one way trip

Lu Qi said that there were some and nothing, and Lu Qi even kept digging into Gu Yu's arms. Lu Qi probably belonged to the type of short stories when she was drunk. Gu Yu quickly put away her cell phone.

The taxi driver also asked the little girl why she was so drunk, and how much she had to drink. Gu Yu smiled wryly, how could she explain that Lu Qi only drank a glass of the lowest alcohol, but it was probably because it was a mixed drink, so Lu Qi got drunk so easily. drunk.

After finally getting her back, Gu Yu originally wanted to put her back on the bed, but she didn't want to accidentally fall on Lu Qi's body too. Lu Qi hugged her tightly and muttered, don't make noise, or she is not drunk .

Gu Yu was not drunk, but Lu Qi was too hot, mixed with the smell of cocktails, Gu Yu stared at Lu Qi's pouting mouth because of dissatisfaction, and called Lu Qi softly, Lu Qi just moved a little, and responded, Then she said that she still wanted to see the handsome guy who sang, and that Gu Yu was blocking her.

When she felt the temperature on Lu Qi's lips, Gu Yu felt that she must be crazy. It was Gu Yu's first kiss, and it was also Lu Qi's first kiss.

Gu Yu got up in a panic, took off Lu Qi's coat and covered the quilt, and fled into the bathroom as if fleeing, the warm water splashed on her body, Gu Yu closed her eyes and felt unstoppable fear, she kissed Lu Qi, even though It's Lu Qi who will definitely remember, but Gu Yu still feels guilty and blames herself for her impulsiveness.

Lu Qi was so drunk that she woke up quickly, but when she woke up, she found herself in the hotel, completely blinded, jumped up from the bed and Gu Yu just came out of the bathroom.

"Baby! When did we come back?" Lu Qi asked in surprise.

Gu Yu looked at her strangely, "You don't remember?"

Lu Qi shook her head sincerely, and Gu Yu breathed a sigh of relief, "You're drunk, so I brought you back because I'm afraid you'll be drunk."

Afterwards, Lu Qi couldn't figure out why she was drunk, and she was even completely broken, but she also sobered up quickly, and Gu Yu also thought that Lu Qi was amazing.

That night Lu Qi asked Gu Yu to sleep with her, and Gu Yu refused Lu Qi for the first time, how could she dare to let Lu Qi sleep with her again.

On the day Lu Qi left, Gu Yu went to the airport to see her off, and then went back to school alone. Gu Yu turned off her mobile phone and went around the school alone. That thought has not diminished at all, which makes her feel like she has done a lot of useless work for no reason, which is very frustrating.

Gu Mengxi couldn't get through to Gu Yu's cell phone, she was going crazy, she was about to go to her dormitory to find her, but she ran into Gu Yu at the door of her dormitory, the anxious Gu Mengxi yelled at Gu Yu in a bad tone, "It's okay, why do you turn off your phone!"

Gu Yu was frightened by her, so she had no choice but to say nothing, "It's just out of battery." Gu Yu lied expressionlessly, but felt sorry for Gu Mengxi, and sincerely apologized, "Sorry, I just suddenly wanted to walk alone, it's nothing, let me You're worried."

One or two students who entered the dormitory looked at them strangely. Gu Mengxi also felt that she was going too far, so she calmed down and said, "I'm sorry, if you have nothing to do, go back first, I'm still playing."

Seeing Gu Mengxi go upstairs, Gu Yu felt a little strange. Didn't Gu Mengxi tell her in the morning that he was done going, and why he was at school again.

Some people say that each of us is born crippled. When God created man, he divided the complete us into two. Only when we find the other half can we be complete. But if the other half you think is not separated by God For the other half, how can it be consummated if it was wrong from the beginning?

The author has something to say: There are real people and real stories about getting drunk.Drinking crazy with a glass of cocktail, and then can't remember anything after waking up, Ben saw it when he was three years old!

☆、Knowing that you can't do it

Maybe it was that time when she overstepped the rules. Since then, Gu Yu dared not agree to go on a trip with Lu Qi, and every time she found various excuses to shirk it, but Gu Mengxi went to Gu Yu whenever she had nothing to do, and she had to choose public classes together. The senior who just picked up Gu Yu at the beginning of school pursued Gu Yu relentlessly for two years, but Gu Yu remained unmoved, and even her roommates felt sorry for her.

