white rose

In this way, I finally resumed my daily attire. When the women's clothing I was just used to was put in the cabinet, I was still a little bit reluctant.The servants in the house were somewhat taken aback by my new attire, although some of them knew about it.

I am very happy to have recovered my freedom, which also means that the child can finally try to accept the new world and finally start to wake up. I am sincerely happy for him.

He didn't ask me my real name, he still called me "Qiu" as before, I'm quite used to it, maybe he has realized that I will leave eventually, so he deliberately doesn't want to know too much, he thinks so and I also agree I am very happy, this proves that he has really matured a lot, and he will not play childish temper like before, and will not eat or practice the piano.

I was amazed at his efforts to change, I think he has realized the importance of practicing the piano well, he also started to make peace with his father, trying to please him, I just pretended not to care , I am afraid that my words will hurt the child's self-esteem and make him depressed again. In short, he has changed a lot, and his life is getting better and better.My efforts changed a child's fate?I don't know if I can say this, but I know that his change is still related to me.

He finally stopped being afraid of the crowd, and he no longer cared so much about other people's eyes. He almost started to play like a very successful person, with a sharp smile on his face when he played.Every time I stand behind him, I can feel the eager eyes from the crowd, and almost everyone is amazed by his piano sound.

This kid started to achieve success one by one. With my attention and help, someone was even willing to write an autobiography for him. I don’t know why he refused, but I still feel a little lost in my heart. Because this also means that my "first teacher" can no longer "pass the wild goose and leave a message", but my comfort is far greater than this little disappointment, that child's talent will not be buried after all.

Later, Zhi also had his own butler, but he still relied on me very much. He started to compose his own music, and I would also assist him. Sometimes a piece of music was completed by the two of us, and no one knew who worked harder.But I will always sign his name, just like a work of art that I carefully protect. I just want him to shine so that more people can appreciate it.

But he seldom plays those pieces. Maybe our creation is really immature, maybe he is not sure yet, but I am still a little puzzled, he has never played any of them, except when practicing in front of me, maybe he wants to Be a blockbuster, although in my eyes he is still a child, but sometimes his behavior really puzzles me.

After the contract expired, I renewed the contract with the master for another year. I know that Zhi’s career is now at a critical stage.More importantly, I want to help him complete his career. As his teacher, it will also have a very important impact on my future reputation.

Soon after, Zhi made a strange request that he wanted to move out. Although I knew that his elder brother Bai Qing moved out very early, but I think for him, his own home should be more comfortable. The master agreed to his request, but the wife was very reluctant to give up, but seeing his progress now, she just told him that they knew that they should support Zhi, because this was the awakening of his self-awareness, which also meant that he became more self-reliant .

His new house is much smaller than the previous villa, but it is much bigger than the place where he used to live, because it is completely his own space, and it is still relatively quiet here, but the people he can meet are more than before More, Zhuo sometimes happily wants to go out for a walk, sometimes it is me, sometimes it is someone else, pushing him on the street with not many people, God knows how difficult it was for him before, but now he starts Try to change, and it works.

We are arranging a new piece of music, because of constant revisions, I missed the evening bus, I thought about whether to ask my housekeeper to take me back, but Zhi didn't mean to stop at all, we discussed until late, every day Every work is like our child, we only hope to make it more perfect.

Later, Zhi fell asleep, and I didn't wake him up. It was very late to go back now, and I was embarrassed to ask the housekeeper, so I wanted to find an empty house in the yard for the time being.

I hadn't even walked out the door when I heard Zhi's voice.

"Teacher, can you chat with me?"

I didn't know how to refuse, so I carried him back to the bed and sat beside him to chat with him.

Zhi didn't know why, and was very upset, but he still didn't say anything.

"Teacher, do you dislike me too?" He said pitifully.

"Of course not, Zhi, why do you say that?"

"Is the teacher also afraid of my appearance?" He just looked at me like that, but when I heard his words, my heart felt a little chilly. I really don't know why this child would think so.

"Of course not, why would you think so?"

Zhi Zhi stared at me with disbelieving eyes, and I couldn't laugh or cry.

I took off the shoe on my right foot, revealing the mutilated body, but now it was Zhi's turn to be astonished.

"This is…"

"Teacher is the same as you, Zhi, I am also disabled, have you never noticed it?" I asked him with a smile.

The inside of my sock is clearly a prosthetic.

"So, Zhi, if I despise you, I despise myself." I comforted him softly.

This is the wound in my heart that can never be touched, and I have never mentioned it to others.Although many years have passed, I still can't let go.

That tragic car accident almost completely engulfed me and almost destroyed my home.

Zhi didn't know what he was thinking, but it was obvious that he was shocked.

"Teacher, can you sit beside me?" I looked at his expectant eyes, and suddenly felt distressed.Did he always come here like this when he was a child?

I sat down next to him, and he leaned against me, without saying anything. I wanted to say something, but I saw tears welling from the corners of his eyes.My question:

"are you sleepy?"

"Well, the teacher is tired too."

I yawned unconsciously.

"Are you still chatting, or you can sleep"

Zhi Zhi remained motionless, looking at his trembling eyelashes, I still didn't make up my mind to wake him up.

I didn't wake up until the morning. I was lying on Zhi's bed, but Zhi was gone. I didn't realize that he was going to practice piano again until I heard the sound of the piano.

When I saw him, he was sitting in front of the piano, and the soft morning sun shone on his body, as if covering him with a soft veil.

"Teacher, are you awake?" he asked me.

"Well, did you sleep well last night?"

"very good".