right? Why doesn't it have anything to do with me?"

He didn't care what the occasion was here, Cheng Zixie said so, he vaguely felt that there were eyes cast on them from around, but Cheng Zixie just thought it was irrelevant.

Luo Ya looked around in some trouble, then lowered her voice and said to Cheng Zixie.

"You...don't say that in a place like this."

Looking at Cheng Zixie's indifferent expression, Luo Ya pursed his lips lightly.

"...Come with me..."

As Luo Ya said, he led Cheng Zixie to the emergency escape stairwell.Probably because he was worried about Luo Ya, so Liang Yiqing and the others all went with Luo Ya.

The emergency escape stairwell is very quiet, and there is no one there. The sound insulation effect is actually pretty good, so you can talk here with confidence.

"I don't think... we are suitable for being together. So... if possible..."

"Are you planning to break up with me?"

Cheng Zixie stared at Luo Ya with cold eyes, which made Luo Ya's heart tremble.

If possible, Luo Ya certainly hoped to continue her relationship with Cheng Zixie.But he knew that no matter how hard he insisted, Cheng Zixie would never take himself seriously.

Humble love doesn't last long.Not to mention the uneven distribution of love.

"……Um."

Luo Ya nodded slightly.

There was no trace of hesitation in the clear eyes, and Cheng Zixie felt furious when he knew that Luo Ya had made up his mind to do so.

He never thought Luo Ya would say such a thing.

He always thought that Luo Ya would like him, even if the whole world didn't like him, Luo Ya would still like him.

But now, Luo Ya's behavior made Cheng Zixie think that he was an idiot for thinking so.

"You don't like me anymore? You like someone else?"

In order not to show his weakness, Cheng Zixie put on a look of disdain on purpose.

He thought Luo Ya would be very sad seeing his expression like this.

But Luo Ya didn't respond at all.

Luo Ya just shook his head indifferently.

"My feelings for you have not changed. Although I hope to change in the future, it is more likely that I will always like you. But even so... I can't be with you."

Luo Ya thought it over.

These days, he has thought very clearly.

Luo Ya felt indifferent at first because of the heavy load.

Cheng Zixie may never belong to him.

Even if the size of my love for him exceeds the size of the universe, there will still be no return.

Reluctantly staying together may only result in double pain.

In the past few days when he was separated from Cheng Zixie, Luo Ya thought carefully. Unexpectedly, he found that although life without Cheng Zixie was still painful, it was far less painful than when he was with Cheng Zixie.

To him, maybe Cheng Zixie is synonymous with pain.

Rather than seeing Cheng Zixie suffering because he doesn't know how to value himself, it's better to keep this feeling deep in his heart, live a normal life, and show it occasionally.

After trying to pass, the attachment seemed to disappear in an instant.

Although it would make Luo Ya a little depressed and uncomfortable to say these words to Cheng Zixie like this, but Luo Ya would not be in such pain as before, and even wanted to cry.

"Maybe you really like me a little bit, but letting me live in Ji Wei's shadow will not be a kind of happiness for me. For you, I'm afraid it's also lost to find someone who can really make you forget It’s a chance for Ji Wei’s people.”

Cheng Zixie was speechless for a moment.He couldn't deny what Luo Ya said.

"...Because I like you, so if possible, I hope you can be happy. I can't make your feelings for me surpass your feelings for Ji Wei, but if possible, I hope that there can be someone who can make you let go of your love for Ji Wei The only feeling that makes you happy."

"What if I say I don't need it?"

"..."

Luo Ya was silent for a moment, and forced a wry smile on her slightly bitter face.

"You can dedicate everything to Ji Wei, but you won't dedicate anything to me. So... I believe you will not sacrifice your happiness because of me."

There is no room for retaliation.

Cheng Zixie also knew that he had not contributed anything to Luo Ya.

and so……

Even if he said that...

There is nothing I can do.

