like a lifetime gl

This kind of confusion can only be suppressed in Ke Lan's heart, she can't tell Zhang Yier, it is this confusion, because of this love, she has already shamelessly possessed Zhang Yier's everything, and now she has become Zhang Yier's everything, so No matter who she is, in front of Yi'er, she can only be Lan Ke.She also couldn't tell Nangong Qi that although she looked exactly like Nan's face, she wanted to be as unscrupulous and open her heart in front of Nan.But reason told her that she could only say it to herself, or dig a tree hole to say it.Ke Lan, who had just woken up from a dream, looked sideways at Yi'er, who was sleeping soundly beside him. His quiet face, closed eyes and lips had already touched Ke Lan's heart inadvertently.The strange face she saw the first time she woke up after the car accident gave her an inexplicable sense of familiarity and intimacy.And this kind of familiarity and kindness gradually made Ke Lan unclear in the care, care and dependence that came along the way. Is it love, isn't it?She raised her hand to rest her forehead, and she was able to soothe her frown, but she couldn't soothe the sorrow in her heart.Fingers across Yi'er's face, I don't know if there will be such a calm face after discovering the truth in the future.Unable to fall asleep anymore, Ke Lan got up and wanted to walk in the yard, only to find that the hem of his clothes was being held by a small hand.The corners of Ke Lan's mouth slightly raised, and he slowly pulled out the corner of his clothes, and helped her tuck in the thin quilt.Putting on his coat, he quietly opened the door and went out. The moonlight shone on the courtyard, and the ground was as white as frost.It is very similar to the scene in the dream just now, except that the courtyard in the dream is much smaller than the current one, and the moonlight is like a pillar projected on the blue bricks on the ground. With infinite warmth.Although it was just a back view, Ke Lan also knew that the figure was very similar to him, and he also knew that it was not him. It was Lan Ke, the real soul master of this body, the one who disappeared after falling off the cliff .I don't know what time it is now, Ke Lan has been confused about the time since he came to this space, and has been reminded by people around him.The silent night makes people's irritable heart gradually calm down. In fact, Ke Lan and Nan Gongqi are not the only ones who have troubles.Zhang Yi'er really felt extremely happy during this time, she can finally be with the person she loves in a legitimate way.The days are dull and happy, and Lan Ke treats her very well.However, she felt faintly uneasy in her heart.This kind of uneasiness was never felt in the bumpy days before.Where did this anxiety come from, Zhang Yi'er herself couldn't tell.She is just not very sure sometimes, because happiness seems to come too suddenly; sometimes she is not sure, because the blue in front of her eyes is dazzling and a little erratic, as if it will disappear in a second.This trace of uneasiness and uncertainty, she just quietly concealed it.She was happy and content, and she told herself that whether she was uneasy or uncertain, it didn't matter.What she loves is Lan Ke, and Lan Ke also loves her. Now they are together, very happy, which is very important.What she has to do is to enjoy this happiness and keep it.She was trying, trying to get over the insecurities, trying to get over the jealousy.Yes, it's jealousy. Although she is married to Lan Ke, she sees Lan Ke talking and laughing with Nangong Qi at ease and ease.That is, Xiao Ke has never done it in front of her.How could she not be jealous? Could it be that, in front of her lover, she wanted to cover herself up, unwilling to show her true side.

Everyone has their own troubles and worries, but what is the way forward, whether to blindly escape, retreat and suppress, or to take the initiative to actively seek solutions.Obviously, Ke Lan and Zhang Yi'er belonged to the former, and the former Nangong Qi also belonged to the former.Today, when Ke Lan went to pick up Nangong Qi at Nangong Mansion, which was just across the alley from her home, she told Ke Lan that she was not feeling well, so she didn't follow Ke Lan to the shop.However, shortly after Ke Lan left, a man who looked like a son followed a servant out of the gate and walked to the other side.They didn't beat around the bush, they just simply went to several pharmacies, bought a few medicines respectively, and then returned to the mansion the same way.Other than that, this day was no different from the previous ones.Zhang Yi'er still took care of the inside and outside of the small house, helped Ke Lan prepare for her daily needs, and worked as a maid. The day passed quickly.Ke Lan also helped take care of the business as usual, checking the accounts and so on.When I came back in the evening, I went to see the sick Nangong Qi first, and then went back to my home.A very ordinary day, and the days passed like this.Counting the days, Nangong Jun and the others have been away from home for more than two months.During the period, Nangong Jun and Huang Ying brought back a letter respectively.Nangong Jun actually wrote two letters, one to Ke Lan and one to his sister.Both of their letters mentioned the progress of these days, and they also expressed their gratitude. Nan Gongjun thanked his brother for taking care of his family and business, and Huang Ying thanked Ke Lan for matching her and Xiao Wu.Sometimes, it is not easy to say thank you in person, but it is easier to resort to paper and pen.In addition, Huang Ying also revealed some gossip information to Ke Lan. One of the protagonists of the gossip is Nan Gongjun, and the other is Cheng Jinling, who was rescued by Ke Lan under the horse.Nan Gongjun fell ill in Xiangqiao Town, and received Jin Ling's meticulous care and care.According to Huang Ying, Xiao Wu insisted on passing the news to Ke Lan. Xiao Wu insisted that Nangong Jun was lucky, and exaggeratedly said that Cheng Jinling looked at Nangong Jun with stars in his eyes.Ke Lan also replied to the letter and asked to take it there.In the past few days, Ke Lan often went to the shop alone, because Nangong Qi was often sick, and it was not a serious illness, such as headache, stomach pain, foot pain and so on.Ke Lan is a little unaccustomed to not being accompanied by anyone. She has never been a person who likes to be alone, so in modern times, she always likes to stick with Hao Nan, and Hao Nan always needs her when Ke Lan needs her. Always be by her side, even if sometimes do nothing.

At dinner, Ke Lan saw that there were a few more dishes on the table than usual, and they were much richer, so she asked Yi'er: "Honey, what a good day today, cooking so many delicious dishes?"

"It's not a special day. I think you've been working hard recently. Let me show my condolences to the heroes of our family." Yi'er's eyes were a little unnoticed, she sat next to Ke Lan at the table, and put the bowls and chopsticks in front of Ke Lan , and put the chopsticks in her hand: "Eat quickly, it's all your favorite, it won't taste good when it's cold."

"My wife, you are so kind, it's so kind to have you!" As he spoke, he began to eat unceremoniously.

Ke Lan's food was delicious, and Zhang Yi'er felt happy from the bottom of his heart when he saw it.Just like this for a lifetime, how good it is.