Just like the drunken voice

Chu Si walked out of the hall in a daze, ignoring the ministers who came to greet him along the way, and walked straight past his sedan chair.Seeing that his master didn't even look at his sedan chair, the bearer thought he wasn't paying attention, and hurried all the way to Chu Si's side: "Master! Master! The sedan chair is here!"

Chu Si turned around and looked at the bearer who was chasing after him, and waved: "Go back, I will walk by myself."

"But master..." The bearer wondered, "It's not safe for you to be alone..."

"At the feet of the Son of Heaven, who can do anything to your master?" Chu Si suddenly felt restless, "That's all, I'll go back in a sedan chair."

After saying that, he got into the sedan chair, and the bearers hurriedly picked up the sedan chair and drove Chu Si back to the mansion.

In fact, it should have been expected.

It's just... because Shaojing has a prince, he always has a little bit of luck in his heart. Since he has the royal blood, even if he doesn't become an empress, or later, it will be delayed until Shaojing becomes truly powerful and no longer needs to be manipulated by others... ...is it all possible?

Everything is just self-indulgent.

It turned out that Shao Jing's failure to become a queen was not for other reasons, but the timing was not ripe.

There will never be a place for him by his side.

Chu Si suddenly hated at this moment, hated why Shao Jing was an emperor, hated himself why he fell in love with Shao Jing, hated himself even more, why he was not a daughter, so that he could stand beside Shao Jing in a fair and honest manner.

But... Even if she is a daughter and married to Shao Jing in a legitimate way, can he bear to share him with other women?

No, he can't.

His reserve, his pride, made him unable to share his lover with others.

For the first time, Chu Si recognized the insurmountable gap between himself and Shao Jing that had been hidden by enthusiasm for a long time—they loved each other, but what Chu Si wanted was a couple for life, and these , are all things that the emperor Shao Jing could not give him.

He doesn't doubt that Shao Jing really likes him, but it's not enough to give up everything he has for him.

……

The emperor was about to get married, and the household department of Dashao was busy making a fuss.

A full 30 years have passed since the last empress canonization ceremony. Except for a few old people who stayed behind, most of them were born melon eggs who had been in the palace for less than ten years. After recruiting people, all the old nuns who had served the concubine in the palace were invited out, and only then did the preparations for the grand ceremony start.

Although Da Shao and Tatar did not take advantage of it, it finally brought about a short-term peace on the border. The Tatars fought among themselves and lost their vitality. Da Shao just took this opportunity to recuperate and store up strength.

Shaojing's calculations were crackling, but he only ignored one person's feelings.

Chu Si complained of illness and had not been to court for many days.

Shao Jing didn't send anyone to see him either, the two seemed to have a falling out.

Such rumors spread like wildfire, and Chu Si, who had always been favored by the Holy Grace, fell out of favor.

In fact, Chu Si was originally a sinful body, recalled by Shaojing's imperial decree, and reused in an extraordinary way. The emperor's favor is his amulet.Now that Shengen is not here, the ministers are also looking at the emperor's face up and down, and the guests in front of the door, who were unstoppable by the king in the past, are all gone now. It is a deserted scene, and the plaque inscribed by the emperor himself hangs on the wall Above the gate is like a huge irony.

The servants of the Chu Mansion also began to feel restless. Wang Er caught him gossiping once, and after Wang Er severely taught those servants who didn't know what to do, the atmosphere in the mansion became better.

"Master..." Wang Er saw that he was listless in his master's house, so he couldn't help persuading him, "Is there something you can't talk about with the emperor... Can you hear the gossip outside when the trouble is going on like this?"

"Rumours?" Chu Si said, "Am I still afraid of those things now?"

"Even if you don't care, you can't stay in the mansion all day without going out. If you don't do activities for a long time, your health will be bad."

Chu Si knew that his old housekeeper was thinking of himself in everything, and he didn't want to let the old housekeeper worry, so he said: "Okay, okay, I'm going out, I'm going out for a walk."

"Alright. Prepare a sedan chair for you."

"No need." Chu Si called to stop Wang Er, "call a few guards, just wear ordinary clothes. Just go for a stroll."

"Alright." Wang Er went down to make arrangements, and Chu Si also changed into casual clothes. He looked like an ordinary man from a small rich family, but he had a good appearance, a high nose bridge, and a thin body, so he was allowed to wear ordinary clothes. There is a bit of dusty smell, which is a bit eye-catching.

Chu Si looked at the bronze mirror for a while, and felt that he was still satisfied, so he went out with the guards.

