Twelve constellations proposed to me at the same time

Accompanied by Zhong Mian, Feng Dongyue returned to the ward. His shoulders were wet. He took off the dress of the same style as Yun Mengze's and folded it into a bag for dry cleaning tomorrow.

He took a shower, changed into casual clothes, and sat on the sofa by the window absently doing origami.

Three years ago, an unprecedented and rare disease brought huge troubles to his life and life. After seeking medical treatment everywhere to no avail, he learned of Song Luokui's mysterious treatment institution by chance.

The treatment method is very special, a two-way non-disclosure agreement is signed before the start, and the therapist and client do not know each other's identity until the end of the treatment.No matter what happens between the two during therapy, once it's over, they're still strangers.

But Feng Dongyue still found a way to find out his therapist, and that person was Yun Mengze.

With the help of Yun Mengze, Feng Dongyue's illness was cured, but for some reason, Yun Mengze thought that he had misbehaved during the treatment, so he resigned and left.

Although for Yun Mengze, he was an unknown medical accident, because it was handled properly, there is no need to worry about it.All the patience and care given to him now is only because he is one of his patients.

But for him, Yun Mengze is the most beautiful existence he has ever experienced in his life. The hard work, patience, and pain he has put in to have everything he has today, and the suffering, hardship, and trauma he has endured for it, are all covered by Yun Mengze. Soothed gently.

He is very clear about his current situation. There is no other personality to replace him. It is just a sequela left after the last treatment. Every once in a while, a memory will surge over, causing short-term confusion in his thinking and behavior.

His chaotic and divided memories belonged not only to himself, but to both of them.Yun Mengze can't remember anymore, but he will remember every scene they have experienced for them.

By the time of the talk therapy the next day, Feng Dongyue had apparently recovered to be the usual calm boss.He came earlier and had been waiting for a few minutes.When Yun Mengze greeted him and sat down opposite him, he saw the familiar origami on the table.

The upper body is a human, the lower body is a horse, with a rough belt around the waist, and a small bow and arrow in his hand.

Half human, half beast, it's no wonder that the brain circuits are different from ordinary people, and most of the time they use their lower body to think.At this moment, Yun Mengze couldn't help recalling Feng Dongyue's serious and pious expression under the street lamp, saying that he would give him himself as the last gift.

"What's Dr. Yun thinking?" Feng Dongyue asked when he saw that Yun Mengze was distracted.

Yun Mengze conveniently put the origami into his pocket, and said half-jokingly and half-seriously, "I'm thinking about the constellation of Mr. Feng's next personality."

Feng Dongyue said apologetically: "This time I have caused you a lot of trouble, doctor, please forgive me."

"No matter what troubles there are, Mr. Feng has resolved them by himself. There is nothing I need to forgive." Yun Mengze turned on the recording and signaled Feng Dongyue to enter the treatment. Time, do you have any special feeling?"

Feng Dongyue recalled a little, and said: "About a year ago, there was no sign or feeling, and suddenly lost control of the body."

Yun Mengze: "Before this, did Mr. Feng suffer from any serious illness?" Although the medical records said no, he still wanted to ask.The purpose of face-to-face questions is not to hear the other party's personal confirmation, but to observe the other party's words when they answer.

"No," Feng Dongyue looked very frank, "only suffered a few skin traumas."

Yun Mengze: "Head?"

Feng Dongyue asked seriously in a joking tone: "Do you think I have suffered a serious head injury?"

"No other meaning, just to confirm that sometimes mental illness may be caused by trauma." Yun Mengze explained.

He asked a few more questions, and Feng Dongyue answered them all with the same expression as usual, or no expression at all.Yun Mengze has always felt that he has done a good job in managing his emotions and controlling his expressions. After getting to know Feng Dongyue, he feels ashamed.

He thought of the bowl of crispy pork, and asked, "When Mr. Feng was young, he had to go to school, work, and take care of Ms. Feng. To be able to raise her into such an outstanding girl who is straightforward and has a sense of justice, what must he do?" It must be hard work."

