He always wants to kill this scum

"Xie Huan...I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." In his sleep, he would always dream that Xie Huan stared at him with a face of condemnation, and then wept silently. He wanted to comfort him, and he was very anxious to see him cry, and wanted to tell In fact, none of what he said was true, but Xie Huan seemed like a bubble, he couldn't touch him, and couldn't feel him, until his figure disappeared like a cloud of smoke, and the last glance with despairing eyes, Seems to be saying goodbye to him.

This dream has been repeated every night, until he woke up from the panic. This morning, he had another nightmare...

He shook his heavy head, shrunk his body in pain and tiredness, and tears rolled down like a river of cliffs. He didn't know when Ou Shuo came in, with breakfast in his hand, but he couldn't eat anything.

"Xiaodong, it's useless for you to torture yourself like this. Now that you've got your share, forget about it! It might hurt, but after this period of time you won't be in pain anymore, and start your new life again. "Ou Shuo stretched out his hand to caress his hair, so gentle that he himself felt a little unbelievable.

"You can eat something, if you don't eat anything like this, your stomach will not be able to bear it."

Han Xiaodong shook his head: "I don't want to eat it for now, you go first, I will eat it later."

"If you want to die, you might as well die! What are you doing like this? Tell me, what is it?" Ou Shuo pulled Han Xiaodong up from the bed: "Give me something to eat!!"

Ou Shuo handed the porridge to his mouth, but no matter how much he fed Han Xiaodong, he refused to eat it. He just shed tears silently. If you don’t want to die, just give me a good life!”

Han Xiaodong spat out all the porridge, his face was covered with tears and porridge, he was very embarrassed.Ou Shuo's heart softened, and he helplessly put down the porridge in his hand and wiped his face: "It really hurts so much? Go to him if you have the guts! If you don't have the guts to find him, just accept your fate! Don't act like you're going to die." It looks like it's alive, and others will be troubled when they see it!"

"Ou Shuo, I didn't know it would hurt like that. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhssds.com" He hugged himself and screamed like a wounded beast, trying to relieve the pain in his body, even if it didn't help.

Ou Shuo stepped forward to hug him with red eyes and comforted him softly: "Okay, okay... Be good, everything will pass, don't be afraid. Let me stay by your side, tell me all the pain in your heart, let me I'll share it with you, so it won't hurt like that."

"I like Xie Huan, I like him, I like him, I like him..."

"Well, I see, you like him."

"But from now on, I can't like him any more."

Ou Shuo patted him on the back and said, "Then forget it."

"How do I forget? How do I forget? I've tried all the ways, but I can't forget..."

"I'll help you, trust me. I'll help you forget him." Ou Shuo kissed his forehead lightly: "Han Xiaodong, trust me, don't think about anything else, follow my steps, I will You will slowly forget about him."

"really?"

"real."

……

In fact, in those most difficult days, Han Xiaodong was very grateful to Ou Shuo for being with him all the time, because Ou Shuo was there, so he was able to let go of the past injuries and pains, but he later learned that Ou Shuo was just A slow poison.

On the day he was discharged from the hospital, Han Xiaodong gave up the small rental house and moved with Ou Shuo into his old house, which is in the suburbs, with a large piece of wasteland in front, not far from his home is Li Xueyang's home.In fact, it can be seen that Ou Shuo's family background should be very rich.The old house was fully furnished, and everything had been added in that era.Ou Shuo pulled down the white cloth, the furniture was as good as new, but the tiles on the roof were damaged a lot and had to be repaired.

A layer of green moss grew on the white walls. They repaired the house together and pasted wallpaper on the walls. The wooden floor on the first floor was rotten and uninhabitable, but the floor on the second floor was still preserved. Very good, after cleaning, it can accommodate people comfortably.

The two of them had been busy for three whole days before it was almost done. Sitting on the stairs, facing the wind blowing in from the door, with the slight heat of Lixia, Han Xiaodong remembered that his birthday passed away quietly a few days ago, unconsciously Room is full.

"Ou Shuo, have you passed?"

Ou Shuo shrugged: "I don't remember! It must have been a long time? Who remembers such a boring thing! I haven't had anyone to help me celebrate my birthday since I was ten years old. Later, I forgot it myself. Calculating the lunar calendar is very troublesome. "

"I'm going to school tomorrow, move my things away, and then go home and explain to my parents."

"Do you want me to go back with you? Maybe I can get you twice."

"It's the pain that I should suffer, so I don't need others to do it for me. Thank you."

"One day, I will not be someone else, but your closest person." Ou Shuo stretched out his hand to hold his tightly, and would never let go.They looked at the distant sky, which was clean and blue, as if it had been washed and spotless.