Once Gu Yu caught a cold, Gu Mengxi walked across half of the dormitory campus every day to ask about his health, a dormmate was really curious, waiting for Gu Mengxi to leave, poked Gu Yu, "Are you two together?"

Gu Yu was stunned for half a minute, and her roommate thought she was too embarrassed to answer, so she quickly waved her hand, "Don't be afraid, Gu Mengxi is also pretty good, and the department of journalism is tweed, so it's something to be proud of being taken down by Gu Yu." Gu Yu bit One bite of apple almost fell.

"Well, did I not tell you that she is my cousin." Gu Yu never thought in his life that anyone would bring Gu Mengxi together.

"Sister, isn't it dear?" The roommate propped her chin thoughtfully.

Gu Yu shook his head sincerely, "That's fine, sisters are also good." Gu Yu's apple fell completely, what are people thinking these days?

"What's on your head all day long?" Gu Yu really wanted to roll his eyes.

"Then what do you like? You don't want the senior, you don't want the next student council president, what do you want." The roommate was really angry, and there was such a good resource for nothing.

"Monk." Gu Yu took the clothes and went into the bathroom.

What does she want, what she wants is something she can't get in this life, Gu Yu forced herself not to think about Lu Qi in two years, forced herself not to get close to Lu Qi, but couldn't help but want to do her best to her Well, for Lu Qi's birthday, Gu Yu will start preparing gifts long, long in advance, learn how to engrave a seal for her, and draw a Q version of Lu Qi's portrait with her own hands. It's not expensive, but every piece is very careful.

However, Gu Yu can control herself not to look for Lu Qi, but Lu Qi will come to Gu Yu. Every year on Gu Yu’s birthday, Lu Qi will skip class to find Gu Yu. Lu Qi is also very good, her personality is like this, but perhaps because of that little bit of difference, Gu Yu is getting deeper and deeper.

Later on the weekend, Gu Mengxi came to find Gu Yu to go out to watch a movie. Gu Yu held the milk tea and casually told Gu Mengxi about the matter. Gu Mengxi, who had been walking behind Gu Yu, stopped for a moment and came out in high spirits. At that moment, Gu Mengxi's eyes were a little sore , maybe the sun is too glaring, Gu Yu walks into Lu Qi's road of no return without looking back, isn't it the same for Gu Mengxi, they keep moving forward without seeing the end.

"Yeah." Gu Mengxi threw a piece of popcorn into his mouth, but he couldn't feel the sweetness at all. The more he chewed, the less tasteful he was. Gu Mengxi didn't see what the movie was about at all.

On the Christmas day of her sophomore year, Gu Yu called Gu Mengxi. Gu Yu was about to say that she had made a video and sent it to Lu Qi, but before she had time to say it, Lu Qi told Gu Yu that she had left the order.

"Is it Zhang Ziqian?" Gu Yu asked calmly. Zhang Ziqian met Lu Qi during the summer vacation in the third year of high school, and they pursued each other for two years. It is also expected.

"Yeah." Lu Qi wasn't very excited either, and her daily routine with Zhang Ziqian was no different from being together.

"I wish Jiujiu." Gu Yu didn't know what kind of mood she said that, her heart seemed to be empty, but she didn't even cry when she said she was very sad.

Gu Yu played games all night that night, and went to class the next day staring at scarlet eyes.

Gu Mengxi received a tip-off from Gu Yu’s roommate. When he went to the comics club to block Gu Yu, Gu Mengxi was drawing. Gu Mengxi always thought that if Gu Yu specialized in a certain thing, he would be supernatural. How can someone be a good student from elementary school to university? But he has a wide range of interests. Gu Mengxi doesn't remember anything that Gu Yu didn't do well except the one time in junior high school because of his addiction to novels. Maybe some people are born to be God's darlings.

Gu Yu has only studied manga for more than a year, but he is good at it. Gu Mengxi remembers that last time a senior from the Internet Association said that Gu Yu was bored and went to the school's academic affairs website to play. This website has many loopholes, but Gu Mengxi still thinks that Gu Yu is a pervert.

Gu Mengxi snatched Gu Yu's paintbrush, and gently hugged her "what's the matter?" Gu Mengxi's voice was very soft, Gu Yu's embrace was very warm, Gu Mengxi held Gu Yu's hand, and Gu Yu's hand would not be too cold in the room with heating .

