He always wants to kill this scum

Xie Huan's words have been pointed out to this point, and Tusiduo can't understand it very well, she smiled bitterly: "Then I am also looking forward to it, one day I can walk into your circle of Xie Huan, know your friends, and be a friend. Things you usually do."

Two days before the start of school, Mama Xie came to Han Xiaodong’s house suddenly. Mama Han went to work in the factory very early, and Papa Han found a delivery job nearby. In fact, it was quite tiring and the salary was not high. , the only advantage is that it is close to home, and I can come back to accompany my family every day.

Han Xiaodong hurriedly made a cup of tea for Xie's mother, and put the stove in front of her: "Aunt Ya, what's the matter? My father and mother have gone out, and now I'm the only one at home, tell me It's the same, I'll tell them when they come back."

Xie's mother looked at Han Xiaodong seriously, and she liked this child from the bottom of her heart. She reached out and shook Han Xiaodong's hand: "Xiaodong, it would be great if you were a girl, how great it would be!"

Han Xiaodong's heart was suffocated, and the uneasiness in his heart gradually increased. He didn't understand how Xie's mother said this to him, but he seemed to understand something.

"Xiaodong, what do you think of our little Huan?"

"Huh?" Han Xiaodong's palms were sweating, and a voice in his heart shouted desperately, yes!What must Mama Xie have seen that night? !He was not mistaken either, the black shadow at the door was Mama Xie.It's just that there was no evidence at that time, and Xie Huan never heard that Xie's mother came back that night, so he didn't think about it later.

Han Xiaodong clenched his fists tightly, waiting for the death sentence, he didn't know if there was any point in struggling.He took a deep breath and said, "I think Xie Huan is a very good person. When I'm with him, I'm very happy and make people feel trustworthy."

"Xiaodong, you have always been a very smart child. Auntie came to you today to tell you that Xie Huan...he is not suitable for you." When Xie's mother said these words, her heart also stabbed fiercely. Seeing Xiaodong's reaction, with tears in her eyes but trying not to shed them, she couldn't bear it, but no matter how much she couldn't bear it, she would continue talking.For the sake of the two children's tomorrow, she no longer sees them taking this detour.

"Aunt Ya, I really like Xie Huan. I like him very much..." Han Xiaodong lowered his head and said to Xie's mother in a very firm tone, choked up.

"But do you know that this kind of relationship is wrong and will not be allowed by everyone? You still have such a long way to go in the future, and you will meet all kinds of people. How can you be sure that you will be with Xie Huan in this life? Are you together? Children, you are too young, if you really like Xie Huan, for the sake of Xie Huan, you should leave him and let him become a normal person."

Han Xiaodong raised his head to look at Xie's mother, and couldn't help the tears streaming down his cheeks: "Xie Huan and I... are serious! Even if I promise you to leave Xie Huan, he will be unhappy, sad and painful... "

Xie's mother covered her lips, her eyes filled with tears, she took a deep breath, and finally found her voice: "Even so, you have to do this. You were happy for a while, have you thought about the future?! If you leave Xie Huan now, he will be sad and painful. But this kind of sadness and pain is temporary. And if you continue to entangle with him so stubbornly, it will be a lifetime of wounds. I don't want to see you and Xie Huan's relationship The future is ruined just like that, Xiaodong, if you insist on being together, there will be no future."

Han Xiaodong was in so much pain that he couldn't help himself, and he said stubbornly: "Xie Huan told me that we will have a tomorrow, and we will be together forever. He said..."

"Xiaodong! Even if Aunt Ya is begging you, please? You can leave Xie Huan, pretend that you don't like him, let him give up, let him like girls, he can actually like girls, in the future He will also meet someone who wants to marry, he will be like a normal person, get married and have children, and build a happy family, instead of... spending time with a man. Do you understand?"

Han Xiaodong cried heart-rendingly, as if something was mercilessly uprooted from his heart at that moment, Xie's mother stepped forward and gently hugged him: "Good boy, you can definitely do it, right? Right... I know that my mother is very selfish, she doesn't hesitate to hurt others for the sake of her own children, but Xiaodong, I want you not to hate me, don't hate me as a mother, I have no choice but to There is no way."

"I can't do it, I... can't do it!" In the past, he always felt that when he had to break up, he should be able to face it calmly. To have feelings, even if there is no good ending, there will not be too many regrets.But how wrong he was, he was so stupid, he always thought that when he really faced it, he realized that his heart could be so painful.

