He always wants to kill this scum

Zhang Wei came to Li Shufan's store and found that he was teaching the students patiently. Zhang Wei thought about it and walked in: "Shufan."

Li Shufan's body trembled, he did not look back at him, and continued to teach with that student there.Every second of Zhang Wei's heart seemed to be on fire. He waited patiently for Li Shufan to finish teaching. Li Shufan came over half an hour later, with an indifferent expression: "Why are you here?"

"Why...don't answer my call?"

Li Shufan laughed mockingly: "Do you think I will still answer the phone? I'm not a scarecrow."

Zhang Wei's heart choked: "Shufan...I want to know..."

"Ask what you want to know."

"Is what Fei Qing said true?" Zhang Wei stared at him closely and asked without blinking.

Li Shufan smiled mockingly: "Do you think it's true? If you believe me, you don't need to ask me. If you don't believe me, it's useless to ask, isn't it?"

Zhang Wei took a deep breath and used all the courage in his body to ask, "Then...do you... like me?"

After a while of dead silence, Li Shufan looked up into Zhang Wei's eyes and said, "Yes, I've liked you for a long time. I'm gay, so I don't need to be so surprised if I like you."

"Then what Fei Qing said is true?" Zhang Wei's eyes were red, and he couldn't accept Li Shufan at this time. He used to think that Li Shufan was the cleanest and purest person, free from dust, but when all his illusions were shattered, he His heart seemed to be broken: "You snatched Fei Qing's boyfriend? Are you now... wanting to do the same trick again?"

A trace of loss and despair flashed in Li Shufan's eyes, he clearly said...he has liked him for a long time!For a long time! !From the first time I met him, I felt special to him.He fell in love with him long before he was with Li Feiqing, but...he had already had a preconceived opinion of him, and couldn't listen to anything.

He took a deep breath and flowed back the tears in his eyes, it's not worth crying, it's really not worth it!

"Zhang Wei, I like you, but I haven't liked you enough to grab you by all means. You can rest assured that you will be with Fei Qing. I won't affect you in any way. My store is busy today. , I won’t accompany you. You are about to take the college entrance examination, go back to school. If you can, don’t come here again, Fei Qing will be unhappy if she sees it.”

Zhang Wei turned and left without looking back, the wind chime rang when the door opened, the rain stopped at some point, Li Shufan turned his head and watched his back disappear from his sight, smiled slightly, let him go, the farther away The better, I'll be left alone, and no one will be hurt, so... that's fine.

That day, Brother Wei asked Xie Huan out for a drink at night, and Xie Huan had to jump over the wall and skip class.When Xie Huan arrived at the bar, Brother Wei had already drunk a lot.He snatched the glass from brother Wei's hand and said, "Don't drink any more."

"Ah Huan, I didn't expect that Li Shufan is such a person! I really can't accept it." Brother Wei pulled Xie Huan emotionally and told the whole story.

Xie Huan hesitated to speak, but in fact, it would be good to let him break up with Li Shufan like this: "Everyone has another side, and Li Shufan also has his bad side. Are you so glass-hearted? You used to comfort me, but now What? What nonsense are you going to come here to drink?"

"You don't know the feeling of being cheated, it's really... so fucking worrying."

"I know." A trace of pain flashed in Xie Huan's eyes, but it was fleeting, and he looked indifferent: "But don't make yourself suffer because of others' deception, I think it's too stupid. The more you care, the more you will Let the deceiver be more proud, they deceive you, don't they just want to see you suffering and frustrated? The more this is the case, the more I want to show him a happy life! I want to let him know that I am not alone, Without you, others can also replace you."

"Hehe——Actually, you are the stupidest person!" Zhang Wei hiccupped, a little drunk: "Actually, you are not happy at all, you are such a fool! Live happily Show him, why don't you pretend to be happy and sing for him every day? Is it interesting?! Maybe he won't be willing to watch it! Hehe..."

Xie Huan's expression was extremely stiff, and his whole body was trembling slightly. After a long time, he took a deep breath, and smiled with the corners of his mouth: "Whether he watches it or not, even if it's a show for yourself, just pretend that I am happy. Poor and happy."

"Xie Huan, why am I in so much pain? Why does Li Shufan make me feel so painful? I don't understand at all, do you understand?" Zhang Wei felt that he was abnormal. It's not so uncomfortable that I don't want to wake up.

"I... how do I understand?" Xie Huan smiled embarrassingly. Even though we all understand, we don't want to tell you the truth.

Xie Huan didn't drink, and kept talking with Zhang Wei to persuade him, and sent him to a nearby hotel until early in the morning.Seeing him drunk on the bed, Xie Huan sighed long and softly, "Who can tell me what happened to us?"

Why do they get farther and farther away from happiness as they get older?Why are you getting more and more tired?Why are those invisible things on my shoulders getting heavier and heavier?Why... what happened to us?

