he became my love

Rong Qiao said that he would not come back for dinner, so Qin Yiming didn't wait, but simply ordered a takeaway.

It was a bit boring to be alone at home. I tidied up the room casually and was stunned for a while, and the day passed like this.

In the evening, I checked the notebooks and rings in the drawer of the study again. I waited every minute and every second like sitting on pins and needles. After doing everything I could, Rong Qiao didn't come back.

……

Life experience, cause of death, all experiences, and the reason why he came to this world but has not been able to confess, all are clearly explained.

The new book spent two or three pages doing experiments, and finally explained everything successfully in the fourth pass.

Qin Yiming's handwriting is beautiful, and his handwriting is neat and elegant. Speaking of which, he owes it to the fact that he was forced to do homework and copybooks when he was young.

Children, the way of bullying is the same back and forth, but Qin Yiming took advantage of this kind of bullying, and he has a good handwriting since he was a child.

The white paper has not been altered in any way, and Qin Yiming has prepared a backup plan quite thoroughly, but some things are more suitable to be explained in person.

I just hope that I can open my mouth and confess everything in front of Rong Qiao... If I can't, I will go back to the study to get the paper, give it to Rong Qiao together with the ring, and then ask that person for forgiveness.

……

It was getting late, and Qin Yiming became more and more nervous. At seven o'clock in the evening, there was finally a sound of opening the door.

Instantly regained consciousness, Qin Yiming took a deep breath, and came out of the study with a tense mood. Sure enough, he saw Rong Qiao who had just entered the door and was changing shoes, and his expression... was also not relaxed.

"Rong Qiao, I..."

"I have something to tell you."

Qin Yiming's voice was drowned out, and Rong Qiao turned his back to him without looking back.

"Well, me too, just in front of you, I don't know where to start." I smiled awkwardly, I am afraid that what Rong Qiao wants to say is very different from what I want to confess.

Thinking like this, he approached him pretending to be relaxed, but the man turned around and grabbed his wrist. After looking at each other, Rong Qiao kept silent and dragged him into the study.

"Rongqiao?"

Seeing that Rong Qiao closed the door after the two entered, the wooden door made a muffled sound mercilessly, and Qin Yiming was very disturbed by the silent back of the other party, and also faintly had a bad premonition.

It seems... the whole thing must be revealed tonight.

"I know."

Once again before Qin Yiming, Rong Qiao spoke first, and moved his eyes from the books on the bookshelf to look into Qin Yiming's eyes: "Actually, you don't look like him at all."

His complexion was as usual, but his black eyes were as cold as a pool of cold water. This was the first time Qin Yiming saw Rongqiao like this.

The most familiar and only familiar person has a strong sense of strangeness at this moment, which is really suffocating.For just a moment, the two of them seemed to be separated by a very, very far, unreachable distance.

"I've always felt it, but I never believed it. It's really incredible. The person I know the most around me has suddenly had his soul exchanged and is possessed by someone else... No matter who it is, I think it's hard to accept it in a short time. .”

The words are concise and clear.

It turned out that Rong Qiao knew.

He...has always known.

It was a completely unexpected development, and before he had time to surrender, he was exposed face to face, and he felt ashamed.

"I'm not possessed, I'm just... I don't know why I'm here, I... I used to have family members..."

"So you admit it, right?"

From active to passive, completely messed up.Facing Rong Qiao's questioning, Qin Yiming was very nervous, but this kind of tension was completely different from last night.He clenched his fists tightly, trying to use the pain to calm himself down and solve the situation in front of him, but he let go of his hand in time before his nails sank into his palm.

"...Yes." The words squeezed out of the mouth were jerky, but there was no more suitable answer.

When the brain is chaotic, it is extraordinarily clear.

Since Rong Qiao knew that he was not his Qin Shen, it was a lie to say that he was not allowed to be injured and asked him to protect himself well, but it was true that he didn't want him to hurt Qin Shen's body...

What an irony.

Could it be that in those warm and even ambiguous scenes, from the beginning to the present, everything is his own affection?

But Qin Shen is already dead, he... can't come back...

The old man is gone, since he appeared here, there must be a reason for him to appear here, maybe... this is destiny.

It was destined that he would replace the dead Qin Shen and accompany the man in front of him.

