He always wants to kill this scum

"Xiaodong, I didn't want to fight them at first. I endured it, but I couldn't help it in the end." Xie Huan turned his head to look at Han Xiaodong, and said swearingly.

"Do you know how to write the word forbearance?" Zhao Yan shook his head and sighed: "But now that people are beating up, it's too late to hold anyone accountable. Let's think about what to do now! This guy will never It’s so easy to let Ah Huan go.”

Huang Xiaoya said harshly: "What are you afraid of him doing?! The four of us are afraid that we won't be able to kill him if we work together?"

"That's right!" Xie Huan hugged Huang Xiaoya: "Comrade duckling, if they want to mess with me, you should take the lead and kill them."

Huang Xiaoya heard something was wrong, turned around and said to Xie Huan, "Why am I going to take the lead?"

"Didn't you say the harsh words first?"

"Fuck! What time is it? A Huan, can you be a little bit more conscious?!" Zhang Weite roared out this sentence speechlessly, which told the emperor not to rush to kill the eunuch.

Zhao Yan said to Xie Huan seriously: "Are you prepared yourself? If you fail, you will drop out of school. If you drop out, you may be sued."

Han Xiaodong suddenly looked at Zhao Yan: "It's just a fight between classmates, so it doesn't need to be so violent?"

"Brother Xiaodong, in Qinghuang, everything is not as simple as you think. It's not just a fight." After Zhao Yan said this, Xie Huan smiled mockingly: "Qinghuang is nothing special, isn't it just a group of people?" Is it a place where the second generation of officials and the second generation of rich people spend their time, comparing each other?"

"Xie Huan, don't be too impulsive at this time. Can you be more mature?!" Zhao Yan took a deep breath: "The focus now is what Lu Zerui wants to do."

"Do whatever you want, I will accompany him to the end!" Xie Huan was furious, and pulled Han Xiaodong away from Qinghuang.Han Xiaodong looked at his unfriendly expression along the way: "Xie Huan..."

"Don't talk, let me be quiet for a while, you just need to accompany me quietly." The two came to a nearby park, sat on a long stone bench, and the towering trees on both sides danced with the morning breeze. , the golden sun shines through the mottled green leaves.After being silent for nearly half an hour, Xie Huan suddenly remembered that Han Xiaodong had to go to class.

"You go back to school first, and I will go back to school later."

"I'll be with you." Han Xiaodong clasped his five fingers.Xie Huan lowered his head and remained silent for a long time before saying: "Before I started, I kept telling myself, don't be impulsive, don't be as knowledgeable as them, this is the last semester, I just need to study hard and graduate smoothly. But I can't control myself I still fought with them. Of course I know that the matter is much more serious than I imagined, and I also know that you are worried. I think that if I do it, I will do it, and I have no regrets."

"They must have pushed you into a hurry, that's why you did it." Han Xiaodong looked at Xie Huan seriously and was very excited.

Xie Huan sighed lightly, turned his head and said, "It didn't push me too hard, I just wanted to beat them up."

Han Xiaodong stroked his forehead, well, he was wrong!He's not worthy of sympathy at all: "Xie Huan, I think you're fine, I'll go back to school first, don't think too much about it."

"Okay, go now! I'll sit still for a while." Watching Han Xiaodong leave, Xie Huan was terribly annoyed. What he was worried about was not how Lu Zerui would take revenge, but that his father, the great god, would definitely be alarmed this time.

Life went back to the previous track, as if nothing happened, until three days later, Xie Huan received a lawsuit from the court, making it clear that they just wanted to kill him, and let it be that it was not so easy.

Xie Huan half-closed his eyes and crumpled the paper into toilet paper and threw it into the desk, pretending nothing happened.The three buddies came in from outside the classroom after learning about the situation, and Zhao Yan was the first to ask, "What are you going to do?"

"What's the matter?" Xie Huan flipped through the textbook but couldn't read anything.Huang Xiaoya whipped out his textbooks: "Your Majesty, you should tell your father, you can't solve this problem yourself. His father's provincial director has come forward, let me say that whoever beats his son like that will be punished." Make him pay for it!"

Xie Huan took back the textbook in Huang Xiaoya's hand and said, "My dad is not Li Gang."

