Twelve constellations proposed to me at the same time

After the police arrived, they made notes for Yun Mengze, Feng Dongyue and the crew on the spot.Everyone was very excited and chattered non-stop. They had obviously never noticed such an ordinary person, but now they seemed to be aware that he was very suspicious like a detective.

It is true that Yun Mengze has never met this man, and they have never had a doctor-patient relationship.Through the man's behavior and the few words he explained to the police at the scene, Yun Mengze can conclude that he has severe paranoia, to be precise, it is a delusion of love.

After watching "Star Reasoning", this man had an obsessive delusion towards Yun Mengze, thinking that he was his former patient, and there was a relationship between them that violated the professional ethics of psychiatrists. Call a sadomasochist.

After following Yun Mengze for three months, he imagined that he had waited for three years according to their agreement, and now they could finally be together.But he found that Yun Mengze had no impression of him, so he was stimulated.

The police did find a knife from him, but he obviously wanted to take out the photo first to let Yun Mengze "remember" himself.If Feng Dongyue didn't come in time, it's anyone's guess what will happen afterwards.

Yun Mengze listened quietly at the side until the man was escorted into the police car and taken away, still staring at the direction the police car was leaving in a daze.

Seeing that the matter has been temporarily resolved, Zhong Mian walked over to Feng Dongyue and said, "Mr. Feng, let me take you back."

Before Feng Dongyue could speak, Yun Mengze said, "I'll send him off."

When this happens, the attending doctor should really understand the patient's emotions.Zhong Mian nodded and went back to the office building.

Feng Dongyue was very happy that Yun Mengze took the initiative, held his hand and said, "Let's go, let's go back."

Yun Mengze looked at his hands: "There are so many people here, are you afraid of being seen?"

"Whatever they say, even if no one is photographed, I am ready to take the initiative to disclose our relationship." Feng Dongyue paused, and added, "The premise is that you agree with me to do so."

Yun Mengze didn't say anything, and let Feng Dongyue take his hand back to the ward.He asked the nurse for disinfectant and bandages to help Feng Dongyue treat the wound on his palm.

Feng Dongyue started again: "It's all because you were too careless, and you didn't even know you were being followed. Now my perfect hand is scratched, what should I do if I leave a scar? Hiss - lightly! There is no one on the left. Apply the potion, you..."

"Shut up." Yun Mengze pinched near his wound, not allowing him to talk nonsense.

After Feng Dongyue shut up, he picked up his mobile phone to watch the news, and the news about the nursing home had indeed appeared on Weibo.He said proudly: "Look, I'm on the trending search again, and being out of breath is only temporary, and soon I will become the focus again."

After Yun Mengze finished disinfecting, he tore off the wound sticker and helped him stick it: "Thank you for today's matter."

"You don't need to thank me." Feng Dongyue put down his phone, checked the band-aid, and was very satisfied with Yun Mengze's meticulousness.He pretended to be casual and said, "It doesn't matter if I got stabbed today, I won't let you have anything to do anyway. Without you, the rest of my life is meaningless, so I protect you for myself."

Yun Mengze looked at him with a calm expression: "Can't you be honest once?"

"In front of you, I have achieved the utmost honesty." Feng Dongyue restrained his smile and said seriously, "You are the most important part of my life, occupying all 99.9999% of me..., if I lose you, I will lose you." It doesn’t exist anymore. So even if it’s for you as an assistant, tidying up your clothes and serving tea and water, as long as I can stay by your side and watch you every day, it’s already perfect.”

Yun Mengze did not

Responding, just staring at him quietly, Feng Dongyue probably felt a little frank, which made him a little embarrassed.

"Actually, I did that because I was afraid of hurting your self-esteem." Yun Mengze said.

Feng Dongyue was taken aback for a moment: "What are you talking about?"

"I know you are very strong. Even if you are too angry, you will not lower your self-worth, let alone allow others to look down on you." Yun Mengze's eyes softened, as if he had always loved the boss's assistant, "If I directly ask If you become my assistant, you will definitely not be able to accept it. That’s why I deliberately said those words to irritate you, so that you will recognize the reality and stay by my side until I pay you.”