"It's nothing, you're learning to paint, aren't you? Give me back the brush." ​​Gu Yu pretended to be indifferent and pushed Gu Mengxi, as calm as ever.

Gu Mengxi hugged him even tighter, "Gu Yu, can't you be honest for once?" Gu Mengxi looked at Gu Yu's red eyes and felt distressed. Maybe the person he puts on top of his heart is not cared by others, but that's all.

Gu Yu gradually relaxed his nerves, and leaned his head on Gu Mengxi's arm, "Lu Qi and Zhang Zigan are together."

It was the first time Gu Mengxi saw Gu Yu who made people feel distressed, and it was also the first time Gu Mengxi cried when she saw Gu Yu, but what could Gu Mengxi say?Her eloquence can't be displayed in front of Gu Yu at all, the only thing she can do is to wipe her tears.

"Come with me to the bar." Gu Yu looked up at Gu Mengxi, no longer a sleepy look, but Gu Mengxi would rather that Gu Yu would always be the Gu Yu who loves to drink Wangzai and can't wake up all day long.

Gu Mengxi took Gu Yu to a bar, the style was not bad, but Gu Yu was not in the mood to appreciate it, drinking a glass of wine, Gu Mengxi never knew that Gu Yu had a good capacity for alcohol.

But Gu Yu still vomited, vomited all over Gu Mengxi, looking at the filth on Gu Mengxi's body, plus the cold wind blowing in the winter night, Gu Yu became sober for a while.

"It's all right now, you still have to pay me for a suit of clothes." Gu Mengxi spread her hands, and said angrily and funny.

"Then pay." Gu Yu said embarrassingly.

Gu Mengxi took off his coat and threw it into the trash can by the side of the road, holding Gu Yu tremblingly, "Well, can you forget about Lu Qi from now on?"

Gu Yu opened his mouth, but still didn't answer, "Go back, you'll catch a cold when it's so cold." This time it was Gu Yu who warmed Gu Mengxi's hands.

Some things are really involuntary, if it is so easy to forget, maybe there will be no such thing today, Gu Yu can't guarantee that she can forget Lu Qi, just like Gu Mengxi can't let go of Gu Yu, in the emotional world we always Doing stupid things, knowing they can't be done.

The author has something to say: People who have had a secret love are very bitter

☆, not as important as you

Gu Yu launched a game live broadcast at Lu Qi's suggestion. In two years, Gu Yu has become a master from a small white, and the live broadcast has attracted many fans.

Gu Mengxi is a journalism major, and her studies are getting more and more busy. She is already preparing for an internship in the summer vacation of her junior year.As Gu Yu is an accounting major, more research is required.

Gu Mengxi, who is an intern, is very busy and tired every day, but every day she has to wait for Gu Yu to say good night before going to bed.

Gu Yu thought that Lu Qi would go far with Zhang Ziqian, after all, Zhang Ziqian was obedient to Lu Qi, and Gu Yu didn't remember that the two had quarreled during almost a year of being together.

But when Lu Qi said to her, "Bao, I broke up." Gu Yu was extremely surprised at that time.

"Why? He bullied you?" Gu Yuna was making a video, which was her part-time job when she had nothing to do.

"How is it possible, alas, I just think he is too kind to me, and I don't feel very stable with him. After all, you also know that he likes to play like me, but he doesn't feel very passionate. , you also know that my mother doesn't agree with me finding someone from other provinces." Lu Qi's analysis was very calm, if it wasn't for the last soft sob and unusual nasal voice, Gu Yu would have thought she didn't care.

Gu Yu didn't know how to comfort her, but just quietly listened to Lu Qi's confiding, and occasionally said a few warm words.

Lu Qi said that she was going to take the postgraduate entrance examination, and asked Gu Yu if she wanted to be together. Gu Yu was not interested in the postgraduate entrance examination. After studying for so many years, Gu Yu found it very boring to continue reading.

"Then you will work and support me." Lu Qi jokingly said, "Actually, sometimes I don't understand why we must get married. You said that if we two rent a house and live like that for the rest of our lives, it's not bad, isn't it? .”

Lu Qi would not know that when Gu Yu on the other end heard those words, her heart seemed to miss a beat.

