he is my brother

I think of the puppy Juncang wants to raise, we went to the kennel to pick it together, with soft triangular ears, pink tongue, short limbs clumsy pulling the railing, wet nose sniffing around, looking pitiful And cute.

Jun Cang hugged the puppy and said that he wanted to raise it by himself and not let Uncle Lin touch it. Such a small child showed the stubborn and domineering desire of the Jiang family.

Am I the same as Jun Cang?

Yu Ming is my puppy, I brought him up single-handedly, but I trapped him from stepping into the unknown.

I once went to see a psychiatrist. After Jiang Yuming chose a university in the south, I sat on one side of the table and the gentle doctor sat on the other.

We chatted casually, and as the conversation got deeper, I became more resistant.

At the end of the conversation, the doctor said while recording: "Mr. Jiang, you have a secret tendency to self-destruct."

I felt ridiculous: "Are you saying I'm going to kill myself?"

"20.00%, what's more, you are prone to extremes." The doctor put down his pen and offered some useless suggestions, "Keep a happy mood, exercise more, and have psychological consultation once a week."

I shook my head and left the office, it was all bullshit.

At that time, Tantu Entertainment had just started, and I had to take care of my studies, so I didn't have time to spend half an afternoon doing psychological counseling.

Now I am lying on the hospital bed, I can't move except my mind, I can hear the sound of walking back and forth, someone is holding my hand, I can feel the warmth, but I can't respond.

I sink my heart, the darkness is with me, or rather, the darkness is eating me.

Maybe soon, I will be able to meet my mother.

【elder brother. 】

【elder brother. 】

[Jiangling meaning. 】

The low and inaudible murmur was so noisy that I had to cheer up and listen carefully.

[I was a mistake. 】

[Maybe I shouldn't be reborn. 】

【We just reincarnate again and again. 】

【right? 】

Rebirth?What rebirth?

[Last time it was a car accident, this time it was a murder, what about the next time, a falling object? 】

[I can't protect you. 】

[With my ability, I can't fight death even after being reborn thousands of times. 】

What car accident?

I feel like if I don't wake up right away, I'm going to be pissed off by the nonsense.

【Brother, I can be with you. If you die, I will commit suicide. 】

[If I am born again, I will be with you again. 】

[I only have you left. 】

After a long period of loneliness, he seemed to fall asleep.

Or left.

The warmth left my palm, as if to start a new journey.

The darkness embraced me again, immersed in the ink pool, day and night.

It's great to be like this all the time, you don't have to think about anything, you don't have to do anything, you are ignorant, just like eternity.

I heard sharp [beeps], and noisy and chaotic voices, and I felt my body move.

It doesn't matter, it's none of my business anyway.

——Hospital Corridor

Jiang Yuming stood pale in the corridor, Jiang Huaian came over and put his hands in his pockets, frowning and asked him: "Don't you know that Jiang Ling has mental problems?"

Jiang Yuming shook his head.

"How could he not wake up if he was just stabbed." Jiang Huaian walked back and forth irritably.

"Your leg?" Jiang Yuming looked at Jiang Huaian suspiciously.

"Rehabilitation is very effective." Jiang Huaian kicked his legs and kicked his leather shoes on the floor, "It's just cheating those old people."

"You are reborn." Jiang Huaian stared into Jiang Yuming's eyes, then sneered, "I said why did you suddenly get enlightened."

"In his last life, he died in a car accident." Jiang Yuming said, he looked at Jiang Huaian with unreasonable resentment, "You just stood by and didn't do anything."

"Oh? What about you?" Jiang Huaian sat on the bench, his eyes were icy cold, without any emotion.

"I'm dead." Jiang Yuming clenched his fists tightly, unwillingness and powerlessness welling up in his heart, "I died too early."

"I still didn't help him this time." Jiang Huai'an's tone was flat, like a voice made by a machine, "So what's the point of your rebirth? What do you think you can change?"

"I can't change anything." The clear light in Jiang Yuming's eyes was like a sharp sword, standing awe-inspiring, "But I can't die so early."

"Jiang Huaian, you guard your Jiang family, and I guard him." Jiang Yuming cast his mocking eyes on Jiang Huaian, "Fish and bear's paw, you are sometimes stupid."

"I have been guarding the Jiang family from the beginning to the end." Jiang Huaian's eyes flickered, he stood up, put his hands in his pockets and left, "You think too much."

——Jiangling Italy

No, I have to live.

If I die and Jiang Yuming commits suicide, my company will not be eaten away by Yan Hua, and then there will be another gap in the Jiang family.

Jiang Juncang has not grown up yet, and death is a very distant term for me.

I heard the surrounding quiet down, and the warmth returned to my palm.

I feel the light source, my eyeballs feel the light, I hear small voices in my ears, and the hot air smokes my ear pinnae.

【Brother, I like you. 】

"..." I opened my eyes and looked at Jiang Yuming lying on top of me expressionlessly, "Get down."

He stared at me blankly, and stood up straight at a loss: "Brother, you're awake."

Hey, I don't know if you are going to push your nose on your face again.

He took my glass of water while looking at me: "Moisturize your throat first."

I took a sip and handed it back to him: "What are you doing here?"

"..." He took the cup aggrieved and put it on the low table, "I want to see you."

"See what I do." I felt tired and had a headache when I saw him, "Go back to your Meng's house."

"Brother." He took a deep breath, not knowing what Meng Yiliu fed him, "I like you."

"Well, I see." I looked at him calmly. I have raised him for more than 20 years. Isn't it normal for him to like me?

His expression became more tangled: "I mean..."

"What are you talking about, I have a headache." I glanced at the hanging bottle. "There's no medicine left."

He shut up and called the nurse to change the medicine bottle.

"Uncle Lin." I saw a figure standing at the door and called him in.

Uncle Lin walked in with a lunch box: "Boss Jiang, Master Jiang picked up the young master."

"Well, I see." I replied, "How long do I have to stay?"

"At least half a month." Uncle Lin comforted me, "Vice President Ren took over the company's affairs, and Master Jiang also took some documents to help."

Jiang Huaian didn't know how to run a company, so I frowned. When I was discharged from the hospital, Tantu's family would probably be ruined.

"Master Jiang said he has professionals." Uncle Lin opened the lid of the lunch box, "Have some porridge first, Brother Shen specially delivered it."

"Yeah." I was about to reach for the spoon, but Jiang Yuming quickly snatched it away: "Brother, let me feed you."

"..."

——Jiang Zhai

Jiang Huaian casually flipped through the documents, picked out a few that were related to business secrets, and pushed the rest to the person on the other side: "Take it and deal with it."

"..." Yan Hua stared at the document cover "Tantu Entertainment XXX Project" with a complex expression, "This is..."

"Tantu Entertainment, my brother is sick and can't be dealt with." Jiang Huaian's eyes were dark, "If you dare to reveal it to Xingguang..."

Yan Hua's expression became more complicated.

He doesn't need to reveal it to Xingguang, he is the president of Xingguang.

"Does Mr. Jiang know?" Yan Huaguang felt his eyes hurt when he saw the word "smooth way".

"I don't know." Jiang Huaian hooked his lips, "Why, you still want him to know?"

Yan Hua shook her head.

"Then don't do it yet." Jiang Huaian raised his hand to dismiss him.

Yan Hua sighed, picked up the file, and thought it was another trial.

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Thanks for the comment, I will add another chapter.