He always wants to kill this scum

"No." Zhang Wei sat across from his mother with a hoarse voice, drinking the porridge in the bowl, but couldn't restrain the tears from falling: "Mom... I fell in love with someone."

Mother Zhang paused, looked up at her son with a calm face: "Which girl?"

Zhang Wei looked at his mother in despair, and after a long silence, he said, "He's not a girl, he's a boy."

At that moment, the air seemed to condense, and Zhang's mother stood up in a daze, walked into the room and locked the door without saying a word.Holding her husband's portrait, she gritted her teeth and tried not to cry, but her grief was like a surging tide, almost destroying her.

The heartache of parents will always be silently endured in the corner where the children can't see.

There was a knock on the locked door, and Zhang Wei asked her outside the door with a crying voice: "Mom, do you want me anymore? I let you down, I'm sorry for you, but I can't control myself, I I don't know how I fell in love with that person, and when I realized it, I already fell in love with him, and I wanted to be with him, for the rest of my life."

Her tears kept falling like broken pearls until she had shed them all, and by then it was past noon.She put down the portrait of her husband, stroked his smiling face in the gray and white photo, took a deep breath, opened the door resolutely and walked out.The child was staring out of the window with wide-eyed eyes in a daze, curled up on the sofa, and his thin and lonely figure made people feel distressed.

Zhang's mother sat beside Zhang Wei, stretched out her hand to caress his head, Zhang Wei slowly turned to look at his mother: "Mom, are you willing to see me?"

"You are my son, the meat that fell from my body in October, how can a mother not want her child? Even if he makes a big mistake, the mother will not abandon the child."

"Mom, mom!" Zhang Wei threw himself into his mother's arms, looking for the last trace of belonging and sense of security.

"Look at you, it's full, why are you still like a child, crying every now and then without taking responsibility? You are an adult, you should learn to bear all the pain in your life, don't rely on others, and be self-reliant. Mom will grow old I can't take care of you for the rest of my life. In the future, you have to learn to take care of yourself, and even take care of the people around you. Since your father left, I haven't taken care of you all these years. I have been letting you grow up. I am also responsible. Now You have finally graduated from high school and become a star. You can sing so well. If your father knows anything, he will be proud of you. Xiaowei, mom will not stop you from doing anything, as long as these things are right."

"Mom is a psychiatrist, and she faces different mental patients every day, but...in the end, she can save others, but not herself. Mom is ashamed of you, and also of your father. All important. Homosexuality is not a disease, and it cannot be cured psychologically. Just face it calmly, Xiaowei, you have grown up. If you are determined to take this path, your mother will support you, you have to understand, We can't change everyone's thoughts, so if you want to spend your whole life with a man in the future, you will have to bear much more pressure and pain than ordinary people. Can you bear it? Mom is most afraid of you in the future. What should I do if I choose to live with a man? Can I face the discrimination in society calmly."

"I can! As long as I can be with him, I'm not afraid of anything! Mom, I don't know what to do now, I'm very scared."

Zhang's mother frowned tightly, and soon heard what he said: "What happened? You tell me exactly what happened."

Zhang Wei told his mother about the whole process of killing Gao Jie and Li Shufan, and Zhang's mother lost her strength and threw herself on the sofa, stroking her aching forehead, and it took a long time to calm down.

"Tell me, what's his name? What's his last name?"

"Shufan, Li Shufan."

Mother Zhang's heart suffocated: "Li Shufan..."

"Mom? Mom?! What's wrong with you?" Zhang Wei shook his absent-minded mother, becoming more and more uneasy.

"His name is Li Shufan?" Zhang's mother sighed lengthily: "Maybe...just the same name and surname, how can there be such a coincidence?"

"You... also know someone named Li Shufan?"

Mother Zhang nodded heavily, and said, "Your father had a student in the past, also named Li Shufan. He has a very high musical talent and can play the piano well. Your father likes him very much and hopes to train him to become a talent one day. He is very close to your father and often comes to our house for dinner, do you remember? You still pestered him and asked him to teach you how to play the piano, I probably don’t remember that, when you were young.”

"I... I don't remember, Mom, can you tell me all about it? I want to know."