"What are you thinking, you will always meet someone you like." Gu Yu sneered, not knowing whether laughing at Lu Qi's whimsy or her hypocrisy.

"Baby, I never heard you say if you have someone you like." Lu Qi suddenly remembered that she had never heard Gu Yu mention any men, which inevitably made Lu Qi feel worried.

"Well, the person I like is very outgoing, has a lot of friends, and has a nice smile, and is also very gentle." Gu Yu carefully counted Lu Qi's advantages, with a brisk tone.

Lu Qi was a little surprised that Gu Yu actually had someone he liked, which seemed incredible.

"Be honest and be lenient, tell me if you're in a relationship." Lu Qi questioned.

"How can it be, just think about it, don't let me think about it." Gu Yu laughed and babbled.

Lu Qi and Zhang Ziqian died in the future, which invisibly made Gu Yu even more afraid.

Lu Qi is actively preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination, and Gu Yu is also busy finding an internship unit by herself. It seems that everyone has become busy.

It's not difficult for Gu Yu to find an internship job, but Lu Qi will inevitably feel anxious when she is taking the postgraduate entrance examination. When she is sad, she will call Gu Yu. Even though Gu Yu is not very good at comforting people, it is good to have someone to listen to.

Gu Yu had just worked overtime that day and was on the way back. Lu Qi, who couldn't sleep, called Gu Yu again. As Lu Qi spoke, Gu Yu tried to comfort her with a word or two from time to time. She wanted to say something more, but Lu Qi heard a sudden There was the sound of sudden braking, followed by a burst of noise.

When Gu Yu was knocked down, she felt that her body was not her own anymore. The owner of the car hurried down to ask her if she was okay.Gu Yu grabbed the mobile phone at the side, but the phone hadn't hung up yet, "I hung up beforehand."

It was a woman who bumped into the person. Seeing that Gu Yu couldn't get up, she couldn't help feeling anxious. She hugged Gu Yu and got into the car, "Sorry, I'll take you to the hospital first."

Gu Yu nodded and did not refuse, after all, no one wants to leave any illness behind.

After an examination, there was nothing serious, but the left hand was broken and there were some abrasions in other places. It seems that he will be hospitalized.

"Well, I'm sorry, I paid for the medical expenses, don't worry about your hospitalization, I will bear it, but I really have something to do tonight, can I go first? This is my business card, you can call me if you need anything." The woman looked very anxious, as if there was something really urgent.

The pain in the left hand was still burning, even if Gu Yu could bear it, she almost shed tears just now, but Gu Yu still stretched out her right hand to take the business card, and nodded slightly.

Xiao Jinxiu, this name doesn't match the person at all, Gu Yu thought in his heart, "Don't drive so fast." Gu Yu reminded in a warm voice.

It seems that he has never seen such a good-tempered person after being hit, Xiao Jinxiu was stunned, nodded, "Then I will come back tomorrow." Then he left in a hurry.

Gu Yu stayed alone in the empty ward, perhaps because of the influence of the environment, she suddenly felt extremely lonely.

Gu Mengxi is also very busy with her internship, and she is quite far away from Gu Yu. Gu Yu originally wanted to call her Gu Mengxi, but after thinking about it, it is better to tell her tomorrow.

Because of the pain, Gu Yu didn't fall asleep very much all night, and when she called Gu Mengxi the next day, she was weak.

Gu Mengxi called her an idiot, and didn't know to tell her earlier, Gu Yu just smiled indifferently, asked for leave with the company, and began to suffer from Gu Mengxi's nagging.

When Xiao Jinxiu came in, what he saw was that Gu Mengxi hated Gu Yu, and at the same time thoughtfully fed Gu Yu apples.

The girl on the hospital bed no longer looked like an unpopular ice girl like last night, but she was very energetic when she spoke back occasionally.

Gu Yu was still very polite to Xiao Jinxiu, but Gu Mengxi didn't give her face anymore, and looked at her coldly, as if she had a great hatred.

Xiao Jinxiu asked a few questions, asking if he wanted someone to take care of Gu Yu, but Gu Mengxi mercilessly refused.

Gu Yu fell asleep when Lu Qi called, so Gu Mengxi picked it up for her in order not to disturb Gu Yu's sleep.

The person on the other end of the phone asked Gu Yu what happened last night, Gu Mengxi was slightly surprised that Gu Yu didn't tell Lu Qi.

