Every time I'm lazy, I'm putting on big things, and I'm very tired today

What is the meaning of life, I do not understand.

***

Zhishui told me that the meaning of life is to live.

He said that was what someone told him too.

Who is it?

***

Met a strange man on the battlefield today.

He saved me.

In fact, I noticed the enemy's movements without him.

***

Orochimaru taught me that life has no meaning.

So, is there any meaning to living life?

***

I met that person again, and it turned out that he was Zhishui's teammate.

For some reason, although he was smiling, I felt that he was not happy.

I imitated him and smiled, and found that there is no more smile than this.

***

My father told me that he is the only thousand-handed family in the village.

I know the relationship between the Senju Clan and the Uchiha Clan.

Why are there only two people left?

***

He likes to touch my hair very much, and he often visits me and Zhishui in the clan land.

...Although I am very surprised why people from other races can easily enter and leave the Uchiha clan, but I don't hate the feeling of being cared about.

***

Buy me meatballs to eat, he is a good man.

***

He is hospitalized, is he sick?Still hurt?

Zhishui seemed very anxious, I begged him to take me to visit the doctor, and Zhishui agreed.

It was said that it was due to overuse of chakra, but luckily it was not an injury.

***

He also has Sharingan, can the Thousand Hands also have Sharingan?

Can't figure it out.

I also want to have Sharingan, which is a proof of the strength of the clan, so that I can also protect other people.

He said he hoped I would never open my eyes.

He looks sad.

why?

***

It turned out that his mother was from the Uchiha clan.

***

A younger brother was born, named Sasuke.

I suddenly understood the meaning of life, and I will protect him as an older brother from now on.

Sasuke... is a bit annoying.

...Are all younger brothers like this?

***

Today is a full moon, the moon is beautiful, and so are the people.

Although I talked about some irrelevant things, I really like the current atmosphere.

Very quiet, no one disturbed.

But tonight is not destined to be peaceful.

He ran in the direction of Kyuubi, hoping he was okay.

***

The Fourth Hokage died.

Hearing that Zhishui said that he was a disciple of four generations, he must be very sad.

He hasn't been here for a long time.

***

Quan gave me a bunch of three-color meatballs, which were delicious and reminded me of the person who often bought me meatballs.

I actually saw him.

Very happy, but also a little surprised.

But the gloomy aura around him felt even more serious.

He seems to have misunderstood something.

***

Today, a girl at school said she liked me, and I said no.

But what is like?

What is the definition of like?

He often rubs my face, does he like my performance?

Well, I happen to like him too.

***

He didn't come.

***

He still didn't come.

It's me... Overthinking?

***

He didn't come.

Life has to go on.

***

Sasuke is so cute.

As expected of my younger brother.

***

Sasuke will call brother!

***

Sasuke...

***

***

I miss him.

***

I was found skipping class, and I just wanted to keep up with Shisui and the others.

According to Zhishui, he is very strong.

Can I really catch up with him?

***

I graduated early.

Teammates... a bit too noisy, does he hate me.

***

It feels good to go out on missions with teammates.

Maybe I can be friends with them.

***

I met him again, and I really wanted to ask him why he didn't come to the Uchiha land anymore.

I dare not ask.

He gave me a wakizawa as my graduation gift.

Anyway, this is the first gift I ever received from him.

***

I'm not looking at the knife, I'm looking at the sword dancer.

Some people never know how dazzling their figure is.

He is the sun.

The sun emerging from the mud.

***

Teammate... was killed.

Who is that masked man, and why was I the only one left behind?

I opened my eyes.

***

Is that why he doesn't want me to open my eyes?

So painful.

Everyone is congratulating me for opening my eyes. What is there to congratulate on this curse-like power?

***

Sasuke... If possible, I don't want him to experience the same pain as me.

I will protect him.

***

He promised to give me a birthday present.

I've been waiting for a day, why didn't you come?Is Anbu so busy with work?

He has come.

Fortunately, I did not fall asleep.

***

His face felt a little hot.

***

He lives with Nine-Tails Jinchuriki, is it okay?

It is said that Jinchuriki is the son of the Fourth Hokage.

They do look alike.

***

Sasuke and Naruto have become friends, I really don't know what to say.

Fate?

