Twelve constellations proposed to me at the same time
Chapter 50 5 Constellation
Of course Feng Dongyue would not treat his beloved so cruelly, he was just scaring Yun Mengze.No matter how many grudges he has, how much resentment he hides in his heart, once he sees Yun Mengze, the poison in his heart will be used to drink poison to quench his thirst, and he is not willing to let Yun Mengze suffer any harm.
Seeing that Yun Mengze was in a daze, he thought he was frightened, and subconsciously said in a soft tone: "Don't be afraid, as long as you don't leave me, the poisonous poison will not attack."
Yun Mengze licked his lips: "Is there any more, come one more."
Feng Dongyue felt that his soft-heartedness was so superfluous, compared to Yun Mengze, he was as smoky and intoxicated as if he had been bewitched.This hateful man was born to torture him: "You asked for it!"
He bit Yun Mengze's collarbone fiercely, as if he wanted to crush it, but he didn't want to, he put away his sharp teeth and replaced it with a soft tongue.Unexpectedly, his lips softened, blocked by something soft.Looking up, it was a pillow.
Yun Mengze dragged the pillow over to block him and said, "Since you are so angry with me, tell me all my debts. You promised me that no matter what thoughts or emotions you have, you will tell me .”
Feng Dongyue pulled back the pillow, looked down at Yun Mengze, and said in secret: "You didn't tell me anything, so why should I tell you?"
Yun Mengze looked at him quietly, and after a few seconds of silence, he said calmly: "Then let's talk when you want to talk."
He got up and adjusted his collar and clothes, and walked towards the door of the ward.Feng Dongyue shouted angrily: "Don't forget, you can't leave for a day, you have to do it with me..."
A pillow flew over from the living room and hit his face, blocking his words.
Feng Dongyue threw away the pillow angrily, and decided to take revenge!
Although Yun Mengze said that he had gone to work, he still couldn't help thinking about Feng Dongyue.This seemed to be the time when Feng Dongyue had the most serious knot and resentment, and it was difficult to communicate.There are thorns in his words, needles hidden in the cotton, and he always only says half of what he says.Yun Mengze wanted to analyze his psychology, but it seemed that no matter what he said or did, Feng Dongyue would get angry.
Maybe because they broke up in the morning, Feng Dongyue didn't even reply to WeChat.
Isn't this cold violence?
Yun Mengze was speechless.He simply put it aside and asked about Bai Mo's progress.
Bai Mo was also helpless.He had separate conversations with Jiang Min and his mother. Jiang Min still protected his mother as always. In his view, his mother was perfect and holy. She sacrificed her own happiness for him and worked so hard to support her family. , He even blamed himself for being sick, thinking that it made his mother more tired.
And Jiang Min's mother always maintains a dignified and beautiful posture in front of people. She looks like an impeccable single mother. Even if she is alone, she does everything impeccably, no matter whether she is working or taking care of her children.As for the child's father, no matter what Bai Mo said, she showed resistance and refused to mention too much.
"Sometimes I really suspect that we made a mistake," Bai Mo said angrily, leaning on the chair, "Maybe both of them are not sick, but I am sick."
Yun Mengze was amused by his words: "Are you mentally disabled?"
Bai Mo glanced at him and said, "Senior, why do you have such a good temper?"
"Me?" Yun Mengze seldom gets angry, he thinks it's unnecessary, "Being angry can't solve the problem."
Bai Mo: "It's not just anger, but all emotions are deliberately kept on the same level. You seem to be a very nice and gentle person, and occasionally make dark jokes, that's all. You won't Are you sad, agitated, irritable, angry? Are you deliberately keeping calm, you don’t want others to see your true emotions, or you don’t like letting your emotions affect other people?”
Yun Mengze was stopped by his question, and when he thought about it carefully, he seemed to be like this: "You found out a long time ago?"
Bai Mo: "When I was in school, I thought you had a city and self-cultivation, but after getting along with you for a long time, I feel that you are always like this no matter what the situation is, and you are a bit indifferent. I can't help but analyze you , if what you say is wrong, don't take it to heart."
Bai Mo's analysis is that Yun Mengze grew up in a relatively depressing environment and received very strict tutoring, but it is not ordinary discipline and education, but a kind of spiritual restraint and even punishment.The state he presents is formed unintentionally under the consciousness of self-protection.
"Aren't your parents more serious and don't allow you to be willful and lose your temper? They won't scold you or beat you, but they will influence your thinking in a seemingly gentle way that is actually more effective than beating and scolding , making you feel that the behavior that was originally suitable for that age is outrageous and bad, and makes you feel ashamed and self-blame all the time. So you not only get used to hiding your emotions, but also dare not rely on anyone, and do everything by yourself , afraid of causing trouble to others, being regarded as a burden by others..."