Xie Huanshu stared blankly in the corner without focusing. If he couldn't think of him, then his heart would be empty. Everyone thought he was fine. Only he understood that those things that he had forgotten with his life were alive in his heart. A large piece of his body was cut off, empty and bloody.He was waiting for the scars to grow new flesh, but he didn't know how long it would take before he fully healed. He felt that he had become abnormal... like a self-deceiving psychopath.

The day after Brother Wei woke up, Xie Huan was gone, and there was a text message from him on his phone, saying that he had gone back to school.Brother Wei walked into the bathroom and took a shower, still feeling heavy in his heart.

In the blink of an eye, the college entrance examination came soon. After the college entrance examination, a few people got together. Brother Wei said that he might not stay at home for too long, and he still had to go to Shanghai when there was an announcement.

At the party that day, Li Shufan was missing, and everyone agreed not to mention it.A few people drank some wine and didn't talk much. It seemed that the atmosphere was very wrong.Huang Xiaoya, who was the most noisy on weekdays, stopped talking. Zhao Yan took a deep breath and poured wine for a few buddies: "Don't be bored, we can go to college together in the future!"

Huang Xiaoya sneered: "I'm sorry, I'm afraid I won't be able to live happily with you in college."

Zhao Yan's face suddenly changed: "Huang Xiaoya, are you only happy if you start a war?"

"Heh——" Huang Xiaoya leaned on the sofa and lit a cigarette, stared at Zhao Yan through the misty smoke, and said, "Be honest, why did you break up with Yu Jing?"

Zhao Yan took a deep breath: "Huang Xiaoya, I treat you as a brother, so I don't mention it. Don't challenge my bottom line."

"I don't want to be your brother now. You can mention it. It's okay. We've all graduated anyway. It's not easy to survive until now, isn't it?"

Xie Huan raised his head and drank the wine on the table and said, "Are you celebrating your graduation or are you having a breakup meal?"

Huang Xiaoya leaned towards Xie Huan, smiling rascally: "Your Majesty, I will not break up with you, I will only break up with Zhao Yan."

"No one is allowed to leave! Whoever says to leave, I will decree to chop off their head." Xie Huan frowned and looked serious.

"Your Majesty, Zhang Wei, let me tell you a secret." Huang Xiaoya smiled and looked at Zhao Yan: "Zhao Yan broke up with Yu Jing because Yu Jing is not a virgin, and Yu Jing's hymen was pierced by Lao Tzu."

With a loud 'boom', Zhao Yan threw the table directly, and rushed at Huang Xiaoya like a furious tiger. There was a scream in the restaurant, and Huang Xiaoya picked up a stool and slammed it fiercely at Zhao Yan: "I see that Xie Huan I have endured you for a long time for the sake of my face, and it has been very hard for me to call you brother and brother, and today I can finally have a good fight with you!"

Zhao Yan was so angry that he trembled all over. The two fought together and fought for their lives. Xie Huan rushed forward and pulled Huang Xiaoya: "Enough! Don't fight anymore!! Huang Xiaoya, calm down for me."

Zhang Wei pulled Zhao Yan back and persuaded him: "Stone, don't be impulsive, calm down! You are outside now, in a restaurant, are you here to kick the restaurant?"

"Huang Xiaoya, you're a fucking one, bastard!! You rascal!!!"

"I'm a bastard? I'm a hooligan? You don't look in the mirror what are you?! What a fucking bitch!"

"Stop arguing!!" Xie Huan yelled unbearably: "You want to break up, right? Let's break up! Please don't quarrel, if you want to break up, break up properly, I can't stand it."

Xie Huan let go of Huang Xiaoya, glanced at the three of them with eyes full of injuries, turned around and strode away.Zhang Wei's eyes turned red, and he let go of Zhao Yan: "Xie Huan is right, I can't stand seeing you guys arguing like this, you go on."

Huang Xiaoya smashed the broken wooden stick on the ground and slammed it at Zhao Yan. Zhao Yan, not to be outdone, grabbed Huang Xiaoya's collar and slammed it against the wall: "I'll fucking kill you today!!"

"I still don't know who killed whom!"

……

Xie Huan went home, locked himself in the room, closed the curtains, bit his arm and choked silently.Can you let them go back to the past?Back to the happiest time...

But who would have known that all this was just the beginning of a nightmare.

Zhang Wei came out of the hotel in a trance that day, only to find that Li Feiqing had called him several times but did not answer.He called back and waited for a long time before the other end answered, but it was Li Feiqing's voice calling for help.

"Awei...I'm in so much pain...Awei, help me..."

"Feiqing? What's the matter with you? I'll be over soon, just wait for me." Zhang Wei stopped the taxi and rushed to Li Feiqing's rented apartment.

The room was full of mess, and a smell of blood came straight to his nostrils. Zhang Wei rushed into Li Feiqing's room nervously, and found her lying in a pool of blood, her hair was disheveled and dying.

"Fei Qing!!" Zhang Wei didn't care about anything, picked her up and rushed to the hospital.