He always wants to kill this scum

With the arrival of Zhao Yan, the scuffle finally came to an end. Zhang Wei pointed at Xie Huan and spat blood: "The thing I regret most in my life is treating you as a brother!"

Xie Huan sneered: "Who is your brother? Don't use the word brother to insult others, you are not worthy!!"

Zhao Yan felt very uncomfortable: "What's the big deal? What's the big deal!? Can you stop saying that you're not a brother? Do you know how hurtful it is?"

Huang Xiaoya covered his wound and squatted on the ground in silence, tears mixed with fresh water kept dripping, Xie Huan pushed Zhao Yan away with a face of indifference: "Who brother? Brother is a fart! Nothing!!"

"Xie Huan, what did you say?!" Zhao Yan asked Xie Huan with a pale face and trembling body: "You fucking have the guts to say that sentence again!!"

Xie Huan rolled his eyes: "Let me say it a hundred times! Brother is a fart! Nothing!! Especially you Zhao Yan, if it weren't for the sake of my money, would you call me a brother?" ?And you Huang Xiaoya, who do you think you are?! Are you my ancestor or my wife? .You, Zhang Wei, I have nothing to say to you. In fact, we are not together at all. It’s okay to just break up like this. You can go with whoever you like!"

"Let's go, what a bastard brother, we really can't afford you, Mr. Xie." Zhang Wei sniffed, wiped away the tears from his eyes, and strode away from the basketball court.

Zhao Yan sneered: "That's right, Mr. Xie, apart from money, being a scumbag is so hopeless. Apart from money, what else do you think I can do?" Zhao Yan's contemptuous eyes at the end could make people drenched with blood.

In the end, only Xie Huan and Huang Xiaoya were left. Xie Huan blankly cast his eyes at Huang Xiaoya who was crying sadly, and brushed past him without looking back.

That day, Xie Huan was like a puppet who had lost his soul, walking among the endless crowd, like a leaf that was detached from its branches, slowly falling to find a place to fall.Unknowingly, he walked outside Li Shufan's piano shop and watched from a distance across the road.

Li Shufan locked the storefront and prepared to go home, but the street lamps stretched his figure to a long distance, no different from the appearance in memory, but he felt a lot depressed.Xie Huan followed, and when he entered the corner of the alley, a man's figure suddenly jumped out from the side, like a cheetah that had been guarding there for a long time finally waiting for his prey, and pressed Li Shufan hard I'm going to kiss him on the wall.

Li Shufan punched the man in the face fiercely, his voice was crying, and his emotions were on the verge of collapse: "Gao Jie, what exactly do you want?!"

The man calmly wiped off the blood stains from the corner of his mouth, and said in a complicated tone: "What are you pretending to do? Don't you just want a man to fuck you? I still remember how passionate you were in bed before. Shufan, I actually liked you quite a bit. Back then Is it because I have no choice but to choose Fei Qing? I miss you a lot these days, and I often think of when we were in college... Shufan, shall we start over?"

Li Shufan laughed mockingly: "Okay, but the premise is that you break up with my sister, go back with me to meet my parents, relatives and friends, and make a promise for the rest of my life, can you do it?"

Gao Jie shook his head and laughed at his innocence: "No one will bless the relationship between the same sex! Do you want to destroy me? How can you be so selfish? Shufan, I have suffered so much for you, you still want What should I do? You are telling the world, no wonder you are still living such a miserable life, and you can’t go back to your home, your temper is just too stubborn!"

"Yes, I'm selfish, I'm pathetic, I'm stubborn. I announced my coming out to my family because of you. I was hated by Fei Qing and abandoned by everyone. I died twice because of you... the first time was after you said we'd break up , I cut my wrists, the second time you said you were with Fei Qing, I swallowed a whole bottle of sleeping pills, but I didn’t die, I think so, God saved me again and again, isn’t there always To compensate me one day, there will be someone who truly loves me waiting for me in the future? It is not worth dying for you, a scum, so from the day I was discharged from the hospital, I told myself, to live well, to live better than ever!"

"Shufan..."

"Get out! Gao Jie, I don't love you anymore, I beg you to get out of my life and never see each other again. Just pretend it never happened before."

Gao Jie sneered: "Shufan, I knew you would say that, so I have kept those few videotapes of our intimacy when we were together. I said to delete them when we broke up the other day. They were just backups. Shufan, I have no other intentions. , I just love you very much, I can't live without you, and I don't need you to do anything, just when I miss you, we can meet occasionally and do things between lovers."

Li Shufan slowly slid down along the wall, "Whatever you want..."