Even the heavy and exhausting past didn't move Feng Dongyue at all. His iron heart didn't even sympathize with him: "Fortunately, I'm a very energetic person. Once the goal is set, it's not easy to reach the goal." I won't give up. I want to raise Feng Xiaowei so that she won't suffer, so I have to work hard to make money. Although the time I can go to work is limited, if I drop out of school, it means giving up many possibilities in the future, including giving Feng Xiaowei Wei provides a better living environment. Facts have proved that many things can be successful as long as you persist, I don’t think it’s too hard.”

"... When you opened the office, your personal safety was threatened. Did you ever feel fear or nervous?" Yun Mengze asked.

Feng Dongyue hardly remembers this kind of thing: "I'm used to it."

Listening to Feng Dongyue's series of answers, Yun Mengze wrote down in the record: suppress emotions, close oneself, deliberately avoid feelings, and ignore one's own inner and emotional needs.

At the end of the conversation, Yun Mengze asked the nurse to accompany Feng Dongyue back. He reviewed the overall record. Feng Dongyue over-controlled himself and transformed himself into a robot. The emotional side that had been suppressed and closed for a long time could not be released. There must be many problems.

At lunch, colleagues sit and eat melons together.The charity party of Diyue Group became a hot topic, and of course Feng Dongyue was the focus.He appeared in person at the charity gala and responded to all the previous negative remarks. "This year's balance is so much" and "1 million yuan of care" have become topics that netizens talk about.

Bai Mo looked at Feng Dongyue's appearance in the photo, which is not inferior to idol stars, and the temperament of a successful person, bit his lips and said, "This is the ideal male image in my mind."

The colleagues looked at him sympathetically: "Xiaobai, don't cast shadows on women and bend yourself just because you failed to pursue Miss Xiaonan."

"If you want to bend, you have already bent, why don't you wait now." Bai Mo doesn't like to hear which pot is not opened and which pot is lifted, "Senior, look, there is also news about Qin Fenghe."

#秦家大小姐又双??? Ancestors dazzled? Satisfied? Renpu Gusha? Satisfied? Not one of the big-name celebrities was invited to attend, and more than a hundred "business leaders" did not know their names. Dad and boyfriend came to make up the number. Awkward. #日丽杂志免费夜场starlight is dim, the most beautiful red carpet is a past actor, and the rest are [-]-line artists who may never have participated in fashion events. #收起改入收目申请, the total amount has already surpassed the donation made by the actor alone last year! 【funny】

Yun Mengze glanced at it and didn't look again, but Bai Mo and the others read Qin Fenghe's gossip with great interest. According to international practice, at such a time, there must be "enemies" jumping out to pick him up.Qin Shanyue's bitch things from her student days to the present have all been picked up by "insiders" with great powers. It's not a celebrity or a famous bitch. Plastic sisters are the norm, and even her own sister can cheat. What is a girlfriend.

After Qin Shanyue entered the nursing home, she refused to use her brain and did not contact anyone. Naturally, she would not know about these things.The same is true for Guan Tong, but he is a gossip expert, and soon learned from other people, and went to tell Qin Shanyue happily.

There was too much publicity before, but the result was bleak. There was a lot of ridicule on the Internet. Even the good sisters who usually pretended to be in love took advantage of it. Qin Shanyue refused to be interviewed and stayed behind closed doors. It is said that he may resign as the editor-in-chief of the magazine.Qin Shanyue was still very calm after hearing this, but after Guan Tong left, she went to the corridor and called Qin Fenghe.

Qin Fenghe heard her younger sister's voice, and said with a sneer, "What's the matter, look at my jokes?"

Qin Shanyue said lightly: "I just want to know how you are doing."

Qin Fenghe was holding back his anger, and pretended to be fine: "I'm fine, and I don't need a mental patient to care about me."

Qin Shanyue said calmly: "The annual celebrity charity night is the most important thing for you, right? Just for this one night, you can prepare for a whole year. Every time you invite a big name, you will earn a face, For this reason, I rack my brains every day thinking about how to increase the exposure of the topic and get involved with celebrities in the entertainment industry. You make your parents feel that you are the most proud daughter, and let others envy you, envy you, Admire you, let all the men kneel on the ground and lick your high heels..."