Yun Mengze listened silently, admitting that he was indeed the case.In order not to make his mother feel irritable, angry, and bored, he had to hide his emotions and deal with his own problems alone.
He always looks at things and treats others with the most rational and calm attitude. He can solve other people's problems, but he will never bring his own problems to others.
For work, this is good, but when it comes to treating people around you, it seems a bit ruthless.
While he was meditating, he received a WeChat message from Feng Xiaowei. She was wearing a uniform with the words "volunteer" on her body, saying that she had signed up for voluntary activities in the nursing home with her classmates.
Seeing the big smiling face on the photo, Yun Mengze replied: [Did you tell your uncle? 】
Feng Xiaowei replied quickly: [No, I plan to give him a surprise tomorrow, hahaha]
Yun Mengze: 【Do you think you can scare your uncle? 】
Feng Xiaowei: [(smirk) In fact, my uncle is very timid, hehehe~~]
Yun Mengze became interested: 【Really?How do I not notice. 】
Feng Xiaowei loves chatting, so he sent more than [-] messages in succession.Although her uncle was unsmiling, cold and silent, and seemed unmoved by anything, in fact he was very thoughtful, and sometimes he seemed to be overthinking, because he was frightened because of a little thing.
After his grandfather passed away, Feng Dongyue became more reticent, worked harder to earn money, and made sure that he did not miss his homework.Feng Xiaowei goes home with the neighbor's children every day, and he often doesn't see Feng Dongyue when he sleeps.
When she grows up a bit, Feng Xiaowei wants her uncle to spend more time with her. She is always at home alone, and she is terrified of seeing cockroaches when there is a power outage.But he was stubborn and refused to speak, and there was a gap between the two.At that time, she always felt that her uncle didn't like her and thought she was a drag.
Once she went to play at a classmate's house after school, but Feng Dongyue came home early that day and found that Feng Xiaowei was not at home. She went to the school to search but couldn't find it, and immediately panicked.
Feng Xiaowei didn't go back until very late.After hearing her explanation, Feng Dongyue slapped her directly without saying a word.That was the only time Feng Dongyue did anything to her, and it was also the only time Feng Xiaowei saw her uncle cry.
【Can't imagine what it's like for my uncle to cry? 】Feng Xiaowei asked.
Yun Mengze: [He is afraid of losing you. 】
Feng Xiaowei: 【I know, so from then on I never dared to run around after school again.Hey~]
The two made an appointment to meet tomorrow, and Yun Mengze closed WeChat, feeling sorry for Feng Dongyue.When he raised Feng Xiaowei alone, he was just a child, so he must be very lonely in his heart, without any sense of security.
Yun Mengze could imagine the panic, self-blame, and fear of losing the only relative she felt when she wanted to give her niece better living conditions, but she couldn't take care of her daily care.
He suddenly understood what Feng Dongyue was up to, and thinking of this, he couldn't help laughing at himself.Fortunately, Feng Dongyue's chaotic memories are online, otherwise, with their usual way of getting along, there may be some words and some things that will always be buried under the calm surface.
On the second day of the event, Yun Mengze arrived early and hung the card written by the patient on the blessing tree.
Jiang Che came here excitedly. He was wearing a white T-shirt and jeans, clean and fresh like a college student. He spotted Yun Mengze with sharp eyes, and immediately ran to his side and whispered, "Doctor Yun, I'm here!"
Yun Mengze glanced at him, and smiled in his heart: "Oh, Mr. Jiang is here, so let's help with the cooking."
Jiang Che looked around and said blankly, "Where is... Ye Zhen?"
"Ye Zhen? How do I know?" Yun Mengze said with an innocent face, "Didn't you come here to do voluntary labor? Could there be something else?"
"No..." Jiang Che was at a loss for words for a moment, seeing that Yun Mengze was busy with work and ignored him, so he resentfully went to help with the cooking.
The temporary kitchen is not only used for cooking, but also an activity room specially set up for patients to return to normal life after being discharged from the hospital. Those who participate in voluntary labor communicate and cook with patients, helping patients build up confidence in normal interpersonal communication.
Jiang Che drooped his tail and washed mushrooms by the pool, feeling as if he had been fooled by Yun Mengze, but what he said was the truth.He and Ye Zhen are in the same high school, but when he was in the first year of high school, Ye Zhen was already in the third year of high school.
When seeing Ye Zhen for the first time, Jiang Che was stunned. Is there such a good-looking person in this world?For a whole year since then, he has been in such an astonishing mood, observing secretly foolishly, but very dull without thinking about doing anything, and regretting it only after everyone has graduated.
A few years later, he saw Ye Zhen on TV, and this time he was even more amazed.So when he said that he entered the showbiz because of Ye Zhen, he didn't just talk about it casually.He also couldn't tell what he wanted to do, but he was determined to go to Ye Zhen's side.