Gao Jie sighed pretentiously: "Shufan, don't do this, it makes me look like I'm bullying you, it's getting late, I'll come to you tomorrow. Goodbye!"

Xie Huan wanted to rush out and punch the bastard several times, but he endured it. When Gao Jie left, Xie Huan walked out from a dark corner.

Li Shufan's eyes were dead silent, seeing Xie Huan standing in front of him, he just stared at him blankly without any reaction.Xie Huan knelt down in front of him and tried to reach out to help him, but was swung away by Li Shufan in mid-air.

"Go away after reading the joke, I'm already... very tired." Li Shufan stood up wearily and walked forward.Xie Huan did not leave, but quietly followed behind him until Li Shufan took out the key to open the door, and Xie Huan squeezed in when he closed the door.

"Mr. Xie! If you don't leave, I will report you for trespassing!" Li Shufan roared in dismay, his eyes bloodshot.

"When someone speaks loudly to me, I have the urge to beat them up, so if you want to be safe and sound, you'd better cooperate." Mr. Xie's half-threatening, half-persuading appearance was like a gangster who broke into a private house and seduced him.

Li Shufan looked at the bruises on his face and silently threw himself on the sofa: "Speak quickly if you have something to say, and get out immediately after you finish speaking."

Xie Huan sat on the sofa, thinking for a long time and curled his lips: "I had a lot to say to you, but now I can't remember a single word. My mind is very confused, let me organize my thoughts first."

"Master Xie, are you here to make me happy?!"

"I'm not in the mood to have fun." Xie Huan raked his messy hair and pursed his lips before saying, "My personality is not very good, I tend to be violent, and I am extremely sensitive to unknown threats from the outside world."

"Then go see a psychiatrist and tell me what to do." Li Shufan rolled his eyes secretly: "I'm not in the mood to talk to you, please be concise."

"So my personal attack on you that day was very unreasonable. I would lose control of unknown threats and be unable to control myself. Although I have been controlling myself, it has improved a lot these years..."

"Trouble you, go out of the alley and turn left and walk 500 meters for psychological counseling, so I won't see you off."

Xie Huan ignored Li Shufan and continued, "As for my verbal attack that day, I know you were hurt. I always wanted to come to your door to apologize to you, but I don't know how to face you. The more you care about someone, The more overwhelmed I was, the worse it would end up being, so I ran away from it like an ostrich with my head in the sand."

"Okay, I heard your apology. You can go now. I'm really tired, Mr. Xie... Actually, your apology doesn't matter to me at all."

Xie Huan was talking to himself, as if he was recording alone while recalling something far away: "When I was young, my parents were very busy. When I was six years old, they threw me to a university far away in Taiwan during the summer vacation. At my aunt's house, I got lost while going out with a group of children, and was taken away by traffickers. The traffickers arrested many children and locked them in a very dark room. Those people were very fierce and spoke very loudly. As long as they I was trembling with fear when I spoke, and I don’t know how long I was locked in that dark room. Anyway, the people around me were taken out one by one and never came back. I always thought, maybe Every day it's my turn."

Li Shufan looked at Xie Huan in surprise, but Xie Huan's expression at the moment was very calm and he couldn't guess his truest thoughts.

"Later, there were more than a dozen children left behind, and those gangsters bought them at a price equivalent to about 300 yuan in Taiwan dollars. Do you know what they bought those children for? They messed with their hands and feet. Those who survived were dragged to the street to beg for money, and the children who entered never left alive.”

"Fortunately... my uncle still has some status in the local area. In addition, my father spent money and used all his connections to negotiate with those underworld people to get me out."

"Don't you guys call the police?!" Li Shufan asked in disbelief: "This is a society ruled by law, how could such a barbaric thing happen?!"

"Call the police? Calling the police will only kill you faster! If I hadn't experienced it myself, I wouldn't have believed such a cruel thing. There is a very delicate relationship between the black dao and the government. Some things are not handled by the government if they want to." It's okay... I won't mention these things, anyway, I started from that time, I hate people talking too loudly to me, I am very sensitive to unknown threats, very violent. I was afraid of the dark at first, so I slowly restrained myself When I was young, I loved to fight very much, and I was a little autistic. My parents just thought I was naughty, and they didn’t care about me too much when they were busy, so I learned to take care of myself. I haven’t seen a psychiatrist, just buy I have read some related books, and as I get older, my self-control ability also becomes stronger, so... I am basically the same as a normal person, except that I tend to be violent occasionally, and I am not willing to make friends with others."