"She was hit by someone, it's nothing serious now." Gu Mengxi said lightly, "I'll ask her to call you back when she wakes up."

It's just that no one expected that Lu Qi would actually buy the nearest ticket and fly over.

Gu Yu was enjoying the five-star care of Gu Mengxi when he received the call from Lu Qi, and almost choked to death with a sip of water.

Xiao Jinxiu would come to see Gu Yu every day after get off work, and today there was another girl, but the atmosphere in this room was strange.

When Lu Qi came, Gu Mengxi used the excuse of work to leave. Xiao Jinxiu asked if he wanted to give it away. Gu Mengxi thought that she would get angry when she bumped into Gu Yu, so she refused without thinking.

"Don't you want to review? Why are you here?" Gu Yu asked uncomfortably.

Lu Qi gave her a white look, "If Gu Mengxi doesn't tell me, don't you plan to tell me?"

"I'm afraid I'll disturb your review, and it's no big problem." Gu Yu smiled embarrassingly.

"Stupid, is it important for you to take the postgraduate entrance examination?" Lu Qi said it as a matter of course. In her heart, Gu Yu is not only a friend, but also a family relationship.

Gu Yu remained silent, the important meaning that Lu Qi understood was definitely not what she understood.

Lu Qi accompanied Gu Yu for more than half a month. When Gu Yu slept, Lu Qi would brush books. Occasionally, Gu Yu would accompany Lu Qi to review, which was more efficient than Lu Qi's reviewing alone.

During this period, Gu Mengxi basically just came to see and leave, and most of the time he came with Xiao Jinxiu.

☆, joke

Except for the little episode in the middle, there was nothing else going on, Lu Qi was still concentrating on preparing for the exam, Gu Yu and Gu Mengxi were busy with work.

"Bao, I've been admitted." Lu Qi immediately told Gu Yu the moment she received the notification.

Gu Yu raised the corner of her mouth slightly, "Well, congratulations." Thinking about the ukulele she just bought yesterday.

"Bao, can I go and play with you?" Lu Qi said lazily while lying on the bed.

Gu Yu hesitated for a while, "I'm at work, so I can't ask for leave for now."

"It doesn't matter. I'll go play by myself. I'll just find you to spend the night." Lu Qi said nonchalantly, "It just so happens that you are raising me."

To tell the truth, Gu Yu was delighted that Lu Qi was able to come to her, but she was a little bit entangled, "Okay~ You see your birthday is coming up, so I just go over to celebrate your birthday." Lu Qi said coquettishly, in fact, Lu Qi has many friends It is not difficult to find a friend to travel with her, but she just wants to find Gu Yu.

Unable to bear Lu Qi's acting like a baby, Gu Yu finally agreed, she felt that she was hopeless, stuck in Lu Qi's swamp and could not find a way out.

Gu Mengxi shared the rent with someone else. Originally, Gu Mengxi said that she wanted to share the rent with her, but the two of them work far away from each other and couldn't find a suitable place.

When Lu Qi came, she could only sleep with Gu Yu. Lu Qi said that she would go out to play during the day, but in fact she didn't go there. Instead, she fell into the trap of Gu Yu's game and played games every day. Gu Yu's roommate raised a dog. Lu Qi, the cat, pets the cat when she has nothing to do during the day, but Gu Yu's roommate has no objection. After all, Lu Qi cooks a meal every day and waits for Gu Yu to come back. As Gu Yu's roommate, she is naturally lucky.

Every time Gu Yu ate a little, she didn't want to eat anymore. Lu Qi forced her to eat enough for a normal person every time. When she learned from Gu Yu's roommate that Gu Yu sometimes felt lazy and only ate one meal a day, the look in Lu Qi's eyes It can kill.

Every weekend, Gu Yu will launch a game live broadcast, which was suggested by Lu Qi.The live broadcast started as usual, and her fingers were nimbly flying on the keyboard. Gu Yu, who was originally abusive and happy, was suddenly hugged from behind her neck. Lu Qi had just taken a shower and was only wearing pajamas. Qi's body was tightly pressed against her, and Gu Yu's whole body was stiff. After four years in this Internet world, Gu Yu is no longer that innocent little girl who doesn't know anything. The kind that can drive, the tip of the nose is the familiar smell of shower gel.