After the real close contact, he still didn't dare to express his feelings, but this time Ye Zhen disappeared again.
Now he is just Ye Zhen living in the nursing home, but he can't find it, and finally has the opportunity to get close to Yun Mengze, but it's a pity that Yun Mengze pretends to be stupid when he asks three questions, he can't get out at all.
The more Jiang Che thought about it, the angrier he became, and he rubbed the mushrooms into enoki mushrooms.
"A lot of people came to cook and wash clothes with us today. I also plan to cook a dish. When you have lunch at noon, you can try my cooking skills..."
A voice passed behind Jiang Che, Jiang Che was suddenly struck by lightning, and his whole body froze.He turned his head and saw a familiar figure from behind, his eyes suddenly became hot.
Yun Mengze was helping to dry clothes on the lawn, seeing Jiang Che floating behind Ye Zhen in a daze, he couldn't help laughing.
Two loud bangs of "bang bang" attracted Yun Mengze's attention to the other side, where Feng Dongyue was also drying the sheets.
He squinted at Yun Mengze and shook the bed sheet with great strength, as if he wanted to shake the bed sheet to pieces.I don't know what or who made Yun Mengze feel so good, but it wasn't because of him anyway.
From a long distance, Yun Mengze could smell the strong smell of vinegar.He ignored Feng Dongyue's gaze, and waved to Jiang Min who was standing in a daze not far away.
The boy ran over hesitantly, looked up at Yun Mengze: "Doctor Yun..."
Seeing Feng Dongyue's cold gaze from the corner of the eye, Jiang Min shivered in fright.
Yun Mengze handed the quilt corner to Jiang Min, and said gently, "Could you help me?"
Jiang Min nodded shyly, grabbed the sheet and stretched it out with Yun Mengze.Feng Dongyue creased the bed sheet in his hands, just like his wrinkled heart.
Brat, why!Soon, another crime was added to the list with the entry "Jiang Min".
"You know, are you sick?" Yun Mengze said to Jiang Min.
Jiang Min nodded: "Yes, I suffer from Munchausen's Syndrome, a disease that is almost incurable."
Yun Mengze: "Then do you know the clinical manifestations of this disease?"
Like memorizing a text, Jiang Min explained all the symptoms and characteristics of Meng Qiaosen Syndrome.
Feng Dongyue pretended to be nonchalant and walked away, but in fact, he walked around behind another row of sheets, moving horizontally without any trace, shortening the distance from the two of them, and hearing their words clearly.This nasty-looking kid is so nasty even with his illness.But Yun Mengze is attracted to difficult and miscellaneous diseases, which is really a special skill to attract the attention of psychiatrists! ! !
He had forgotten that no one was as complicated and weird as his own illness.
Yun Mengze hung up the quilt, touched Jiang Min's head and said, "It seems that you have taken treatment seriously. However, during your time in the nursing home, you never tried to hurt yourself to attract attention. I suspect that it wasn't Meng Qiaosen you got. It's a different disease."
Jiang Min's eyelashes fluttered: "Another disease, what is it, is it more serious and worse than Meng Qiaosen?"
Yun Mengze nodded solemnly, leaned over slightly and poked Jiang Min's chest: "Well, this kind of disease grows in the heart. If it is not handled well, it will never recover for the rest of your life. People are sad."
Jiang Min wrung his hands together and said nervously, "But Doctor Bai said..."
Yun Mengze: "For some diseases, it is difficult even for a doctor to determine the diagnosis, unless you take the initiative to recognize your own illness."
Jiang Min said blankly: "Then how did Doctor Yun see my illness?"
Yun Mengze glanced at the direction where Feng Dongyue was hiding from the corner of his eye, and said softly, "Because I have the same disease as you."
Feng Dongyue, who was watching secretly, poked his eyes out from behind a sheet and stared nervously at Yun Mengze.What happened to his baby, what disease did he have, why didn't he tell him?Where is it uncomfortable, or where does it hurt?Why are you talking to this brat? !
Yun Mengze pulled Jiang Min and sat down on the plastic stool beside him. Instead of acting like a doctor, he said with empathy: "When I was young, I was very similar to you. I was often 'sick'. Every time I came here At this time, my mother is no longer indifferent to me as usual, but stays by the bedside to take care of me and feed me medicine. But even if it is a small cold, I will be bedridden, and the more obediently I take the medicine , the more I feel physically uncomfortable and weak.”
Jiang Min remained silent, looking down at his hands.Feng Dongyue frowned, staring at Yun Mengze intently.
It takes courage to speak out about your past experiences.Apart from facing the supervisor, Yun Mengze never thought of mentioning it to anyone, including Feng Dongyue.It wasn't until yesterday that he realized how unfair he was to Feng Dongyue.