Feng Dongyue said emotionally, "You did this for me?"

Yun Mengze nodded.

As if he couldn't believe it, Feng Dongyue lost his mind for a moment, staring at Yun Mengze in a daze.When he reacted, he immediately opened his arms and embraced the person in his arms.Yun Mengze is still so considerate, thinking of him wholeheartedly.Those harsh words and uncomfortable gestures were intentional, all just to make him realize the reality and get back together.

Feng Dongyue's heart was full of heat, and he couldn't help ruffling Yun Mengze's hair: "The acting skills are good, second only to me."

Yun Mengze lay on his shoulder and couldn't help but smile: "Please give me your advice in the future, Mr. Actor."

Feng Dongyue slowly closed his eyes, and took a deep breath in Yun Mengze's breath, as if waking up from a dream, or returning to the most beautiful dream.He hugged Yun Mengze tightly, hoping that this moment would never end and that the person in his arms would never leave.

But according to Yun Mengze's temperament, will his script be brought to a perfect end?

"Because of your dereliction of duty, the work that should have been completed on time has been postponed, so there is a lot to do today." Feng Dongyue pushed Yun Mengze away, turned around and walked to the bedside table, and pulled out a set of condoms from the drawer, "We Hurry up!"

Yun Mengze looked at the series of condoms hanging down in his hand, and Feng Dongyue was a little flustered by his silent look.

"What's the matter, it's not the first time doing it, are you still shy?" Feng Dongyue put down his hands and asked.

Yun Mengze raised the corners of his mouth and smiled faintly.He stepped forward to take the condom from Feng Dongyue's hand, tore off one and held it in front of Feng Dongyue's eyes: "If we really do it, will you wake up as 'No.1'?" Ask me, why did you sleep with you, and are you going to make me responsible?"

Feng Dongyue raised his eyebrows, put away his smile and took the condom from him: "What do you mean, Doctor Yun?"

"Hasn't Mr. Feng acted enough?" Although Yun Mengze hasn't figured out what happened to the conversation between the system and the raiders he heard, he can at least be sure that Feng Dongyue has been pretending, "Actually, I think Let me ask you, when you risked your life to save me, was it because you were the one you remembered, or was it out of your own will."

Condoms are not suitable for this serious occasion, Feng Dongyue calmly put away the stack of crime tools, as if he was not the one who shamelessly threw out the condoms just now.He looked at Yun Mengze and said, "There is no difference. The me in memory and the me now have the same feelings for you."

Yun Mengze's expression didn't change, but he was surprised in his heart.What is Feng Dongyue's intention?Didn't he come here to take revenge on himself?

"Did you," Feng Dongyue asked with a hint of expectation, "remember something about me, about our past?"

Yun Mengze curled up his fingers in his pocket: "No."

It didn't at first.But as the "raiders" who passed through Feng Dongyue's body appeared and left one after another, Yun Mengze seemed to start to recover something deep in his heart. That feeling scared him, and he couldn't admit it.

As long as he doesn't admit it, he can

To hypnotize yourself to be indifferent to any feeling.

"Then why are you so gentle to me suddenly?" Feng Dongyue didn't give up hope, "You guessed my identity and the purpose of my coming here, so you changed your attitude towards me?"

Yun Mengze: "Probably."

Feng Dongyue twitched the corners of his mouth for the first time, but the smile was not so obvious: "Tell me about your general situation."

"You used to be my patient." Yun Mengze said.

Three years ago, he worked as a therapist at Song Luokui's Special Treatment Center and treated a client with a rare mental illness.

The patient's disease is called Zodiac Personality Disorder Syndrome, that is, a series of symptoms appear in one person at the same time. Named after coincidence.Unlike split personality, patients have normal perception and memory of what they have experienced and done under abnormal conditions, but they cannot control their thoughts and behaviors.

This rare disease is basically incurable by ordinary methods. Song Luokui's treatment center adopted a little-known special technology, which splits the patient's twelve abnormal states into twelve individuals, and then the therapist The treatment is carried out separately through the way of spiritual link.

