He always wants to kill this scum

Xie Huan nodded: "I understand, because I understand, so I can no longer hide it. I am full of guilt every day when I am with him. I don't want to see him so tired and so painful."

"You have gone through so many divisions and reconciliations, I hope you can get the best out of your hardships." Zhao Yan sighed lightly. After almost nine years of time, how many nine years are there in life?

"Stone, I wanted to say a lot to you before, but I was afraid of reminding you of the sad past, so I didn't say it. Lingxiang may make you feel regretful and painful, but she has become the past. I hope you can learn from the past. Jump out of that pit completely, start again, and start a new life of your own.”

Zhao Yan's expression was heavy, but he finally smiled and said, "I understand. Don't worry about me too much."

Xie Huan patted him on the shoulder, hoping that he would really understand.It was already one o'clock in the morning when we returned to the hotel that day, Xie Huan bought some food and went back, but the few people didn't like it, and he killed the supper for those few people by himself.Li Shufan seemed to drink a little too much, Zhang Wei helped him to the bathroom and vomited once: "Shufan, are you feeling better? Take this medicine first, or you will have a headache when you wake up tomorrow morning."

Li Shufan leaned against Zhang Wei's arms, obediently took the medicine, Zhang Wei picked him up and put him on the bed: "I'll get you some water to wipe yourself, you lie down."

When he turned to leave, Li Shufan grabbed his hand so tightly that Zhang Wei felt that he had exhausted all the strength in his body. He looked back at him, and Zhang Wei's heart was stabbed fiercely by that sad look. : "Shufan, just cry out when you feel sad, I am still here, no matter what, I will be with you, I am your relative, your support."

He stepped forward and hugged Li Shufan tightly into his arms. Li Shufan wrapped his hands tightly around his waist, trembling slightly, and choked up: "There used to be a home that belonged to me here, and there were my relatives in the home. For 18 years, they have been all my joy and support. But today, when I come back here, I can’t step into that former home, and I dare not even think about it. They hate me, but why don’t I hate them What crime did I commit to make them so unfeeling? For so many years, I pretended to forget all of this, but it will always be like a thorn in my heart, always reminding me of pain."

Zhang Wei then became sad, he stroked Li Shufan's back, frowned and said: "Shufan, let's go home together."

Li Shufan looked up at Zhang Wei with tearful eyes: "Go home?"

"Yes, go home, let's go home together, I will accompany you whatever you want to do."

Li Shufan shook his head: "No, it doesn't make any sense anymore. They will never accept us. What are they going to do when they go back? Could it be that they use the most vicious words in the world to attack and insult us? I don't care. But you... I can't stand them attacking you with the same vicious words, I'm going to lose control."

"It's okay, if you don't go back and face it, this thorn in your heart will never be removed! Shufan, I want to see you live happily forever. If you don't get rid of this thorn in your heart, I will follow you forever." Happy. This is the only solution. It doesn’t matter what they say. As long as we are determined, go back and tell them that we are happy, that’s enough. As for whether they accept it or not, what do you think? Is it still important?"

Li Shufan looked up at Zhang Wei seriously for a long time, then smiled: "Oh, Ah Wei, you seem to have matured a lot. At least you are more sensible than me now. When you wanted to chase me back then, why didn't you have such courage and determination? "

Zhang Wei blushed, but smiled a little embarrassedly: "I...every time I see you, my heart beats non-stop, and sometimes I can't even speak well, Shufan, I care too much You, that’s why I’m always worried about hurting you or being rejected by you. Until these days when you are with me, I feel so unreal and happy as if I’m dreaming.”

Li Shufan leaned forward and kissed him: "Awei, remember, you can never betray me or abandon me. If you betray me or abandon me, I will drag you to hell with me!"

"Fool, it's too late for me to love you, how could I leave you. Shufan, promise me, I'll go back with you tomorrow, okay?"

Li Shufan frowned and looked embarrassed: "Let me think about it again. In fact, if I can, I really don't want to go back to that home in my life. There are too many painful memories there."

"No matter how painful it is, we must face it. Only in this way can the knot in your heart be completely untied." Zhang Wei caressed his handsome cheek, eyes full of pity: "Go to sleep, you must be very happy today. Tired, take a good rest. Be obedient."

"Don't leave me, just stay with me like this. I'm alone... very scared."

Zhang Wei clasped his five fingers tightly, deeply understanding the worries and fears in his heart: "I will guard you until dawn, I promise! Go to sleep."

Zhang Wei assured again and again that Li Shufan finally closed his eyes and fell into a deep sleep with peace of mind.Zhang Wei hugged him tightly, kissed the hair on top of his head, the faint fragrance of shampoo made him intoxicated.

two o'clock in the morning...