***

I can only see Sasuke once in a while when we go out on the street, but I just take a look at him from afar.

I heard him call Naruto brother.

He is the younger brother, so what am I?

***

I have never felt that the title "brother" is so harsh.

I don't want to be his brother, and he's not my brother.

Then I...what the hell do I want to be.

***

I heard his voice when I went home today, and I didn't know how to face him for a while.

I called him by his name, but he didn't respond.

really......

I don't like that he still treats me like a child.

***

I have a hunch we won't see each other for a long time.

***

The water stop added to the roots, which I didn't expect.

He said some things need the help of root.

Village...Ninja...

***

I got promoted to chuunin.

Are you getting closer to that person?

***

Time flies so fast, Sasuke is about to go to school!

***

The village was under constant pressure, and there were undercurrents in the clan, and the mother's expression became more and more worried.

I should do something.

My father hoped that I would join Anbu, secretly obtain information from Konoha, and help the clan.

I agreed.

***

But after I joined Anbu, I realized that the Third Hokage also wanted to know the movements of the tribe through me.

In this way, while dealing with Konoha's senior management, I paid attention to the situation within the clan.

Which side of the spy am I, I can't see clearly myself.

***

It turns out that Uchiha has been under the surveillance of Konoha, and this is the first time I know about it.

Is the village afraid of Uchiha to such an extent?

Zhishui is still working hard for it where I can't see it, and I can't give up.

Is it really difficult for villages and ninjas to coexist peacefully?

***

I saw him.

It seems that every encounter is so short.

However, this is enough.

It's better not to involve him in Uchiha's affairs.

***

Tonight is the summer festival, a rare time to rest.

He is dressed up very eye-catchingly today and looks very happy.

He and Zhishui got very close, talking and laughing, but seeing this scene made me feel uncomfortable.

What is this sour mood?

***

The owner of a stall on the side of the road secretly took photos of him. I hurried forward and bought all the negatives. Fortunately, I was quick.

Looking at the people in the photo, I could hear my chest throbbing, and I couldn't stop.

I suddenly realized, and also figured out my abnormality during this period.

Am I so in love with that person?

It's not brotherhood, it's not the love of relatives, for Uchiha, it's only a once-in-a-lifetime heartbeat.

***

...I seem to be rejected.

Some can understand the feelings of those girls who were rejected by me when I was young.

Thinking of the interaction between him and Zhishui before, is the person he likes Zhishui?

This may be a good thing, Zhishui is close to his age, and he is better at taking care of people than me.

It's just that maybe we won't even be able to be friends in the future.

***

Peace...is bound to last.

I believe so firmly.

***

Zhishui committed suicide.

Before he died, he entrusted me with the other eye, asking me to protect the reputation of the village and Uchiha.

Why commit suicide, he died, what about that person?

I couldn't stop it, I could only watch Zhishui jump off the cliff.

Eyes are sore.

***

After Shisui's death, the conflict between the village and Uchiha did not ease much, and some only temporarily died down.

I know it's just the calm before the storm and those in the clan are bound to bottom out.

Stop the water, what should I do.

Can I really save this sad family?

***

Even though I knew that Danzo was uneasy and kind, and took away Shisui's eyes, I still agreed to cooperate with him.

I have no choice.

***

I... killed my parents with my own hands, and I am a sinner of the massacre family.

Sasuke...he will grow up safely in Konoha, the third generation promised me.

My heart seemed to be torn in two.

***

Unsurprisingly, I found that I didn't have anything to take away. Those things belonged to me once but not to me now.

I have nothing left to lose.

After thinking about it, I only carefully hid the photo of the person on the bedside in my arms, and then flipped the frame upside down.

Other than that, I didn't touch anything in the house.

***

I am sorry.

sorry Sorry sorry.

Please don't look at me with that kind of eyes, even if I'm deep in the mud, I only miss you......

What am I still looking forward to?

***

I am an unqualified brother, luckily someone can take care of Sasuke for me.

***

I'm going to see what the Akatsuki mentioned by "Madara" looks like, this is the last thing I can do for Konoha.

The author has something to say:

The episode started to air, it’s a short episode from Itachi’s perspective, it can be regarded as revealing some foreshadowing of the previous article (eggs)

Harm, extreme ooc, everyone just take a look.