"Fuck!" Zhang Wei rolled his eyes: "Your father is not Li Gang, but your father is a local tyrant. Call your father out and kill his father!"

"Zhang Wei..." Zhao Yan stared at him speechlessly: "Now don't keep thinking about who is going to kill who, fuck, let them complain first!! They are all lying in the hospital now, what are they talking about?" Seriously injured, fuck me!! Damn, this Lu is a fucking bitch!"

Xie Huan desperately grabbed his hair and struggled with pain on his face: "If I messed up, I will find my dad. If they didn't kill me first, I would be beaten to death by my dad."

"If I were you, I would rather be beaten to death by my dad than by them." Huang Xiaoya said in a deep voice.

Suddenly, the voice of a member of the student union came from outside the classroom door: "Xie Huan, the director of the teaching office is looking for you, now go to the teaching office."

Xie Huanteng stood up: "Don't worry about it, what should come will always come, and I will find a way to solve it myself."

Watching Xie Huan leave, Zhao Yan's face was extremely ugly: "I'll see how he can solve it himself!"

"The emperor's temper is too stubborn, and he won't listen to persuasion." Huang Xiao sighed weakly on the desk: "Anyway, I want to advance and retreat with Ah Huan! He dropped out of school, and I also dropped out of school!"

"Don't talk about children's anger, you are not young. You are not busy enough, right?" Zhang Wei frowned and looked at Zhao Yan: "Shitou, you...isn't your father from the Legal Affairs Office?"

"Yeah." Zhao Yan replied angrily: "I can't find my dad about this matter, do you understand?"

"I don't understand!" Zhang Wei crossed his arms and stared at Zhao Yan: "Aren't you a good brother? You can try to find your father and withdraw the lawsuit."

"Damn it! The Legal Affairs Office is not run by my family! You withdraw as soon as you say? They are so embarrassing!!"

Huang Xiaoya glanced at Zhao Yan lazily, and then at Zhang Wei: "After all, it's just a matter of face! He is the provincial director after all, and it's another matter to sell Zhao Yan's father's face. Son!"

"Come on!!" Zhao Yan was also annoyed: "This is why the emperor is not in a hurry to be an eunuch! Look at Xie Huan's attitude, he is like a normal person, at least he hasn't found his father yet! How the hell am I counting him as his elder brother?" ? I went to my dad to withdraw the lawsuit, am I being cheap or cheap?"

Zhao Yan returned to his seat and took out a book to review.Huang Xiaoya sneaked a glance at Zhao Yan, and quietly pulled Zhang Wei into the corridor.

At this moment, there were only two of them, and Zhang Wei expressed the unhappiness in his heart: "What does Zhao Yan mean?! Fortunately, brother! He is obviously able to help with this job, so if you don't want to help, just say it! So many things Are the reasons and excuses interesting?!"

Huang Xiaoya patted Zhang Wei on the shoulder: "Don't tell me, I'm annoying too! Zhao Yan is really incompetent sometimes. But... During the two years I spent with him, I found that he was always right in the final decision , is also the most sensible one, anyway, if the surname Lu insists on this matter, he will definitely have to ask Zhao Yan's father to come forward in the end, it's better not to tear your face."

After class, Xie Huancai came back from the teaching office with a calm expression on his face and he couldn't see anything.Zhao Yan no longer asked about his affairs, and devoted himself to his studies.Zhang Wei and Huang Xiaoya surrounded Xie Huan before he could sit down: "What did the teaching office say?"

"It is said that I should go to the hospital to apologize to them first, and then write a self-criticism and ask the parents to come and admit their mistakes to all the teachers and students in the school. This is the end of the matter." Xie Huan grabbed a handful of candy from the desk and gave it to a few People are divided.

Zhao Yan glanced at the candy on the table, grabbed it silently, stuffed it into the desk, and continued to work on the questions without looking up.Xie Huan took a lollipop and knocked Zhao Yan's head like a wooden fish while muttering: "Amitabha, goodness, goodness, classmate Zhao Yan, things are not as bad as you think, and I will never look for you until the end Trouble."

"That's the best. I hope you can solve the problem immediately!" Zhao Yan took the lollipop in his hand and stuffed it into the desk.