"Xiaodong, are you still watching movies?" Xie Huan lay on the bed in a large font, stroking his bulging belly, and swallowed his saliva with his half-closed tiger eyes staring at the top-notch man with half-exposed shoulders.Only Han Dongchen is more attractive than food.

Han Dongchen glanced at him and ignored him, Xie Huan felt heavy in his heart, and rubbed his nose for fun: "Xiaodong, don't be angry with me, let's do something interesting, look... "

"Can you think of something else?"

Xie Huan felt relieved all of a sudden, and he finally talked to himself, although the words were still full of gunpowder: "It's so late, what else can we do?"

Han Dongchen stared at him speechlessly: "You can still jump from upstairs, why don't you?"

"I jumped, can we still do that thing?"

"Go to hell!!"

"Without being happy with you, I couldn't die happily." Xie Huan's sad look completely made Han Dongchen compromise.

"Forget it, I was really defeated by you Xie Huan, you are really invincible and cheeky, I accept it." Han Dongchen turned off the computer, ended the deadly battle, and climbed onto the bed.

Xie Huan hugged him beautifully from behind: "Xiaodong, are you not angry anymore? Forgive me?"

"Shut up, what time do you know now? I'm going to bed."

Xie Huan kissed the back of his neck, and hugged the man in his arms even tighter: "Well, I'll let you go tonight. Good night."

Han Dongchen intertwined his fingers, and fell into a deep sleep.The climate in the south is always very humid, not as dry as in the north. In the morning, several people discussed and decided that Li Shufan and Zhang Wei went back to Li's house, and Xie Huan took Han Dongchen and Zhao Yan to their hometown in the town.

A few people came to the town by car. The changes here in the past ten years are not too big. At least you can find the familiar place at a glance when you walk here. When Han Dongchen returned to his hometown, he saw the collapsed old house in front of him and sighed softly Tone, after not going home for seven years, the adobe-brick house collapsed like this, the soil and bricks were scattered, weeds were overgrown, and the layout inside could still be vaguely seen, as well as some bowls, pots and broken chairs that were too late to take away.

"I want to go in and take a look." Han Dongchen looked at the two of them: "It's too messy inside, why don't you go back to Xie's old house first, and I'll come out after just looking around."

"Let me accompany you, I also want to go in and have a look." Xie Huan then handed the key in his hand to Zhao Yan: "Shitou, you have been to my house, you know the way, the key is given to you, you go back and wait for us .”

Zhao Yan nodded: "Okay then, I'll wait for you at the old house."

Xie Huan held Han Dongchen's hand tightly, and smiled slightly: "Let's go, take a look at the place we used to be tired of, and relive our old relationship."

Han Dongchen rolled his eyes at him: "What is revisiting old love? Feelings, old love is better than new love?"

"No, Xiaodong, you misunderstood. Thinking about how you have changed from an attractive boy to an uncle today, it will make people sigh, isn't it?"

"What do you mean? Are you starting to dislike me now? That's fine. I think that Nancy is quite attractive, young and handsome. Thank you very much for the president. You don't have to look for an old and ugly uncle like me." Super man, you go find someone else, you go slowly, I won’t give you away.” Han Dongchen walked towards him angrily, Xie Huan was helpless, she really didn’t look like the little daughter-in-law back then, she was like a little wild cat after a few words, I wish I could Pounce on yourself, but... it's so fucking painful!

Han Dongchen is like a nostalgic scavenger in the garbage dump of memory, the house is covered with a thick layer of dust, he doesn't care at all, every corner, every piece of wood fragments, he wants to take a closer look , touch it.

Xie Huan pointed to his room: "What I want to go most is your room, where we have many common memories."

Han Dongchen glanced upstairs, walked towards his room, opened the door, the musty smell and dust made it hard to breathe, Xie Huan quickly opened the window, and looked through the window to the streets of the town, He smiled and said, "I never knew that the angle of view here is so good, and I can clearly see the pedestrians passing by in the town. Xiaodong, to be honest, have you ever peeked at me from the window?"

"No!!" Han Dongchen answered decisively, he would not tell this bastard that he had expected him to walk in front of him on the asphalt road in that small town thousands of times.

"Really? What a great peeping opportunity. If I were you, I would definitely do it." Xie Huan said with a shameless smile.

Han Dongchen's forehead twitched, and he stared at this guy speechlessly: "What are you doing with shame?"

"Don't be like this Xiaodong, you always hit me like this, my fragile little heart will be hurt to pieces by you." Xie Huan shamelessly touched his chest, putting on an expression that he was about to die at any time .