If you turn into a butterfly, I will bloom

Mu Ming has never seen Ai Rong so awkward.I just feel that Ai Rong is restless now, so I have to remind him. "What's wrong? The teacher is calling you."

"Forget it." Ai Rong whispered, not wanting to stand up.

"How can we forget it." Mu Ming abruptly pulled Ai Rong up.

"What's wrong? Are you still embarrassed?" The Chinese teacher laughed out loud. "For such a tall and straight guy, his appearance doesn't match your composition style."

Ai Rong scratched his head in embarrassment.

"How about this, our proposition composition "My Most Obsessed" is indeed a bit difficult, yours is really good, why don't you read it and share it with everyone." The teacher suggested.

"Teacher, forget it."

"Ai Rong!" Mu Ming whispered to him from the side.Just from these two words, Ai Rong knew that Mu Ming must be puzzled by his actions, and even somewhat dissatisfied.

"Don't be shy, no matter what the content is, we only do academic exchanges." The teacher encouraged.

Ai Rong glanced at Mu Ming subconsciously, and Mu Ming also caught his gaze, then Mu Ming nodded firmly, indicating to Ai Rong, no matter what, I support you.

Trembling, Ai Rong took the test paper out of his clothes.

"I am most obsessed." Ai Rong paused, "I am most obsessed with him, a poppy that won't turn red even if it is stained with blood, the white one has no blemishes, and the white one is inexplicable pity."

Hearing this, Mu Ming's heart skipped a beat, "Could it be that this guy wrote..." He wondered to himself.

"Remember? In Hayao Miyazaki's "The Hillside of Poppies in Bloom", when we parted, the sound of the tram was already far away, and the two looked into each other's eyes and said loudly 'I like you', they were not begging, Not self-pity, not lamentation. Even though fate likes to joke, even though the reality cannot be changed, then embrace this fate, accept this change, the only constant is still liking you.”

"On my hillside, in a pure land in my heart, I met him. He was blooming, his whiteness seemed to be thicker if it was more, and shallower if it was less. It was just right, magnificent and beautiful. There is even a hint of evilness, so that since I met him, I want to know him, I want to know him, I want to fall in love with him. I don’t know when my feelings for him started, even more I don’t know until that year, but I know that in my eyes, the world has lost its colorful colors, and only white remains.”

"But I don't know if there is such a place that can belong to us forever, where we can not be disturbed by anyone or anything. Is that place in your heart? Or in your dream?"

"Desolate in my heart, I can't bear that no one appreciates him, Xuanhua in my dream, I don't want him to be like a thread of illusion. What I am most obsessed with, can you wait for me to find a place, without the need for high mountains and long rivers, without the gentleness of Yingyan, without the gentleness of the wind The clouds are light, there is no need for ten miles of peach blossoms, as long as you are willing to accompany. Because there are many things that you don’t know. You don’t know. Before I saw you, I thought that the mountains were high and the waters were long, the birds and swallows were gentle, the wind was light and the clouds were light, Ten Miles of Peach Blossoms is my lifelong obsession."

"As I said, there are ignorance and vicissitudes in your heart; there is prosperity and loneliness; there is haste and longness; there are poems and songs. Maybe there is me. Willing to leave. I want you to remember those times whenever you want, the eaves where you escaped the rain together, the early sun that you enjoyed together, and the long winding road that you wandered together. Believe me, I will accompany you Keep going, because I said, you are my most obsessed."

"For a long time, for a long time, all you left me was a flower bud, and you refused to bloom no matter what you said. In my dream, I went to find you again. I met you in the peach blossom forest. You said 'I don't want you to give up the obsession you once had, so I meet you here.' I asked you if you can bloom for me."

"You only left me eight words: If you turn into a butterfly, I will bloom."

"Let me ask gently: why?"

"You said: I'm not the only one you're obsessed with."

Ai Rong read the whole article, and found that his hands holding the test paper were trembling uncontrollably, but the class was deadly silent, it seemed that the whole room was shrouded in a haze that made people dare not speak, and even Mu Ming was stunned there , There is no light in the eyes.Ai Rong hurriedly sat down, first to hide his excitement, and second, to try to make some noise to break the almost suffocating atmosphere.

After Ai Rong sat down, the class erupted into prolonged applause.Mu Ming suspected in his heart that it was impossible for this group of people to understand Ai Rong's state of mind, but they could be so moved that they couldn't bear to stop clapping their hands.But he understood thoroughly, but put his hands there honestly, because he thought that this was the best feedback to Ai Rong.

After Ai Rong sat down, Mu Ming stretched out his hand and grabbed Ai Rong's palm. With just a light touch, the two of them seemed to be covered in electricity. Mu Ming quickly took his hand back, and he didn't dare to look at Ai Rong from the beginning to the end. .

"Student Ai Rong, this composition has caused heated discussions among several Chinese teachers in the office. Most of the students will write about one thing, a very clear thing, or something they want to get. But you This article feels like it’s talking about a person, right?” the Chinese teacher asked.

"Probably yes." Ai Rong didn't know how to answer.

"We think you can submit your manuscript to the Composition Edition of the Journal of High School Education, and it will definitely be included." The Chinese teacher suggested.

"Let's forget it." Ai Rong just felt so nervous and embarrassed, he was afraid, he was afraid that the whole world would know that the person he was obsessed with was Mu Ming sitting beside him.

"Of course, this is up to you. It's just that the license fee is a lot." The Chinese teacher said. "Then, I'll pick a few more compositions, and everyone can appreciate and learn from each other."

After the results of all subjects came out, the total ranking came out soon.The class teacher also reassigned the seats, basically according to the grades. Although this method is not good, most schools still like to allocate seats in this way. It can also urge everyone to study hard.Mu Ming and Ai Rong were separated normally, and the two of them didn't care too much, anyway, they couldn't do anything when they sat together, on the contrary, they couldn't do anything when they sat together, which was even more uncomfortable.So the two of them had a good time.Liu Yu was sitting in front of Mu Ming, Yan Fei was sitting obliquely behind Mu Ming, and Ai Rong was sitting behind Yan Fei.

In addition, the class cadres have also been arranged by the teacher. The teacher feels that they don’t know enough about everyone, so now the only indicator that can be followed is grades. Zhong Chuhong is the class monitor, and the life committee is in charge of money. Thinking about letting Qi Qi or Han Yu take the job, girls are always thoughtful, and they are the best for this job.But these two girls really competed in their grades, and they didn't want to be distracted in other places, so they both declined the teacher's "promotion and honor".The teacher had no choice but to ask Liu Yu to take the job. Who knew that Liu Yu agreed without even thinking about it. This kid has a solid heart, and whenever others ask him, he will try his best to satisfy the other party's wish.

The busy study life came to an end with this exam, and the next highlight became the annual sports meeting.Hey, you know, in the hearts of high school students, the sports meeting is definitely an exciting thing.

The author has something to say:

This composition is a bit contrived, just like when I read my high school diary now, but people at that age are just like that.