Cheng Zixie even forgot how he got home.

Did you go home by bus?Still playing?Or... walk?

When Cheng Zixie realized it, it was already night.

——Why... so lonely?

——Why...why do you feel so heartbroken?

Thinking about this question, Luo Ya's wry smile lingered in Cheng Zixie's mind.And that smile made Cheng Zixie feel very uncomfortable.

It's uncomfortable, stuffy, and more sore and painful.

This feeling... is far better than when I heard that Ji Wei had a girlfriend.

—Break up...?

Can't feel real.

But...Looking around, he couldn't see anything belonging to Luo Ya.Due to the passage of time, there was no way to smell a trace of Luo Ya's smell in the room.

It was obviously the mattress that they had slept together for a long time, but the smell couldn't be deeply rooted.

In this family, Cheng Zixie is alone.

On that bed, only Cheng Zixie's smell remained.

It has been almost a week since the day I found out that Ji Wei's girlfriend is a man.

Only the first two days were entangled in Ji Wei's affairs.

After that, all Cheng Zixie cared about was Luo Ya's affairs.

He was indeed angry for a long time, but he was angry about why Luo Ya lied to him.What is angry is why Luo Ya has to hide something from herself.

He also thought for a long time, thinking about the reason why Luo Ya did this.

But after thinking about it for a long time, I couldn't figure it out.

No matter what the real reason is, assuming that Luo Ya lied to herself because she likes her, how about breaking up?

If Luo Ya liked him, then he shouldn't want to separate from him.

So... Luo Ya's liking was a lie?

Cheng Zixie never felt that Luo Ya's face that was worse than crying was a lie.Luo Ya likes herself, that can't be fake.

Cheng Zixie was very sure about this matter, because he was so sure that he even felt that he seemed a little strange.

Is it because... are you tired?

The answer that came to mind made Cheng Zixie a little annoyed.

I never thought about whether Luo Ya would be tired or bored.Cheng Zixie got used to blindly accepting, and even forgot to pay attention to details.It wasn't until Luo Ya said it that he realized it, and found that Luo Ya didn't care about it.

Indeed... it will be tiring.

I can't guarantee Luo Ya, can't give him complete feelings, and can't even give him the same weight in return.

In the end, Luo Ya got tired of it, and decided to give up, which was helpless.

not to mention……

He even said such exaggerated things to Luo Ya.

The original anger suddenly disappeared without a trace, replaced by an infinitely enlarged regret.He regretted why he said that.

To Luo Ya's ears, it was as if he was regretting and chose Ji Wei between Ji Wei and him.He will be discouraged, and it is only natural that he will be cold.I can't blame him at all, and this is my own fault.

As Cheng Zixie thought about it, the pain in his heart intensified.

Obviously...

It should be Ji Wei's matter that affected me more deeply, but...

But he couldn't think about Ji Wei's matter in his mind.

The phone rang for a while, and the randomly selected system ringtone sounded harsh because it was too troublesome. It was at this time that Cheng Zixie thought of the existence of the phone.

Thinking that it might be a call from Luo Ya, he hurriedly found the phone that he had dropped on the ground. There were some scratches on the screen of the phone, and the phone displayed on the screen belonged to Ji Wei.

He didn't want to answer at all, and he wasn't in the mood to pay attention to Ji Wei's call.

Cheng Zixie chose to refuse.

There was silence for a moment, and then the phone rang again.

So noisy, so annoying...

Why didn't Luo Ya call?

In desperation, Cheng Zixie connected the phone, and as soon as he connected, Ji Wei's angry roar came from the other end of the phone.

"You idiot! Why did you answer my call!"

If it was normal, Cheng Zixie might have happily answered Ji Wei, but today he couldn't arouse such interest.

"What's your business."

The flat voice sounded without a trace of emotion.

"...Of course I'm worried about you. You haven't come to school for how many days! You didn't answer your phone calls, but you just hung up on me!"