Even lovers have privacy, but after all, because of his own reasons, he left Feng Dongyue alone when the past treatment was not fully completed.Feng Dongyue didn't ask, and buried his thoughts deep in his heart. On the surface, he was calm about honor and disgrace, but in fact he was worried about gain and loss.The longer this feeling of insecurity simmers, the greater the emotional rift.
He knew that Feng Dongyue was hiding behind a certain bed sheet and eavesdropping, so these words were not only for Jiang Min, but also for Feng Dongyue.
Yun Mengze talked about his growth experience calmly and frankly. At first Jiang Min lowered his head absent-mindedly, but later he looked at him as intently as Feng Dongyue.Yun Mengze was not his attending doctor in the first place, but now he shared a similar experience to his own, which made him take off his guard for the time being.
"In the past, I was always afraid to admit that the root cause of my being sent to the hospital several times was my mother. I was afraid that everything would be like what she said, and no one would really love and protect me except her, so I Living in self-deception, I got sick because of it. And I didn't correctly realize that my heart was sick, so I hurt the person who really loves me." Yun Mengze supported Jiang Min's shoulders, with a kind of resentment to his past self Talk about feeling.
Seeing Jiang Min's expression at the moment, Yun Mengze knew that his previous guess was correct: "I know you want to protect your mother, but in fact, the person who is really sick is not you, but your mother. Everything you do now , not only is it not beneficial to myself, but it is also of no help to her at all."
Jiang Min murmured, "My mother, is she sick?"
Yun Mengze nodded slightly: "Well, there is a disease in this world that can turn a mother into a murderer. I believe that you don't want your mother to become an ugly person, do you?"
For a while, it was difficult for Jiang Min to fully understand Yun Mengze's words, but his eyes were obviously shaken by Yun Mengze's experience.Yun Mengze shook his hand and said: "If you want, go talk to Dr. Bai and tell him what really happened to you. Also, if your father can be present, it will be good for you and your mother." help."
"I really don't know where my father is." Jiang Min hesitated for a moment, then said firmly, "If my mother is sick, I will take care of her."
Yun Mengze did not urge Jiang Min to go to Bai Mo immediately. After all, he was still a child, and he might not be able to accept these things in a short time.After Jiang Min left, he sent a wechat message to Bai Mo about the situation just now, and informed the elementary school students that they could find a chance to chat with Jiang Min.
After telling everything, Yun Mengze had an inexplicable feeling.Although I had already told the supervisor, I was in a peaceful mood at that time, as if the patient had completed the task according to the doctor's request, without too much emotion.
But now he felt as if he was floating in the air, fluctuating ups and downs, relaxed and free, but also kind of empty without knowing where he was going.
Just when he lost his mind about this, a voice came from behind: "Help me dry the sheets."
Yun Mengze turned around and saw Feng Dongyue standing behind him.He smiled, and took the bed sheet from Feng Dongyue: "When did you come?"
Just as he was holding it, Feng Dongyue yanked the bed sheet violently, causing him to stagger two steps forward.
"I'm angry." Feng Dongyue whispered, "You left me, forgot about me, and kept everything in your heart without telling me."
Yun Mengze: "I know, yes..."
Before he could finish speaking, Feng Dongyue yanked again, and Yun Mengze had to take another two steps in his direction.
"I'm jealous." Feng Dongyue said tremblingly, "You treat every patient so well, but you treat me so badly that you haven't even completed the final course of treatment."
Yun Mengze: "I..."
Feng Dongyue still didn't give him a chance to speak, the bed sheet made a "stretch" sound in the air, and Yun Mengze moved forward in his direction again, there was only two or three steps left between them, the extra distance A length of sheet was dragged to the floor.
"I'm jealous." Feng Dongyue's eyes were as deep as ocean, heavy and affectionate, "You tell a kid what's on your mind, but you refuse to tell me. Am I not as trustworthy as a kid?"
Yun Mengze listened to his complaint quietly, and wanted to say sorry, but felt very weak.
"But I forgive you." Feng Dongyue took a deep breath, his chest swelled with complex feelings, a little pain, but relieved.He gently pulled the sheet, and Yun Mengze took two or three steps and walked in front of him.He hugged Yun Mengze and said, "I said before, I just have nothing to do with you."
The sheets hanging on either side made the perfect cover, and the two embraced brazenly.Feng Dongyue felt the warmth and tenderness in his arms, and the sadness of hugging a cold body in his memories also tended to be flat.He rubbed Yun Mengze's hair, he didn't want to let go at all, he wanted to just hug him back, watch and pamper him day and night, to make up for the love that Yun Mengze didn't get in the past.
He kissed Yun Mengze's ear distressedly: "In the future, I will cross out all the hatred in the world."
Yun Mengze buried her face on his shoulder, too lazy to think: "Yes."
Feng Dongyue confessed affectionately: "I only remember your hatred in my heart."