This has been the case since she was a child. Qin Fenghe must be the person who stands out and attracts the most attention. She can't stand being compared to others. If someone robs her of her brilliance, she will make that person pay the price, no matter who the opponent is , including her sister.

"What exactly do you want to say?" Qin Fenghe interrupted her, the hyaluronic acid on his face hurting.

"Do you think that going to Feng Dongyue will make your career as a famous bitch more dazzling? How does it feel to be severely rejected by a man? How does it feel to be taken away from something important?" Qin Shanyue said expressionlessly. Said, "I don't mean anything else, knowing that there are people in this world you can't handle, things you can't get, and goals you can't achieve, I feel relieved."

She hung up the phone, went back to the ward, opened the closet, and threw all those exquisite and expensive women's clothing on the floor. Every time she threw a piece, the weight on her body was reduced by one point.

After packing all the clothes, she went to the nurse to take her to have her hair cut.Yun Mengze's words kept echoing in her ears. If you want others to accept and recognize you, you must first accept and recognize yourself.

On the way back, she met Feng Dongyue. It was rare for her to take the initiative to say hello, but she was a little stiff: "Mr. Feng...have you eaten yet?"

"I've had it," Feng Dongyue took a quick look at the young man across from him, and said sincerely, "The new image suits you very well."

When he answered the first half of the sentence out of politeness, he didn't recognize Qin Shanyue.The person in front of me is tall and slender, wearing an ordinary shirt and jeans, his tight shoulders and hands that are always at a loss are relaxed, his hair is cut very short, and his eyes that are usually covered are finally visible, neat and heroic Man, is a neutral handsome.

Qin Shanyue smiled a little embarrassedly, revealing two cute little canine teeth.It can be seen that she is in a good mood now.

Xingdu Medical College, the largest lecture hall was overcrowded. The people standing in the aisle and behind looked like passengers who had bought standing tickets during the Spring Festival travel.

"Obsessive-compulsive personality disorder is one of the twelve types of personality disorders. Patients are often cautious in doing things and hope that everything can be perfect. In life, patients often use strict standards to measure things around them. people fall into a tense, anxious atmosphere..."

This is the content of Yun Mengze's class today. Half of those standing and listening are not students of clinical psychiatry, or even students of medical school. Many of them are from the next-door science and technology university and the sports school.

As the course drew to a close, Yun Mengze asked the students to ask questions freely.

A short-haired girl asked, "Professor Yun, what if a patient falls in love with a psychiatrist? How can I judge whether my feelings are real or an illusion?"

It is simply the specialty of these students to not follow the routine and ask questions that have nothing to do with the course content.Yun Mengze replied patiently: "This kind of situation is very common in psychotherapy. We call it empathy. It feels similar to love and makes people happy. The psychiatrist understands you, respects you, and never forgets you." Don't judge you, listen carefully to every word you say with the utmost patience and kindness, and put your needs first. This will give you the feeling of finding the ideal lover, but don't forget, your psychology The doctor's contribution to you requires you to pay the consultation fee. Everything he does is a professional need, and love is not something you want to buy, you can buy it if you want it."

There was laughter below.A tall boy standing behind raised his hand and said, "Professor, what if the psychiatrist falls in love with his patient?"

Yun Mengze smiled: "Of course, empathy can be two-way. It doesn't matter if the patient is attracted by the doctor. After the treatment is over, most of these feelings will gradually disappear when they return to their normal life. Sometimes the doctor will inevitably treat himself It is not a problem in itself, but if a doctor takes action to cause trouble to his patients, it violates professional ethics. I personally think this is a very serious problem. When you realize your mentality After the change, what doctors need to do is to see their supervisor or therapist, or even terminate the treatment, otherwise it may cause harm to the patient.”

"What if both doctor and patient love each other irresistibly, and the termination of treatment cannot stop their affection?"

Yun Mengze: "That's why many countries have regulations in this regard. After the doctor-patient relationship ends for a period of time, two people in similar situations can confirm the relationship. Some countries stipulate that it is two years, and our country is three years. After this deadline, the two people still have a good impression of each other, and they can be sure that the feeling between each other is not just empathy, but true love."