"At first I thought it was him losing his temper. Occasionally, I would have some awkwardness with him, like the first night of cohabitation. I had something to do on the first night, and I ran back to the company in the middle of the night. Who knew that when I came back the next day, the person next to me would be changed. Personally." Rong Qiao recounted his memories and opinions lightly, even if his eyes had never left Qin Yiming, it was obvious that he was looking at another person through him, the gentle and affectionate eyes in the past were now dazzling and terrifying.

"Rongqiao..."

Finally, Qin Yiming's voice also began to tremble, because the "lover" in front of him looked extremely peaceful, and his heart was as cold as falling into the bottom of a lake.It seems... all this is different from what he imagined, and it has nothing to do with how he does it.

"You have been having a fever, but he has always been in good health. I actually don't believe in ghosts and gods, but Chujun's grandma is a psychic, and I went to her."

"...That's it."

After the dust has settled, hearing the words of psychic and possessed, a different ending than imagined is already doomed.The nervous mood of worrying about telling the truth surprisingly calmed down at this time, but the sound of breathing was still not steady, which continued to expose Qin Yiming's "status quo".

"Some things take time to accept and face." Rong Qiao responded to Qin Yiming's words, sighed slightly, and took a step closer to him.

It was the first time that she didn't want Rong Qiao by her side so much.Lowering his head, in order to suppress the panic spreading in his heart, Qin Yiming bit his lower lip hard with his teeth, and let go in frustration because he promised to 'protect' his body well.

Even so, there was still a faint sweet smell spreading on the tip of the tongue, but compared with the strong heart feeling of falling, the slight pain between the lips was not obvious.

Falling from the gentle township, unable to face the so-called "lover" in front of me for a while, but still unable to give up: "Since you and I are not him, why do you still... treat me so well, Rong Qiao, you, you are not afraid What kind of lonely ghost am I, will occupy Qin Shen's body, and kill you?"

"you will not."

Rong Qiao's smile was as gentle as ever, but it was like a sharp knife, piercing deeply into the vulnerable heart again and again: "After all, we have been together for a long time."

Rong Qiao, you really... killed me...

For the first time, I found that the words of praise can be so bitter in the ears.

"Then... last night..." Even if you knew I wasn't Qin Shen, you still fell in love...

Qin Yiming tried to comfort himself, but he couldn't utter the second half of the sentence, and was finally drowned in Rongqiao's black eyes and the bitter taste in his throat.

"I'm really sorry last night, because I was too late for my birthday before, and he also waited for me all night."

So, is it because the scenes are too similar that there is such a development?Therefore, the sudden stop was not because Rong Qiao remembered that Qin Yiming's physical condition was unstable, but because he regained his sobriety and remembered that the person in front of him was not his real lover, but a counterfeit occupying his lover's body.

With a chuckle and a nod of understanding, Qin Yiming tried his best to hold the corner of his mouth in front of Rong Qiao, so that he would not look so embarrassed.Although he was willing to show his cowardly side to Rong Qiao, but this time...probably for the sake of 'face', Qin Yiming seldom chose to be tough.

"Although I don't know your name, are you... willing to trust me again? I have a way to bring you back to the original world."

"Go back... to the original world..."

As he recited these words silently, the heart that kept falling in his chest but was still beating suddenly became 'quiet', as if being tightly clenched by a pair of big hands, and there was a sharper pain: "What about Qin Shen... If I go back ,What about you?"

"The grandma of Chu County told me that when Qin Shen's soul left, his body was occupied by other souls, so he never came back. I don't know why his soul left his body, but I know that the soul is 'exchanged' The most likely chance of success is tonight."

After explaining the ins and outs, there was another suspicious pause in the words.Rong Qiao's already not relaxed expression became more dignified, his eyes finally moved away from Qin Yiming's body, and moved to the quiet night: "Please, return Qin Shen's body to him..."

Therefore, even if Qin Yiming was 'willing' or 'desire' to become Qin Shen's substitute, he was never qualified.

Everything Rong Qiao did was never for him, a "lonely ghost" who occupied someone else's body, and maybe it was because of Qin Yiming's arrival that this body lost its original soul.

I didn't do it on purpose, I really didn't do anything, I just woke up and entered this body.

Don't get me wrong, Rong Qiao, Qin Shen's departure was definitely not because of me... I always thought that it was because of him that I appeared...

