He always wants to kill this scum

Xie Huan slept until the afternoon when he was awakened by the sound of the phone, and when he answered the phone, Brother Wei's voice came from the other end: "Your Majesty, you are probably in bed at the moment, do you think about coming out to have dinner with me, a lonely family? "

Xie Huan turned over and said in a nasal voice while half awake, "Come to my house and cook for you tonight."

"Tsk tsk tsk—your majesty, you are so virtuous. Alright, I haven't tasted your craft yet, so I'll come right here." Brother Wei arrived at Xie Huan's house an hour later.

When Xie Huan opened the door, he was still wearing a nightgown and his hair was disheveled. He invited brother Wei into the room and asked, "What do you want to drink?"

"casual."

"There is everything, but there is nothing casual."

"Okay, coffee."

"Wait a minute." Like Xie Huan, who pursues gourmet food first, all the coffee is ground and brewed by himself.

Half an hour later, the delicious coffee was brought to Brother Wei, and Xie Huan took out a homemade blueberry cake from the refrigerator.Brother Wei tasted the taste, and the taste was very good. He smiled and said, "Shitou and I are not worried at all when you go abroad, because we know that no matter where you are, you will not starve yourself."

Xie Huan laughed while holding the coffee: "That's right! If you lose to anyone, you can't lose yourself."

"Happiness is the pleasure-seeker. Did you have a good time last night?"

"It's okay, I'm a little tired. You know I'm not good at taking care of others!" Xie Huan lazily threw himself on the sofa, with some dark circles under his eyes.

"Isn't it? A gigolo in a bar."

"The little dancer passed me by. Last night, I got on the wrong nerve and spent the night with Han Xiaodong. When I woke up, he told me that I had a good time yesterday. The grateful look almost didn't count the money for me. "

It could be heard that Xie Huan's tone contained a touch of loss and sensibility.Zhang Wei sighed: "What do you think, Brother Xiaodong?"

"Oh, God knows what he's thinking! In fact, I don't know what I'm thinking, what's missing and empty. It's only when I hug him or when I'm with him that such loss and emptiness will leave. I'm leaving. Ah Wei, do I... still love him?"

Zhang Wei sighed lightly: "You have to ask yourself to find the answer, but I think, even if you don't still love him, but... What is certain is that you haven't let him go completely."

"I once...wanted to die for him. At least after such an unforgettable love, I really have to let go of it completely in this life. It is impossible to remain indifferent when I see him. Maybe my body's desire for him comes from The restlessness in the depths of my soul made me unable to let him go. Seven years ago, I was chatting with him on the Internet, and he suddenly told me that he had another man. I felt that he would share the most precious thing that only belonged to each other with others, I was very... very uncomfortable, so I deliberately disappeared and no longer contacted him."

"In fact, I should have known that from the moment we let go of each other, this is the inevitable result. I am not qualified to criticize him. Humans are the most complicated animals in the world. Desires dominate emotions, or emotions dominate desires. Either way, it's something we can't control."

Zhang Weiruo thought: "You are right. Falling in love with someone may be just a moment of looking back. It is unpredictable. In fact, you can try to fall in love with him again."

Xie Huan sighed heavily: "Brother Wei, do you know? It's too easy to fall in love with him again, but letting me let go again will definitely take the consciousness of life. This time, if you catch me, you won't let go. So, I don't want to love him, just let the mutual relationship freeze at this stage."

Zhang Wei shook his head: "Have you ever heard a sentence? The best time of relationship is the vague affection when we first met each other. Just like I am to... Li Shufan, every time I think of him, I think of him. Most of them are just the ambiguous feeling when the relationship and feelings are not clear. If you really want to let go, don’t let your feelings towards him freeze at this stage. This will only make you sink deeper and deeper. When you wake up, you can't extricate yourself."

Xie Huan nodded, and had already made up his mind: "Your studio is in Beijing?"

"Yes, my mother is living with me now, so I don't have to worry about food and clothing. Shitou is also in Beijing now, working in the Legal Affairs Office. He's doing very well. I haven't seen him for a long time, and I don't know him. What has become of it?"

"When will I go back? I just... have to go back and have a showdown with my family, so it's not an option to procrastinate." Xie Huan lit a cigarette.The way he blew smoke rings reminded Zhang Wei of Huang Xiaoya, very similar.Inexplicably sad in my heart, a nostalgic person is always like a scavenger, rummaging through the garbage of memories, looking for those fragments.Then impose those lost things on yourself, and finally become your own, so as to commemorate the memory.

"In three days, I will go back in three days. There are quite a lot of things to be busy."

"Then I'll go with you." Xie Huan suggested.

Zhang Wei took a deep look at him and nodded. Three days later, Xie Huan and brother Wei left this small town and flew to Beijing.

Those nights that gave each other magnificence are like an unrealistic dream, so far away that people can hardly recall any details, only remember the feeling at that time, which is very profound.

