like a lifetime gl

Until he sat down at the noodle restaurant downstairs, Xiao Nan still squinted his eyes, looking drowsy.It's no wonder that Ke Lan abruptly lifted him from the bed while he was in a deep sleep.But as soon as the noodles came to the table, the tiredness on her face was wiped away by her just like the noodles in a bowl.The contrast between before and after is so great that it is jaw-dropping.

After lunch, he and Nan walked back arm in arm.

As we walked, Xiao Nan suddenly asked, "Xiao Ke, is it really okay for you to live with Lili?"

"What's okay? We're still friends, aren't we?" Ke Lan replied mechanically, but he couldn't help feeling guilty.

"It's easy to say things, but it's hard to do things. Ask your own heart. I know how you have come here in the past few years."

"..." Ke Lan couldn't help being speechless

"If you can't control your heart, staying together like this will only bring you more pain." Hao Nan patted her on the shoulder.

"I think I should be able to do it. After all, it's been several years." Instead of telling her, it's better to ask yourself.

Among all Ke Lan's friends, Xiao Nan knows her best, and it can be said that he knows her details best.For a long time, Ke Lan has buried everything in his heart and never confides in others, no matter how he feels in his heart or how much pain he has; he always looks happy on the outside, as if he has never had any troubles.In the days when Lili just left, the sky in her eyes was gray, the people she saw were black and white, the voices she heard were indistinct, and everything changed from its original appearance.Even so, for the most part, she tries to be the same as before, covering everything up.Until I met Hao Nan in college, she seemed to have a pair of particularly sharp eyes, which could see right through her heart.Finally, on another rainy night, she confessed everything to Nan, everything about her and Lili.To her surprise, Nan was not particularly shocked, frightened, or repelled; instead, she looked at her quietly, looking at her.Ke Lan read a message from Nan's clear and firm eyes: understanding.From then on, Ke Lan had someone to confide in, a spiritual support and sustenance, which greatly relieved her depression.

Xiao Nan's worry now is not unreasonable. Looking back on the past few years, how many days were spent in thoughts, and how many nights in dreams she saw again and again the person who made her soul sway. Dreamer.It's really hard to forget a person, let alone a person who makes you unforgettable.And these years, Ke Lan has been working hard, trying to forget everything, everything related to Lili.This process is long, arduous, and even more painful, just like a drug addict who has been addicted for many years suddenly wakes up one day and wants to quit drug addiction.She told herself to get rid of her attachment to this relationship and to cut off the connection with the past.It took three years to learn to forget, learn to give up, and learn to compromise.Until one day I ran into Lili at the train station, and found that there seemed to be no heartbeat and pain in my heart, only some excitement, which should be the feeling of meeting old friends; think so).She finally knew that time is really a very effective healing medicine.It gave her the courage to face up to the past, to face the real life in front of her, and to accept all possibilities in the future.

She also had this kind of worry, worrying that one day she would not be able to control herself. In fact, what she did now was not controlling herself. Lili said that she wanted to live with her, and she agreed without thinking. ——Who the hell knows?

Ke Lan had been busy for nearly two hours, and finally there was no more clanging noise from the kitchen, and he finally cooked up a table of decent food that didn't know how it tasted.In the rice cooker, white fungus and lotus seed porridge is bubbling with happiness.This seemed to be her first official cooking.I looked up at my watch, it was already 07:30, why Lili hadn't come back, logically, she should have come back, the bank closed at 05:30, and the clerk could leave at [-] o'clock after finishing the calculation, the journey would take half an hour.

"Maybe it happens to be stuck in traffic, so let's wait." Thinking like this, he went into the kitchen to clean up the battlefield.Looking at the place where I just fought, it is really messy.In the rush, things were no longer in their original positions, and all kinds of vegetable leaves were accidentally scattered everywhere on the floor, really like a vegetable market on strike.Another half hour passed, but there was still no sign of Lili.Ke Lan and the dog are waiting patiently.After a while, the food was completely cold, so Ke Lan decided to call and ask.

"Hello, Lan." Lili answered the phone, and there was a lot of noise around her, as if she was in a bar. "I forgot to tell you, I may have to go back a little later today, and several colleagues are clamoring to hang out together."

