After breaking up the engagement, Slag Gong is really sweet to White Swan

"Mother, you should really take care of your cousin," Shen Liangyue and Mrs. Shen sat in the garden of the Duke's Mansion, the morning breeze was blowing the budding roses, and he pressed the corner of his mouth with a napkin, "He is still stubborn after he ascended the throne." Change, you are actually harassing the clergy!"

Mrs. Shen smiled while holding the coffee. She flipped open the newspaper on the table and couldn't help exclaiming: "This guy is divorced again! How many times is this?"

Shen Liangyue leaned over to take a look. The newspaper used the entire front page to report the news of the divorce of the richest man in the empire. He said in shock: "'...Mr. Lu ended his seventh marriage yesterday', he actually divorced seven times ! Do you know the richest man?"

"Of course I do." Madam Shen blinked her eyes like a girl, "He can be said to be my... first love."

Shen Liangyue looked at her mother in surprise. He had always thought that loving parents had always had each other, but he didn't know until today that Mrs. Shen actually had a "first love"!

"Baby, maybe the love between your father and me gave you the illusion that we are the only one in each other's relationship. In fact, how can there be such a perfect thing? Perfect love and marriage only exist in stories." Mrs. Shen Holding Shen Liangyue's hand, she said softly: "Your father and I are indeed living happily, but before we got married, he had another girlfriend. As for me..."

She smiled charmingly and complacently, "It's no exaggeration to say that the people chasing your mother lined up from here to the palace."

"This Mr. Lu and I met at a ball. I was only 16 years old at the time, and he was beyond description handsome." Mrs. Shen pointed to the photo in the newspaper and said regretfully, "Oh, he It’s really old now.”

"...why are you not together?"

"Because I know that what I need is a stable and loyal marriage, and he is a man who can divorce seven times."

Shen Liangyue said in a low voice: "Maybe if you are together, he won't get divorced seven times..."

"I don't deny the possibility, but I don't want to gamble. The reason I'm always happy, apart from my noble background and good luck, is that I know exactly what I want." Mrs. Shen looked Looking at her precious child, she said slowly: "Obviously, I chose the right one. I can now mention him without any grievances, without any regrets in my heart-but if I think about him, I will still feel sad and regretful, Then I made the wrong choice."

Mrs. Shen covered her son's hand with her soft palm, as gentle and patient as she was when she was holding the young Shen Liangyue to learn to walk.

Heart, "baby, can you understand what mother said?"

People are so elusive and graspable, even if you are as familiar as your parents, you will be surprised at certain times. Shen Liangyue suddenly found that his mother is far more powerful than he imagined.She is a real princess, and she has lived like a princess all her life, but real life is not a fairy tale, and only the most realistic people can maintain their innocence to the greatest extent.

"Mom, why are you saying this all of a sudden..."

"Your cousin told me something. I went to the Earl's salon in person yesterday." Mrs. Shen paused, resting her chin on her hand, looked at her son and said, "...he is quite popular."

Shen Liangyue bit her lips lightly, and remained silent.

"So when I saw the newspaper just now, I was thinking—if today's newspaper published the news that Ming Feng married someone else, would you be sad?"

This question came directly to Ken Chen. Before answering, all concerns and pretense had to be torn to shreds. Shen Liangyue couldn't answer for a while. Too many irreparable injuries and the psychological defense line he had finally built were preventing him from exploring this matter. The answer.

Shen Liangyue threw herself on her knee in a state of confusion, and said in a muffled voice, "I don't know...Mom, don't force me to answer this question..."

"I'm not forcing you to answer me, I want you to ask your own heart, this answer is what you want to give yourself." Mrs. Shen stroked his hair lovingly, "Be sure to think clearly about what you want, baby. If If you still love him, you must have the courage to continue walking with him and overcome old wounds; if you have decided not to turn back, then you must have the awareness to marry him separately and have nothing to do with him."

"I know it's hard. You have to think about it slowly and carefully. No matter what your answer is, I don't want you to regret it later."

"Mom, I seem to be doing the wrong thing now, and I will regret whatever I do..." The entanglement and pressure in Shen Liangyue's heart surged out all of a sudden, he lay in his mother's arms and choked up and said, "He said he didn't choose me at that time. , To save me, he said that he has always loved me... I really want to believe it, but I am afraid that I am being stupid again. I can't believe him anymore, I doubt every word he said, for fear that I will Getting hurt again, and the matter of the child, after so long, I still remember the pain at that time. You are right, I really don’t have the courage to love him again, but I think it’s very uncomfortable for him to marry someone else happy......"

"Besides, I was the one who called off the engagement at the time, and I've been a failure emotionally...I'm afraid you'll

Disappointed with me...”

"How could it be? Your father and I will always support your choice." Mrs. Shen hugged him tightly, her voice was gentle but firm, "Don't worry that your decision will hurt us, baby, sometimes you are so sensible that it makes me feel bad ...Don't hurt your heart for anyone, okay?"