"Yo, it seems that my family treasure is very popular, and everyone is clamoring to marry them." Lu Qi watched the continuous stream of barrage, and Gu Yu explained a sentence or two from time to time. During the live broadcast, Gu Yu didn't care at all Not cold, after all, the voice of the girl with facial paralysis is not cold at all, but rather soft and cute.

Lu Qi adjusted the camera and took a close-up of herself hooking Gu Yu's neck on the screen, "I heard that someone is going to marry my Jiabao? Did I agree?" The provocative tone made the fans explode in minutes.

"Agu has a date?"

"What the hell? The real wife?"

"Agu likes girls? It scares me."

Seeing the barrage, Gu Yu helplessly supported his forehead, and said lightly, "Don't make trouble." However, it was another understanding in the ears of fans.

"This doting tone! Agu, you have changed."

Lu Qi was also dumbfounded, what is this all about?Lu Qi has grown up for so many years and never thought about homosexuality, even as a joke.

After that game, Gu Yu didn't even have any follow-up interaction with fans, and hurriedly turned off the computer, trying to explain to Lu Qi, but Lu Qi had already gone to bed.

"They don't really think you have a girlfriend, do they?" Lu Qi's cautious tone made Gu Yu feel a little uncomfortable again.

"It's okay, I'll just explain later." Gu Yu took out her phone and posted a Weibo tonight, only saying that she was a friend and that she was a purebred single dog.

Regardless of the explosive comments below, Gu Yu got under the covers, not knowing what Lu Qi would think, but no one knew Lu Qi's straightness better than Gu Yu, and she did it on her own if she knew it and plunged into it.

"Bao, if you don't have a boyfriend, wouldn't it be because you like girls?" Lu Qi still hugged Gu Yu without any grievances. Gu Yu tried hard to restrain her emotions, and finally hummed.

"So you said it was a girl last time?" Lu Qi asked in surprise, Gu Yu still nodded.

Lu Qi rubbed against Gu Yu, "Then go after him, idiot."

Gu Yu couldn't help but rolled her eyes, "She doesn't like girls, okay, sleep, how about going to climb the mountain tomorrow?"

"What mountain to climb, it's your birthday tomorrow, think of something fun, whether to go to the amusement park." Lu Qi said enthusiastically.

After getting off the roller coaster, Gu Yu swore that he would never play this thing again in his life, it was too tortured, and the little breakfast he ate in the morning was wasted.

In the end, Lu Qi gave up the idea of ​​playing the pirate ship again, so she took Gu Yu to the snack street for a stroll, and when she returned, Gu Yu was so full of stomachache.

When I met Gu Mengxi at the door, Gu Mengxi looked at the two people walking side by side, and suddenly felt ironic that Gu Yu was already accompanied by someone, and she still rushed here.

"Why didn't you tell me in advance?" Gu Yu let go of Lu Qi's hand and hastily opened the door. Gu Mengxi was holding a big cake in his hand, and there was another unidentifiable object.

Lu Qi went over to pick up what Gu Mengxi was holding. Gu Mengxi took a step back instinctively. After thinking about it, she felt something was wrong. She smiled, "Sorry for not standing still."

Before Gu Mengxi could eat, Gu Yu personally cooked for her to cook something to eat. Gu Yu's cooking skills were really only edible, but Gu Mengxi still ate quite happily.

When cutting the cake, it happened that Gu Yu's roommate also came back, and thanks to her coming back, the cake would not be wasted.

"Why didn't you tell me that Lu Qi is here?" When Lu Qi went to take a bath, Gu Yu and Gu Mengxi were paralyzed on the sofa, and Gu Mengxi said a little unhappy.

"Huh? Do you have to say it?" Gu Yu didn't understand why Lu Qi wanted to tell Gu Mengxi when she came, and Gu Mengxi didn't know Lu Qi well.

Gu Mengxi was speechless for a while, and there was really no need to talk to her. What did the matter of Gu Yu and Lu Qi have to do with her?Gu Yu likes Lu Qi, so it's too late to be happy when Lu Qi comes, isn't she?

"I came out with her." Gu Yu said sadly.

Gu Mengxi was slightly taken aback, then said with a sneer, "You have the courage to come out but you still dare not confess, it's getting late, I'll go back first."

