I was as innocent as you

In a city full of steel and concrete and exhaust fumes, it is not easy to live loosely like a dream.

This is no longer an era of advocating poetry, life is too hard and numb, small bridges and flowing water, orioles and green willows are no longer enough to shake.Everything has been out of the color of fantasy, people know more and more, and they are more and more confident in what they know. When they are awake, they already have too many real interests to pursue and conquer.

Dreams may have unknowingly become a cage for the weak.

Qu Shen sat in his small studio, drawing strokes outside the window stroke by stroke.

The setting sun has already sunk into the jungle of high-rise buildings, and the golden-red sky in the evening is geometrically cut by tall and low buildings.The light in the studio is constantly dimming, and Qu Shen habitually falls into an emotional state, feeling that everything he does is meaningless, there is no tomorrow, no future.

He put down his brush and looked out the window.

At this time, the door of the studio opened, and a tall figure walked in, and while closing the door, he asked, "Why don't you turn on the light?"

The lights are on, warm gold.

Qu Shen stood up, and his mood gradually brightened. He stood up, and the visitor had already arrived in front of him, hugged him and kissed him, and said, "What do you want to eat?" Qu Shen didn't answer him, and unbuttoned his coat , opened the sweater inside, and reached into his shirt.The man held his hand and smiled: "What's the matter today?"

The studio is not big, with stacked painting materials on the side, two or three easels, and a long table in the middle. Qu Shen was picked up and placed on the table, his eyes were facing the evening when he had just painted halfway.The man's body temperature covered him, Qu Shen closed his eyes and relaxed his body.

He has an introverted personality and is easily shy, but never coy about it.

Apart from painting, he doesn't have many joys in life.Whenever he tasted a little bit, he would be very involved.The game of smoking and drinking in the past, and the joy of fish and water now, the man in front of him taught him a lot.Every time he will carefully test, once he finds that the other party actually intends to connive, he will search endlessly.

After a while, there was only a faint glow left outside the window, the man sighed contentedly, and clasped fingers with Qu Shen.

At night, the two walked on the cold street. Christmas was approaching, and the bustling city was bustling.

"What would you like to eat?" the man asked.

Qu Shen shook his head, and when he raised his eyes to look at him, there was still a little moist and charming look in his eyes.The man couldn't help but raised the corners of his mouth and laughed.Qu Shen was puzzled and asked him what was wrong.The man smiled and scolded him for no reason, and carried him into a restaurant.

As soon as the two sat down, they were stared at. A woman with exquisite makeup and clothes came over and said with a smile: "Zhai Yanghao." Both of them were caught off guard, but the man reacted first, stood up and said, "Bai Hui, Why are you here?"

"Today is our college reunion. I contacted you before, but you said you don't have time." Bai Hui said narrowly.

Zhai Yanghao laughed and said, "Forget, forget, I'm really old."

"It's all Mr. Zhai. Of course, the nobleman forgets things too much. Why are you free today?" Bai Hui laughed at him while looking at Qu Shen.

"Where, it's not that I have time to eat after working overtime." Zhai Yanghao said.

"What's the point of working overtime? Who hasn't worked overtime? Besides, you are the boss, so you can work overtime whenever you want, and you don't overtime if you don't want to. Why? Does your wife control you and won't let you follow her?" Are you dating old classmates?" Bai Hui pointed out.

Zhai Yanghao's wife's family background is very strong, which is well known among his college classmates.When he first entered college, he had an outstanding personality and appearance, had many admirers, and had many romantic debts, and Bai Hui used to be one of them.After meeting his current wife, he finally calmed down and got married as soon as he graduated, which made many people stop thinking about it.

"Where do I need my wife to take care of? How serious am I, go for a walk, where are the others, and go have a drink or two with you."

Bai Hui was not in a hurry to leave, she looked at Zhai Shen with a smile, and said, "Who is this handsome guy, you just left him here?"

Zhai Yanghao stopped Bai Hui with a smile, and said, "This is my classmate too, from middle school."

Bai Hui looked at Qu Shen in surprise, nodded shyly and said to him, "Hi." Well-behaved and polite, she lowered her head and didn't look at people, as if she was uneasy and dodged.

