Small universe of the last days

Seeing Ye Qing let the tears flow, Shen Mei's eyes were also wet, she raised her hand to touch his face, but she put it down halfway, and said: "Silly boy, don't cry, I can see you before I die, what a pity!" It's all gone."

Ye Qingrang asked: "Why...why didn't you come to me earlier?"

Shen Mei smiled wryly: "What face do I have to come to you?"

"Isn't the relationship between mother and child less important than face? Once you left, I became a child without a mother..."

Shen Mei recalled the uncontrollable past, and burst into tears: "It's too late when I regret it! I have only loved your father in my life. I know that there are too many differences between me and your father in every aspect. I used to think that as long as you If you are willing to give, you will definitely keep the clouds open, but it is too hard to love the wrong person and go the wrong way!"

Ye Qingrang remained silent, he also had someone he loved, so his love was not wrong, although he couldn't empathize with her, he could still understand Shen Mei's emotions.

"Arranged by my relatives, I went to work at your father's university right after I was born. He eats three meals a day in the teacher's cafeteria. Soon I noticed him, and I fell in love with him wishfully and pursued him. Your father is older than me Big round, if it weren’t for this, I’m afraid your grandparents wouldn’t be able to accept me as the daughter-in-law of the Ye family so easily after four years. But you know, he only likes his literature and his work. If I don’t love him, maybe it’s okay. It’s fine to just pass the day like this, but I really can’t accept that my husband doesn’t think about me at all for ten years!”

"How sad..." Shen Mei felt helpless and lonely: "Besides him, there is another man I love in this world, and that is my son. But, I can't take you away, even if I know your father takes care of you." It’s not comprehensive, but at least your grandparents love you very much. But what about me? I can think about my future life. A rural woman with a low education, divorced and go out to work, life will not be easy Great. I absolutely can't let my son suffer with me, live in a dilapidated house, suffer from malnutrition when he grows up, can't learn much knowledge when he should be studying, and live in a muddle in the future. The thought of my mother may kill you If you do this, you won't be able to sleep well!"

Ye Qingrang held Shen Mei's slender palm, and said, "I know it all, I know it all..." There are too many things to say, and he doesn't want to get to the bottom of it.

Shen Mei was immersed in the memories and couldn't extricate herself, she continued: "Do you still remember? When you were five years old, you knew a lot of characters and could memorize medical books. At that time, you always secretly acted like a baby with me, trying to reduce the burden left by your grandfather. Although I feel sorry for your schoolwork, you have to learn this and that at a young age, but I am really proud in my heart. My son is so good, no one can compare! Your grandfather and father are both knowledgeable people. If You followed me, and when you encounter problems you don’t understand in your studies, how should mother answer you..."

"Mom still has a lot of inferiority complex in her heart, so after I went out, I thought about earning more money, and when I go back to see you next time, I will buy a lot of things to compensate you. I didn't expect to get sick, and the result of not being willing to spend money is to fall behind. The root cause of the disease was discovered, and the treatment was procrastinated for several years, and the money earned was not saved much."

"Every time I visit you secretly, I find that the gap between us is getting bigger and bigger. You have gradually grown into a good boy. I couldn't help but want to say hello to you several times, but I made excuses for myself. , Sometimes I think, there are many classmates around my son, it would be embarrassing for the child to see Ye Qingrang's mother in such a mess, and sometimes I would tell myself that my son is still young, maybe he still hates me in his heart, and when he grows up A little more mature... This kind of mood is probably more timid near the nostalgia."

Ye Qing couldn't help crying: "Why are you so stupid...Grandpa kept telling me that it was the Ye family who was sorry for you, and told me to be filial to you in the future."

Shen Mei smiled happily: "Look, this shows that my mother's previous decision was correct. Although your grandfather is a bit stubborn, he is a man of high morals. I respect him from the bottom of my heart. Looking at your current achievements, it also proves that His years of careful teaching have paid off.”

"In my life, falling in love with someone who is not worthy of love is chosen by myself, and I don't regret it. After so many years of hard life, I also chose it by myself, and I don't regret it. But if life can start all over again, I will definitely choose well by your side."

"Mom..." After shouting, Ye Qingrang still had a lot to say, but he couldn't say anything.

When Shen Mei heard the cry that appeared thousands of times in this dream, her heart shook, her cheeks flushed, and she pushed herself up. "Qing Rang... In the end, I am sorry for you. I think I am dying anyway, so don't drag you down in the end."

"Mom, don't think like this anymore. In this way, you move to live with me, and I will recuperate your body every day, and then find other doctors to find a way together, and you will get better!"

Shen Mei and Ye Qing reunited the mother and son, with smiles on their faces. Hearing this, he patted the back of his hand lightly, and said, "You can't fool the patient like this. Why don't I know about it? At the last moment, I just wanted to It’s good to be by your side. I’ve seen enough doctors and taken enough medicine these years. You must not hire any more doctors. You don’t need a lot of money and favors to do things now. Don’t bother me anymore. !"

Ye Qing made it clear that what Shen Mei said was correct, because all of Shen Mei's organs were already on the verge of extreme weakness, and she was only relying on medicine to continue her life. Wood spirit power can heal injuries, but it cannot bring the dead back to life.

"Let's not talk about that for now. It's inconvenient for you to recuperate in this room. I'll take you back to my place now. Qingqing will also be with me. And... and uncle, if you don't mind, let's come together."

