Threesome must have my love

We drank a lot of wine at the barbecue stand, and we were all a little drunk, and we talked casually.Shen Zhe suddenly slapped the table and said to us with a vow, "I'll tell you a secret, and I haven't told anyone about this secret!"

"What's the secret, tell me." Leilei asked with narrowed eyes.

"Actually..." Shen Zhe suddenly lowered his volume and pretended to be mysterious, "Actually, I'm gay!"

After he said this, the three of us were all silent, because we knew that there was no wrong person at this table!

"What? Look down on me? Why are you silent all of a sudden?"

"Then... is the person you like at this table?" Leilei suddenly asked this question sharply.

"Yes!" Shen Zhe replied simply, "I like Haozi!"

I?Although I had guessed a little bit, I didn't expect him to be so direct!Still in front of Xirang!

Shen Zhe suddenly turned his head and looked at me, "Then do you like me? Haozi."

"I don't like you." I replied coldly.

"Then who do you like? Do you have someone you like?"

"En." I took a sip of beer, trying to avoid this topic.

"Then tell me, who do you like? I am confident that I will love you more than her!"

"I like Fang Nannan!" I casually said the name of our department flower, hoping to block all Shen Zhe's fantasies.

"Who? The flower of our department? What do you like about her?" Shen Zhe still pursued and asked.

I had no choice but to play freely, "She is good-looking, very smart, and most importantly, she has a very good figure! I just like her S-line."

Suddenly someone patted me on the shoulder from behind, and when I turned my head, I saw a tall man with his arms around Fang Nannan, "Primary school boy! I'm Fang Nannan's boyfriend, don't think about my woman in the future!"

I hastily apologized, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." I didn't even make a fuss, God didn't give me face, it was so embarrassing!

As soon as I came out of the bathroom, I saw Xi Rang smoking on the side of the road from a distance, so I walked over, "Smoking less."

Xirang didn't say a word, I looked at our elongated figure on the ground under the streetlight, and I just wanted to stay by his side for a while.

He slowly turned his head to look at me, and then blew smoke into my face, "Are you repeating the old trick?" He forced me to take two steps back, "You and Shen Zhe are in collusion, right? Acting quite decently, want to stimulate me, think I will be jealous for you?"

"Then are you jealous?"

"how is this possible?"

"..." I knew this would be the result.

"Then what the hell are you saying you like Fang Nannan? You kept saying you like me before?" Xi Rang threw the cigarette butt on the ground and stomped it out.

"Fang Nannan is my nonsense, I just..."

Xi Rang suddenly pushed me against the wall, put one hand on my ear, "Then you are talking nonsense when you say you like me?"

"No, I really like you."

"Shut up, don't say that you like me again. What you have done to me has exceeded the tolerance limit of friends, and I will not forgive you. If you dare to say anything nonsense in front of Leilei, I will never let you go!"

Since that night, Xi Rang has completely ignored me, neither answering my calls nor replying to my messages.After a long time, Leilei naturally noticed something strange.I could only prevaricate and say, "He's still mad at me because I lied to him and didn't help him chase you."

"But he has promised me that he won't have that kind of thought about me anymore, so I resumed the original relationship with him. Unexpectedly, he took all his anger on you!"

At night, I often think of him and cannot sleep.I really don't want to lose this friend Xirang, I want to hear him talk to me, his voice is so beautiful to me, and I also want to see him smile at me, when he smiles, he looks so good-looking, he The laughter is so hearty and sunny.Also, when his fingertips touch me inadvertently, I feel very happy.

"Xirang, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done that, I regret it. Forgive me, please?" I took out my phone and sent this message to Xirang.

In the next few days, Xirang was busy with the activities in the department, and rarely came to see Leilei, the two of them just talked on the phone from time to time.Xi Rang seldom called me in the first place, and most of the messages were conveyed through Leilei in the past, and now it is even more impossible to call me.I can only eavesdrop on their conversation from the sidelines, and there are countless jealous horses running in the horse farm in my heart, and I can't hold the rein at all.If this is the price for sleeping with Xi Rang, then this punishment is too harsh!I now just wish he could treat me like he used to half of the time, just don't ignore me.So, I send Xirang a message every day to say sorry to him.I am sincerely apologizing and hope that one day he will forgive me.

"Haozi, Xirang's parents are divorced!" Leilei said to me very uneasy just after answering Xirang's phone call.

"Did they leave in the end?" I was sad for Xirang. His family has always been at odds, and his parents have been divorcing for not a year or two. Although no one wanted to come to this point, things still came to this point.The blow to Xirang can be imagined. He is a person who values ​​his family very much. Since he was a child, he has made various efforts to ease the relationship between his parents.

"Xi Rang is very uncomfortable. He was drunk outside! Let's go pick him up."

"it is good."

