he became my love

It seems that some things are more difficult to explain once the opportunity is missed.

Rong Qiao really did what he said, spent the whole day with Qin Yiming at home, and at night kept a distance that could be touched by turning around.

Because Rong Qiao was too enthusiastic and considerate, Qin Yiming couldn't refuse.He was not good at talking at all, and now he was even more at a loss for words to explain the truth, so he could only be cautious and try his best to get along with Rong Qiao according to the way "self" should do in his mind, but the other party... didn't notice his "change".

[-]. Good night dream.

……

A light kiss on the forehead in a haze, and the person sleeping beside him left, followed by the sound of the outer door being locked.

His body was his own, and he had been burning for two days and needed a long rest. Even when he realized that Rong Qiao had left, Qin Yiming turned over and went back to sleep.

……

"Mingyuan, why are you here?"

The familiar house in front of him was the one he had rented with Ming Yuan. The pampered young master Ming couldn't stand the four-person dormitory at school, so he asked Qin Yiming to rent the house together.It's just... After the rumor that he was an illegitimate child spread widely in the school for no reason, Mingyuan left here, and now... why did he appear at the door again?

Qin Yiming lowered his head and did not dare to look at Mingyuan. Even if he knew that the news about the 'illegitimate child' and 'homosexuality' was released by the young man in front of him, because of the actions of the 'parents', he could not excuse or explain anything to the young man.

"When you come back, isn't today your birthday? I will do what I promised. Qin Yiming, reach out to receive my birthday present."

"Did you forgive me...?"

The smile on his face was as bright and dazzling as the sun, and his tone was as enthusiastic as meeting him for the first time, which made Qin Yiming's dead heart beat again little by little.

After asking for a long time without getting a response, Qin Yiming was finally bewitched by those clear eyes, which made Qin Yiming stretch out his right hand involuntarily, but was grabbed and held tightly by Mingyuan in the next second, and he could no longer escape.

"Ming, Ming Yuan?"

Surprised, he raised his head and looked at the young man, only to find that the corner of Ming Yuan's mouth tugged lightly, snorting with interest, and with a light tug, Qin Yiming was pulled into his side: "You never did anything wrong, and I have never done anything wrong. There is no need to forgive, what is wrong is the blood shed on your body, and the word 'Yiming'."

"No, my name is..."

"unimportant."

"If it wasn't for that woman being mean and that man shameless, my mother's body wouldn't be so bad. After all, that woman still hasn't given up on marrying into the Ming family, right? Even the name of the illegitimate child has something to do with the Ming family. , is really wishful thinking."

This is not the first time someone scolded her like this. In Qin Yiming's impression, the mother who occasionally returned to her in-law's house did express her intention to enter the Ming family, but Mingyuan developed well enough to inherit his father's wealth. After all, the couple of the Ming family have been in love for many years, and this ruined the woman's last hope.

It was obviously the foul language that Ming Yuan was used to, but it seemed to hurt his heart when he said it from Ming Yuan's mouth.

"Don't be like this..." Qin Yiming shrank back, but was caught even tighter by the man, and the edge of his wrist turned white.

"Happy birthday, Qin Yiming."

The wrist was lifted up to Ming Yuan's lips, and the soft lips were gently covered, bringing a burst of coolness.And at the same time Qin Yiming was stunned by Ming Yu's actions, a silver light flashed in front of his eyes, and the other party was holding a sharp dagger tightly in his hand at some point.

Immediately, the silver blade was stained with blood, and Ming Yuan cut a familiar scar on his right wrist.

"Well...Mingyuan don't want it! It hurts..."

The right wrist was bloody and bloody under the repeated sliding of the cold blade, the bright red blood stained the vision, and the body began to twitch unconsciously, and he couldn't see anything clearly in front of the black and white transition.As if returning to the moment of dying again, I can only wait quietly and even look forward to the end of life.

……

——It was a dream, just a nightmare.

Waking up from the bed, Qin Yiming panted heavily and sat up abruptly. His first reaction was to check the condition of his right wrist.

Blue blood vessels can be vaguely seen at the slender joints, and the movement of the meridians can be seen when the fist is clenched again and again. The most important thing is that there are no scars on it, no pain, and no blood gushing out.

He obviously slept very peacefully last night, so why did he suddenly become like this, to be able to dream of...Ming Yuan who no longer has anything to do with him.

In order to get rid of the troubles caused by the nightmare, Qin Yiming decided to get out of bed after confirming that he did not continue to have a fever this time, but just as his feet touched the slippers, he heard the sound of the doorbell ringing outside.

Maybe Rong Qiao is back?

Can't wait to get out of bed, barefoot out of the bedroom, eagerly unlocked and opened the door, but what he saw was not Rong Qiao, but... a friend of 'his'.