Qin Yiming closed his eyes. He had a lot to explain, but he couldn't say a word.

As long as he is Qin Yiming, he will never be innocent.

Just like being born with the identity of an "illegitimate child" and destined to be excluded forever, as an outsider in this world, it is also wrong to appear involuntarily and do nothing.

In the previous life, those who made fun of him were not wrong, because this status was indeed humble; Mingyuan was not wrong, because his mother was indeed a third party, and the deceit and lies were just acts of revenge.As for the current world, Rong Qiao is not wrong, it is only natural to drive away an outsider for the one he loves.

Qin Yiming has done enough embarrassing things in front of Rongqiao. For the last time, let's... handle it more maturely.

……

"Are you willing to return your body to him?"

"……kindness."

The squeezed smile became more and more strange. Fortunately, the lights were not turned on in the study, so no one would notice.

Qin Yiming shrugged, but his fingers clenched his clothes, "I want to confess to you too. I wanted to confess from the beginning, but... I haven't found a suitable opportunity. It's just... the original world, I..."

"If he returns safely, you will also return to your original body safely. If you don't return, your family and friends will be very worried."

The original body...

Maybe it has become a handful of dust, or maybe it hasn't been discovered yet?Dirty and rotten in the rented house with Mingyuan.

"Well, my family should be very worried after being away for so long."

What kind of family, every word of Rongqiao is ironic to him.

Qin Yiming's voice was very soft and steady, and Rong Qiao was a little caught off guard by the smooth progress.

After all, Grandma Chu specifically explained that taking back the body can only be done on the premise that the 'occupier' is completely voluntary.So even if Rong Qiao knew the truth earlier, he still had to be patient and look for a suitable opportunity until last night, when he heard the 'occupier' in front of him say 'like' from the bottom of his heart.

Rong Qiao is also betting, trading all his tenderness for the willingness of the occupant.

It doesn't matter if its nature is similar to a scam, as long as his real Qin Shen has the possibility of returning, he is willing to try no matter what.

"That……"

"I'm ready, what should I do?"

Seeing that Rong Qiao was a little taken aback by his own question, Qin Yiming widened the corners of his mouth and urged, "It's great to be able to go back, what should I do? Some...I can't wait..."

"Go back to the exchange place, just wear this string of bracelets and go to sleep." When she came back to her senses, Rong Qiao was also a little embarrassed.He took out a bracelet made of black beads from his pocket and handed it to Qin Yiming. He watched quietly as the man put it on his wrist. Then, the eyes of the two people coincidentally settled on an obvious scar on his wrist.

"I'm sorry, I caused so much damage to Qin Shen's body, and I have to continue to take care of him when he comes back." The pain in his heart didn't weaken, and it intensified as time went by.

Qin Yiming fiddled with the beads on his wrist with his left hand, and gently stroked the reddish wound before he dared to look at Rong Qiao.

Rong Qiao must hate him to death.

I always feel that... there are still many things that have not been said, and... there are still many questions that I want to ask, but at this point, there is no room to continue.

Fortunately, I postponed my confession until today, otherwise...

Thinking about the words of confession that I had been deliberating for a whole day, if I really said it, how ridiculous would it look in Rong Qiao's eyes?

He has always known that he is a fake, a clown-like character.

Just like what Mingyuan said, people like him don't deserve any happiness at all, no matter which world they are in.

The feeling of death is really uncomfortable. After closing the eyes, the ignorant world is too dark. I really... really want to live...

Realizing that there was nothing to continue, Qin Yiming cleared his throat, and said softly to Rong Qiao who belonged to Qin Shen: "Then I will go back first, and he will be back tomorrow."

After finishing speaking, without waiting for Rongqiao's reaction, he turned around and left the study quickly.

If I continue talking, I will be even more reluctant and more afraid to leave.

……

A short conversation seems like a long time.

Qin Yiming's mood was extremely depressed, and his heartache was stronger than another, and he was almost suffocated. He hurried back to the bedroom and quickly closed the bedroom door before he dared to take a deep breath to relieve it.

It takes great courage to face death, let alone a second time.

Standing firmly in front of Rong Qiao, the fear and uneasiness in his heart swallowed him up like a bottomless pit. It stands to reason that a person who has committed suicide and his heart is ashamed should not be sad anymore, but Rong Qiao uses his meticulous care It will reset Qin Yiming's heartbeat.

