On the Collapse of a Fantasy Writer's World View

Along the way, Tao Huai'an was very silent, never saying a word.

Tang Xiaochuan quietly looked at Tao Huai'an's side face, not daring to speak, and could only silently follow behind Tao Huai'an.

It wasn't until the two of them were about to return to the door that Tao Huai'an finally said calmly: "Is there anything you want to ask?"

Tang Xiaochuan paused for a moment, and then said seriously: "You can say what you want, and I won't ask if you don't want to."

Tao Huaian lowered his eyes, was silent for a while, and then said softly: "Isn't he your god, don't you want to know about him?"

Tang Xiaochuan blinked: "I wanted to know before, but now I don't want to know."

Tao Huaian looked at Tang Xiaochuan and raised his eyebrows: "Really?"

Tang Xiaochuan immediately raised three fingers and swore: "Really! Believe me!"

Tao Huaian paused, then chuckled lightly: "Okay, I believe you."

He was silent for a while, then said calmly: "Gongsun Shu and I... have known each other for many years."

When Tang Xiaochuan heard Tao Huaian's tone, he knew that he was finally willing to speak, so he fell silent and listened to Tao Huaian's story quietly.

"To some extent, he used to be my master..."

The original shape of Tao Huaian is the Qinling giant panda.

He was born in Qinling, and when he just opened his mind, Gongsun Shu, as a thousand-year-old ginkgo essence, was already a little-known big demon in Qinling. Logically speaking, there shouldn't be any intersection between the bear and the tree, but there is something between them. However, there is an intersection between them, and all this is because of Tao Huaian's mother, an equally powerful thousand-year-old panda spirit.

Gongsun Shu and Tao Huai'an's mother have known each other for many years, so they are also acquainted with Tao Huai'an. He also taught Tao Huai'an a lot of things.

Pandas are in a matrilineal society, and panda cubs are brought up by their mothers. Tao Huai'an is no exception. He has been by his mother's side from the time when he was a cub to the time when he transformed into a refined form. The relationship between mother and child is very deep.

But just after Tao Huaian became a spirit, his mother gradually began to age and die... Even the gods cannot escape the five declines of heaven and man, let alone his mother is just an ordinary fairy.

Not long after Tao Huaian successfully transformed, his mother died.

And at that time, Gongsun Shu was on the verge of crossing the catastrophe.

Gongsun Shu practiced for thousands of years and was finally on the verge of crossing the catastrophe. It can be said to be a major event in Qinling. On the day he crossed the catastrophe, the entire Qinling Mountains could see the catastrophe cloud wrapped in purple thunder covering the sky, which was quite amazing and terrifying.

But in that thunder disaster, Gongsun Shu failed to overcome the disaster.

The dying Gongsun Shu, who failed to cross the robbery, broke into the place where Tao Huai'an's mother was buried, forcibly dug out the demon pill from Tao Huai'an's mother's body, and swallowed it to continue his life.

At that time, Tao Huai'an witnessed all this on the spot. He watched his mother's body being dug up by the demon-digging pill. Of course he was very angry, but he had just transformed into a form not long ago, and he couldn't beat the thousand-year-old Gongsun. According to the above, although Gongsun Shu at that time was a lot weaker because of the failure of crossing the catastrophe, he still had no trouble dealing with Tao Huaian, a little demon who had just hardened and formed.

After Gongsun Shu seriously injured Tao Huai'an, he wanted to take away Tao Huai'an's demon pill as well, but he didn't know why, maybe because he was thinking about the relationship between his master and apprentice, he still didn't attack Tao Huai'an in the end.

After Gongsun Shu fled in a hurry, Tao Huaian tried several times to get back his mother's demon pill, but compared to Gongsun Shu, a thousand-year-old demon, he was too weak. After countless failures, he finally gave up helplessly.

"...After Gongsun Shudu's robbery failed, in order to survive, he had to snatch the demon pills everywhere to barely hang on to his life," Tao Huaian said lightly, "he has to go out so far every once in a while, every time he Every day of life is snatched from others, and every time is a battle of life and death, if he wins, he will be able to linger on for a while, if he loses, his days of dying struggle will come to an end."

Tang Xiaochuan was stunned for a long time. He never expected that there would be such a relationship between Tao Huaian and Gongsun Shu. He finally understood why Tao Huaian hated Gongsun Shu so much. He always said that Gongsun Shu's fate was not long, and he always thought that it was because Tao Huaian hated Gongsun Shu that he was talking nonsense, but he didn't expect that Gongsun Shu really didn't live long.

This time Gongsun Shu suffered such serious injuries, he must have failed, according to Tao Huaian...

"His dying days are over."

Tao Huai'an hated Gongsun Shu so much, if Gongsun Shu was really going to die, then Tao Huai'an should be very happy... But now Tao Huai'an doesn't look very happy.

Tang Xiaochuan didn't say anything, just stretched out his hand and patted Tao Huaian's shoulder lightly.

Tao Huaian continued to say calmly: "Although Gongsun Shu can only use any means to take the demon pill to extend his life, he also knows the reason why rabbits don't eat grass by the side of their nests, so he has never attacked people in Qinling Mountains. Everyone doesn't know about him. His true face, until later he left Qinling by himself."

"When he rescued the budgerigar, he must have had the sinister purpose of seizing the demon pill, but he didn't know why he didn't do it all the time. Maybe it was because the budgerigar's current cultivation was not enough, so he planned to do it again. Wait a while."