But during the treatment, some bad things happened to the client, so Yun Mengze took the blame and resigned.Since both parties in the treatment signed a strict confidentiality contract, neither of them knew the identity of the other.

"Your memory obviously didn't fuse normally, and you didn't request to continue the treatment to complete the final stage, so it can be seen that it is your own decision not to perform memory fusion and erasure." Yun Mengze slowly analyzed, "You don't know how to know My identity—this is mostly due to Song Luokui, who then approached me and acted in front of me, but I don't know what your purpose is."

While Yun Mengze was talking, Feng Dongyue sat on the sofa and took out a piece of paper from his pocket and folded it.He seemed to be listening but not listening, and didn't say a word the whole time.

The purpose of his coming to the nursing home was to collect debts.Of course the target is not Song Luoying, there is a person here who owes him not money, but a debt of love.

Yun Mengze was right, as early as three years ago, he was already Yun Mengze's patient.The so-called bad things that happened to the patient during the treatment were actually that he fell in love with Yun Mengze, and he could feel that Yun Mengze had developed feelings for him.

For Yun Mengze, this not only violated professional ethics, but also had another deeper reason, but he himself did not realize it.

Now Feng Dongyue's debtor was sitting opposite him, but the man opposite him didn't know him, didn't remember him, and cut off all memories related to him.But it doesn't matter, he believes that he will remind Yun Mengze.

"Yes, I am the one you have forgotten as a medical accident," Feng Dongyue admitted frankly, "Although you erased the memories of the entire treatment process, those memories are still preserved in my head, knotted I can't comb it like a fishing net."

Yun Mengze took a deep breath: "If you accept the final stage of treatment, none of this will be a problem."

"Is Dr. Yun a little irresponsible?" Although it was not a questioning tone, Feng Dongyue's voice still sounded a little disappointed. I left myself and ran away alone. As a psychiatrist, this is very unprofessional behavior, right?"

Yun Mengze said in an apologetic tone: "Under normal circumstances, I would not abandon any patient, but at that time..."

"How was it then?" Feng Dongyue watched him, waiting for his answer.

Yun Mengze explained: "Every treatment results

At the end of the day, the results show that your empathy index is above average, and it will be harmful to your situation to continue.In order for you to return to normal life as soon as possible after treatment, I can only hand you over to other people. "

"Is it the same as now?" Feng Dongyue clearly remembered hearing from the nurse this morning that Yun Mengze had already applied to the dean, and he wanted to push him away again.

Yun Mengze said calmly: "I don't think I'm by your side, it won't help your situation, but it will aggravate memory confusion. I suggest you leave the hospital to find Song Luokui, accept memory fusion erasure, and completely forget the past."

Feng Dongyue narrowed his eyes, got up and walked in front of him, and handed him the Virgo origami: "I can't accept such an arrangement, and I won't choose to forget the past. No matter how unbearable and painful memories are, they belong to me." My own experience, I will not escape."

He didn't accept memory fusion erasure, but he didn't want to forget Yun Mengze.Although there was a long period of confusion, when Yun Mengze stood in front of him, these intertwined memories gradually became clear, and every relationship they experienced was vivid in his mind.

Yun Mengze pursed her dry lips, not knowing how to reject Feng Dongyue.This profession is his ideal, and he feels great satisfaction every time he cures a patient.Feng Dongyue was Yun Mengze's first and only patient who gave up without completely completing the entire course of treatment. Although he couldn't remember what happened, it was impossible for Yun Mengze to not have a trace of guilt deep in his heart.

Now, the patient who was abandoned by him stands in front of him, as if saying "you are the only one who can save me", but he is helpless.

After thinking about it for a while, Yun Mengze insisted on his long-awaited determination and said, "I'm sorry, I..."

"No need to apologize, I don't want these three words." Feng Dongyue interrupted him, stood in front of him and looked at him, releasing his true emotions in front of him for the first time.Perhaps he endured it for too long and worked so hard, the complicated love in his eyes was so turbulent, "Actually, even if you can't recover your memory temporarily, you still have feelings, right? Otherwise, you wouldn't have guessed who I am and why I came here. You Just repressing, restraining. I wonder why."