The heartbeat could be heard in the silent room, Qin Yiming stared blankly at the corner where he kissed Rong Qiao last night, feeling a little dazed.

What did he do wrong... Why do people who are good to him always have 'ulterior motives'?

Or does it take a little getting used to?

He took a few steps to the bed and sat down, still fiddling with the 'exchange' bracelet in his hand, the coolness of the black beads conveyed from his fingers to the bottom of his heart, Qin Yiming couldn't help thinking badly, if he took it off by himself, wouldn't he be Can he stay by Rong Qiao's side?

Is it... can I live?

Everyone is innocent, and they all have their own reasons why they must or need to do this, but...he is not a heinous sinner...

It's done once and for all, Qin Yiming has never thought of occupying other people's bodies, and what he does in this world is just a kind of 'letting nature take its course' that's all.

Innocent time travel, why did he become a sinner in the end?

If you have never experienced light, you can tolerate darkness instead.Since he chooses to give up his life at the beginning, that kind of pain is enough, why let him go to another world, experience the love that belongs to others once, and then repeat the same mistakes?

In this case, even Qin Yiming...will be greedy and reluctant.

It's too cruel to let a humble person experience everything, and then take back everything. Or do you think he hasn't experienced enough despair before?

"Don't be afraid, Qin Yiming, it's okay... that's enough..." Closed his eyes tightly, Qin Yiming comforted himself in a low voice, but he couldn't restrain his fear of death.

What to do... He seems to be afraid of death.

……

Rong Qiao didn't follow up with the bedroom, nor did he turn on the lights in the room.

Staying in the dark room, thousands of lights outside the window are scattered, it is the last light.Reach out and pull the blackout curtains to completely cover everything outside. Even if you are afraid of the dark, you cannot be seduced by the lights outside the window.Qin Yiming embraced his knees, curled up into a ball, leaned against the head of the bed, stared blankly at the back of his feet, and after a long while, suddenly opened his mouth and bit the back of his hand.

Sure enough, useless people are useless, and he is still afraid.

"...can't hurt this body, I... promised Rongqiao to protect it well..." muttering to himself like crazy, but there are still a series of shallow teeth marks on the back of the hand, and it won't be long It will disappear, just like Qin Yiming's existence, leaving no trace.

The night is already deep.

The whole world is extremely quiet, and no one will care about the passing of ordinary or humble lives.

Qin Yiming stared obsessively at the bead string on his wrist that had sunk into the darkness, and pressed it together with the scar left on his wrist, only to realize later that no matter where he was, he was alone.If his death in the previous life would only bring Ming Yuan a sneer and he deserved it, then this time...in exchange for the reunion of Qin Shen and Rong Qiao, wouldn't it be meaningful?

Thinking of this, both the body and the consciousness relax a little. If you really look away, the person covered with wounds is not short of the last knife.It was also at this time that the palm clenched on the heart in the chest increased its strength again.

There was a faint sound of rain coming from outside the window. Why did it suddenly rain in the bright night sky just a second ago?The windows were closed tightly, and the sound was amplified several times in the silent air.

He didn't have the mood to open the curtains and watch the rain, but the rain seemed to fall on Qin Yiming's face through the window.The back of his hand wiped off the warm liquid that slid down his face, and stared with the help of a subtle light, both in his eyes and in his heart.

The pain in his heart was a little numb, and he wanted to maintain the curvature of the corners of his mouth, but found that he couldn't exert any strength.

Death came sooner than expected.

Contrary to what Rong Qiao said, he left after sleeping, as if as soon as he entered this room and took the initiative to put on the black bead chain, the process of exchanging bodies began.

One after another, it's really tiring, and it's completely meaningless to pursue whether Rong Qiao has lied to him again.

It seems to stop here.

it hurts...

He wanted to say Rong Qiao's name again, but he couldn't make a sound.Consciousness blurred for a while, vision had completely disappeared, Qin Yiming gradually could not feel the existence of the outside world, he could only feel the biting coldness engulfing his body from the outside, but the burning heat continued inside, and he could vaguely hear his rapid panting.

Finally, swallowed by the pain, he returned to the darkness and fell into the bottomless quagmire again, unable to move and unable to do anything.

……

——"Congratulations to the host for completing the test, and the 001 system is successfully bound."