Whenever Xirang has troubles, he can't do without cigarettes and alcohol. He is not a senior, but he is addicted to smoking. This is more or less related to his family.Among the three of us, Leilei's family is the most harmonious, which also affects the personality of each of us.Xirang's parents quarreled fiercely and often made the house smoky, so Xirang's temper was easily irritable, which was more or less influenced by the family.He also often lives in Leilei's house in order to escape family conflicts.As for me, my parents are very rigid, strict with my family education, and have many requirements and restrictions, so I am very depressed at home, and I often feel inexplicable anxiety in my heart.It's only when the three of us are together that I feel truly relaxed and happy.And Leilei's parents are the ideal parents of Xirang and I, kind, tolerant, gentle...

When I carried Xi Rang back, he vomited all over me.Since I came back too late, I was afraid of disturbing Xirang's roommate, so I carried him back to the dormitory of Leilei and me.

"I'll take care of Xirang tonight, you go to bed early." I said to Leilei.

"How can I do that? It's the hardest thing to take care of a drunk person. How can I let you take care of him alone."

"You see you are sleepy, besides, you see he is honest!" I pointed to Xi Rang who was motionless on the bed.

"That's right." Leilei confirmed Xi Rang's status, "Then I'll go to bed first, Hao Zi, don't work too hard, call me if you need something."

"it is good."

I washed the clothes that Xi Rang had vomited on, and saw that he was asleep, so I laid down beside him and fell asleep peacefully.

The next morning, I was pushed out of bed by Xirang.When I came back to my senses, Xirang was looking at me unhappily, and Leilei was also woken up, "Xirang, are you awake?" He yawned and saw me, "Hey? Haozi, why are you sitting on the ground ?”

I hurriedly got up, "The bed is too small, I accidentally rolled down."

"Xirang, how are you feeling? Are you still sad?" Leilei asked with concern.

"It's okay, I'm much better. I'll go back first."

After Xi Rang left, Leilei told me, "Xi Rang must be trying to show off his abilities. If we are afraid that we will worry, we should spend more time with him when we have time." I said, yes.

A few days later, when I went to Xirang’s dormitory to find him, he was smoking on the balcony alone.As soon as I entered the house, the whole room was filled with the pungent smell of smoke, and there were many empty beer cans scattered on the ground.

"Xirang, stop drinking." I snatched Xirang's beer.

"give me."

I was afraid that he would still drink, so I drank the remaining beer in the jar in one go.Xirang went back to the house dissatisfied and rummaged on the floor, but she found empty cans everywhere.He returned to the balcony irritably and lit a cigarette.

"It's not your fault about aunt and uncle. Don't torture yourself like this. "

"none of your business!"

"Cheer up, you don't go to class, you just know how to smoke and drink all day long, how long are you going to be decadent?"

"I said it's none of your business!"

"Leilei is very worried about you, do you think he will be happy seeing you like this?"

"You know that I only want to see Leilei, why do you want to come over when you don't let him come?"

"It's not what you think. It's difficult to choose a topic for Leilei's thesis. I've been looking for information all night these days. Now, I'm probably busy discussing with the group again. Everyone has their own things to do. If you don't want to cheer yourself up , no one can always circle around you and spend time on you begging you to cheer up!"

"Then why are you here? Don't you have something to do? You go!"

"Because I'm worried about you!"

Xi Rang didn't buy it, she finished the cigarette just now and lit another.

"Stop smoking!" I snatched the cigarette from his mouth and threw it on the ground.

Xi Rang took another cigarette out of his pocket and put it to his mouth. Knowing that I would grab it, he blocked me with one hand and lit the cigarette with the other.I knew I couldn't grab him, so I waited quietly by the side. As soon as he finished smoking, I pulled out the cigarette butt he was holding in his mouth, twisted out the spark on the railing, and swallowed it.

"You smoke one, I swallow one."

Xirang grinned sarcastically, disapprovingly, and lit another one.I know that he must be mocking me for being hypocritical, and I also know how stupid I am to do this. I just want to do something for him, and I only hope that he can smoke less.

Another one finished, he seemed to be waiting for me to swallow, to see if I would.I swallowed another one without hesitation.

"You're crazy, stop it! You know I won't forgive you even if you do?"

"Then do you still smoke?"

Xi gave me a blank look, "I want you to take care of it." He took out another cigarette habitually, before he could light it, I thought I was going to swallow it anyway, so I snatched it and broke the pipe As soon as I put it in my mouth, Xi Rang grabbed my wrist, "Okay, okay, I won't smoke anymore!"

"You swallowed two, do you want to go to the hospital for gastric lavage?"

"It's just some fiber, it's fine."

I can't help but think that if it were Leilei who did this instead, maybe if he swallowed one, Xi Rang would immediately give in and be obedient, but I almost swallowed the third one, and I suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.This is the difference between me and Leilei, I have already understood it, but why can't I keep comparing in my heart?