Gu Mengxi didn't know why she was so angry today, but seeing Gu Yu and Lu Qi's appearance made her angry. She was very upset why Lu Qi could get Gu Yu's attention in every possible way. She had been with her for so long, but she couldn't compare to Lu Qi's. A little care.

Knowing that in the emotional world, people are all unreasonable people, and that equal efforts will not get equal returns, but they still feel uncomfortable, and emotions and reason will always be separated.

"It's so late, let's go, I'll tidy up the sofa, you and Lu Qi can sleep on the bed." Gu Yu took Gu Mengxi's hand, and Gu Mengxi really couldn't rest assured that Gu Mengxi had to go back alone so late.

When Gu Mengxi heard the words, the corners of her mouth curled up, "Either you sleep on the sofa with me, or let me go, I'll catch the subway."

Gu Yu gave her a blank look, "Childish, clean it up yourself."

What Gu Yu meant was to agree, and Gu Mengxi smiled with a tricky trick, but in fact, Gu Mengxi just thought that Gu Yu would always have a disheartened day.

☆、Knowing that you can't do it

On the day Lu Qi left Beijing, she played a piece of ukulele for Gu Yu. Gu Yu looked at Lu Qi's side profile. She was not the prettiest person she had ever met, but she just liked it. Gu Yu lowered her eyes slightly Mou, quietly recorded it with a mobile phone.

Sitting on the plane, Lu Qi looked down at the sky from thousands of miles away, her mind was a little confused, she inadvertently touched her lips, it seemed that there was still the temperature of Guyu on it.

Last night, because Gu Yu had to rush to work, Lu Qi went to bed first. She wanted to see if Gu Yu was asleep, but she didn't expect Gu Yu to sit on the bed at night and watch her. When Lu Qi wanted to tell her to sleep, Gu Yu But he suddenly kissed himself, although it was just lip to lip, but Gu Yu stayed for too long.

"Lu Qi, I think I should forget you." When Gu Yu spoke, Lu Qi felt as if hot tears were dripping on her neck. Lu Qi never thought that the person Gu Yu liked would be herself, she knew After all, she still likes boys, all she has for Gu Yu is friendship and family affection, Lu Qi dare not open her eyes, just let Gu Yu hold her, and stare at the ceiling in a daze when she falls asleep.

For a long, long time, Gu Yu refused to contact Lu Qi. She was afraid, afraid that she would never be able to let Lu Qi go, and that she would not be able to help disturbing her life. There is a saying that if you can't be a lover, don't be friends. Gu Yu feels that she has been guarding Lu Qi for too long, and Lu Qi will always get married and have children one day, and she will always learn to let go.

Lu Qi couldn't stand Gu Yu's indifference at first, and wanted to ask why, but felt it was inappropriate. She already knew the answer, didn't she, Gu Yu said it herself?What else is there to ask?

After work, Gu Mengxi fell in love with the bar. It seems like this way you won’t be lonely. Seeing the drunk guy ignoring all the people around him, he felt distressed. She and Gu Mengxi probably met because of Gu Yu. Xiao Jinxiu felt sorry for Gu Mengxi , but also feel sorry for Gu Yu, probably because looking at them is like seeing the former self, so I have to speak up, but whether it is Gu Yu or Gu Mengxi, what is wrong, I only blame myself for liking someone I shouldn't like.

"Drinking again, I don't care if Xiao Gu Yu scolds you when it hurts your stomach." Xiao Jinxiu said helplessly.

"Will you sue?" Gu Mengxi said with a sneer, she doesn't care, Gu Yu may be worried that she is far from being able to meet the person on her heart, even though she hasn't had much contact with Lu Qi in these years, from Gu Yu's eyes Mengxi can't see the joy she used to have, and now Gu Yu is more and more quiet, as quiet as a pool of stagnant water.

"Is it necessary for me to file a complaint? You go back smelling of alcohol, and Xiao Gu Yu has a bad nose." Xiao Jinxiu said with a sigh.

Later, Gu Yu changed jobs, and the company where he was intern had no prospects, so Xiao Jinxiu invited Gu Yu to come to his company, which happened to be not far from Gu Mengxi's company, and his family was worried, so the two rented together.

"Her? I don't know where I got drunk today. Lu Qi is getting married." Gu Mengxi shook her head and said sarcastically.