Huang Xiaoya and Zhang Wei looked at each other, and both stared at Zhao Yan speechlessly.

"Ah Huan, do you mean to go to the hospital to apologize? And ask the parents to confess to the teachers and students of the school??" Zhang Wei stared at him in disbelief.

"Yes! I don't want to alarm my dad. Besides, I caused this thing myself, and I will try my best to solve it myself! I will never!! Find my dad!!!" Xie Huan said firmly, apologizing is no big deal, A man can bend and stretch, why don't he just go to the podium and read a few lines?The elders asked his mother to come over and support him, and the matter was settled like this.

But Xie Huan's thinking was too simple, he didn't know that the matter had far exceeded the result he could have expected, until it finally became an unresolved situation.

That afternoon, Xie Huan bought a lot of fruit and food and went to see a doctor. Huang Xiaoya and Zhang Wei were worried and insisted on following them.Xie Huan knocked on the door of the ward, and walked in alone with his things.

The Lu family was in the ward, and Lu Zerui had two legs and one hand in plaster, and was asking his mother to feed him.Lu's father has a fat head and big ears with a beer belly, his face is drawn long, and his eyes are so cold that they are piercing.

"Uncle, Auntie, I'm here to apologize to classmate Lu." Xie Huan put the things in his hand on the table.None of the Lu family members looked at him directly, Xie Huan didn't care, as far as he was concerned, as long as the matter was settled, it would be fine.

"Student Lu, I was too impulsive that day and hurt you. I apologize. I hope you don't take it to heart. If you have any requests, just ask. As long as I can do it, I will do my best. Do it." Xie Huan looked sincere, and he was serious about every word.Although my heart has already been disgusted no less than a hundred times.

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The new urban inspirational tanmei novel "He Melts My Life" has been published

Introduction: In the best years, Fortunately, Zhihan lost his flying wings and fell into the bottomless abyss from the brilliance, but at the most desperate time, he met He Lianjin, a famous psychiatrist in Shanghai.

He Lianjin healed his disabled heart with his warmth, allowing him to embark on the journey of his dreams again.

Let me be your strong backing, strong legs, and take you to the end of the world.

Urban Tanmei Long Inspirational Novel —— "He Melts My Life"

Trial Chapter: Chapter001 Encounter

On the day he met Xin Zhihan, He Lianjin remembered that it was raining heavily.Opening the door and rushing into the rain, the wife's vexatious scolding could be heard vaguely from behind.

"Helian Jin, you have the guts, you don't even think about coming back after stepping out of this door, you go to Qiao Wan, that vixen! I want to divorce you!!"

When a man has to face endless domestic violence and food and clothing problems in addition to the pressure of work, he is absolutely in no mood to care about how bad his current image is.

Mrs. Xin opened the door, full of anticipation that the next one might be the last straw to save her son, but when she saw the man in front of her in a mess, her heart turned cold.He didn't even intend to let Helianjin enter the door.

Fortunately, Madam Xin was impressed by Helian Jin's calm demeanor and elegant speech: "I apologize Madam, because I had some accidents, so I am late."

Seeing that He Lianjin's left face was bruised a lot, and her whole body was drenched by rain, which was not a small accident, Madam Xin sighed secretly, moved away a little, her face was gloomy: "Mr. Please come in."

The Xin family is very prestigious in Shanghai and made a fortune very early. He Lianjin was too drenched to sit on their high-end leather sofa, and Mrs. Xin was not willing to invite him to sit on it.I thought about asking him to see his son earlier and then hire a more reliable psychological doctor.

"Mr. Helian, please come upstairs with me."

He Lianjin nodded lightly, and was about to go upstairs with Mrs. Xin, when suddenly the door was opened again. The head of the Xin family took off the black hat that was wet by rain, looked up and saw Helian Jin, Xin Yuanhang quickly put it down. The work bag went up to meet her, his enthusiastic attitude was in stark contrast to Mrs. Xin's indifference.

"This is Mr. Helian, right? I have admired your name for a long time! I have been looking forward to you for so long." Xin Yuanhang shook hands with Helian Jin vigorously, looking a little excited: "You have been given by the rain. Get wet, hurry up and change into clean clothes, the bathroom is here, Mr. Helian please."

