He always wants to kill this scum

"Xiaodong..." Xie Huan wanted to step forward to pull him, but was stopped by Xie's mother: "Xie Huan, do you know what you are doing?!"

Xie Huan looked at his mother wearily: "Then do you know what you are doing to me? At that time, we were all young, and maybe many of us didn't understand, and we didn't know how to understand, so we followed your arrangement, thinking that maybe this would That's right. I admit that I'm sorry for Tusiduo, she is the biggest victim in the emotional entanglement between me and Xiaodong, and I am willing to bear my share of the guilt, but not all the responsibilities for your misfortune will be taken by me, Tusiduo Si Duo, do you love me? What you love is only yourself. The most painful thing for you is not that I don’t love you but marry you, but that you waited for seven years and I don’t love you. You dug yourself I love Han Xiaodong, no matter in front of you or in front of people all over the world, I can announce it loudly, and I am One of the most regrettable things I have done in my life is to let go of his hand and let him leave me for seven years."

"Perhaps, in your eyes, the past seven years have been pretty good for me. After graduating from university, returning from studying abroad, inheriting the family business, getting a wife and starting a family, how perfect! But this is what you want!! You know what's in my heart Do you feel it? I feel that the seven years without Han Xiaodong could belong to any of you, except that it did not belong to me, Xie Huan. I have never really lived these seven years. Mom, do you love me? Why are you so cruel? Seeing me in such pain? You all say you love me, but you can just sit on the sidelines and pretend not to know how I really feel. I don’t want to be so selfish, so I obeyed your arrangement, but then I realized that it’s better to work hard for my own life Struggle, want to be with the person you like, this is not selfish, it is you, too selfish!"

Xie Huan walked out of the ward slowly while supporting the wall, leaving the two of them silent in the empty ward.During the week when Xie Huan was hospitalized, Han Xiaodong didn't come again, and Xie Huan didn't mention the name any more. Instead, Xie's mother felt a little uneasy.

"How do you eat so little?"

Xie Huan pushed the lunch away: "I can't eat anymore. I don't have a good appetite these days. Just get some food. You don't have to bother to do this or that. You guys go back first."

Father Xie took a deep breath, and said to Xie Huan in a sincere tone: "Your mother told me about you and Xiaodong, and I still say the same thing. After all, you and Xiaodong are both men. I won't agree with him being together."

"I didn't think you would agree. If that's the case, let's stop this matter here. I'm tired and want to sleep for a while." Xie Huan pulled the quilt and closed his eyes, refusing to communicate with them.Xie Dad and Xie Mom had no choice but to leave the ward.

Xie Huan looked at the mobile phone in the distance, reached for it and called Han Dongchen: "Dongchen..."

"Hmm." Han Dongchen was taking a bath in the bathtub of the hotel, half-closed his eyes and stared at the ceiling in a daze: "How is your injury?"

"It's almost over. I'm going to be discharged from the hospital tomorrow. Where have you been these few days?"

"You don't care where I am, I just found a hotel and stayed here. Don't fall out with your family, it's not good, if you have anything to say, tell them well, as for our matter... ...Let’s forget it like this, Xie Huan, we have nothing to do with each other. Live a good life with Tusiduo and have a baby in the future. Relationships can be cultivated slowly.”

"Is that what you think?" Xie Huan's eyes turned red: "At least I think you should make some resistance to fate."

Han Dongchen smiled: "Do you think we were young? I don't know how high and earthly it is to be together for the rest of my life. Who knows that half a lifetime will never end. Xie Huan, I really admire you, at least you still have courage Showdown with your family, but I...unless I die, will my family members be moved."

Xie Huan was thoughtful, and after thinking for a long time, he said: "They knew that when I was with you, I was really about to die. After more than ten hours of rescue, I was pushed out of the operating room. The doctor told them that I might die. Became a vegetable. That was the time, they were terrified, so they wouldn't be too tough about me and you."

Han Dongchen frowned, and sat up from the bathtub: "What is dying? Why have I never heard of this... Wait——"

He suddenly remembered that there was such a thing. At that time, he only heard from his mother that Xie Huan was hospitalized, but he didn't know how. Later, because of his relationship with Xie Huan, he became very stiff. The matter was never mentioned again.

"That day, we broke up in the alley outside the bar."

"You left without saying anything." When Han Dongchen mentioned this, his heart tightened and ached.