"At that time, he had a very deep attainment in the piano. He won many awards, and was later appreciated by a famous German pianist. He was going to go abroad for further studies, but was ruined by a man. After losing everything, I found out that he was a scumbag. Your father has been brooding about this, and he is very sad. The child is very poor. He was kicked out by his family after he announced his coming out. He is the only child in the family. His parents couldn't accept this fact, so they set his things on fire. He committed suicide three times, suffered from severe depression, and almost turned into schizophrenia. When I gave him psychotherapy, he saw I feel sorry for him. He is a good boy and very strong. It is not easy to survive. I really don’t hope that the Li Shufan you mentioned will be the kid I know. In this case, fate is too cruel to him. gone."

On the day of the trial, Zhang Wei and the others went to the trial. They were too defensive and sentenced to five years in prison. They will be released upon completion of the sentence.Everyone let out a long sigh of relief after hearing this trial.Zhang Wei's mother looked at Li Shufan from a distance, her eyes turned red. It turned out that it was really him.When leaving the court, Zhang Wei received a call from Zhao Yan.

"Zhang Wei, we all know about this case. I discussed it with my dad. In such a situation, as long as he appeals, Li Shufan's sentence can be reduced and his sentence changed to two years! But I don't know why Shufan didn't appeal. Maybe you can talk to him again, don’t let him have negative emotions, understand? Also, now Gao Jie’s family is trying to bribe some high-level judges in the court. The biggest fear is that they will overturn the case and take the defense as a Change it to intentional homicide."

"What?! Then... what should I do then? Shitou, you must help me! I will talk to Shufan and let him appeal. Thank you Shitou."

"Don't thank me, don't worry, I will help you and Shufan, and... Ah Huan called me, and he said that I was very sorry that day and hurt you, he didn't mean it, so don't worry about it .”

Zhang Wei responded lightly: "I know, I don't blame him, I'm just worried about his current situation, if he continues like this, something will really go wrong, I can't take care of him now, you have time to enlighten him Take a look at Xie Huan, the shadow in his heart has become his biggest obstacle. He is not happy, just keeps suppressing himself, pretending to forget everything, I really hope he can really come out of the pain of the past , instead of wearing a mask all the time, pretending to be strong and not caring."

In the next month, no matter how much Zhang Wei asked the prison to meet with him, he ended up without a problem.Li Shufan didn't want to see him, there was nothing he could do.

Zhang Wei returned home disappointed, Zhang's mother saw his disappointed expression, and sighed softly: "What's wrong? Was rejected again?"

"Mom, Shufan is gone! He won't see me! Why won't he see me? Why..." Zhang Wei sat on the sofa, weeping silently in pain.Zhang's mother stepped forward and shook her son's hand and comforted her softly: "He doesn't want to see you. There are too many reasons. Don't be discouraged. Didn't you mean that you still want to be with him for the rest of your life? Sigh! He doesn't see you, It doesn't mean you won't see me, I'll meet him for you, and you tell me everything you want to tell him."

"Mom... thank you." Zhang Wei finally saw hope, and said with embarrassment for a while, "Can you write a letter?"

"Okay, I'll hand it over to him for you. If there are any secrets, I'm afraid my mother will hear them! When the son grows up, he will have more secrets. He doesn't tell his mother."

"Mom, you're such a gossip!" Li Shufan avoided his mother's wooden fish, and hurried back to his room to write a letter to Li Shufan.

Li Shufan didn't expect that his wife, whom he hadn't seen for many years, would come to see him. Compared with the woman in his memory, although she was older, she was still dignified and beautiful.

"Master, it's been a long time."

Zhang's mother stretched out her hand to hold his, and patted it lightly to express her comfort: "Yeah, it's been four or five years since we saw each other, right? Son, you must have had a hard time these years, right?"

"No, I'm fine. Thank you for your concern. You spent so much effort to cure me back then. I won't do stupid things anymore. If I can live well, I will definitely live well."

"You are very strong. I am very relieved to see that you can still do this, and your teacher will also be very relieved. Shufan, why do you refuse to appeal? If you appeal, maybe you can get a lighter sentence."

Li Shufan laughed: "I think the prison is a place where I can completely get rid of the past and the secular world. For me now, it doesn't matter where I am. I'm fine here, and I can calm down and think about it. Think about how I will go on in five years."

"Son, you are so distressing. So sensible and so strong, how can your parents have the heart not to recognize you?"

Mentioning these pains, Li Shufan was able to smile calmly: "I did everything I needed to do, whether I knelt in front of the house and passed out, or committed suicide and almost died, they were indifferent. I also broke their hearts by refusing to recognize me, but anyway, they are still my parents, my family. So... I don’t blame them, this is my choice.”