He Lianjin was not used to such a big man using honorifics to himself: "Mr. Xin just call me by my name."

After changing into clean clothes, He Lianjin was taken into a very dim room. There was only one small electric light in the room, and the curtains were drawn tightly so that no light could penetrate. The piano, sitting on the chair wheel in front of the piano is a seventeen or eighteen-year-old boy, with his back to them, motionless like a wood carving.

"Zhihan..." Mrs. Xin's voice was trembling, and she said cautiously, "Zhihan? Mom is here to see you."

The boy's figure trembled slightly, and it took him a long time to turn around slowly. He Lianjin would never forget that pair of obsidian-like eyes that should have been clear, but were blinded by despair and resentment. Hu Du felt so lonely. People have chills.

The young man's gaze subconsciously fixed on Helian Jin's body, and he sneered, his voice was flat and lifeless, as if it came from the abyss of hell: "I know, you think I'm a lunatic, hehe——you've come from Where did you get the psychiatrist? It’s useless. How can a psychiatrist cure me, a lunatic? Send me to a mental hospital and treat me as my son. Please, don’t worry about me anymore , let me die!"

He Lianjin's heart suffocated. This child is too young. I heard that he lost the ability to walk in an accident. He has been sitting in a wheelchair for half a year. The doctor sentenced him to death and said that he would never be able to walk again. .

Chapter002 Dead Heart

"Hi, my name is Helianjin, nice to meet you, Zhihan."

Xin Zhihan sneered: "Helian Jin? Which green onion? I haven't heard of it. Don't go to the doctor in a hurry and find a liar. Don't think that a psychiatrist who looks like a psychiatrist on the street is a psychiatrist .”

"Zhihan, you can't be so rude..." Xin Yuanhang rebuked, but He Lianjin stopped him, and he quietly shook his head at Xin Yuanhang, making him swallow his unfinished words.

At this moment, Xin Zhihan is like a hedgehog covered in thorns, stabbing anyone he sees.He Lianjin didn't care about it at all, and walked over with a smile, her slender hands lightly touching the keys of the piano: "Do you like the piano?"

Xin Zhihan stared at him with hatred in his cold eyes: "Don't touch it!"

"why?"

"I just don't allow you to touch it! Don't!!" Xin Zhihan suddenly looked like a madman out of control, and frantically beat the black and white keys. The piano made a harsh noise, and he growled like a small animal. Howling, full of hatred and resentment.

He Lianjin stood quietly watching, for some reason, there was a touch of pity in his heart, there were too many secrets and sorrows hidden in his eyes, maybe the surface they knew was just the tip of the iceberg, Helian Jin Sumire secretly made up her mind to try her best to bring him back to normal.

Until Xin Zhihan took the fruit knife on the table, and slashed it towards the body of the piano. He Lianjin rushed forward and grabbed his hand holding the knife, and said to him word by word: "Zhihan, the piano cannot be destroyed. !"

"Go away!! What are you? What right do you have to say such things to me, you are just a liar! You are all liars!!! Liars!!!" Xin Zhihan struggled with his restrained hands and roared.

"Mr. Helian, let him smash it. Anyway, this is already the sixth piano. We can buy another piano if it is smashed, but it will hurt you..." Xin Yuanhang persuaded.

He Lianjin didn't seem to hear anything, he forced Xin Zhihan to look into his eyes, and a circle of red marks appeared on his thin wrist: "Zhihan, look at me. Look at me... are you Don’t you like the piano? I’ve heard of you. You won many championships at a young age and gained a high reputation. You are a famous piano genius. You are in pain, right? Ruining the piano is not the way to relieve the pain. Depravity cannot be redeemed. No matter how you like something or something, you can’t give up at will in any situation. You should cherish it and put down the knife, okay? Come, give me the knife, trust me, give me the knife, I will I'll tell you a way that doesn't hurt."

Xin Zhihan stared into his eyes for a moment, as if he was struggling with his inner demons. Mrs. Xin and Xin Yuanhang did not dare to breathe nervously, and stared at them blankly.

