If you turn into a butterfly, I will bloom

The two of them were tired enough, moved a small stool and sat at the door to enjoy the rain.At this moment, it was raining heavily, and a big umbrella was set up in the yard, as if it was taken from a food stall. The old lady sat under the umbrella, peeling melon seeds leisurely: biting it with her teeth, Then I used my hands to break the crack, probably because I was old and confused, and often broke open, and the melon seeds fell to the ground. It is not bad to eat three out of ten melon seeds, but it is cheaper to squat next to it The little soil dog, or the puppy knew that the grandma's melon seeds would drop, so he kept squatting beside her and staring at the grandma.

The two children squatted under the eaves on the other side and played with mud. The younger brother built a small house with mud, and the older brother used toy monsters to destroy the small house. The younger brother has been protecting the house from monsters. Ai Rong and Mu Ming, who were watching from the sidelines, laughed out loud, not only laughing at the innocence of the children, but also laughing at themselves that this kind of time is gone forever.Until their game is over, when the elder brother finally wins and successfully destroys the younger brother's little house with toy monsters.

"Wow..." The younger brother wailed in response to the destruction of the house, while the older brother cheered and laughed for his victory.Auntie came out of the house when she heard the sound, and she could see the whole story at a glance, and this kind of thing probably happened often.While coaxing my younger brother, I asked my elder brother to send an umbrella to my father who was working outside.

"Why are you crying? It's not like our house collapsed, right?" The aunt patiently comforted the crying brother.

"Brother is a bad guy, he sent monsters to tear down my house." He complained while crying, his little appearance was extremely cute, as if the house he worked so hard to build was really destroyed by monsters mercilessly.It also caused Ai Rong and Mu Ming to look at each other and smile, it can be said that they were too involved in the drama.

"Xiao Wu, be obedient, brother is not a bad person, he is just playing with you."

"He is a bad person, I want him to disappear." Now the tears stopped, but the anger didn't stop.

"The house can be rebuilt if it collapses. If my brother disappears, there will be nothing left." The aunt touched her brother's head, shook her head as if remembering something from the past, got up and went into the house.The younger brother's angry look is still very cute, but Ai Rong and Mu Ming can't laugh anymore.

"Ming, if the house collapses, you can build it again. Once the people are gone, they won't come back, right?"

Mu Ming knew that Ai Rong's words must be referring to something, but he didn't know who he was referring to. "Not necessarily." He could only comfort him prevaricationly.

"I won't come back, I won't come back." Ai Rong muttered to himself.

Mu Ming moved the stool, leaned close to Ai Rong, put his arm around Ai Rong's shoulder, and didn't speak any more.

After a while, the younger brother built another mud hut. "Mom? Where's brother? Why doesn't he come to play with me?"

"Rong, look at him, just now he wanted his brother to disappear, but now he's missing him." Mu Ming also wanted to change the subject.

"It's good to be young, you don't need to remember things." Ai Rong was a little disappointed.

"When you get older, you have an older way of dealing with it. If there is anything you can't figure out or forget...you can tell me." This is the first time Mu Ming asked Ai Rong to tell his thoughts. Before, he felt that Ai Rong I can handle these things well, and I will tell myself when it is appropriate, and I will brew and treasure it when it is not appropriate.But now seeing Ai Rong so sad, I am really worried for him.

"Yeah, I'm getting older, I can't forget it, maybe it will make me feel better if I say it. Ming, you know? In fact, I felt it very early. You like me, just like I like you."

"Ok?"

"But I didn't make it clear to you earlier. Do you know why?"

"why?"

"Sometimes I'm afraid of having something, because if I don't enjoy having something, I won't bear losing it."

Mu Ming exerted more force on his arms, hugging Ai Rong, as if he wanted to push him into his body. "I remember Gu Cheng said a word." Mu Ming said to himself: "You don't want to plant flowers, you say, I don't want to see it wither a little bit, yes, in order to avoid the end, you avoided the beginning of everything."

"Yeah, that's it."

"Rong! I really want to know what you have lost. And I just want to hear you tell me." Mu Ming suddenly became very firm, as if he had made a great determination when he said these words.

Ai Rong was also a little surprised, probably because he didn't expect that Mu Ming had already guessed that it was because he had lost something important that he was even more afraid of losing it.

"Well, Ming. When the rain stops, I'll take you to a place, and you'll know everything after you go there." Then she turned her head and kissed Mu Ming's thin lips lightly.

"Mmm, uh..." What Mu Ming wanted to say was blocked by Ai Rong's sexy red lips.

"Before that, give me a little more patience and don't ask me, is that okay?" Ai Rong pressed this request on Mu Ming's cheek almost in a whisper, how could Mu Ming not agree.The two have expressed their hearts to each other for some time. Although they are tired of being together every day, and even sleep together, it is really the first time that one party takes the initiative to act flirtatiously.

"Xiao Wu, Dad has to go out after dinner, and Mom is too busy, can you help Mom?" Auntie's call came from the room.