Yun Mengze tightened his arms around Feng Dongyue's waist, and while he couldn't help laughing, the emptiness that didn't know where to go disappeared without a trace in Feng Dongyue's arms.
Just then, an unbelievable voice said, "What are you...doing?"
Seeing that Yun Mengze was in a daze, he thought he was frightened, and subconsciously said in a soft tone: "Don't be afraid, as long as you don't leave me, the poisonous poison will not attack."
Yun Mengze licked his lips: "Is there any more, come one more."
Feng Dongyue felt that his soft-heartedness was so superfluous, compared to Yun Mengze, he was as smoky and intoxicated as if he had been bewitched.This hateful man was born to torture him: "You asked for it!"
He bit Yun Mengze's collarbone fiercely, as if he wanted to crush it, but he didn't want to, he put away his sharp teeth and replaced it with a soft tongue.Unexpectedly, his lips softened, blocked by something soft.Looking up, it was a pillow.
Yun Mengze dragged the pillow over to block him and said, "Since you are so angry with me, tell me all my debts. You promised me that no matter what thoughts or emotions you have, you will tell me .”
Feng Dongyue pulled back the pillow, looked down at Yun Mengze, and said in secret: "You didn't tell me anything, so why should I tell you?"
Yun Mengze looked at him quietly, and after a few seconds of silence, he said calmly: "Then let's talk when you want to talk."
He got up and adjusted his collar and clothes, and walked towards the door of the ward.Feng Dongyue shouted angrily: "Don't forget, you can't leave for a day, you have to do it with me..."
A pillow flew over from the living room and hit his face, blocking his words.
Feng Dongyue threw away the pillow angrily, and decided to take revenge!
Although Yun Mengze said that he had gone to work, he still couldn't help thinking about Feng Dongyue.This seemed to be the time when Feng Dongyue had the most serious knot and resentment, and it was difficult to communicate.There are thorns in his words, needles hidden in the cotton, and he always only says half of what he says.Yun Mengze wanted to analyze his psychology, but it seemed that no matter what he said or did, Feng Dongyue would get angry.
Maybe because they broke up in the morning, Feng Dongyue didn't even reply to WeChat.
Isn't this cold violence?
Yun Mengze was speechless.He simply put it aside and asked about Bai Mo's progress.
Bai Mo was also helpless.He had separate conversations with Jiang Min and his mother. Jiang Min still protected his mother as always. In his view, his mother was perfect and holy. She sacrificed her own happiness for him and worked so hard to support her family. , He even blamed himself for being sick, thinking that it made his mother more tired.
And Jiang Min's mother always maintains a dignified and beautiful posture in front of people. She looks like an impeccable single mother. Even if she is alone, she does everything impeccably, no matter whether she is working or taking care of her children.As for the child's father, no matter what Bai Mo said, she showed resistance and refused to mention too much.
"Sometimes I really suspect that we made a mistake," Bai Mo said angrily, leaning on the chair, "Maybe both of them are not sick, but I am sick."
Yun Mengze was amused by his words: "Are you mentally disabled?"
Bai Mo glanced at him and said, "Senior, why do you have such a good temper?"
"Me?" Yun Mengze seldom gets angry, he thinks it's unnecessary, "Being angry can't solve the problem."
Bai Mo: "It's not just anger, but all emotions are deliberately kept on the same level. You seem to be a very nice and gentle person, and occasionally make dark jokes, that's all. You won't Are you sad, agitated, irritable, angry? Are you deliberately keeping calm, you don’t want others to see your true emotions, or you don’t like letting your emotions affect other people?”
Yun Mengze was stopped by his question, and when he thought about it carefully, he seemed to be like this: "You found out a long time ago?"
Bai Mo: "When I was in school, I thought you had a city and self-cultivation, but after getting along with you for a long time, I feel that you are always like this no matter what the situation is, and you are a bit indifferent. I can't help but analyze you , if what you say is wrong, don't take it to heart."
Bai Mo's analysis is that Yun Mengze grew up in a relatively depressing environment and received very strict tutoring, but it is not ordinary discipline and education, but a kind of spiritual restraint and even punishment.The state he presents is formed unintentionally under the consciousness of self-protection.
"Aren't your parents more serious and don't allow you to be willful and lose your temper? They won't scold you or beat you, but they will influence your thinking in a seemingly gentle way that is actually more effective than beating and scolding , making you feel that the behavior that was originally suitable for that age is outrageous and bad, and makes you feel ashamed and self-blame all the time. So you not only get used to hiding your emotions, but also dare not rely on anyone, and do everything by yourself , afraid of causing trouble to others, being regarded as a burden by others..."
Yun Mengze listened silently, admitting that he was indeed the case.In order not to make his mother feel irritable, angry, and bored, he had to hide his emotions and deal with his own problems alone.
He always looks at things and treats others with the most rational and calm attitude. He can solve other people's problems, but he will never bring his own problems to others.