They have never tried to step forward to stop his self-harming behavior, but for the first time Helianjin succeeded, Xin Zhihan slowly put down his hand, Helianjin took the knife in his hand with a smile : "Zhihan, don't hold back your tears, everyone will have the most embarrassing and most vulnerable time, crying is not a shame, no one will laugh at you, they, including me, are not qualified, because we all cry like this Yes, really! Cry it out, will you?"

Xin Zhihan gritted his teeth, his shoulders shook violently, and tears dripped from his eyes like big beans. He was so proud and stubborn that he refused to choke even when he cried.He Lianjin leaned forward and embraced him, and softly comforted him along his thin back: "Cry, you will feel much better after crying."

After crying, Xin Zhihan was like an awkward child, turning the wheelchair to the closed window, unwilling to face them again, dead silent like a statue.

Chapter003 what a proud man

He Lianjin put her index finger between her lips and made a silent gesture, and quietly exited Xin Zhihan's room.When she came to the hall, Mrs. Xin changed her previous indifferent attitude towards Helian Jin, and trusted him wholeheartedly, as if she had grasped the last straw, she said excitedly: "Mr. Helian, you know With so many psychiatrists, no one has ever stepped forward to stop him from destroying the piano, and we are desperate for it..."

"Mrs. Xin, don't be too nervous. Zhihan is not hopeless. But the current situation is not very optimistic. He not only suffers from severe depression, but also has the extreme manifestation of mania. We can't let him go on like this. Otherwise, it will develop into schizophrenia, which is what we commonly call... psychosis."

"Mr. Helian, please tell us what to do? As long as Zhihan can be cured, we don't care what the price is!" Xin Yuanhang asked with incomparable sincerity.

At this moment, the nanny brought the coffee and snacks one by one, and Mrs. Xin enthusiastically pushed the snacks and coffee towards He Lianjin: "Mr. He Lian, please drink coffee."

"Thank you." He Lianjin took a sip of his coffee and said, "He is a very proud and self-respecting kid, really strong as hell." He Lianjin laughed.

Xin Yuanhang nodded: "That's right, Zhihan, we didn't put too much effort into disciplining him. He will consciously be strict with himself. When he was learning piano, he won No.2 in a competition. He locked himself in the room for three whole days and didn’t come out. Later, he told us that if he didn’t win the championship next time, he would never play the piano again. Since then, he practiced the piano even harder, until his fingers became stiff every day. Can't move and won't rest."

He Lianjin shook her head: "It's good to be strong, but if it's too much, it will cause an extreme, which is not good for children's growth. They require themselves to stand on high clouds, but once they fall from the clouds, they will lose their strength." But now Zhihan is not such a simple problem, as you said, he is extremely strong, and those who want to be strong must also have a strong heart that can withstand strong pressure. We don't know where the real crux is. .but I hope to find out soon."

"By the way, the doctor should have prescribed some soothing medicine for him before, did you give him any?" He Lianjin raised her head and asked Mrs. Xin.

Mrs. Xin immediately stood up and walked to the kitchen. All the medicines were taken out and placed in front of Helianjin. Helianjin looked at the medicines and guessed that she hadn't taken them at all.

"Zhihan refused to take the medicine. The doctor coaxed him to take the medicine every time, but it always backfired. This made him more violent and irritable, and even suicidal."

Speaking of this, He Lianjin said with a serious face: "The most feared thing about depression is suicidal tendencies. In fact, he needs 24-hour care, and he can't keep any sharp things in his room, such as knives. This It was a serious mistake!"

"It might be...he hid it himself when the nanny wasn't looking. We hired two nurses to take care of him, but...Zhihan refused to let them get close at all. There were several nights because no one was watching him. Then...wet the bed."

He Lianjin sighed secretly: "I know that both of you are very busy at work, but I still hope that you can spare more time to take care of him and enlighten him."

Xin Yuanhang sighed: "Since Zhihan got into a car accident for more than half a year, his uncle has been taking care of everything in the company, there is really no other way."

"I understand, that's fine. I will find a way to get him to take these medicines tomorrow. You must take good care of him. His condition is very serious and he may commit suicide at any time. I will go back today, both of you. Goodbye." He Lianjin stood up and bid farewell to the Xin family, Mrs. Xin hurriedly asked the nanny to deliver an umbrella, and Xin Yuanhang asked the driver to take him back.