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The spiky red-haired Snape, who looked even brighter in the sun, was on the verge of tears.

How many times he dreamed back in the middle of the night, he wanted to see this pretty girl with beautiful green eyes and red hair again, wanted to face her, and personally say sorry.

Yes, he remembered the time he was in, sixth grade, by the black lake, disputes... words that came out of his mouth, made him regret his whole life, and then... broke up.

Every time he thinks about it, his heart seems to be torn apart.

"Lily" he pronounced her name silently, fixed his dark eyes on her, watched her angrily walk over, and got angry at Potter, who fell to the ground in a panic and blushed, and then watched her turn her head, Look over here, meet his...

Those green eyes, brightened by anger, were stunningly beautiful, and Snape was looking straight at her, not even hearing what she was frowning at him.

"Severus? Hey! Severus?" Lily Evans frowned and shook her hand in front of the gloomy boy with straight eyes. Seeing no response, she was about to pat him on the shoulder

Then... But, the other party grabbed her hand and pulled her into his arms.

"Dirty snot! Let go of your hand!" Potter yelled angrily on the ground, struggling to get up from the ground as if he was going to fight Snape desperately.

But none of the parties concerned gave him the attention.

His green eyes widened instantly, and he forgot to move for a moment in surprise, and stayed numbly in Snape's arms, the hand he grabbed didn't even move.

Even though the boy's body looked thin, it was much wider than hers, and her long arms tightly encircled her in his arms, making her unable to move.

Just as he was about to stretch out his hand to push it away, his low hoarse voice that had just passed through the voice-changing period rang in his ears... He said, I'm sorry.I'm sorry Lily.

Why say sorry?Why do you apologize?She didn't understand, felt strange.

So the hand of rejection turned into pull.He reached out and grabbed his hand.It seems, they probably need to talk?She thought uncertainly.

The red-haired and blue-eyed girl walked in front with a serious face, holding the gloomy black-haired boy by the hand, from the edge of the black lake all the way to the edge of the forbidden forest behind the castle.Behind him came Potter's fading angry cry.

Severus looked very off today.She thought in a daze.

He stopped and looked back at Snape, his face full of doubts.

Snape looked at her quietly, even though his face was expressionless, but she knew he had something important to do, and it was about her.

So she just looked at him, waiting for him to speak.

Snape looked at Lily who looked puzzled but didn't know how to speak.If he said that there was an old man in the body of the 16-year-old boy in front of her, how would she react?And this old man was the one who indirectly killed her...

At the age of 16, she is so fresh and beautiful. She shouldn't have the misfortune in the future, it shouldn't be something she has to bear.

Perhaps, this is the meaning of his return?Let her no longer experience misfortune and be happy all the time.

Also let him, no longer have remorse and regret.

Snape reached out to touch her face, but the hug just now seemed to have exhausted all his courage, so he raised his hand and put it down slowly

All the time, without saying a word.

"Severus...you, do you have something you want to say to me?" Lily hesitated to speak, thinking of the gossip she had heard along the way, her heart boiled even more... No, really? ?She was a little confused about how to speak.

"Lily, I..."

"That rumor it..."

The two spoke at the same time, and because of this, they both shut up and waited for the other to speak first.

So Snape motioned for her to speak first.

"OK, alright, listen to me about Severus," she mulled over her words, and said reassuringly, "I know that rumor is all false." She continued, "You and Potter emmmm we both know" as if It was hard to say, but she still insisted on finishing the sentence under Snape's frowning gaze, "I'm sure you don't have any deep sadomasochistic love and killing each other because of love."

Seeing Lily who finished speaking in one breath and then circling with her toes a little uneasy, Snape's heart suddenly calmed down as if struck by thunder.

Just a bunch of little monsters.

He thought calmly.

"no"

He spoke flatly.

Lily looked up and saw his calmly looking eyes. For some reason, she saw the emotion in his eyes at that moment and suddenly wanted to cry.

"Severus is kind of weird today."

she said softly.

"Because,"

"Today's Severus is not what he used to be"

His tone was flat and ambiguous, with the same tone as usual.

Just, as if it was friction with Potter that made him say such things.

But Lily felt vaguely in her heart that it wasn't like that.

However, since it's not about rumors, then, that's great!Lily, who was only 16 years old, secretly breathed a sigh of relief in her heart, and felt that her troubles were gone in an instant.

That's right, even the portraits in the castle know the grievances between Potter and Severus, so how could there be emmmmm sadomasochism between them? ?

After solving her own doubts, Lily left happily and went back to the castle to meet her friends, but she didn't notice that Snape behind her was still standing there, motionless.

She looks fine.he thinks.

He changed course and didn't let the thing happen that would tear them apart.

Does that mean that other things can be changed?

For example, completely, kill... that person.

Save her, save... Potter, Black, Dumbledore.Save... people who shouldn't have died in the war.

So, can that boy also have parents and grow up happily?

That's the happy ending, isn't it?

And here, there is actually no need for him.

He was thinking like this, but he suddenly thought of something and suddenly froze.

He thought of the reason why he could come back.

The source of that tear.

Those lake-blue, clear eyes filled with a bright smile every time he saw him, before he died, it was the first time that he shed tears so sadly.

"If I could do it all over again"

"Will it make you happy?"

She asked him sadly, crying uncontrollably.

Then what?Then he seemed to answer... "Maybe"?

So, he came back.

Back to his 16 years old, back to the node where he can make up for the regrets in life.

but……

She is gone.

she disappeared? !

The eyes that were still calm just now trembled violently. He raised his hand with difficulty and attached it to his chest. There was something pinned to it under the clothes.

Take it off and put it in the palm of your hand, it is a black gemstone brooch, inlaid with a fluorescent, pea-sized white pearl, but now it is gray and dead.

Like, a dead seed.

"A... Aviva" said the name dryly, he was a little dazed, a little at a loss, a little...inexplicable, flustered as if he couldn't breathe.

He came back, but here, there is no her.