For work, this is good, but when it comes to treating people around you, it seems a bit ruthless.
While he was meditating, he received a WeChat message from Feng Xiaowei. She was wearing a uniform with the words "volunteer" on her body, saying that she had signed up for voluntary activities in the nursing home with her classmates.
Seeing the big smiling face on the photo, Yun Mengze replied: [Did you tell your uncle? 】
Feng Xiaowei replied quickly: [No, I plan to give him a surprise tomorrow, hahaha]
Yun Mengze: 【Do you think you can scare your uncle? 】
Feng Xiaowei: [(smirk) In fact, my uncle is very timid, hehehe~~]
Yun Mengze became interested: 【Really?How do I not notice. 】
Feng Xiaowei loves chatting, so he sent more than [-] messages in succession.Although her uncle was unsmiling, cold and silent, and seemed unmoved by anything, in fact he was very thoughtful, and sometimes he seemed to be overthinking, because he was frightened because of a little thing.
After his grandfather passed away, Feng Dongyue became more reticent, worked harder to earn money, and made sure that he did not miss his homework.Feng Xiaowei goes home with the neighbor's children every day, and he often doesn't see Feng Dongyue when he sleeps.
When she grows up a bit, Feng Xiaowei wants her uncle to spend more time with her. She is always at home alone, and she is terrified of seeing cockroaches when there is a power outage.But he was stubborn and refused to speak, and there was a gap between the two.At that time, she always felt that her uncle didn't like her and thought she was a drag.
Once she went to play at a classmate's house after school, but Feng Dongyue came home early that day and found that Feng Xiaowei was not at home. She went to the school to search but couldn't find it, and immediately panicked.
Feng Xiaowei didn't go back until very late.After hearing her explanation, Feng Dongyue slapped her directly without saying a word.That was the only time Feng Dongyue did anything to her, and it was also the only time Feng Xiaowei saw her uncle cry.
【Can't imagine what it's like for my uncle to cry? 】Feng Xiaowei asked.
Yun Mengze: [He is afraid of losing you. 】
Feng Xiaowei: 【I know, so from then on I never dared to run around after school again.Hey~]
The two made an appointment to meet tomorrow, and Yun Mengze closed WeChat, feeling sorry for Feng Dongyue.When he raised Feng Xiaowei alone, he was just a child, so he must be very lonely in his heart, without any sense of security.
Yun Mengze could imagine the panic, self-blame, and fear of losing the only relative she felt when she wanted to give her niece better living conditions, but she couldn't take care of her daily care.
He suddenly understood what Feng Dongyue was up to, and thinking of this, he couldn't help laughing at himself.Fortunately, Feng Dongyue's chaotic memories are online, otherwise, with their usual way of getting along, there may be some words and some things that will always be buried under the calm surface.
On the second day of the event, Yun Mengze arrived early and hung the card written by the patient on the blessing tree.
Jiang Che came here excitedly. He was wearing a white T-shirt and jeans, clean and fresh like a college student. He spotted Yun Mengze with sharp eyes, and immediately ran to his side and whispered, "Doctor Yun, I'm here!"
Yun Mengze glanced at him, and smiled in his heart: "Oh, Mr. Jiang is here, so let's help with the cooking."
Jiang Che looked around and said blankly, "Where is... Ye Zhen?"
"Ye Zhen? How do I know?" Yun Mengze said with an innocent face, "Didn't you come here to do voluntary labor? Could there be something else?"
"No..." Jiang Che was at a loss for words for a moment, seeing that Yun Mengze was busy with work and ignored him, so he resentfully went to help with the cooking.
The temporary kitchen is not only used for cooking, but also an activity room specially set up for patients to return to normal life after being discharged from the hospital. Those who participate in voluntary labor communicate and cook with patients, helping patients build up confidence in normal interpersonal communication.
Jiang Che drooped his tail and washed mushrooms by the pool, feeling as if he had been fooled by Yun Mengze, but what he said was the truth.He and Ye Zhen are in the same high school, but when he was in the first year of high school, Ye Zhen was already in the third year of high school.
When seeing Ye Zhen for the first time, Jiang Che was stunned. Is there such a good-looking person in this world?For a whole year since then, he has been in such an astonishing mood, observing secretly foolishly, but very dull without thinking about doing anything, and regretting it only after everyone has graduated.
A few years later, he saw Ye Zhen on TV, and this time he was even more amazed.So when he said that he entered the showbiz because of Ye Zhen, he didn't just talk about it casually.He also couldn't tell what he wanted to do, but he was determined to go to Ye Zhen's side.
After the real close contact, he still didn't dare to express his feelings, but this time Ye Zhen disappeared again.
Now he is just Ye Zhen living in the nursing home, but he can't find it, and finally has the opportunity to get close to Yun Mengze, but it's a pity that Yun Mengze pretends to be stupid when he asks three questions, he can't get out at all.