"Xiaodong, what you can do is that you don't want to do it. If you really love Xie Huan, why can't you do it?" Xie's mother grabbed his shoulders and questioned him with red eyes.

"Think about the pain that Xie Huan will endure for you in the future, think about how many people will discriminate against Xie Huan. You are still so young, what will you do in the future? You may say that you don't care about the eyes of the world, but when the time comes, you It is simply impossible not to care, you want to enter the society, you have to work, you have to fight, two men together, what is it? Xiaodong, how do you want me to understand?" Xie mother said deeply Longing, he could understand it, and sighed long: "I didn't tell anyone about this, not to mention how Xie Huan's father would react when he knew about it, even if your father and mother knew about it, they would have to I'm so mad at you! Xiaodong, we don't just live for ourselves. We can't be so selfish, because we have flesh and blood and feelings. How can you bear to hurt two families for the sake of this relationship? Not to mention my love for you Okay, your parents worked so hard to raise you, they just hope that you can live a better life than others. In the future, you can find a good girl in the city, start a family, have your own children, and then you can take over the elders Be filial."

"Xiaodong, think about it! Don't be overwhelmed by these unrealistic loves and lose your mind. Xie Huan will do great things in the future. Xie Huan's father and I are all for him After laying the foundation, he will not live in this small town in the future. He will go to a bigger city, travel farther, and meet people with a higher living level. In the future, his wife must also be very good Meili, if you love him, would you have the heart to destroy everything he has set up?"

Han Xiaodong stared at the woman in front of him with wide eyes, obviously unwilling to do so, but he had to admit that she was right.Xie Huan will indeed leave here in the future, and he is destined to live in a different world from them.Han Xiaodong gritted his teeth, choked sobs burst from his throat and overflowed from his lips and teeth intermittently, his clenched hands were clenched so hard that the joints began to turn white.Suddenly realized that strong power is really important, only if you are strong enough can you be qualified to want everything you want.People are not born at the same height, but they can climb up through hard work.

"Xiaodong... are you listening to me?" Mama Xie wanted to reach out to touch his head, but Han Xiaodong swung her away violently. He stood up and told Mama Xie, "Don't worry, I won't do it in the future." I will pester Xie Huan again, now...please get out."

Han Xiaodong's tears rolled down like soybeans, his shoulders were shaking violently, and he stopped looking at Xie Mama.Mother Xie lowered her head in pain, and silently wiped away her tears: "Xiaodong, I have no other intentions, I just want you to leave Xie Huan..."

"I understand that I will leave him. Aunt Ya, you go back. I will definitely do what I promised you. You are right. Xie Huan will have a better life in the future. I have no right to deprive him of everything , and I am not qualified to own him. I live in two different worlds with him. I give up now just because I don’t have the ability to say I love him, but maybe one day in the future, I will be able to, and I will stand at the same height as him Now, when you can't stop it, if I still love him by then, I will come back and look for him."

Mother Xie sighed protractedly: "At that time, things will change and people will change. You and Xie Huan will both change. What is love?"

Watching her turn and leave, Han Xiaodong gently closed the door, leaned against the door and slid down slowly to the ground, she didn't believe in this kind of love, even if the seas change and the years go by, it will be an unswerving love until death.He has never believed it, but at this moment he firmly believes that he loves Xie Huan, even for ten or twenty years...

At that time, he thought that loving someone was a lifetime, and that even if he was not by his side, he could still think about it for a lifetime.In fact, no matter how deep the love is, it will be faded into ashes bit by bit by time.Although I have never forgotten it, it has been unable to touch the bottom of my heart.

"Mom... If Xie Huan comes to see me, tell him I'm not here."

During dinner, Han Xiaodong urged.Han's mother and Han's father looked at each other, and after a long silence, Han's father said: "Xiaohuan's temper is a bit stubborn, you two have conflicts? You seem to have a good temper, but you are actually very stubborn. Take it easy, there is nothing that cannot be forgiven."

"Dad, it's not about Yuan's unforgiveness. I broke up with him. If you still treat me as a son, just tell him that I'm not here." Han Xiaodong put down the chopsticks in his hand and went upstairs, locked the room, tears couldn't help slipping down.

The phone had been ringing on the table for an hour, followed by a text message prompt, and Han Xiaodong took the phone to read the text message he had sent.