The next day, Han Xiaodong went back to school. To be honest, he was a little scared to see Xie Huan, but when he walked into the dormitory, he heard that Xie Huan had been on leave for half a month.He was so worried that he didn't know what happened to Xie Huan.After packing some important things, Han Xiaodong took a taxi back to the small town.Seeing Han Xiaodong coming back, Han's father and Han's mother were a little surprised.

"Xiaodong, why did you come back now? Did you come back to see Xiaohuan?" Mother Han could only think of this reason after much deliberation.

Han Xiaodong put down his things with a stiff expression on his face: "He...what's wrong with him?"

"I'm not sure. The Xie family kept this matter secret. I only know that Xiao Huan's child almost died when he fell into the river. Thank God, he was rescued in the hospital and is resting at home now. It's fine. Something happened."

The mother's last words made Han Xiaodong feel relieved, as long as he is fine.

"When are you going to visit him? You can take these eggs to his house." Han Ma said and brought the eggs in the basket to the table.

"I... I may be inconvenient. Forget it. Does their family want anything? Do they care about these eggs? Let's keep them for our family to eat, and don't worry about giving them away to others."

"You child, this idea is wrong. How good is the Xie family to our family? Why are you reluctant to part with these eggs? By the way, that child Xiaohuan actually has a girlfriend, and they brought them home. It's so beautiful! If I were Xiaohuan, his parents wouldn't be willing to say anything."

The words that he wanted to confess were powerlessly dissipated in that instant, and he dragged his feet heavily, turning around like a lost puppet and walking upstairs: "Mom and Dad, I'm tired, Go to sleep."

When he woke up the next day, it was raining lightly outside. Han Xiaodong went to the window, opened it, and stared at Xie Huan's house for a long time in a daze.

Han Xiaodong didn't know how to speak. He was absent-minded all the time during breakfast. Han's mother looked at her son helplessly and sighed softly: "Why didn't you even concentrate on eating? Hurry up and send the eggs, and study harder , Mom and Dad are counting on you."

Han Xiaodong put down his chopsticks, took a deep breath, and summoned up the courage to say, "Dad, Mom, I have something to tell you. I...I don't want to read it anymore."

'Crack' Han Ma's chopsticks fell to the ground, and the air was so suffocating that people couldn't breathe. Han Ma said, "What did you just say?"

Han Xiaodong looked up into his mother's sad eyes and said, "I don't want to read anymore."

In the next second, Han Xiaodong was kicked out of the house by his mother, who threw out with him, as well as his own clothes and salute: "If you don't read, get out! We don't have a son like you in the Han family!! "

Father Han sat on the table in silence and poured a glass of wine, sipping a little bit. In fact, he hadn't drank for many years.Mother Han was so anxious that she sat on the ground and cried loudly: "Why did I hire such a useless thing like you! There is nothing to be expected, nothing to be expected! You say you don't read, what can you do in the future? With you Do you want to work as a coolie like Dad, and spend your whole life farming at home?! You useless thing!! You are going to piss me off..."

Han Xiaodong took a few deep breaths before suppressing the sadness in his heart. He squatted down and picked up the textbooks and clothes scattered on the floor. Suddenly, a silver-white car stopped not far from him, and he got out of the car. The girl dressed in fashion and elegance, Han Xiaodong recognized that girl, the school belle of their school, Tusiduo.

While helping him pick up things, she asked him: "Are you Han Xiaodong? I said, why do you look familiar? I quickly asked Xie Huan to stop the car. What are you doing? Did you make your parents angry? You are so nice." Why didn’t you study with your grades? Everyone thought it was a pity.”

"Thank you." Han Xiaodong suppressed the sadness that was about to burst out, took the book in Tusiduo's hand, did not look up at her again, and glanced at the brand-new car in the distance. He bought a new car and paid for it. His new girlfriend, he saw him sitting in the driver's seat through the car window, patiently waiting for his girlfriend, with his head down playing with his mobile phone.Seeing that everything was fine for him, for some reason, all the sadness was diluted in an instant, the corners of Han Xiaodong's mouth slightly raised, and the world became less hopeless, because he was still fine.

Xie Huan, if you are fine, I will be fine.

"Tusiduo, how long are you going to grind there?"

"Why are you so impatient? I just asked you to wait for a few minutes." Tusiduo smiled at Han Xiaodong: "I'm leaving first, I hope you can think about going back to school again, oh-bye. "

"See you."

Tusiduo got into the car, glanced at Xie Huan, and bumped him with his elbow: "What are you doing! The big man is so stingy! I'll just delay you for a few minutes and show me with a stern face."