he is my brother

The tip of my tongue licked the wound on the corner of his lips, and the smell of rust and blood was transmitted to my brain through my taste buds. One of my hands was firmly held by him, and the other was propped on the wall. From my perspective, Seeing Jiang Yuming's trembling eyelashes clearly, he didn't dare to look at me at all.

"Look up." I didn't know how many times I sighed, "Look at me."

He is obviously only a finger's distance shorter than me, but he has created a feeling that he is going to shrink to the ground.

His body was stiff, and the courage to forcefully kiss me in the car had already fed the dog. I accurately pressed my lips on his lips: "You let me go first."

His palms were sweaty and he was trembling nervously. I stood up straight, walked into the living room with my slippers on, put the gray cat’s food bowl and litter box in a corner of the living room, poured out the cat food and litter, and a small bowl of warm water. I beckon the gray cat to come over.

The cat came to me from under the table, sat down with its tail wrapped around its body, looked at me intently with its green eyes, and I rubbed its head: "I'll give you a name, how about Xiao Hui?"

It bowed its head, as if it didn't care about the name.

"Let's eat first." I stood up and looked back at Jiang Yuming, who was still standing in the hallway, wondering what he was thinking.

"Yu Ming." I called his name.

His body trembled, as if frightened, he quickly turned his head to look at me: "?"

"Sit on the sofa." I walked towards the kitchen, "I'll make some soup and rice to rest my stomach."

He opened his mouth and hesitantly spit out a few words: "I...that..."

I close the sliding door of the kitchen, and the translucent door blurs the living room, separating the two sides.

On both sides of a door, there are also expressions of bitterness and hatred.

I stared at the cutting board in a daze for a while, and went through the whole day's work, only to realize what shocking thing I had just done, and I kissed Jiang Yuming.

I @#￥%...&!

I picked a small cabbage, peeled off the leaves and washed it, the sound of rushing water covered up my complicated mood, a big mistake caused by a momentary soft heart?

Fuck it, whose elder brother can kiss his younger brother in a moment of soft-heartedness, or mouth to mouth?

I put the cabbage leaves on the cutting board, took out the noodles, tomatoes and three eggs from the refrigerator, washed the tomatoes, and the water was already boiling on the stove, knocked the three eggs into the bowl one by one, mixed a little salt, Give it a quick stir.

This is simply unreasonable, am I out of my mind?

Cut the tomatoes, the water has boiled, I put the noodles into the pot, and the eggs and cabbage leaves that have been stirred with the tomatoes.

In addition to self-destructive tendencies, I have homosexual and incest tendencies?

Simply put two or three seasonings, I picked up the spoon and took a sip of the tomato soup, the saltiness was just right.

The benefits of both parents dying are reflected here. When I want to do something that is unreasonable, no one can stand up and stop me. Wait a minute, am I so fucking happy?

I took the time, turned off the valve and turned off the fire. I took two bowls, scooped tomato noodle soup into the bowls, turned off the range hood, opened the door, and saw Jiang Yuming curled up on the sofa when I looked up. I said, "It's time to eat. "

He put on his slippers with a bit of grit, walked to the dining table step by step, pulled out the chair and sat down, mechanically picked up the chopsticks and ate the noodles.

We finished our meal quietly, Jiang Yuming went to wash the dishes, I sat on the wicker chair facing the floor-to-ceiling windows in the living room, it was pitch black outside the window, the gray cat jumped on my lap, sniffing at me fingers, beard moving.

I listened intently to the sound of rushing water coming from the kitchen, my breathing slowed down, and my eyelids gradually drooped as I breathed in and out. I was really sleepy. Sit up straight, the sound of water has stopped.

I turned around, and Jiang Yuming was standing behind me, with a worried look on his face: "Brother."

"Well, come here." I beckoned him to stand beside me and looked out the window together, I said, "If I promise you, our future life will only be like that outside the window, hiding in darkness."

He was silent for a while, then went to turn off the light in the living room, and then walked back to me, looking at the scattered lights outside the window: "Brother, you are the light."

This silly boy.I couldn't help laughing, silly boy.

It was approaching midnight, and the sparse lights outside the window were persistently on. I turned my head to look at Jiang Yuming, his eyes reflected the light, he was reborn in two lives, tossed and wandered, and he described his former self as an unforgivable maggot , but regards me as a diamond in the palm of my hand, my chest is stuffy and painful, and the entanglement in the kitchen just now has the answer.

If I don't love him, who else can I love?

"Yu Ming, bow your head." I begged him.

He turned his head to look at me inexplicably, bending over slowly.

I grabbed his collar and printed a kiss on his lower lip: "Let's do it."

His eyes lit up suddenly, and then he knelt devoutly on one knee, his eyes level with mine, and his voice suppressed his excitement and trembling: "Okay, okay."

"Take a shower first." I stood up and pulled him up, and the two of them stumbled towards the bathroom while kissing.

It seems that I am a little more anxious than him.

After all, he is so young that he is not even proficient in kissing.

I picked up the shower head with a strange look on my face: "You've never done it before?"

"No." He said embarrassingly, and his hand that took off his shirt paused.

"Where are your previous girlfriends?" I asked.

"...I think it's better...on the night of the wedding." He said hesitantly.

"..." I didn't expect him to be a conservative person, I raised my eyebrows, "Then what did you say when you came in?"

"...we will never get married." He said dejectedly, "I really don't know what to do."

Alas... I turned on the switch, and the water covered Jiang Yuming's body. His figure was outlined by his wet shirt and trousers. I tried the water temperature, and it was OK. I turned off the nozzle and put the nozzle aside, and took off my shirt and trousers. Pants, and panties.

He stared at me in a daze, probably because he was steamed, his skin was light pink, I looked interesting, and twisted his chest muscles: "Silly boy, come on, brother will teach you."

He took a step back in astonishment, took off the rest of his clothes, straightened his waist, and faced each other frankly, especially frankly.

After taking off my clothes, I turned into a hooligan inexplicably. I quickly calculated in my mind how many years I had been abstinent. It seemed that since I got on the right track and didn't need me to socialize, I have completely lived a life of abstinence.

Guangjiang Yuming's mess is enough for me to worry about, so I don't have the mood to have fun anymore.

"Come here." I stretched out my hand and pulled him over, the steam was steaming in the small bathroom, the four lights of Yuba were on, I hung the shower head on the wall, wrapped my hands around his thin waist, and teased in his ear Said, "Just like you still bite the bullet and propose to do it?"

"Do it," he insisted, resting his head on my shoulder. "I've been working out."

I patted his buttocks, which were straight and upturned, very elastic, and had a great hand feel. I burrowed my index finger into the crevice of the buttocks. Jiang Yuming's breathing was slightly stagnant. I comforted him: "Relax."

The muscles in his inner thighs were stiff, and I just wanted to laugh: "Only fingers, don't be nervous."

He took a deep breath and tried to relax. The warm water flowed from between us. I held him all the time, skin to skin.

"Yu Ming, did you know that you have to enema first." I said, feeling the stiff muscles all over his body, "Shall I help you?"

"No, I can do it myself." He raised his head, his eyes were wet from the steam.

"Or, let's talk about it later." I tried to comfort him, "It's so late."

"No, just tonight." He was as stubborn as a rock, and then he raised his hand to rub my little friend, "I can't delay now."

"..." I @#￥%...&*!

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Let me write meat, I would rather jump into the river, just make do with it, I really tried my best.

I may write the whole thing, but I don't know where to post it.