"Understood, just call and ask why you haven't come back yet. Don't come back too late!"

After hanging up the phone, I found that I didn't have any appetite, so I ate a few mouthfuls casually, gave Mao Mao some of the rest, and threw most of it away, anyway, I couldn't taste much.I went to bed early at night, and I don't know what time Lili will come back.

—————(Dream, showing up again!) —————————————————————————

"Lan..." Following Lili's scream, I fell heavily on the ground, including the car and the person, before I understood what was going on.Feeling dizzy for a moment, he opened his eyes and saw Lili's beautiful face, but it was obviously full of anxiety.

"Where is it hurt?" Lili asked anxiously after touching here and there, "Oh, my clothes are torn and my arms are bleeding."

Looking at her current appearance, it is really difficult to connect with the usually eccentric Lili. "Hehe..." Ke Lan couldn't help laughing, "It's okay if you wear a lot of clothes, just scratch your skin!"

"It's a good thing you can still laugh, you scared me to death!" Lili gave me an angry look, "You can't do anything, you can't do anything..." Lili kept repeating these words, but her figure gradually blurred , the sound is gradually disappearing.Could it be that he really broke his head... Shaking his head vigorously, he heard Lili's voice again, "Lan, why don't you get up, don't you have to go to work today because you have no classes?"

"Go to work?! What class do you go to? We are still in school," Ke Lan thought it was funny, "Could it be that your head was hit!"

"Wake up...don't dream, Lan!" Feeling someone shaking his body, Ke Lan reluctantly opened his eyes, and saw Lili standing in front of the bed with an inexplicable expression on his face—the emotion itself dreaming!

Because of getting up late in the morning, Ke Lan felt particularly rushed all morning.It wasn't until the last class was over that I breathed a sigh of relief.Only then did I feel dry mouth, croaking all morning, it is a miracle that my mouth is not dry.Holding the books and walking towards the restaurant, the students who are finishing get out of class around me are rushing in the same direction like a sea, and there is a lot of people's voices along the way.The school is such a treasured place of geomantic omen for some people. Although the hygienic conditions are worrying and the food is very unpalatable, the number of people patronizing has not decreased. Major issues to minor ones out.It really makes those who run the campus restaurant feel at ease.

But at this moment, Ke Lan was not thinking about these things. What he could not get rid of all morning was the car accident in his dream.In fact, it wasn't even hit at all, but was knocked down by a motorized three-wheeler that wasn't even a car, and there was no serious injury, just fell to the ground and scratched the skin.That should be their freshman year of high school.However, Ke Lan was very lucky to have a car accident, because she clearly felt Lili's care for her which was different from ordinary people.

I remember that Ke Lan had liked Lili for a long time at that time, but he never dared to show it, let alone say it openly.But seeing that Lili was so nervous about herself, she thought to herself and told herself that having a good friend who cared so much for her was already very good, why should people ask for so much.Some people spend their entire lives pursuing diligently, but in the end they can get nothing.

To be friends with this person for life!

This small car accident did not cause any harm to Ke Lan's body, nor did it leave any adverse effects psychologically; however, Xiao Lili, another party involved, caused an uproar in her heart.She couldn't fall asleep for a long time that night, and the scene of the car accident always appeared in her mind over and over again, especially the feeling of being torn apart when she saw Ke Lan fall down, it was so clear, as if she was still stuck in the then.Always thinking - fortunately you are okay, otherwise what should I do?

"Why is it like this? Because they are good friends? Good friends should care and love each other like this. That's right, that's it!" Lili asked herself this way over and over again, and answered this way over and over again.

I don't know if people feel particularly comfortable in the spring season.All in all, Ke Lan and Lili had a very happy time.Every day, the two of them stay close together. They go to school together, go to class together, study together, go to the toilet together after class, and go home together after school; I don’t know if it’s a coincidence, but I remember that they both received praise and criticism together suffer!

Thinking of this, Ke Lan couldn't help raising the corners of his mouth. "Gulu---" her belly was bulging, she was really hungry, thinking that she didn't have time to eat breakfast today, so she quickened her pace.

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