I was as innocent as you

Perhaps because of psychological reasons, Qu Shen always felt that something was not right when he was in the studio for several days in a row.On weekdays, everyone greets at most when they meet, and they are not that familiar, but when he is in the corridor, people passing by stare at him and even smile at him.People who hardly talked to him stopped to talk to him, and what they said was inexplicable.No one said anything explicitly, no one asked clearly, he wanted to know the reason for this strange atmosphere, wanted to have a chance to explain, but there was nothing.After a long time, he also began to be afraid that others would ask questions, and felt that he could no longer justify himself.It seemed that everyone was silently questioning and laughing, and this feeling was a bit unbearable for him.

At first he would talk about this feeling with Zhai Yanghao, and Zhai Yanghao always comforted him by saying that he thought too much.Once or twice, he didn't want to bring up this topic again.Yet both the fear and the loathing were real, and he hesitated to leave the house every morning to go to the studio.When sitting in the studio, he would feel extremely annoyed if anyone knocked on the door and came in.

He started to bring painting tools back to his residence, went to the studio very late every day, came back early, and painted at home.Zhai Yanghao sometimes came back very late and was very tired, but he always became more energetic as he painted, and he often didn't go to bed until early in the morning.Zhai Yanghao often wakes up because of the light, and calls him sleepily. When he walks over to look, Zhai Yanghao will hold his hand, and the palm is very hot.

Someone in the studio soon noticed his "arriving late and leaving early". Within a few days, the boss came to inspect his studio, and saw that he showed up late with painting tools on his back, and his face became black again.But the boss had already seen the progress of his painting, so he didn't get angry, chatted with him a few words, and said before leaving: "Young man, can you be more energetic!" Qu Shen nodded perfunctorily.

During lunch, Qu Shen ran into a female painter in the studio next door, and kept talking to him.On the way back to the studio, seeing that there was no one in the corridor, the female painter whispered: "I ask you something, why do you come so late every day, and the boss didn't say anything to you? What did you do to let him Do you recognize your privilege?"

Qu Shen was so nervous when she asked her, he couldn't understand what she meant.He could only reply embarrassingly: "I don't have any privileges, I just don't have time in the morning."

The female painter blinked at him, as if she couldn't be persuaded.

Qu Shen also looked at her and asked, "Why do you think I have privileges?"

"It's nothing, I just feel that the boss is taking good care of you, and I feel that you are lucky and have a wide network of contacts. Some big contacts know you. And some time ago, your painting was also on the master's concert. Where are we?" Dare to think." The female artist smiled ambiguously.

"I don't have any privileges." Qu Shen only felt that his heart was suffocating. "I just paint all day long. Whoever asks me to paint I will paint, and anyone who wants to see it will see me."

The ambiguous smile on the female painter's face deepened a bit.

When Qu Shen returned to the studio, it was the first time that he felt that the room was so dull that he couldn't breathe.As he drew, he found it extremely difficult to breathe, his fingers became cold, and his elbows began to feel numb.He quietly listened to the sound of his breathing getting worse, feeling like he was having a nightmare.

Ever since Qiu Tian met Qu Shen, he couldn't forget it.

She added Qu Shen's WeChat before, but Qu Shen probably doesn't use WeChat very often.After sending a message, it is always difficult to see him replying, and the WeChat ID is not a mobile phone number. I asked the big sister who knew him to ask for his number. The big sister still protected Qu Shen and told her not to provoke others.This made Qiu Tiantian unable to bear it.She is now focused on Qu Shen, and she can't stand any man around her.Qu Shen is gay, so she must make friends with him, as well as enjoy her eyesight.

Frustrated several times, Miss Qiu Tiantian came up with a lot of strength, and she simply stayed at Dachu's sister's house, and she would not leave unless she took her to see Qu Xiaohuaer.Elder sister Da Chu had no choice but to carry the eldest lady on the road.The eldest lady was very happy, singing and laughing all the way, followed Da Chu's sister's car to Qu Shen's studio.As soon as he came to the door, he saw a car he was familiar with.

Qiu Tiantian's heart skipped a beat.

The carefree Qiu Tiantian has always been not very delicate in her mind, until now, her feminine intuition, which has always been not very bright, finally played a role.

That was Zhai Yanghao's car.

Sister Dachu parked the car first and got down.Qiu Tiantian still opened his mouth, not recovering from the shock.Sister Dachu was baffled and didn't understand what was going on with Qiu Tiantian, so she came up and knocked on her car window.

"Sister, wait for me for a while." Qiu Tiantian made a decisive decision, drove out and found another place to park, trotted all the way back, and hid in Da Touch's sister's car.

"What are you playing?" Da Chu's elder sister was confused by her.

Qiu Tiantian didn't say a word, and lay down by the car window. Not long after, he saw Qu Shen coming out.

Not seeing each other for several months, Qu Shen no longer looks like the Qu Xiaohuaer she saw at the party.If you look at him from a distance, you will obviously feel that there is a little more masculinity in him. He is still clear and childish, but there is a strange calmness, a kind of fineness and concentration that seems to be walking on thin ice, and the eyes will stare at him seriously. Looking in one direction, every small movement carries a subtle weight.

Qiu Tiantian suddenly fell into a trap again, and his brain hole was expanding infinitely——Qu Shen looks much handsome again, is it possible to straighten it?

Before she finished her brainstorming, she saw Zhai Yanghao appear, carrying a small box, a few steps behind Qu Shen.

Dachu's elder sister immediately became gossipy, and squeezed to Qiu Tiantian's side to look around: "Is this Qu Xiaohua'er's boyfriend?"

Qiu Tiantian's intoxication and nympho stopped abruptly, leaving only a sad feeling.

The marriage between Zhai Yanghao and her had deteriorated long ago, and she knew it very well.Qu Shen is gay, he likes men, she knew it from the beginning.But it happened that these two people were in front of her eyes, and she just felt sad, jealous, and angry.But I like it, but I can't bear it.

Sister Dachu watched Qu Xiaohua and his boyfriend drive away, and asked Qiu Tiantian: "What should I do? Do you still want to catch up?"

Qiu Tiantian didn't speak, her eyes were red.

"What's the matter with you?" Sister Dachu didn't expect her to look like this, and thought she was funny and pitiful, "You really care about it? You silly girl."

Qiu Tiantian took the tissue she handed over, and finally wept aloud.

"Didn't I tell you earlier that he has a boyfriend? You really don't cry when you see the coffin." My sister patted her on the shoulder reassuringly.

"That's my husband!" Qiu Tiantian's tone of grievance changed.

Sister Dachu was stunned for a while, and she was a little flustered. After being stupid for a long time, she took Qiu Tiantian's hand and said, "Tiantian, don't cry, my sister shouldn't say that about you. This Qu Shen... how do you think my sister can help you?" Bar?"

"What else can I help?" Qiu Tiantian cried like a bitter cauliflower, feeling very helpless, "Why am I living such a strange life?"

Sister Dachu let out a muffled sigh at the side.

The author has something to say:

I want to ask the sky and the earth, why did my lovely Tiantian turn into bitter cauliflower~~~~~ but it's all my fault~~~~~