The soft pheromone on Mrs. Shen's body enveloped Shen Liangyue, and he felt as safe as returning to his mother's womb.Those who have a happy family are lucky, because no matter how cruel the world is, they will always have a place to go back to, where they will always be accepted, protected, and comforted in their mother's arms.

He Mingfeng walked along the mountain road with a bouquet of white and lovely jasmine flowers in his hand, which was his mother's favorite flower.After he fled from the salon, he couldn't calm down for a long time. Mrs. Shen reminded him of his mother. This is the tenth year since her death.

The marble tombstone is cold, He Mingfeng has not felt his mother's body temperature for a long time, he sometimes fantasizes that if his mother is still alive, everything might not be like this. Alpha and omega are completely different creatures. It was the mother who told He Mingfeng persuasively that he could not treat Shen Liangyue like other playmates, "You have to treat my brother like a kitten and treat him carefully. You are too strong. The kitten will meow in pain." He Mingfeng still remembers what she said, "You can't bully him, let alone fight with him, you have to be gentle, considerate, and share delicious and fun things with him, so that he can I will like you, and I am willing to play with you."

He Mingfeng did what she said, and Shen Liangyue really liked him very much, and stuck to him all day long.When they were in their teens, suddenly they were no longer as close as before, and they talked less and less about getting married when they grew up. When they were alone, they always felt awkward and uncomfortable, "This is because You have grown up and become sensible, if Liang Yue's attitude has not changed, and she is not shy at all, playing with you boldly, then you have to worry." She patted her son on the shoulder and said with a smile: " Don't worry, he doesn't want to alienate you, the more he blushes and doesn't speak, the more he likes you." At that time, He Mingfeng didn't understand what she said, and then he gradually realized it.

"I pulled Xueqiu's tail, Liangyue got angry, mom, what should I do?"

"I accidentally knocked over the teacup and stained Mrs. Shen's new dress. Will she dislike me in the future?"

"I received a ridiculous love letter, and I showed it to Liangyue, he

Why not happy? "

His mother would always patiently tell him what to do. Some situations were too unbelievable, and she couldn't help but whisper to Mrs. Shen: "Alpha is really stupid..." Then the two ladies They laughed so hard together.

But the cruel thing is that he lost his mother forever when he was there, and never received such considerate and proper guidance emotionally. His understanding of love stagnated at the superficial level, and he could only rely on instinct.From the age of 28 to the age of [-], he hit his head badly, almost tossed his own life, hurt such a beautiful Shen Liangyue, and messed up everything his mother had prepared for him.

How wonderful it would be if she was still there!She will give him the warmth of home, and will continue to teach him how to love someone.It takes a long time for the trauma of the original family to heal itself. He Mingfeng finally learned how to love someone after paying a huge price. If his mother was still there, He Mingfeng would not have doubts about the marriage contract itself, and would not be unable to distinguish between instinctive impulse and love. , not wobbling in the most hurtful ways.Children are always tired of their parents' nagging and discipline, but the grown-up He Mingfeng stood in front of his mother's tombstone, silently begging her to teach him again, but he never got a response.

The setting sun fell on He Mingfeng, and he had stood silently for the whole afternoon unknowingly, "You must be very disappointed in me too," he leaned over and kissed the cold tombstone, and said softly: "I'm sorry, mom .”

There was no comfort, no response, and the dim sunlight stretched his lonely shadow very, very long.

Shen Liangyue moved back to the Duke's Mansion from the palace with her parents. After He Mingfeng learned about this, he nervously brought roses to Shen Liangyue's doorstep. He would return to the front line soon. Shen Liangyue said the last sentence.

The old housekeeper opened the door and said coldly, "Please put the flowers at the door."

"You're back too, long time no see, how are you?" He Mingfeng asked in embarrassment, seeing that the housekeeper ignored him, he coughed twice and said, "Can I see Liangyue?"

"Your Excellency the Duke didn't say anything. There are a lot of people who come to visit every day. I don't have the right to let people in without permission." The housekeeper pointed to the place where many flowers were piled up by the door, "Please leave the flowers there and leave."

If it was someone else, He Mingfeng would still be able to say a few words to ask for accommodation. In front of the housekeeper, he would blush with shame if he said one more word.He had to obediently put the flowers together with those sent by others, He Mingfeng knew this

Hua Shen Liangyue won't see it at all, and it will soon be made into a decoration for the gate.

A hand stretched out and deliberately pressed another bouquet of flowers on top of his bouquet. He Mingfeng frowned and said, "What are you doing..." As soon as the words came out, he suddenly saw He Zhijie's face!

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-07-1716:04:22~2020-07-1907:06:05期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: 1 jasmine tea;

Thanks to the little angels who threw the mines: 10 in the moment of youth; 8 in the fox at 1 pm;

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 9 bottles of Zhulu; 5 bottles of Yantiao; 2 bottles of Little Yellow Duck;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!