The more Jiang Che thought about it, the angrier he became, and he rubbed the mushrooms into enoki mushrooms.
"A lot of people came to cook and wash clothes with us today. I also plan to cook a dish. When you have lunch at noon, you can try my cooking skills..."
A voice passed behind Jiang Che, Jiang Che was suddenly struck by lightning, and his whole body froze.He turned his head and saw a familiar figure from behind, his eyes suddenly became hot.
Yun Mengze was helping to dry clothes on the lawn, seeing Jiang Che floating behind Ye Zhen in a daze, he couldn't help laughing.
Two loud bangs of "bang bang" attracted Yun Mengze's attention to the other side, where Feng Dongyue was also drying the sheets.
He squinted at Yun Mengze and shook the bed sheet with great strength, as if he wanted to shake the bed sheet to pieces.I don't know what or who made Yun Mengze feel so good, but it wasn't because of him anyway.
From a long distance, Yun Mengze could smell the strong smell of vinegar.He ignored Feng Dongyue's gaze, and waved to Jiang Min who was standing in a daze not far away.
The boy ran over hesitantly, looked up at Yun Mengze: "Doctor Yun..."
Seeing Feng Dongyue's cold gaze from the corner of the eye, Jiang Min shivered in fright.
Yun Mengze handed the quilt corner to Jiang Min, and said gently, "Could you help me?"
Jiang Min nodded shyly, grabbed the sheet and stretched it out with Yun Mengze.Feng Dongyue creased the bed sheet in his hands, just like his wrinkled heart.
Brat, why!Soon, another crime was added to the list with the entry "Jiang Min".
"You know, are you sick?" Yun Mengze said to Jiang Min.
Jiang Min nodded: "Yes, I suffer from Munchausen's Syndrome, a disease that is almost incurable."
Yun Mengze: "Then do you know the clinical manifestations of this disease?"
Like memorizing a text, Jiang Min explained all the symptoms and characteristics of Meng Qiaosen Syndrome.
Feng Dongyue pretended to be nonchalant and walked away, but in fact, he walked around behind another row of sheets, moving horizontally without any trace, shortening the distance from the two of them, and hearing their words clearly.This nasty-looking kid is so nasty even with his illness.But Yun Mengze is attracted to difficult and miscellaneous diseases, which is really a special skill to attract the attention of psychiatrists! ! !
He had forgotten that no one was as complicated and weird as his own illness.
Yun Mengze hung up the quilt, touched Jiang Min's head and said, "It seems that you have taken treatment seriously. However, during your time in the nursing home, you never tried to hurt yourself to attract attention. I suspect that it wasn't Meng Qiaosen you got. It's a different disease."
Jiang Min's eyelashes fluttered: "Another disease, what is it, is it more serious and worse than Meng Qiaosen?"
Yun Mengze nodded solemnly, leaned over slightly and poked Jiang Min's chest: "Well, this kind of disease grows in the heart. If it is not handled well, it will never recover for the rest of your life. People are sad."
Jiang Min wrung his hands together and said nervously, "But Doctor Bai said..."
Yun Mengze: "For some diseases, it is difficult even for a doctor to determine the diagnosis, unless you take the initiative to recognize your own illness."
Jiang Min said blankly: "Then how did Doctor Yun see my illness?"
Yun Mengze glanced at the direction where Feng Dongyue was hiding from the corner of his eye, and said softly, "Because I have the same disease as you."
Feng Dongyue, who was watching secretly, poked his eyes out from behind a sheet and stared nervously at Yun Mengze.What happened to his baby, what disease did he have, why didn't he tell him?Where is it uncomfortable, or where does it hurt?Why are you talking to this brat? !
Yun Mengze pulled Jiang Min and sat down on the plastic stool beside him. Instead of acting like a doctor, he said with empathy: "When I was young, I was very similar to you. I was often 'sick'. Every time I came here At this time, my mother is no longer indifferent to me as usual, but stays by the bedside to take care of me and feed me medicine. But even if it is a small cold, I will be bedridden, and the more obediently I take the medicine , the more I feel physically uncomfortable and weak.”
Jiang Min remained silent, looking down at his hands.Feng Dongyue frowned, staring at Yun Mengze intently.
It takes courage to speak out about your past experiences.Apart from facing the supervisor, Yun Mengze never thought of mentioning it to anyone, including Feng Dongyue.It wasn't until yesterday that he realized how unfair he was to Feng Dongyue.
Even lovers have privacy, but after all, because of his own reasons, he left Feng Dongyue alone when the past treatment was not fully completed.Feng Dongyue didn't ask, and buried his thoughts deep in his heart. On the surface, he was calm about honor and disgrace, but in fact he was worried about gain and loss.The longer this feeling of insecurity simmers, the greater the emotional rift.