"Has the professor ever had such an experience?" asked a boy wearing a black peaked cap standing in the back corner of the classroom.

The others were obviously also very interested in this, and the little girls stared at Yun Mengze with a smile on their faces, gossiping.

"Not yet. If there is, I won't tell you." Yun Mengze joked.

"Eh??"

The music bell for the end of get out of class rang, Yun Mengze said goodbye to the students, took the materials and left the classroom.He drove back to the nursing home, and when he was walking towards the office building, a cheerful voice suddenly called him: "Doctor Yun!!!!"

Yun Mengze turned his head and saw Feng Xiaowei running over bouncingly, almost jumping on him.After finally stopping her pace, she narrowed her eyes with a smile: "I'm back!!!"

Feng Xiaowei's bright smile was as dazzling as the autumn sun, and she handed the bag in her hand to Yun Mengze: "I'll go straight to the nursing home after getting off the plane, this is a gift for you, don't refuse it!"

She bought Yun Mengze men's perfume, Scottish butter biscuits, Earl Gray tea, and some concert souvenirs.Yun Mengze never accepted gifts from patients' family members, but seeing Feng Xiaowei's expectant face, he really couldn't bear to refuse the girl's kindness, so he took it to thank him, and asked her not to spend money on giving him anything in the future.

Feng Xiaowei: "It's okay, I'm purely self-satisfied." She said last time that she just likes to give gifts.

Yun Mengze walked with her to Area A: "When you were young, did Mr. Feng often buy you some small gifts, especially after he didn't take care of you for a while and stayed with you?"

"Doctor Yun, how do you know?" Feng Xiaowei opened his eyes wide, "My uncle is like this. Even when the family conditions were not good, he would often bring me some snacks and gadgets when he came home. Such as milk tablets, fruit candies, key chains, small toys and so on, many of them were caught by him from the claw machine, you don't know, he is very good, every time he catches one..."

Recalling this, Feng Xiaowei pursed her lips: "Later he became more and more busy, so he stopped catching dolls. Although the gifts he gave me were more and more exquisite, I still liked the ones he caught. Little doll."

Everyone expresses love in different ways, some through gifts, some through companionship, some like to resort to words, and some like to use body language.A person has been influenced by his family environment and parents and elders since he was a child, and when he receives love, he will form a subconscious subconsciously, and he will often express his feelings in the same way after he grows up.

As they walked and chatted, they saw Feng Dongyue talking to several nurses on the lawn in the activity area from a distance.Feng Xiaowei suddenly pulled Yun Mengze's sleeve, and said mysteriously: "Doctor Yun, my uncle didn't know that I went abroad to watch a concert, so don't tell him."

Yun Mengze joked: "I just charged you the 'hush money', so of course I will keep it secret for you."

Feng Xiaowei gave a thumbs up: "Doctor, you are very good, hahahaha~~~"

Today Feng Dongyue is wearing a very trendy blue suit without any folds on his body. From head to toe, he is so delicate that it is unbearable. He has the handsomeness of the male protagonist in an idol drama, and he has a warm smile on his face. It's also like the male second in an idol drama for love.

He flicked a pen on the napkin in front of him, wrote something unknown, and handed it to the little nurse next to him: "This is a secret between us, don't tell others, I don't want to cause confusion."

Shining smiles, charming eyes, and signatures on napkins made the little nurses dizzy and stunned.

Seeing Yun Mengze bringing the patient's family over, the two nurses left.

"Uncle." Feng Xiaowei jumped up in front of Feng Dongyue? He couldn't get up, and with a little guilty conscience, he put on an obedient look.

Feng Dongyue continued to smile until the nurses walked away.After making sure no one could see or hear them, the smile on his face disappeared, and he looked at Feng Xiaowei coldly as if changing his face: "Where did you go?"

Feng Xiaowei was startled: "I, I just came from school."

Feng Dongyue squinted his eyes, looked her from head to toe like a scanner, and said sadly: "Is the Rotten Kingdom fun? Is the concert good? It's hard work to come to see me right after getting off the plane." miss."