Shen Mei grabbed Ye Qingrang's hand, with a look of hesitation in her eyes, Ye Qingrang suddenly felt relieved when he saw her, and said with a smile: "Mom, let's stop wasting time now, do we have to because Pushing back and forth in face? Come with me."

Shen Mei covered her mouth, tears dripped on her fingers, she nodded.

Shen Mei was afraid of the cold, lying under the quilt and wearing a lot of clothes, she was thin and out of shape, Ye Qing asked her to put on a coat and shoes, and said: "If you don't take things, I will ask someone to clean them up later."

"Hey, it's all up to you." Shen Mei lay on Ye Qingrang's back, with mixed feelings.

The two went downstairs and saw a plainly dressed, honest man standing by the car from a distance, and He Qingqing was talking to him.

The man looked inside frequently and saw Ye Qingrang coming out with Shen Mei on his back, with a surprised and anxious look on his face, he ran up in two or three steps, but he opened his mouth and stammered, not knowing what to say.

Instead, Shen Mei introduced to the two of them: "Qing Rang, if you don't mind, call him Uncle." Ye Qing Rang called Uncle He, and He Zhenhua had already heard what He Qingqing said about today, and he rubbed his hands with surprise and agreed repeatedly: "Yes... it's Amei's son, right?"

Everyone got into He Chengshuang's car together, and Ye Qing asked him to tell everyone what he thought.

He Zhenhua's face was gloomy: "It's my incompetence that caused Amei to become ill like this... But Qingqing and I can't live here, we can't take advantage of it like this."

Ye Qing made it difficult to be strong once: "I live in a big place, there will be no inconvenience if there are more people, and it is convenient for everyone to take care of it together. Are you happy when you and Qingqing run back and forth? No need It would be too presumptuous if you have to figure everything out whether you want to take advantage of it or not.”

Ye Qingrang thought that he didn't have any subjective emotions when doing things. In fact, it was inevitable that he would be rude when speaking to He Zhenhua. On the contrary, He Zhenhua, who is really an honest person, saw He Qingqing's longing eyes and kept saying, "This... that's also true. Okay, Qingqing and I can do a lot of things, and we won't cause trouble for everyone!"

He Zhenhua should be only 50 years old, but his face is full of weather marks, his palms are wide and rough, obviously he is used to heavy work, his clothes and shoes are very old, judging by his appearance, he is actually quite upright, but he is a bit old, with gray temples Ash.

The car drove into the European-style bungalow. On both sides of the iron gate, the hired security guards opened the door. Ye Qingrang and his group are now considered dignified, unlike before, the hired security guards are all third-level awakened people.

The three of Shen Mei were even more horrified when they saw such a battle of momentum. It was a good thing that He Qingqing came here once, but He Zhenhua didn't even know where to put his hands.

The days settled down like this, with Ye Qingrang's best efforts to recuperate, the speed of Shen Mei's physical decline was temporarily stopped, probably because the son she was thinking of was by her side every day, Shen Mei's spirit was very good, but Ye Qingrang understood, No matter how good the situation is, it won't last more than three to five years.

After getting along for a few days, Ye Qingrang knew better that both He Zhenhua and He Qingqing were kind-hearted, down-to-earth people who were willing to do things. They had no flirts, one worshiped his brother badly, and the other treated them like his own sons without any grudges. Even if Ye Qing asked his biological father, he never took such care of him in the trivial matters of life.

Closing the door is a family matter, and the situation is still tense and complicated when you leave the door.Ding Jiukang had an invitation that day, Ye Qing asked all five of them to go, a banquet is waiting for everyone tonight.

When I entered the living room, I heard a clattering sound, and there was a mahjong table in the living room, and the four people on the table were quite interesting: an eighteen-year-old young woman, beautifully dressed, with impeccable appearance and figure, long wavy hair casually draped A young man in his early twenties, gentle and handsome, but he doesn't seem to be thinking about the game of cards, he frequently looks at the woman on the left; there is also a fat head with big ears and thinning hair, who wipes his sweat from time to time, every time he plays a card It took a long time to calculate; the last person turned out to be Ding Jiukang's housekeeper, sitting upright, as if he was doing an extremely serious and important matter.

Ding Jiukang was sitting on the sofa in the distance, chatting and laughing happily with a handsome young man next to him, while Dou Yan was sitting on the other side sullenly, beside her were three women of similar age eating snacks and chatting.Seeing Chen Ying, Dou Yan was even more annoyed, and stared at everyone, but unfortunately, none of the five paid any attention to her.

Ding Jiukang pointed to the row of seats on the other side. After the people sat down, the man next to him said, "Which one is He Chengshuang?" Ding Jiukang laughed: "Who told you what? Let me introduce Ye The doctor and Chen Ying."

The man glanced around and automatically locked his eyes on He Chengshuang. When He Chengshuang met his eyes, he saw that the man's face was smooth and fair, with thick eyebrows raised slightly rebelliously. Under the long and slightly curled eyelashes, black His eyes were shining brightly, and there was a slightly informal smile on his lips.

He is thin, wearing a white shirt, tied in navy blue trousers, the trousers are slightly rolled up, revealing a section of ankle with delicate bones, he is a handsome and handsome man.

Before Ding Jiukang could start introducing, he suddenly stood up, walked up to He Chengshuang and stretched out his hand, saying, "Kang Chi, nice to meet you."