Bai Hui was forcibly pulled away by Di Yanghao, and walked all the way yelling: "Zhai Yanghao, how many handsome guys do you know? Introduce all the unmarried ones to me, and I'm still vacant now."

"All right, all right," Zhai Yanghao said perfunctorily, turned to Qu Shen and told him, "Order what you want to eat first."

Qu Shen watched him go away and opened the menu.

As soon as Di Yanghao and Bai Hui arrived at the private room, a pot exploded in the private room, and a group of people only yelled: "Bai Hui is really supernatural, how did you conjure Di Yanghao?" Di Yanghao laughed and said, "I just came here to eat after working overtime. What a coincidence." Someone had already shouted: "If you are late, you will be fined!" Di Yanghao said: "Of course, of course, how many drinks will be fined, you tell me!"

There is no shortage of elites in this group. Graduates from top universities in the country, even those who are a little poor, can be considered successful in their careers.However, among such a group of people, Zhai Yanghao is still a legend, the elite of the elite.In fact, he himself has no background, his hometown is just a small city in the middle of the country, his parents are ordinary people, and each has a career, but they can't provide him with any help. He has earned a good future for himself purely by his personal intelligence and hard work.As for his wife's family, it is the icing on the cake, which can guarantee to the greatest extent that there will be no unnecessary stumbling blocks on the road of his struggle.

Zhai Yanghao is very popular, but he also attracts people's envy. Although he won't do bad things, it is absolutely impossible for him to get away with a few drinks.Zhai Yanghao accepted the punishment with a smile, but he was still thinking about Qu Shen. Seeing that the punishment was endless, he had to ask for forgiveness: "I really have something else to do. Next time I invite you, please do as you please."

Bai Hui remembered, and said, "You don't worry about your classmate, I'll just ask him to come in."

Zhai Yanghao wanted to stop him, but was forced to drink by everyone, and Bai Hui had already run out.

Qu Shenfan had just eaten halfway, when he saw that woman ran out again, he lowered his head and pretended not to see, but the other party came up and grabbed him: "Come on, let's go to the private room, let's have dinner together, anyway Classmate of Zhai Yanghao, you're welcome." Qu Shen was reluctant in his heart, but he didn't know how to refuse, so he was dragged away by Bai Hui in a daze.

Bai Hui said to the waiter, "This table is in our private room", while pulling Qu Shen, "What's your name?"

"Qu Shen." He replied somewhat vaguely.

"A good name, a man can bend and stretch." Bai Hui said.

Qu Shen knew that she was wrong, but he didn't want to explain. The two had already arrived at the door of the box, and the noise inside made Qu Shen unconsciously nervous.

The people in the box had just finished punishing Zhai Yanghao when they saw Bai Hui brought someone back. She was tall and thin, with fair skin, slightly arched back, moist eyes and gentle eyes. After being surrounded by people for a while, her face floated A layer of crimson.

"This is Zhai Yanghao's classmate from middle school. His name is Qu Shen. A real man can bend and stretch that Qu Shen. You say that Zhai Yanghao is too much. If you know such a handsome guy, you won't introduce him to us." Bai Hui was dedicated to sowing discord.

The private room became lively again, and the girls were clamoring to meet the handsome guy.

Zhai Yanghao looked helplessly at Qu Shen being hooked up by a group of people, looking too shy to speak.Qu Shen has not been deeply involved in the world these years, his eyes are clean, and he looks very tender. Surrounded by this group of people, he is completely unable to resist.

Bai Hui and the others quickly found out that Qu Shen was a teacher at the Academy of Fine Arts, and immediately began to be courteous, saying that they wanted to see his paintings. Qu Shen believed it, took out his mobile phone, and showed them a few of his paintings.Bai Hui exclaimed exaggeratedly, and said, "You are so talented! How do you say that, Rapeseed Flower! Why don't you become a professional painter?"

Qu Shen doesn't know how to be polite at all, he sincerely believes others' compliments, squints his eyes and smiles contentedly.

Di Yanghao became drunk, and couldn't help but said: "Don't make a fuss if you don't understand. Is it so easy to be a professional painter?"

The group of girls chirped and laughed, but no one paid attention to him.

It was Qu Shen who looked over, and the two met. Qu Shen's eyes flashed, and he lowered his head.

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