Feng Xiaowei: "What...what?!" Suddenly terrified.

"The watch you are wearing is a limited edition just released by the T brand. It is only sold for 1000 yuan and can only be bought in the country of corruption. During this time, there is a rock concert in the country of corruption. It is the band you like. You are here It’s time to go to the rotten country for this reason. Your hair ends are dry and split, your facial skin is dry and oily, you have barbs on more than three fingers, and you have slight dark circles. From what I know about you, you must be closed and dry I stayed in the environment for more than eight hours." Feng Dongyue pointed at the handbag Yun Mengze was carrying, "You are in a hurry to give him a gift, and you don't have time to catch up on sleep and do skin care, only after getting off the plane Came here after a quick lunch. Am I wrong?"

Feng Xiaowei froze for a long time before reacting: "How do you know, I also ate a fast food?"

Feng Dongyue walked up to her, looked at him condescendingly, and said gloomily, "ketchup got on me."

Feng Xiaowei suddenly lowered her head, and after searching for a long time, she found a spot the size of a grain of rice among the messy prints on the chest of her T-shirt. part of the print.Did her uncle's eyes have built-in microscopes?

Feng Xiaowei was stunned, and Yun Mengze said that he could not help.The man in front of him looked like a detective, and what he said could only be summed up in the sentence "there is only one truth".

"I went abroad to watch a concert." Feng Xiaowei was trembling in his heart, but he still insisted, "I'm already this old, so I don't need to ask you for instructions on everything."

"Indeed, you don't need my permission for everything," Feng Dongyue said sarcastically, "You are old enough to be responsible for yourself. You can buy air tickets, book hotels, book concert tickets, and travel expenses. , buy watches, and buy gifts for Yun Mengze, and pay me back, it must be no problem for you who are so awesome."

Feng Xiaowei: "..." Heh, heh heh.

"With your IQ, don't even think about lying. The level of lying in the kindergarten class is more than one rank higher than yours." Feng Dongyue mercilessly venomous, looking at the niece who is as beautiful as a star, he is even more disgusted It’s terrible, every time you look at it, it’s wrong, you can’t see it, “But at least you can take care of yourself? You’re sloppy and dirty, and the old aunts dancing in the square are more delicate than you. You Don't you feel ashamed? If people know that you are my niece, where will I put my face?"

Feng Xiaowei: "..." He couldn't even breathe out.

"And you, where did you go this morning? Could it be that you had breakfast with others?" Feng Dongyue turned to Yun Mengze, and said in a strange way, "Why didn't you come to help me choose clothes? If there is something urgent, why didn't you give I called to ask for leave? Don't you know that I need an assistant to be by my side at all times, so that I can help me block the fans who recognize me and ask for my autograph? You already knew about Feng Xiaowei, right? Why did you keep it from me? Are you her assistant or mine? Who is the boss who pays you every month? Don’t you have a clue? You have been with me for so long, and you can still make such low-level mistakes. Don’t you want to do it? For all the above, I need a reasonable explanation!"

What made him most angry was that he didn't have the breakfast made by Yun Mengze himself today.Only Yun Mengze knows his needs. For example, fried eggs must be half-cooked on one side and medium-cooked on the other. It's like a round of tomorrow, and it can vibrate slightly after taking a breath.

Because of Yun Mengze's dereliction of duty, he had to eat the rough fried eggs made by the restaurant. The surrounding area was burnt, and it crackled when he bit into it, which made him feel like he was eating sandpaper.

He, the most dazzling movie star, a top star who is admired by many stars no matter where he goes, why should he have to suffer like this!

Yun Mengze: "Well, I don't want to do it anymore."

There was an awkward silence for a while.

"Although you made a serious mistake, because of your self-blame," Feng Dongyue's eyes and tone suddenly softened, and he said to Yun Mengze magnanimously, "I forgive you."

Who made his little assistant also his lover.Although he is a person who distinguishes between public and private, but occasionally he has to give Yun Mengze a little bit of privilege, otherwise how can it be considered love?

Yun Mengze: ... I don't need it.