"Fool!" Xie Huan said with red eyes: "I was so hurt by you that I couldn't say a word. I found another bar by myself, drank some wine, and walked to the bridge. At that time... I really wanted to die. I can't think about anything, only what you said to me is left in my mind, I said to myself, jump off this bridge, or forget you, or die. I jumped from the top Go on, but in the end, I still haven't been able to forget you."

"Why are you so stupid?" Han Dongchen was suddenly full of distress and self-blame: "The words at that time were all lies to you, and none of them were true. I just wanted you to leave me. I didn't pawn the ring either. It was snatched by the gangsters. The ring you gave me is the only thing I can place on you. After losing it, I feel distressed for a long time, but they miraculously returned to my hands in the end, and I have been keeping them. on."

"Xiaodong, do you love me? Do you still want to stay with me?"

"Xie Huan...Actually, I have never stopped loving you. Of course I want to be with you, forever like when we were in a small town. Although we had nothing, we were really happy."

"Then let's fight for it once, Xiaodong, this time none of us will give up. Promise me?"

"Then what should Tu Siduo do? Wan Xiao and I can divorce at any time, but you can't." Thinking about it, Han Xiaodong thought it was impossible.

"How will you know if you don't try it? Don't worry about my situation. I will handle it myself." Xie Huan comforted him: "It's you, can you make up your mind to have a showdown with your parents?"

Han Dongchen took a deep breath: "For you, I will try."

"Well, I'll wait for your news."

After the two hung up the phone, they both began to plan how to go on the road ahead.Han Dongchen got up and put on his nightgown to call his mother.

"Mom, is Xing'er asleep?"

"She just fell asleep and quarreled for a long time saying she missed you. When will you come back and see?"

"I'm sorry, Mom, for troubling you. I'll probably be back tomorrow, uh... I'm here to see Xie Huan." Han Xiaodong said tentatively.

"Xiao Huan, is he okay?" Speaking of Xie Huan, Han's mother became amiable.

"Well, he's not bad, mom..." Han Dongchen didn't say what he was holding in his mouth, let out a breath and swallowed it back: "It's nothing, you guys go to rest early, I'll talk about it when I come back tomorrow."

After hanging up with his mother, Han Dongchen fell asleep restlessly.I slept very restlessly all night, and got on the plane back to the city early the next morning. When I got home, Xing'er had already been sent to the kindergarten to go to school. My mother knew that he would come back today and bought some dishes, busy in the kitchen.

"Mom, I'm back." Han Dongchen went to the kitchen and hugged his mother: "Where's Dad? Why don't you see anyone else?"

"Your father went to play chess with old man Li at the opposite door early in the morning, and he should be back soon."

"Dad's hobby is quite good. Self-cultivation can also pass the boring time." Han Dongchen said with a smile: "Mom, what do you think of Xie Huan?"

"Xiao Huan? Isn't it very good? I took good care of you back then. This child is actually very kind-hearted. This is not a good thing, but good rewards. Xiao Huan is doing very well now, and I am also happy for him." The mother smiled. Hehe said.

Han Dongchen sighed lightly: "Mom, in fact, he is not doing well now."

The mother frowned and looked at her son: "What's wrong? Why isn't life going well? Wasn't he fine when he got married a while ago?"

"Mom, you don't understand. Xie Huan actually has someone he likes very much, but he doesn't love the girl he married."

"Why don't you like that girl? She is so beautiful and looks gentle and generous, which matches Xiaohuan very well!" The mother shook her head and said, "You young people are just restless, whether you like it or not, Just live your life."

"According to what you say, mom, one day if my dad takes a fancy to someone else, you don't care?"

Mother Han got angry when she heard this: "What?! How do you talk, kid?! How can your father think of others!"

"Hey—Mom, you really have confidence." Han Dongchen laughed: "Then what do you do to my dad? Mom, if it wasn't for Dad, wouldn't many things become meaningless?"

Mother Han thought about it for a long time, and nodded: "When I married your father, I didn't have anything to ask for. I have suffered for a long time. So many years have passed without knowing it, and I can't talk about it. Whether you love it or not, your father and I are family members, inseparable family members, what you call love, will one day turn into family affection with time."

"But the premise of changing the family relationship is that two people must also have a relationship foundation, right?" Han Dongchen looked at his mother seriously and said.

The mother stared at him suspiciously: "Why is your child so weird today, all you talk about is nothing?"

"Mom, I just want to say that if a person can't be with the person he likes while alive, it will be a very painful thing."