In May, the weather is getting warmer, and it is the rarest time of the year when the climate is comfortable.Chu Si has traveled thousands of miles, and he has been away from such a bustling market for a long time. Seeing such a lively scene, the depression in his heart finally melted away.

Chu Si didn't like people surrounding him with a look of bitterness and hatred, so he asked the guards to follow him far away, and wandered around by himself.

Unexpectedly, because of this, Chu Si disappeared.

Originally, when passing through a crossroad, the guards in plain clothes were blocked by the surging crowd, and when the crowd dispersed, Chu Si disappeared.The guard thought it was bad, and hurried back to the palace to report.Upon hearing this, Wang Er hurriedly changed his clothes, planning to enter the palace to face the saint.But he is only a butler of one term, how can he see the majesty of the emperor?But Wang Er repeatedly contacted Zhang Shengde, Zhang Shengde told Shao Jing again, when Shao Jing knew about it, it was already time to hold the lamp.

"Why did you just report it now!!" Shao Jing slapped the dragon case, frowning, "Contact the admiral of the Nine Gates, seal the city, look for it! Look for it from door to door! The ministers under the emperor's feet disappeared for no reason, what is my royal face? !!"

Zhang Shengde got the order and hurried to pass the decree, Wang Er saw that the whole imperial city was surging, so he breathed a sigh of relief.

He thought... Shao Jing did it.

Now it seems that it should not be.

Then there is... who?

Shao Jing paced anxiously back and forth in the study, Chu Si, Chu Si...don't let anything happen...

At this time, Chu Si woke up leisurely on a beautiful big bed.He opened his eyes, staring at the complicated patterns on the bed in a daze for a long time.I just went shopping...then bumped into someone...after...then I lost consciousness, opened my eyes again, it was here

"Master Chu is awake? This servant will serve you tea now." The maid who was waiting at the side saw that Chu Si had opened her eyes, and offered the teacup graciously.

"This is..." Chu Si didn't want to take it, but his voice was hoarse, so he had to moisten it with tea and said, "This is..."

"My lord, this is the Qin Mansion."

"Qin Mansion?" These two words circled in Chu Si's mind before Chu Si realized, "Qin Cheng's mansion?"

"Exactly." The maidservant was neither humble nor overbearing, she bowed and then withdrew, "If my lord has nothing else to do, the maidservant will leave first."

"Wait!" Chu Si hurriedly stopped, "Where's Qin Cheng? What about others?"

"The slave does not know."

"Why am I here?"

"The slave does not know."

"You..." No matter what questions Chu Si asked, the maid shook her head and could not answer, Chu Si had no choice but to let her back down.

When the maid went out, he saw the guard at the door. It seemed that Qin Zhonghai didn't want him to go out... But why did he imprison himself here?

The answer was soon revealed.

because--

"I thought you would be surprised when you saw me." The deep and deep voice was influenced by the person who pushed the door. Chu Si raised his head and saw the figure of the person clearly, and couldn't help being startled.

"Why...!!" Chu Si realized that all this was not his own illusion when he heard his voice. He was shocked, "Suhebalu!!"

"I really miss it..." Suhebaru leaned forward, "I haven't heard you call my name for a long time..."

After that, he stretched out his hand to wrap his shoulders, but Chu Si sideways avoided.

"You're actually here..." Chu Si frowned, "How long have you colluded with Qin Zhonghai?"

"I can't hide it from you." Su Hebaru forcibly held Chu Si, and Chu Si struggled for a long time but couldn't break free, so he could only let him go.

"It's just for your safety... This capital is about to have a big accident, and people always have to keep it under their noses to be safe."

"You!!!" Chu Si heard the meaning in his words, and his heart became even more frightened, "What are you going to do?!"

"Shhh—" Su Hebaru lightly pressed his index finger on Chu Si's lips, "It's not what I want to do, but what Qin Cheng wants to do."

"What he wants to do is not the confidence given by you Tatars!" Chu Si pushed Suhebalu's restraint with all his might, "You... you... despicable!"

"I've never been a gentleman." Suhebaru frowned and was dissatisfied with Chu Bang who pushed him away, and pulled him into his arms, "The world of your emperor is so important to you? Why don't you see him?" How good it is to you, and you want to marry a wife and take concubines, "

"How do you, a savage, understand?" Chu Si struggled a little short of breath, "The ruler guides the ministers, the father guides the son, and the husband guides the wife. Regardless...don't care about me and Shaojing...he is the ruler, and I am the ruler. Minister, it is the duty of a minister to die for His Majesty!"

"The position of a minister?" Suhebaru's brows were tinged with anger, "Your life can only be mine, Chu Si, remember it."