He always wants to kill this scum

Silence is like a mentally handicapped child with no brains. He is obsessed with what he is obsessed with, and he can completely filter out what others say.

"Brother Shuo, then you can prostitute me again, no money! I can give you some change."

Ou Shuo was about to be driven crazy by this shit: "Get out! Get out of here where I can't see you!"

"Brother Shuo—" Mo Mo acted coquettishly, Ou Shuo resisted the urge to slap him, thinking about Han Xiaodong, even if Han Xiaodong held back his internal injuries, he couldn't do anything to this girl.

"Fart! If you don't get out, I'll kill you!!"

Mo Mo is not afraid of Ou Shuo, or Mo Mo is not afraid of death at all, he clings to Ou Shuo like a piece of sticky candy, even if Ou Shuo pulls him with his feet or whips him with his hands, he just won't let go.

The summer night wind blows the hot and dry land, bringing a rare coolness, Han Xiaodong still gets off work very late, like yesterday, there are still a lot of taxis parked downstairs in the company.Han Xiaodong frowned and felt that something was wrong. Could it be that Li Shufan came here to do business again?

Xie Huan quietly leaned in the corner with his hands in his pockets and watched the car go away, and smiled happily, Han Xiaodong, we are doing well like this, if we get too close, we will stab each other, or we can only get closer to you if we are farther away .

Shen Mo's drug addiction broke out once, and Ou Shuo had 'sugar' on him, so Shen Mo fell asleep after eating it dizzy.The most uncomfortable thing in the world is - waiting to die.

Han Xiaodong looked at Mo Mo, who was sleeping peacefully on the bed, his heart clenched tightly, as if he had made up his mind, he took a deep breath and said to Ou Shuo, "Send him to the hospital, it doesn't matter how much money you spend. , as long as he gets better."

Ou Shuo didn't quite understand, and asked: "What's his relationship with you? Why do these things for him? His parents don't want him anymore. You have sold him since you were young. You have no obligation."

"I don't care what others do, I have to be worthy of my conscience. I will save a dog on the road, let alone he is a human being! I can't watch him be eroded by drugs, even if there is only a few tenths of a percent of hope, I want to save him too!"

Ou Shuo's heart was deeply shaken, his eyes ignited with burning desire, he pushed Han Xiaodong against the wall fiercely, and frantically demanded his lips.

"Ou Shuo! Let go... um..."

Han Xiaodong wanted to push his hand away and took it back. Ou Shuo's kiss became softer. He trembled slightly for a long time before letting go of Han Xiaodong. Han Xiaodong could feel the warm liquid dripping onto his shoulder.

"Ou Shuo..."

"Why? Why!!" With a low growl of hatred, Han Xiaodong's eardrum was hurt, and he stretched out his hand to hug Ou Shuo, giving him silent comfort.

"That day... there was a lot of snow, my mother pushed me out of the house, and told me, Ou Shuo, don't blame my mother for being cruel, your father is sorry for me, you go to your father. I walked in the snow alone , went to dawn, came to grandma's house, my father's newly married woman gave me ten yuan to buy candy. When I came back, all the doors were locked, and I knocked on the door for a long time , no one opened it for me. I wandered the streets with the remaining five yuan, and everyone was celebrating the New Year festively. It was just me, with nowhere to go and huddled in a corner. I was terrified...I hated They! Han Xiaodong, I don't want to let you go, I only want you in this life!"

"Fool, you will meet someone who treats you better. When you meet someone who really treats you well, you will find that what I have done to you is insignificant."

"I don't believe there is such a person, I only want you, I only want you! Xiaodong, I only like you." Ou Shuo was like a stubborn child, clamoring for the candy that didn't belong to him.

"Okay, I got it, calm down. I got it..." Han Xiaodong stretched out his arms to hug him, and Ou Shuo lowered his head and kissed his lips lightly, without any desire, just looking for the comfort of his soul.

The doctor said that detoxification would be difficult, and that Silent's physical condition was very bad. His body organs were already showing symptoms of exhaustion. In addition to the severe malnutrition, it was far from enough to control drug addiction with will and drugs. His body could not bear it. Being able to bear it is also the key. The doctor just prescribed a lot of medicine and let them go back.

On the way back, he smiled silently and said, "Brother, you are so kind to me, and I will repay you."

Han Xiaodong wanted to cry, but when he heard him repeating this sentence, he couldn't help laughing again: "There is no need to repay, as long as you live well, that is the greatest repayment for me."

Shen Mo looked troubled: "What if I die?"

Han Xiaodong stopped abruptly, took a deep breath, and rubbed Silence's hair: "It's not that easy to die, be strong."

"It's actually quite good to die." Shen Mo said indifferently: "I used to think that it wouldn't hurt so much after death. Those guests are very perverted, and Aunt Yu would beat us when we were disobedient. , If we don’t give us candy, it’s terribly uncomfortable, brother, why are people afraid of death? After death, all pain and troubles will be gone.”

"You can still feel pain when you're alive, but when you die, you have nothing, not even pain." Han Xiaodong took his hand and walked forward.

