I was as innocent as you

When Qu Shen saw Qiu Tiantian, he recognized her almost immediately.

A few years ago, when he first came to this city, some high school classmates heard about it.Their hometown is indeed a small place, and Qu Shen was indeed a famous figure when he was studying. When he first came to settle down, a girl who liked him back then added him to WeChat and pulled him into the class group.

Qu Shen was originally timid to deal with people, but he heard that Zhai Yanghao was also in the group. After all, he was a friend in middle school. It seemed acceptable to have him around, so he silently added it.

He seldom wants to make friends with others, but Zhai Yanghao has sat at the same table with him for six years. Although they have been separated for four years in university, they have not been in touch for a long time, but when he mentions it, he feels that this person is in his world. , the person closest to the concept of a friend.He confusedly added it, but didn't want to speak.At the beginning, the girl wanted to shout out to introduce him, but he stopped her. He stayed in the group silently, without changing his business card, and quietly opened Zhai Yanghao's materials.

When he opened it, he suddenly saw the picture of the head portrait. At that time, Zhai Yanghao already looked like an elite, with a cold and charming expression, and he could no longer see the childishness when he was studying.In the photo, he is holding Qiu Tiantian by his side. At that time, Qiu Tiantian was still in the transition period from a young rock girl to an authentic Bai Fumei image. His hair had been changed into a feminine big wave, but his eyes were still the same. He looks like he's not stingy with anything.

Qu Shen didn't know they were married at the time, only that they were his girlfriends.In the picture, both of them are dressed in ordinary clothes, and Zhai Yanghao's circle of friends is also full of economic analysis and so on, and there is not a single topic related to marriage that was missed.It was only after meeting Zhai Yanghao later that Qu Shen figured out piecemeal that when he came to this city, Zhai Yanghao had already started a family and started a business worthy of the name.

Originally, Qu Shen didn't have any feelings for Qiu Tiantian, and once he saw a photo, he forgot it.Later, when I met Zhai Yanghao, so many things happened, he couldn't get over it, and he couldn't think of Qiu Tiantian here.

But when he saw Qiu Tiantian's face and recalled who she was, the impact was great.Qiu Tiantian was also very interested in him, which made him at a loss.He used to think that Zhai Yanghao might not have a close relationship with his wife, but this was just a concept before, when he saw a lively Qiu chattering and going crazy in front of him every day, he fell into unthinkable.

Why doesn't Zhai Yanghao like Qiu Tiantian?

Qiu Tiantian is not only Bai Fumei, she is a lively and lovely girl, Qu Shen feels that no matter how you look at her, she is much better than himself.

Or Zhai Yanghao still likes her.

If you like her, why do you still mess around with others?

Qu Shen thought depressingly, but he couldn't figure it out. He only thought that maybe people are naturally ruthless.

Qiu Tiantian pestered him all night, and he just thought about it dully all night. When Qiu Tiantian insisted on sending him home with the appearance of a rich woman covering her face, he was still thinking dully.When Zhai Yanghao called, he immediately covered the phone screen in panic, and carefully aimed at Qiu Tiantian while speaking.When hanging up, Qiu Tiantian teased him: "Look at your voice, it's so sweet that it sticks to your hands. The cotton candy I ate when I was a child was not as sweet as your coquettish voice. You fags, why don't you let us Are these girls alive?"

Qu Shen didn't feel that he was being coquettish, but Qiu made fun of him every day, and he wouldn't refute.When Qiu Tiantian drove into the yard, he panicked for a moment, worried that Qiu Tiantian would go to his house again and what would happen if she and Zhai Yanghao met.But Qiu Tiantian obviously didn't mean that.When he relaxed, he thought, what exactly is he worried about?Is it because such nonsense is embarrassing?But shouldn't it be embarrassing?I already felt ashamed.

He got out of the car and answered Zhai Yanghao's phone call. As soon as he spoke, he suddenly realized his own voice.He had never noticed that his voice was like this, and after he noticed, he strayed even more.He found out that he was being coquettish, and he also understood what Qiu Tiantian meant by "sweetness". He knew more about Di Yanghao's favor on the other side of the phone, and he liked the favor of Di Yanghao.He finally figured it out in a particularly uncomfortable way, no matter whether he likes Zhai Yanghao or not, he likes to have Zhai Yanghao by his side. If you follow him, someone will comfort you, and even if you can't help him, you are willing to follow him.He likes someone to like him, no matter how lacking in "rightness" the like is, and no matter how long-lasting the like is.

Who doesn't like it.

He is also human.

Never a genius, and never a genius.

His mood soon turned bad, and he loathed himself.

This is not once or twice, he knows that this is a bad state, he often falls into this state when the painting is not going well, but he can often get out, because he always wants to draw, because he can always find Make progress.

But this time is different, he really did a very bad thing.Unforgivable, and he didn't even want to look back.

He allowed himself to be bad.But in the end, the feeling of loathing himself still prevailed.

The more Zhai Yanghao made him fall in love, the more desperate he became. He almost unconsciously wanted to die.

That night Zhai Yanghao tossed him hard, he felt chills all over his body, he felt that his mind was floating and his soul was out of his body.He saw himself stand up naked, go to the kitchen, get a knife, come to the bed, and cut off his wrist.It didn't hurt at that moment, the blood was flowing slowly, and he started to cry, he suddenly felt reluctant, he still had his parents who didn't fulfill their filial piety, and didn't draw a satisfactory painting yet.The feeling that the blood was about to bleed out was very scary. He felt cold all over and wanted to call Zhai Yanghao, but he couldn't make a sound.Zhai Yanghao was not there, and the room gradually began to turn pale.

It was dawn, and he was going to die, and the regret and regret in his heart were even more sad than the imminent death.

The author has something to say:

La la la la la, Qu Xiaoshen's second hurdle is here~~~ Come and get ready to step over~~~~