Hearing Ji Wei's lively voice, Cheng Zixie felt more and more irritable.

"...You don't have to worry about me."

Cheng Zixie's voice sounded listless, and Ji Wei was furious when he heard the words of rejection clearly.

"How could it be possible to ignore you! Zi also told me, ah, he is my 'girlfriend'. I kept it from you because he is a man because he has a lot of fanatical fans. And it is not good for people to know that we are gay Said, if people find out that he is a womanizer, he will be very unhappy. You don’t want to see me just because of this, do you?”

Ji Wei, who couldn't find out what Cheng Zixie was thinking, was guessing there, and it could be heard that he was very worried and anxious about Cheng Zixie.

"……I don't."

"Then why are you acting so dead. It's obvious that you are losing your temper!"

Ji Wei was angry.

"...It has nothing to do with you. Luo Ya said she wanted to break up with me."

After Cheng Zixie finished speaking, there was no sound on the other end of the phone.

They fell into silence with each other, and after a while, Ji Wei spoke slowly.

"Are you because of... Luo Ya?"

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☆、31、People who really care

"Um."

When Cheng Zixie admitted without hesitation, Cheng Zixie was a little surprised.

"I... don't want to break up with him."

"But you... If you don't like him, he won't be happy if you are with him."

Ji Wei knew that Luo Ya and Cheng Zixie dated two days after he found out about Cheng Zixie's relationship.At that time, Cheng Zixie said that he just forced Luo Ya to be with him because he didn't want to give Luo Ya to anyone.

Ji Wei felt very strange, although he felt strange, but also because he felt that this matter was a problem between the two of them, so he just persuaded him a little and didn't say anything more.

But now after hearing it, he knew that Luo Ya had had enough.

That being the case, if Cheng Zixie let Luo Ya fail to find happiness because of his desire for monopoly, then Cheng Zixie should be too wrong.

"I'm not possessive. I really like him."

Cheng Zixie said so with certainty, no hesitation could be heard in his voice.

"..."

There was silence on the phone.

"Since you like him so much, and Luo Ya likes you so much, why do you want to break up?"

Ji Wei could tell that Cheng Zixie didn't look like he was joking, let alone lying, but it was precisely because of this that he found it strange that they broke up.

"..."

This time it was Cheng Zixie's turn to be silent.

He was silent for too long, so long that Ji Wei thought that Cheng Zixie was not by the phone anymore.

"...Before, I found out that your girlfriend is actually a man, and I was stimulated... Then, I also accidentally learned that Luo Ya had been hiding it from me. On an impulse, I said something very extreme to him .”

"What words?"

No matter how much Cheng Zixie treated Luo Ya, Luo Ya chose Cheng Zixie in the end.Ji Wei could hardly imagine that Luo Ya would easily leave Cheng Zixie just because of one word.

"...I said, I would choose him because I thought you wouldn't accept a man. If I knew you could accept a man, I wouldn't have accepted him in the first place."

Then there was silence again.

"...I am not able to accept men, I just simply like Li Ziyi. So..."

Ji Wei didn't say the next thing, but Cheng Zixie also knew what Ji Wei wanted to say.

"I never actually thought about being with you."

Cheng Zixie replied calmly.

"Although your face will show up when masturbating, I never thought about dating you."

Cheng Zixie calmly said something that made the person on the other end of the phone gasp.

"I don't know why. Hearing that you have a girlfriend, I do feel a little lonely and unhappy, but I don't have the possessiveness I have for Luo Ya."

"...Do you really like me?"

Ji Wei asked quietly, Cheng Zixie was taken aback when he heard the words.

"I was surprised to hear you say that you would accidentally float across my face when masturbating... But you said you never wanted to date me or possess me, right? "

"Um……"

Although Cheng Zixie didn't talk to Ji Wei face to face, he still nodded subconsciously.