He knew that Feng Dongyue was hiding behind a certain bed sheet and eavesdropping, so these words were not only for Jiang Min, but also for Feng Dongyue.
Yun Mengze talked about his growth experience calmly and frankly. At first Jiang Min lowered his head absent-mindedly, but later he looked at him as intently as Feng Dongyue.Yun Mengze was not his attending doctor in the first place, but now he shared a similar experience to his own, which made him take off his guard for the time being.
"In the past, I was always afraid to admit that the root cause of my being sent to the hospital several times was my mother. I was afraid that everything would be like what she said, and no one would really love and protect me except her, so I Living in self-deception, I got sick because of it. And I didn't correctly realize that my heart was sick, so I hurt the person who really loves me." Yun Mengze supported Jiang Min's shoulders, with a kind of resentment to his past self Talk about feeling.
Seeing Jiang Min's expression at the moment, Yun Mengze knew that his previous guess was correct: "I know you want to protect your mother, but in fact, the person who is really sick is not you, but your mother. Everything you do now , not only is it not beneficial to myself, but it is also of no help to her at all."
Jiang Min murmured, "My mother, is she sick?"
Yun Mengze nodded slightly: "Well, there is a disease in this world that can turn a mother into a murderer. I believe that you don't want your mother to become an ugly person, do you?"
For a while, it was difficult for Jiang Min to fully understand Yun Mengze's words, but his eyes were obviously shaken by Yun Mengze's experience.Yun Mengze shook his hand and said: "If you want, go talk to Dr. Bai and tell him what really happened to you. Also, if your father can be present, it will be good for you and your mother." help."
"I really don't know where my father is." Jiang Min hesitated for a moment, then said firmly, "If my mother is sick, I will take care of her."
Yun Mengze did not urge Jiang Min to go to Bai Mo immediately. After all, he was still a child, and he might not be able to accept these things in a short time.After Jiang Min left, he sent a wechat message to Bai Mo about the situation just now, and informed the elementary school students that they could find a chance to chat with Jiang Min.
After telling everything, Yun Mengze had an inexplicable feeling.Although I had already told the supervisor, I was in a peaceful mood at that time, as if the patient had completed the task according to the doctor's request, without too much emotion.
But now he felt as if he was floating in the air, fluctuating ups and downs, relaxed and free, but also kind of empty without knowing where he was going.
Just when he lost his mind about this, a voice came from behind: "Help me dry the sheets."
Yun Mengze turned around and saw Feng Dongyue standing behind him.He smiled, and took the bed sheet from Feng Dongyue: "When did you come?"
Just as he was holding it, Feng Dongyue yanked the bed sheet violently, causing him to stagger two steps forward.
"I'm angry." Feng Dongyue whispered, "You left me, forgot about me, and kept everything in your heart without telling me."
Yun Mengze: "I know, yes..."
Before he could finish speaking, Feng Dongyue yanked again, and Yun Mengze had to take another two steps in his direction.
"I'm jealous." Feng Dongyue said tremblingly, "You treat every patient so well, but you treat me so badly that you haven't even completed the final course of treatment."
Yun Mengze: "I..."
Feng Dongyue still didn't give him a chance to speak, the bed sheet made a "stretch" sound in the air, and Yun Mengze moved forward in his direction again, there was only two or three steps left between them, the extra distance A length of sheet was dragged to the floor.
"I'm jealous." Feng Dongyue's eyes were as deep as ocean, heavy and affectionate, "You tell a kid what's on your mind, but you refuse to tell me. Am I not as trustworthy as a kid?"
Yun Mengze listened to his complaint quietly, and wanted to say sorry, but felt very weak.
"But I forgive you." Feng Dongyue took a deep breath, his chest swelled with complex feelings, a little pain, but relieved.He gently pulled the sheet, and Yun Mengze took two or three steps and walked in front of him.He hugged Yun Mengze and said, "I said before, I just have nothing to do with you."
The sheets hanging on either side made the perfect cover, and the two embraced brazenly.Feng Dongyue felt the warmth and tenderness in his arms, and the sadness of hugging a cold body in his memories also tended to be flat.He rubbed Yun Mengze's hair, he didn't want to let go at all, he wanted to just hug him back, watch and pamper him day and night, to make up for the love that Yun Mengze didn't get in the past.
He kissed Yun Mengze's ear distressedly: "In the future, I will cross out all the hatred in the world."
Yun Mengze buried her face on his shoulder, too lazy to think: "Yes."
Feng Dongyue confessed affectionately: "I only remember your hatred in my heart."
Yun Mengze tightened his arms around Feng Dongyue's waist, and while he couldn't help laughing, the emptiness that didn't know where to go disappeared without a trace in Feng Dongyue's arms.
Just then, an unbelievable voice said, "What are you...doing?"
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