"No, I want my brother to play with me." At Xiao Wu's age, he doesn't know which is more important. In his heart, playing is the most important thing.Talking and laughing, he continued to play with his own mud and toys.

"I'll go and help auntie." Ai Rong said as he stood up and took a look at Mu Ming, it doesn't matter if he doesn't look at him, this look made Ai Rong's mood uneasy, and his heart was shaken for a long time.On Mu Ming's delicate cheeks, there was an expression of not wanting to be separated from you for a moment.

"What's wrong? Ming'er?"

"No, nothing..."

"You don't want me to go, then I won't go, I'll watch the rain with you here." Ai Rong seemed to relax a lot after the kiss just now, and the sadness on his face was swept away. "How did you sing that song? Oh, by the way, the most beautiful thing is not the rainy day, but the eaves where you escaped the rain."

"Okay, okay, this roof has allowed us to hide for a long time, so go and help Auntie."

"Is it all right?"

"It's really fine." Mu Ming said as he got up and went to help the old grandma peel the sunflower seeds.Only then did Ai Rong feel relieved and went to help his aunt cook.

The rain gradually stopped, only the eaves were still dripping.

As soon as the rain stopped, a halo of silver sunset glowed in the sky, and the sky and the earth turned silver gray.The milky white cooking smoke blends with the gray evening mist, as if covering the walls, roof ridges, and tree tops with a thin layer of cellophane, making them faintly visible and floating, creating a somewhat magical atmosphere.The small midges became active, buzzing and whirling in clusters.The bird was in the woods, whining in a hoarse voice, and somehow it was disturbed by something, and it dragged its voice, and flew towards the distance...

"Come on, grandma, I'll peel the melon seeds for you." Mu Ming piled all the melon seeds on the table.

"Good boy, good boy, you two are really good boys." The old grandma smiled, and her silver-gray hair reflected the light under the light of the open eaves, which complemented the sunset glow in the sky. "You or that child, who is older?" The old lady spoke a dialect. Maybe everyone in the family spoke Mandarin, so the old lady could barely understand her semi-Mandarin dialect.

"He is older, he is half a year older than me."

"How old are you?"

"17 years old." Mu Ming said as he handed a handful of melon seeds to the grandmother.

"That's great, you two are really nice." The old lady paused as she spoke, as if she had forgotten what she wanted to say next, and then said again, "It's not like my two grandchildren fight every day. .” The old grandma spoke clearly, but her expression seemed to be confused by an old man.

"These two little brothers." These words have been lingering in Mu Ming's heart, yes, everyone who saw himself and Ai Rong felt that the two of them seemed to be very good brothers, if that's the case, It's not bad, but he prefers to be a lover with Ai Rong. He clearly knows that his feelings for Ai Rong are either brotherhood or love, and he can't escape.But Ai Rong is much more frank about this relationship, but he hides himself, always unwilling to take the initiative to clarify his relationship with Ai Rong in front of outsiders.Mu Ming still has some taboos in his heart. He doesn't know if this kind of feeling will be recognized by everyone, and he doesn't know if this kind of feeling will make others look at him and Ai Rong differently. He doesn't like that kind of feeling, that kind of being rejected I don't like the feeling of being regarded as another, whether it is disgust or sympathy.

"Then wouldn't this be too unfair to Ai Rong?" Mu Ming suddenly noticed this in his heart.

"Grandma, we are not brothers, we are lovers, we are partners." Mu Ming is very firm at this moment, even if he cannot confess the relationship between the two of them to the whole outside world, but he is a little confused about an old grandmother who will soon be separated and never see each other again There is nothing wrong with expressing one's heart, even Mu Ming is willing to tell the truth to the old lady, firstly, the serene old man can't bear to be told lies, and secondly, how much Mu Ming longs to confess his love to Ai Rong to someone these days He is willing to try to see if he can get the understanding of others.

"Hmm...you and him...are lovers?" The old lady's chaotic mind suddenly needed to think, and her reaction became even slower, like a computer that had been left for a long time, it was no longer the mainstream configuration at present, and she forced it Bringing a newer version of the software, it will be somewhat difficult as well.

"Yes."

"But, but these, two, two boys, how can they? How can they be together?" The old lady finally came to her senses.

"Why not? As long as you are in love, you can be together." Mu Ming's expression was not the slightest bit excited, but completely determined, a domineering aura that he had never seen before in Mu Ming shot out from his deep eyes.It seemed to hit the old lady's heart, and the old man actually said, "Okay, two good dolls, everything is fine."

Mu Ming didn't think that the old lady would say anything special, but the sentence "two good dolls, no matter what" really touched Mu Ming.Is the judgment standard of the world that once a person is excellent, the chances of being recognized for what he does will be high?

Mu Ming and the old lady didn't talk anymore, they peeled melon seeds by themselves, and ate melon seeds by themselves, but the little local dog suffered a lot, and never ate the melon seeds that fell on the ground.