Gu Yu didn't think what Gu Mengxi said, but just invited a friend to play games in an Internet cafe for a day. Lu Qi said that Zhang Ziqian gave up his good job and came to her city, and started from scratch. Lu Qi said that she still couldn't refuse. Him, Lu Qi said, "Bao, you can find someone to accompany you, or a girlfriend." Lu Qi said sorry.

Gu Yu cried like an idiot in the crowded bar, and her friends were scared by her. It turned out that Lu Qi knew it, but she just wouldn't respond to her, so she didn't ask anything about her sudden alienation.

She asked, Bao, will you come to marry me?Did she really want to cut off contact because of this?

Gu Yu looked at the invitation sent by Lu Qi, and threw it into the trash can, "No, Lu Qi, you must be happy. If Zhang Ziqian bullies you, then bully you back. Don't be so worrying when you are married and established."

The two lost souls met at the door, Gu Yu looked at Gu Mengxi, who smelled of alcohol, and gently supported Gu Mengxi.Helped her to enter the door, made her a glass of honey water, and brought stomach medicine, every time Gu Mengxi drank like this, he would always have a stomachache when he came back.

"Gu Mengxi, don't drink so much in the future, I'm leaving Beijing, take good care of yourself, okay?" Gu Yu said reproachfully, touching Gu Mengxi's cheek.

Gu Mengxi held Gu Yu's hand, "Are you going to her wedding?"

Gu Yu shook her head, "No."

Gu Mengxi didn't know where she got the courage to hold Gu Yu tightly in her arms, "Then why do you want to leave, why don't you leave?"

In fact, Gu Mengxi is also very lonely. After living together for so long, Gu Yu still knows that Gu Mengxi probably has someone hidden in his heart. Gu Mengxi used to be able to fall in love in junior high school. If there is no one in his heart, how could he be alone for so many years? people?

"Gu Mengxi, let go too." Gu Mengxi can empathize with Gu Mengxi's pain, Gu Yu is the person she cares about most besides Lu Qi.

"Why should I let her go? Why should I let her go when she is right in front of my eyes? Gu Yu, are you really stupid?" Gu Mengxi felt aggrieved, tears of grievance came out, why.

"I won't let you go, and I won't allow you to leave." Gu Mengxi finally revealed the dusty secret buried in his heart through Jiu Jin, "Anyone who doesn't like you will come to a school or a city with you, and anyone who doesn't like you will feel sorry for you If you don't like you, whoever wants to learn to cook for you is a kitchen killer." Gu Mengxi finished speaking in one breath, but Gu Yu was stunned.

"Hahaha..." Gu Yu burst into tears from laughing in Gu Mengxi's arms, why are they so stupid, Gu Yu only sees Lu Qi in his eyes, but can't see Gu Mengxi beside him, Gu Mengxi only sees Gu Mengxi If you can't reach the other people behind you, isn't everything self-inflicted?

Gu Mengxi suddenly kissed the person in his arms, and the room was quiet for a while, Gu Yu didn't refuse, but didn't respond, just let Gu Mengxi kiss, waiting for Gu Mengxi to let go.

Struggling to get out of Gu Mengxi's arms, "Gu Mengxi, we can't do it, idiot." He gently touched Gu Mengxi's cheek and wiped her tears, but his own tears couldn't stop.

Beijing is very hot in summer, but the two people in the same room feel extremely cold.

The next day, before dawn, Gu Yu packed up her things and left. Gu Mengxi watched her leave, and finally put down her half-stretched hand.

Sitting on the train, Gu Yu looked at the scenery outside the window. It wasn't that Gu Mengxi was not good enough to her, and it wasn't that she was not good enough to Lu Qi. In the relationship with Lu Qi, she may be the most pitiful, but in the relationship with Gu Mengxi, she is the ruthless one.

A city without Gu Yu is meaningless to Gu Mengxi, and she also starts running around, going out on location as an off-site reporter, running on the front line.

Gu Yu gave up that promising job, packed his bags and became a freelancer, running on the road.

Gu Mengxi looked at the tidy nest. She hadn't changed the rented house these years, as if that person would come back one day if she didn't change, but she still had to leave now. The old house was going to be demolished. Gu Mengxi is still alone, as if she has lost the strength of her lover.

Lu Qi's child received a pair of golden locks on the day of the full moon, "May you be safe forever." Lu Qi finally shed tears when she looked at the pair of golden locks.

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