"True liking is not like that at all, is it? When you like someone, you naturally want to associate with the other person and want to possess the other person, right? And even if you hear that I have a partner, you won't have the kind of desire to get it Isn't it my idea?"

Undeniable, Cheng Zixie admitted it.

"I don't want to talk hard, nor do I want to deny your feelings for me. Maybe you really have feelings for me, but I don't think it's the love between lovers. Just like that, I said I Having slept with someone else, at this moment you also know that Luo Ya has had a relationship with someone other than you, at this time, will you think about pulling me back or pulling Luo Ya back?"

After hearing Ji Wei's words, Cheng Zixie simulated it in his mind.

He imagined Ji Wei and Li Zi also going to bed, and his mood was surprisingly calm.But he was furious just thinking that Luo Ya would have a relationship with someone other than himself, let alone imagining it.

"...Probably Luo Ya..."

"You idiot."

Ji Wei scolded Cheng Zixie for no reason.

"You don't like me at all? If you like me, how can you hear me sleeping with someone else but remain indifferent? If I knew that Li Zi also had a relationship with someone else, I would be so angry that I wanted to kill that person .to you, you too, right?"

indeed.

At that time, just seeing Luo Ya being kissed by Zhang Bodai, Cheng Zixie wanted to kill Zhang Bodai.

Could it be that……?

"You mean...the person I really like...is Luo Ya?"

"I won't forcefully distort your thinking, I just give you a reference. If possible, I certainly hope that the two of you can be together well, but if not... there is no way. Because emotional matters also Reluctantly not to come."

"Um……"

Cheng Zixie responded sullenly, feeling a little strange in his heart.

"In short, think about it carefully. If you think about it, I will try to persuade Luo Ya for you. But I hope you will not try to keep Luo Ya because of your desire for monopoly or other factors other than liking Luo Ya this time. Then he will be pitiful, and you will only be empty."

Ji Wei is really planning for Cheng Zixie.

Cheng Zixie could hear it.

Although he wanted to say something, he didn't know what to say. In the end, all he said was thank you.

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☆、32、Student Zhang, you are destined to be the catalyst

To Cheng Zixie, Ji Wei is someone who has been by his side since childhood.

Unlike others, Ji Wei didn't approach Cheng Zixie because of his appearance. To Cheng Zixie, Ji Wei was the first friend who fully accepted him.

Slowly, the defensiveness at the beginning was slowly removed, and Cheng Zixie opened his heart to Ji Wei.

The existence of Ji Wei seemed indispensable to Cheng Zixie.

Although he didn't think he could be with Ji Wei for the rest of his life, Cheng Zixie never thought that Ji Wei's relationship with someone would be better than that of himself and him.

Until... Ji Wei had a girlfriend.

It seems that his things have been snatched away by others. This is Cheng Zixie's first impression, or the greatest feeling.

But in fact, seeing Ji Wei and his girlfriend being so affectionate, Cheng Zixie just felt a little lonely, but it didn't make him as angry as when Luo Ya and Zhang Bodai were together, and almost drove him crazy.

Are these two "love" and love?

When Cheng Zixie cleared his mind, he finally figured it out.

But even if you figure it out, is it still useful?

Luo Ya's expression was very serious when he said the breakup, and he didn't feel any hesitation. Cheng Zixie felt that this time, he would never be able to persuade Luo Ya as easily as last time, and let him return to his side again.

In fact it is.

Who would want to follow someone who never looks at him?

If someone else treated Cheng Zixie like this, Cheng Zixie himself would definitely not be willing to pay attention to him.No matter how good Luo Ya's temper is, no matter how much he loves himself, if he is treated like this repeatedly by him, and even if he is left so ruthlessly, no matter how he thinks about it, he will not be able to forgive himself easily.

Because even now, when Cheng Zixi thought about it, he couldn't forgive himself who was like a scumbag.

Obviously the person I like the most is always by my side, but Cheng