It was the first time that Yun Mengze saw Feng Dongyue expressing his true inner emotions without any concealment. He was subconsciously forced back by his eyes, but he still insisted: "I don't have any special feelings, except that I feel sorry for you. Don't Self-righteously judging..."

"Well, you prove to me that you don't have any feelings for me." Feng Dongyue interrupted him again.

Yun Mengze frowned: "How to prove it?"

"This proves it." Feng Dongyue said, quickly took off Yun Mengze's glasses, and covered his eyes with his hands.

Yun Mengze's eyes suddenly went dark, and then a moist and soft touch fell on his lips.He trembled all over, and an inexplicable feeling that made him panic seized his heart instantly, his chest rumbled, and there was a buzzing in his ears.

He wanted to escape, but Feng Dongyue was extremely tough, holding him tightly with his arms, not allowing him to refuse to resist and run away.He was deprived of sight, hearing and mobility, the only thing he could do was to feel Feng Dongyue's kiss.

Yun Mengze didn't expect that Feng Dongyue looked like a cold and ascetic robot, but his kiss was as hot as magma, as hot as fire, and he could feel gentle and affectionate amidst fierce domineering.

In the darkness, Yun Mengze felt that his soul was burning and melting.In the past, he could deceive himself that he didn't feel anything, but now, his perception is full of Feng Dongyue's breath, which is strong, warm, reassuring and throbbing. He lost his resistance in such a familiar feeling, He gave up on himself and released the feeling that was suppressed in his heart.

Yun Mengze gradually stopped resisting

Rejection made Feng Dongyue both pleasantly surprised and distressed.He tightened his arms and hugged him closer, deepening their kiss.

Feng Xiaowei always said that his uncle's zodiac sign is the most tolerant and able to "pretend", he keeps his thoughts and emotions in his heart, the more silent he is on the surface, the more drama he has inside, and vice versa.

Feng Dongyue is not interested in constellations, but his niece is right about it.Lie detectors like Yun Mengze failed to detect him, which shows how tolerant he is.

Resist not to look at the person I love more, refrain not to look for his figure, refrain not to let his heart beat faster for his smile, refrain not to hug him and kiss him, refrain from feeling restless and crazy about him all the time , endured such a painful feeling to slow down his heart, and pretended to be calm and calm.

But now, he couldn't bear it anymore, like a gambler who was about to lose everything at the gambling table, grabbing the last chance without hesitation and walking on eggshells, begging for the favor and curtain of fate.

This kiss that he had longed for for a long time finally turned from a dream into reality.All the patience was released, and the tornado came violently, destroying everything that had nothing to do with love.

He didn't want to stop for a moment, he just wanted to continue like this, no matter whether Yun Mengze remembered it or not, he wanted to get him and possess him, just like every time before.

He selflessly "questioned" Yun Mengze, and suddenly felt his palms moist.The only sane thing left in the raging fire made Feng Dongyue suspend the offensive, and reluctantly entangled Yun Mengze's lips for a while before pulling away a little.

"Why are you crying?" Feng Dongyue touched Yun Mengze's wet cheek, "Did you cry because you were cheated by me?"

Yun Mengze's breath was unsteady, and he whispered with slightly red and swollen lips: "I was kissed by someone who has nothing to do with me, of course I cried out of anger."

"When I kissed you, I didn't realize that your mouth is so hard." Feng Dongyue was amused by what he said, and pinched his face and said, "It's not that I have nothing to do with you. You should already be very familiar with this." Clear."

Yun Mengze pushed his hand away, but he had no words to refute.He didn't know why he was crying, he only knew that Feng Dongyue's kiss made him feel very familiar, so familiar that it seemed that they had done this countless times, and that even if all the memories related to Feng Dongyue were erased, once they kissed him Close to each other, resonating with the heartbeat, I still accept him reflexively and respond to his kisses.

It can now be confirmed that everything that Feng Dongyue showed due to memory confusion is what they have experienced in the past.There have never been any raiders, this is his own debt.