Tao Huaian sneered: "That budgerigar actually thought he was a good man, his own savior, it's really pitiful and pathetic."

Tang Xiaochuan frowned slightly: "Maybe they really have feelings for each other? After all, after raising them for so long, even if they raise dogs and cats, they can also develop feelings for each other, let alone a spiritual parrot..."

"Emotions?" Tao Huai'an said indifferently, "Grass is ruthless. He and my mother have known each other for thousands of years, and they were absolutely unambiguous when they attacked. How could he have any heart? How could he have any feelings?"

Tang Xiaochuan didn't know what to say for a while, he was silent for a while, and he could only sigh.

Tao Huaian lowered his eyes: "...Forget it, he's dying anyway."

He hates Gongsun Shu so much, but he still rescued Gongsun Shu just now because he knew that Gongsun Shu would surely die. It's just lingering on the last breath before dying.

"It's really sad to still be dying like this when you know you are bound to die."

Tao Huaian's tone was very calm.

Tang Xiaochuan looked at Tao Huaian's calm expression, and suddenly remembered what Gongsun Shu said just now.

"I just don't want to die..."

"Is this wrong?"

...Is it wrong not to want to die?

he does not know.

The two of them became more silent along the way, Tao Huaian was probably still immersed in the memories of the past, while Tang Xiaochuan also fell into a thoughtful silence.

It wasn't until he got back to the door that Tang Xiaochuan came to his senses and took out the key to open the door.

As a result, as soon as he opened the door, he found that the living room he had managed to tidy up not long ago had become a mess again. The things on the coffee table and sofa fell all over the floor, and the glass products were broken all over the floor. It was like a gust of wind passing through.

"Fuck, what happened again?"

Tang Xiaochuan was devastated. Not long ago, he cleaned up the messy living room. Why is it messed up again now?

As soon as he leaves, must something big happen at home?

He cast a small look at Tao Huai'an that wanted to cry, but Tao Huai'an frowned slightly: "This is... the breath of that wild chicken."

"A local chicken?" Tang Xiaochuan was taken aback. The name made him react for a while before he thought of a person, "He Yuanzhou? What is he doing here?"

Compared with the previous time when the grass goldfish took shape, this time the tragedy of the living room was even more shocking. There were even cracks on the ceiling and four walls, and the fluorescent lamp and ceiling fan above the head were hanging precariously.

Just when Tang Xiaochuan collapsed and wondered, a ball of fluffy and round things fell from the cracks of the sofa, squeaking and pounced on him, and he immediately subconsciously stretched out his hand and grabbed the round ball.

The frightened hamster hid in Tang Xiaochuan's hand and shivered: "It's scary! It's scary!"

"What happened?" Tang Xiaochuan rubbed the hamster in his hand and asked with a frown.

"He Yuanzhou broke in just now! He seemed to want to grab some feather from Xiaohong's hand, and then he fought with Xiaohong! The fight was so fierce that I quickly hid! Later Xiaohong lost, and the feather It was snatched away..." Shi Youjia has a good relationship with Rabbit Jing, so when he mentioned that Rabbit Jing lost in a fight, his tone was a little listless.

The corner of Tang Xiaochuan's mouth twitched, he couldn't bear to tell Shi Youjia that it was just returning the property to its original owner: "And then?"

"Then for some reason, when He Yuanzhou saw the feather, he snatched Xiao Hong away."

Shi Youjia was stunned.

Tang Xiaochuan: "..."

He silently turned his head to look at Tao Huai'an: "What is this? Robbing civilian men?"

Tao Huaian paused for a moment: "He took that rabbit spirit away?"

"He saw the feather, and said inexplicably that Xiaohong was his destined partner, and regardless of Xiaohong's objection, he forcibly took Xiaohong away!"

Tang Xiaochuan was also a little confused, he looked at Tao Huaian blankly: "Now... what should I do?"

"Let him go." Tao Huai'an was clearly dissatisfied with the rabbit meticulously who insisted on recognizing Tang Xiaochuan as his master.

"How can you do this! We need to hurry up and rescue Xiaohong!" Shi Youjia became anxious, "What if he kidnaps Xiaohong to eat Xiaohong? Isn't that how it's done in TV dramas? The monster captured Tang Seng just to eat meat!"

"He doesn't eat rabbits, and eating rabbit meat won't make him immortal." Tao Huaian was very calm.

Shi Youjia was dumbfounded immediately, and when he was desperately trying to find a reason to persuade the two of them to save the rabbit spirit, there was a burst of baby crying in the room.

...wait, baby crying?

Tang Xiaochuan and Tao Huai'an looked at each other with blank faces.

Tao Huaian was the first to react. He frowned slightly, turned around and walked towards the room.

When Tao Huaian and Tang Xiaochuan walked to the door of the room, in the next second, they saw a chubby little baby lying on the somewhat messy bed.

The little baby was very cute, with big and round wet eyes, and a puffy little face with a little chubby baby fat, whimpering and spitting bubbles.

Where did the child come from?

A baby from heaven?

Tang Xiaochuan looked dazed and at a loss.

And at this moment, the little baby who found that someone was coming suddenly stopped crying, and raised his two fleshy little arms in the direction of Tang Xiaochuan, and yelled childishly: "Mi... ...Mimi~"