On this day, Han Dongchen came to the gay bar alone like that night, but he didn't expect to meet that muscular man again.

"Hi, nice to see you again," he said.

Han Dongchen smiled and clinked glasses with him: "Are you a regular visitor here?"

The handsome man thought for a while, then nodded: "Well, my name is Mu Yingfeng."

"Han Dongchen."

"The man from last time... Didn't you develop it? I thought you were acquaintances." Mu Yingfeng asked him tentatively.

Han Dongchen laughed: "Development with a one-night stand? No, no."

There was some secret joy in Mu Yingfeng's eyes: "Then... can I invite you tonight?"

He just smiled and didn't speak, sipping the wine in his glass silently.Mu Yingfeng looked at him with a trace of fascination, seeing that he was silent, she walked away temporarily in order not to upset him.Han Dongchen's eyes were a little confused, and there was an inexplicable emptiness in his heart. He couldn't figure out what it was. He looked at the boy named Nancy on the stage with some yearning and nostalgia.They used to be so young and crazy.

Tonight, maybe finding a lover to spend the night is a very good idea. Han Dongchen finished drinking the wine in his glass, got up and was about to leave, when suddenly a white and skinny hand handed him a glass of cocktail.

"Give it a face." Nancy smiled at him.Han Dongchen turned to look at him and asked, "Are you trying to ask me about the man who walked with me that night?"

Nancy's face turned red, she didn't expect her thoughts to be exposed so quickly by others, but then he calmed down: "I wonder if you have his contact information?"

"No."

"what is his name?"

"I do not know."

Nancy raised her eyebrows: "ok, to tell you the truth, I'm not interested in him, you don't have to be afraid that I'll rob you of a man."

Han Dongchen laughed, and his smile annoyed Nancy: "What are you laughing at?"

"I didn't laugh at anything. I thought what you said was ridiculous, so I laughed." Han Dongchen smiled and said: "First, he is just my one-night lover. Second, I am not afraid of you robbing me of men, it is me Yes, you can't take it away even if you want to. It's not mine, and there's no need for me to hold on to it."

Seeing that he was about to leave, Nancy became anxious, and stepped forward to hold him back: "Please, I... I want to find his friend, Zhang Weihao. I know that Zhang Weihao has retreated behind the screen to be a producer. And he seems to be planning to start shooting an idol drama, you know everyone has a dream, I want to be a star, I can see that you actually know them, right?"

Han Dongchen sighed lightly: "Can you realize your dream by looking for Zhang Weihao?"

"I don't know, but at least I'm one step closer to my dream! You don't know, in order to realize my dream, I spent all my savings, and there are many unscrupulous liars. I came here to dance because of helplessness." .”

"You have no chance, you should go the right way." Brother Wei only has Li Shufan in his heart. This young man's idea is correct. Everyone wants to take a shortcut, but unfortunately this shortcut doesn't work.Han Dongchen took two steps, stopped and turned back to him and said, "Maybe it's more useful for you to find Xie Huan than Zhang Weihao."

"Thanks... Huan?"

"The man who walked with me that day." He took out a pen and a post-it note and quickly wrote down Xie Huan's number to Nancy: "I hope it will be helpful to you, and I wish you to fulfill your dream as soon as possible."

When he walked out of the bar, he was inexplicably upset. Xie Huan... What kind of existence is it to him?How would Xie Huan react when he received his call?What is he trying to emphasize by doing this?Don't care about him?There is simply no silver 300 taels here!Han Dongchen, what answer do you want this young man to find out for you?

When he was in a trance, a rose was handed to him, Mu Yingfeng smiled: "I don't know... can I have the honor to invite Mr. Han?"

Han Dongchen took the rose in his hand, passed it to the tip of his nose and sniffed it, like a rebellious attitude, took off the rose and pinned it on Mu Yingfeng's chest: "Okay, you choose a place."

They came to a nearby hotel, once they entered the room Mu Yingfeng was like a hungry wolf who had been hungry for a century, threw him down on the bed, and they kissed each other fiercely until they were about to suffocate.

Mu Yingfeng reached out and caressed his fair cheeks, his eyebrows, and his red lips fascinatedly: "Your mouth is so delicate. When I first saw you, I wanted to kiss you. The beauty of this lip is so beautiful." How sweet is the taste?"

Xie Huan once said something similar...

Han Dongchen laughed heartlessly and pushed him: "Can you take a bath first? Continue after washing."

"Together?"

"No, I'm a little tired and want to lie down for a while."

"Ok."

Seeing him leave, Han Dongchen took out his phone and flipped through it boredly, found his phone unconsciously, and stared at it in a daze.What is Xie Huan doing these days?His attitude is really annoying!Since he doesn't care about him, then he has nothing to care about.Putting down the phone, he closed his eyes and fell asleep.