"Don't think that this can evoke my memory." Yun Mengze took a deep breath and said with dull eyes, "I chose to erase the memory related to you, of course because I don't want to remember you, no matter what you do Pointless."

"It's okay if you don't remember it," Feng Dongyue kissed away his tears, hugged him tightly, and said softly but forcefully, "We can start over."

Yun Mengze was startled, struggling to break free from his arms.He took back his glasses and put them on, as if he had put on a hard armor like this: "We never started, how can we start again? The experiences that happened in the treatment are all virtual, fake, and made-up scripts." , I am afraid that you will always be living in fantasy, so I will end the treatment for you in time."

"The script is fictitious, but the feelings are real." Feng Dongyue was unwavering, no matter what Yun Mengze said, he would not take a step back, "What are you afraid of?"

Yun Mengze met his gaze and said, "I'm afraid?"

"If you are just worried that my patient will fall into the illusion of empathy and cannot extricate himself, then just end the treatment." Feng Dongyue disagreed.

I want to force him, but if I don't, he will never wake up, "But why do you want to clear your memory?"

Yun Mengze's eyes were blank, as if a long nail had been driven into his chest, nailing him to the wall.He couldn't move, couldn't think, and naturally couldn't answer Feng Dongyue's sharp questions.

The two faced each other in silence for a long time, but Feng Dongyue's heart softened.He pulled Yun Mengze to sit down on the sofa, touched his forehead, and found that he was still a little hot.

But remembering Yun Mengze's escape before, Feng Dongyue didn't mention it, and let him be in a daze by his side.

Yun Mengze seemed to have been drained of strength, these days he had been carrying his sick body with willpower, and finally he was overwhelmed and went on strike.He suddenly felt very tired, his head was groggy, and everything in his sight was tilted.

He wanted to restore balance to the tilted world, but he couldn't do anything, he could only close his heavy eyelids and let his consciousness withdraw.

Although he avoided the problem in this way, Feng Dongyue didn't want to push him too hard.He looked tired, quiet, and helpless, lacking the usual defenses and pretense, so soft that it hurts the heart.

Feng Dongyue has always been a calm and calm person. Although he often drives others crazy, he definitely does not want to drive Yun Mengze crazy.He just turned on his emotions suddenly, became impatient for a while, and lost his calm in front of his lover who could be touched by tentacles.

Touched Yun Mengze's cold cheek, helped him tidy up his messy forehead hair, and kissed his slightly warm forehead.This is not the first time Feng Dongyue has done these things, but in Yun Mengze's view, they may all be virtual actions in virtual treatment.

Feng Dongyue looked at Yun Mengze in his sleep, and couldn't help laughing at himself.If I were a person who knew when to give up, I might not have that strange disease.

But if he didn't have that experience, how would he get to know Yun Mengze.

So even though he may not be able to get the answer from Yun Mengze for the rest of his life, he may not be able to make Yun Mengze accept himself for the rest of his life.

But he still won't give up.

Yun Mengze thought that he would have a nightmare, but he fell asleep all night and found nothing.When he woke up, he was lying on Feng Dongyue's bed, and the sunlight came in through the white curtains, shining softly on him.

He checked the time, it was almost eight o'clock.He hadn't slept for such a long time in a long time, and he couldn't believe it.

There are two messages on WeChat, one was sent by Gao Shi'an at [-] o'clock last night:

【Is Doctor Yun finally willing to give up?It’s okay to admit early that you can’t hold on, why make yourself so hard and delay the patient’s treatment.I have seen Mr. Feng's case, and I believe that I am fully qualified to be his attending doctor.After the handover, we definitely need to communicate about his situation. At that time, you have to cooperate with me, hehe, by the way, I hope you are not frightened by the stalker, good night! 】

The other one was posted by Feng Dongyue half an hour ago:

[If I wasn't there when you woke up, I must have gone to buy breakfast.You can leave whenever you want, but I won't. 】

Yun Mengze rubbed his forehead and found that his fever seemed to have subsided.He got up and made the quilt, and found a sofa chair beside the opposite bed.