"Xiao Shen, I see that you haven't been to the company for two days. I heard Rong Qiao say that you are sick... are you okay?" He stretched out his hand to lift up the beautiful but impractical fruit basket, and the thick eyebrows and big eyes outside the door The young man had a hippie smile on his face, and he didn't show surprise until he found that Qin Yiming had no shoes and was barefoot.

"My God, are you here to welcome me? Or... that fellow Rongqiao abused you?"

Qin Yiming took a deep breath, regretting his impulsiveness after waking up from the nightmare, and immediately took a step back to let people into the room, signaling him to sit on the sofa before returning to the bedroom to find slippers to wear.

This person is called Chu Jun, and he is a mutual friend of 'him' and Rong Qiao. They once studied together, they are very familiar with each other, and the other party also knows the relationship between 'him' and Rong Qiao.

It's just... Qin Yiming currently inherits more memories about Rong Qiao, which are vague but comprehensive. As for the others, they are scattered and require him to recall and search carefully.

After changing his shoes and tidying up his home clothes, Chu Jun had already opened the fruit basket and arranged the fruits in a row from small to large. Even the cherry tomatoes of similar size were carefully identified and sorted, and placed firmly A table is full.

"The last few times I went out to eat, you think I'm stingy, I don't know, look, this time I came to see if you brought so many things, isn't it good enough for friends!" Seeing that Chu Jun is full of momentum, like a child Raising his head and waiting for his own response, Qin Yiming didn't know how to respond.

He never handles this kind of situation.

There were not many friends in the past, and the town where I grew up when I was a child had only so many people, and any trivial matter that happened to anyone's family could be discussed as a lively discussion, not to mention my unrevealable background.And the university study life has been completely controlled from the very beginning, with Mingyuan approaching with extra enthusiasm, so obvious intentions are probably only kept in the dark when I think about it now.

"What's the matter, Qin Shen, did Rong Qiao bully you?" Seeing that his friend was silent for a long time and did not respond, Chu Jun stopped playing with those little fruits, but stood up from the sofa in an instant, and rushed to Qin Yiming's side to take care of him status.

"No, it's nothing." Qin Yiming sat down again according to Chu Jun, and after careful consideration of his words, he coughed lightly, and asked awkwardly, "How are you doing recently?"

"Isn't it the same as before? It's just that I haven't been together with my former friends for a long time. Don't forget to ask me out when you recover from illness in a few days. And you should go back to work early. I heard that there is a big case to be done recently. You If I go back and take up that project, I’m sure I’ll make a lot of money.”

……

Being silent for too long, or only revolving around one person in the world for too long, Qin Yiming became more and more afraid of communicating with others. Princess Chu gave a speech.

Does this sound like social phobia?

It is difficult to establish new social connections other than familiar people, and now Qin Yiming seems to be able to verify that the only person he is familiar with in this world is Rong Qiao.

However, Qin Yiming is a good listener, he will give a reasonable response to everything he hears, and he has no complaints when the topic is boring.Chu County was not interrupted for the whole afternoon, and kept complaining about this and complaining about that. He was very satisfied and had a good time before he was willing to leave.

After sending Chu Jun out, he stood alone in the porch for a long while, looking at the fruit peel rubbish in the living room after receiving guests and emptied his mind. It was not until the door next to him was unlocked again that Qin Yiming came back to his senses.

This time it was really Rong Qiao who came back.

Handsome even has deep facial features, those deep brows and eyes that only show gentleness when looking at him.

It's probably because the memories in his mind have too strong a sense of self-substitution, and Qin Yiming is in an extremely volatile state, and he can be full of longing if he disappears for only one day...

Only then did he realize that the reason why he stood at the entrance of the porch for a long time and refused to leave was to wait for Rongqiao to come home.

As soon as he entered the door, he rushed forward and hugged him tightly. Qin Yiming immediately buried his face in Rongqiao's chest, sucking the unique breath of the man, and didn't care about the cool air that the man brought back from outside.

"Qin, Qin Shen... why are you standing here?" Rong Qiao obviously didn't expect to get such a warm hug after returning home, because the cold air brought in from his body didn't allow him to get close to the sick immediately My lover, just about to push him away, found the room was in a mess, and then frowned suspiciously.

"Chu County has been here, he just left."

"Yes, that guy really has the ability to make our house a mess." With a cold snort, Rong Qiao seemed very dissatisfied with the consequences of Chu County's visit.

It is an overly happy thing to have both friends and lovers. Qin Yiming's expression, which had been tense and controlled for a day, was cracked by Rong Qiao's complaints, and he showed an extremely quiet smile.

However, he is Qin Yiming, not Qin Shen.

Thinking of this, the smile stopped abruptly.