Half of the summer vacation passed in the blink of an eye, Xie Huan's application had already been delivered, and before he left, he wanted to see Li Shufan, and he went to the prison to apply twice before he finally met Li Shufan.He had a bald head. Fortunately, Li Shufan was handsome, and he was not obtrusive but had a good taste.

"I can't tell you look good with a shaved head." Xie Huan said jokingly.

Li Shufan laughed: "Thank you for your compliment, how are you doing recently?"

"That's right, let's live like this." Xie Huan coughed and said, "I have something to confess to you."

"What did you do to your heart? Tell me the truth, I won't hit you." Li Shufan smiled.

"I used your name and profile picture to pretend to be you and chat with Han Xiaodong on QQ. Idiot Han never knew it was me, so he told me everything."

Li Shufan was suffocated: "I said everything? Then you..."

"Well, I know my mother is looking for him. Too many things have happened recently. I don't blame my mother. She is doing it for my own good." Xie Huan lowered his head and pursed his lips in silence for a long time: "Shufan, I don't want to Make my mother sad, and I don’t want to see Han Xiaodong in trouble. I love him and will always love him, even if I can’t be with him. I want to understand, why do you want to be with him when you love someone? If two people are together, only Pain, why don't you let go? I just need to see him live well and guard him silently, and I am satisfied. When I force him, I am like an enemy with him, and even every word I say is full of thorns. If we don't force each other and let go of some unnecessary burdens, I can still be friends with him."

Li Shufan was amazed at his growth, and his insight made Xie Huan more attractive.

"Xie Huan, you've really grown up. Xiaodong didn't tell you all the time, just because he was afraid that your temper would start a fight with your mother. I never thought that you could handle it so rationally and maturely."

"People have to learn to grow up. It seems too childish for me to quarrel with my mother. In the past, I might have quarreled with a crazy lunatic and my mother. Now... I won't. I think my mother is so Sad, I think about the future for me all the time, sometimes I am afraid of disappointing them, the pressure is extremely high, I would not think about these things before, since I met Han Xiaodong, I think about things more."

"From Han Xiaodong, I have seen a lot of things that we don't have now, such as simplicity, kindness, enthusiasm, and consideration for family members. I want to learn from Han Xiaodong, learn from him, and treat my family well. Just this time, my mother let When he broke up with me, the first thing he thought of was not himself, but he was afraid that I would start a fight with my mother. What he can bear silently, I can also bear. I don't want to be with him anymore, I just want to be with him He is a good friend. If he can talk and see each other from time to time, he will be satisfied."

Li Shufan's eyes turned red, and he squeezed Xie Huan's hand tightly: "Xie Huan, you are a real man, you can afford it and let it go."

Xie Huan took a deep breath, it's great to have someone tell this!The whole person instantly relaxed.

"How are you and Awei? I heard from Awei that his mother doesn't object to you being together."

Li Shufan smiled bitterly: "I don't want to think about those things right now, do you know what my dream was back then?"

"Is... what?"

"Being a pianist almost came true. Xie Huan, I was wrong! I wasted so many years to be decadent and accept my fate. I often sit alone in a quiet prison thinking about many things, thinking about the past, Thinking about things with Gao Jie, about my family, and about some things with you, I found that I was as silent as a pool of stagnant water, and the exit to the sea was forcibly blocked by myself. I want to open this exit now. Although it will take a lot of work, it is worth looking forward to and yearning for. I have to tell you one more thing. The notice to apply for commutation of sentence has come down. I may be released from prison in two years, but Please keep this secret from Zhang Wei for me, because I don't know how to get along with him yet."

Xie Huan was very happy: "My God! That's great! I'm really happy for you. Remember to contact me when you get out of prison. After you go abroad, your phone number will change, but QQ will always be used."

"Well, I see. I'm also happy for you, you can still be friends with Xiaodong."

On the way back after reading Li Shufan, Xie Huan was always in a good mood. The application form was finished, and the relationship matters were also figured out. He was finally able to go back and get a good night's sleep.

Han Xiaodong worked overtime for a week in a row, and every time he went downstairs, there would be a taxi waiting for him. In order to thank Li Shufan, he bought a lot of fruit on the day of the holiday and wanted to visit him, but when he walked outside the store, the store was already covered. Sealed.Han Xiaodong felt vaguely uneasy, and asked the owner of the small shop next to him: "Uncle, I want to ask, why is the shop next door closed? Do you know where the boss is?"

The old fruit shop looked regretful: "You don't know yet? Such a big case was so noisy that it was published in the newspapers."

"Well, I seldom read the papers."

"I didn't expect that little brother Li would be gay. Because of emotional entanglements, he killed a music teacher. He was imprisoned for almost two months!"

Han Xiaodong felt a chill in his heart, he looked up at the signboard of the store, and sighed long, the world is really unpredictable, no one knows what will happen tomorrow, since Li Shufan is locked up, then...chat with him on QQ Who is that person?Who would be the person who called a taxi every day to take him back home?