Feng Dongyue seemed to have sat there all night, guarding and watching him.

Yun Mengze went to the bathroom to wash his face, went to the living room to pick up the white coat that was put on the back of the sofa and put it on. Just as he was about to go out, Feng Dongyue came back with a lunch box in his left hand and coffee in his right.

"Good morning, Doctor Yun," Feng Dongyue put the breakfast on the table, looked at Yun Mengze and said, "May I invite you to have breakfast?"

Yun Mengze said flatly: "No, I'm leaving."

Feng Dongyue is pushing the door in

The moment I came to see Yun Mengze, my heart skipped a beat.Although the message on WeChat was chic, how could he not hope that Yun Mengze would stay and wait for him.

But now it seems that Yun Mengze just got up and didn't have time to leave before he came back.

Feng Dongyue covered the haze in his eyes, took a cup of coffee and a breakfast and handed it to Yun Mengze: "Don't waste it, you can eat it in the office."

"I don't have much appetite." Yun Mengze refused without thinking.

Feng Dongyue stared at Yun Mengze with some difficulty in his heart.It seems that what happened last night didn't affect Yun Mengze in any way. After one night passed, he retreated into his armor again, assumed an indestructible posture, and distanced himself calmly.

At this time, there was a knock on the door, and Gao Shi'an and the nurse came in to make rounds.Seeing Yun Mengze here, he was surprised and said, "Good morning, Doctor Yun, what are you doing in my patient's room, goodbye?"

Yun Mengze smiled and said: "Doctor Gao, Mr. Feng should be my patient, right? What's wrong with you? Is there something wrong? If necessary, I can check it for you.

"Didn't you propose to hand over Mr. Feng's treatment work to others? Don't you know that I have already applied to take over!" Gao Shi'an let out a smug laugh, "Could it be that you didn't read last night's WeChat? ? Or do you not want to reply after reading it, and feel ashamed?"

"What WeChat, I didn't receive it." Yun Mengze looked innocent, "Why did Dr. Gao send me WeChat, do you need my help?"

Gao Shi'an said cheerfully: "It's the other way around. If I hadn't taken the initiative to take over Mr. Feng, you might have to continue to be in charge of his treatment. I came to you just to confirm with you. When will we discuss your previous treatment? plan, I can also avoid wrong demonstrations.”

"Dr. Gao hasn't heard of it yet?" Yun Mengze expressed surprise, "I discussed it with Mr. Feng, and his condition has stabilized. It would be bad if he changed the attending doctor at this time. I just told the director He and the dean withdrew the referral application, maybe they haven't had time to notify you."

Gao Shi'an: "...Then why did you propose to change people before?!" You are playing me!

Yun Mengze smiled and said: "Because too many things happened before, and Mr. Feng received too much attention. I was worried that what happened during the treatment would be misinterpreted, so I brought it up. But now it seems that it is no longer necessary , Mr. Feng has settled everything properly, and I can continue to be in charge of his treatment."

Gao Shi'an's face flushed red: "......... Huh!"

Yun Devil: "Doctor Gao, although I don't know why you are so angry early in the morning, as a psychiatrist, controlling your emotions is the basic principle and ability, you can't even do this, right? "

Gao Shi'an poked him a few times with his fingers, and in a panic, he slammed the door and left, leaving an angry "huh" before leaving.

Yun Mengze had the usual kind smile on his face. After the door of the ward was closed, he wanted to explain.As soon as he turned around, he bumped into Feng Dongyue who was standing behind him at some point.

"Don't stand so close, please, scare me." Yun Mengze frowned.

It was rare for Feng Dongyue to really smile once. Although the smile was not obvious, the corners of his eyes and brows lit up: "Why did Doctor Yun change his mind?"

"What happened in the past is my negligence." Yun Mengze lifted his glasses and gave a reasonable reason, "So I will be responsible for your current situation."

It doesn't matter what Yun Mengze said before, anyway, Feng Dongyue only heard the words "I will be responsible".The beloved man said that he should be responsible for himself, how could he be unhappy?