unprepared

Of course Yan Chen didn't run away, he was already prepared for the beating.

The two wrestled into a ball under the willow tree by the river, but Yan Chen was basically just blocking but not attacking, just wait for Su Huai to enjoy the beating.

The two lanterns were sacrificed in the scuffle, and Su Huai blindly pressed Yan Chen on the grass and beat him fatly, cursing at the same time: "Fuck you, I told you to kiss me secretly, I told you to kiss me secretly."

"How dare I gnaw through Lao Tzu's mouth..."

"Let me think wildly all day, I'll kill you bastard!"

"His mother had a strange dream for a month, what the hell!"

"..."

In the end, they were tired from the fight and finished venting. They didn't care about it, and just lay side by side on the grass under the willow tree.

Heavy breathing came and went, and Yan Chen was panting as he spoke, "Have you enjoyed it?"

"Forgive me." Su Huai said.

After listening to the other party's snorting breathing, the two of them burst into laughter at the same time as if they were sick.

Su Huai is fine, it's not like he hasn't laughed like this before, but it's the first time he's heard Yan Chen laugh so heartily.

Looking at the night sky from this angle is very beautiful, although in Su Huai's view, the moonlight and starlight really look like moldy and hairy, but he can imagine it.

Blown by the cool autumn wind, it seems that all troubles are gone.

So what if Yan Chen likes men?

So what if he likes himself?

So what if you keep having those strange dreams?

Life is only a few decades, why always find trouble for yourself.

If you can't think clearly or understand something, let it go with time, and time will always give you the answer.

After the fight, Su Huai's mood suddenly brightened, but Yan Chen grasped another important point.

"You just said that you had a strange dream for a month. What kind of dream was it?" Yan Chen propped his head sideways and looked at him.

"I didn't say it, you heard it wrong." Su Huai regretted his unrestrained speech just now.

Yan Chen leaned in front of him, so close that he could feel the breathing of both of them: "You are guilty, you must have dreamed about me."

"Fart." Su Huai retorted loudly.

"Did you dream...with me...uh~"

Before Yan Chen finished speaking, Su Huai stretched out his hand to cover his mouth, and pushed him aside.

"Can you not say it?" Su Gongzi roared.

Yan Chen thought for a while: "Yes, but your words prove that I guessed right."

"I just thought I kissed you forcefully, fell into deep self-doubt, and paid too much attention to this matter, so I dreamed it." Su Huai explained loudly.

"Keep down, there are still people over there!" Yan Chen said, he didn't know if there was anyone, but he just wanted to tease him.

Su Huai covered his mouth fiercely, he couldn't see, so he firmly believed in Yan Chen's words.

"Tell me, am I sick?" Yan Chen put his hands behind his head and looked at the willow branches hanging above him.

Su Huai tilted his head, but found that he couldn't see him clearly at all, so he simply gave up and continued to stare at the hairy moon: "No."

Yan Chen fell silent.

"Sometimes you should pay a visit to Zi Ran's grandfather, he is a very interesting old man." Su Huai said, "When Zi Ran found out that he liked men, he secretly took medicine for a long time, not only that, but even . . . and he contemplated suicide."

Yan Chen's heart tightened suddenly, he couldn't imagine that a person with Wei Ziran's personality would be so helpless at first, and even wanted to escape by ending his life, to escape the fact that he was different from everyone else.

"But fortunately, after Mr. Wei's enlightenment, Zi Ran finally passed that difficulty." Su Huai said slowly, "Mr. Wei said, this matter is actually very simple, just like others like to eat fish, you like to eat kebabs It’s the same, it’s just a personal preference. You can’t deny your preference just because others don’t like kebabs.”

"However, Mr. Wei also said that if he is determined to take this thorny road, he must be prepared. Because this road is likely to be taken by himself alone, walking alone. If he is lucky enough to find a Of course it's better who he rides with him."

Yan Chen felt that Wei Ziran's grandfather must be a very remarkable person.

"I asked him at the time, isn't he afraid that his grandson will be lonely for the rest of his life? Guess what Old Wei said?"

"How to say?"

"The old man said, ahem, he said that he likes men, so he will definitely not marry a woman again. I agree with him to find a man, and he may have a companion in the future, and we will grow old together. If I disagree , then he will really be alone for the rest of his life." Su Huai imitated Mr. Wei's tone and said.

Yan Chen laughed cheerfully: "I hope the uncle can find his future partner as soon as possible!"

"You too." Su Huai said smoothly.

Yan Chen: "I have found it."

Su Huai took a breath, and said in a panic, "I didn't promise you."

"I know, but you taught me to do my best to get what I want, and don't always think about Zhou Quan, Zhou Quan, and that." Yan Chen said.

"Okay, stop talking." Su Huai raised his hand to interrupt him, he felt a headache.

"I know it's impossible for you to give me an answer now." Yan Chen said, "But you didn't reject me directly."

Su Huai didn't know what to say, listening to him continue to babble.

"I hope you can wait for me."

"Ok?"

Yan Chen put down one hand to hold him, but this time Su Huai did not hide.

"I'm going to Luoyueguan now, and I don't know when I'll be back. You are so attractive, I'm afraid you'll leave with some pretty girl if I'm not here."

"..." Su Huai was teased invisibly. Damn, looking at people looking like dogs, she actually held back her stomach for flirting.

"Now I'm a little bit rejoiced. Fortunately, Miss Qin is married. Tell me...should I thank that Xie Lin!"

"That's enough!" Su Huai clicked his tongue. Although he had let go of Ruoliu, he felt a little reconciled when he thought of losing to Xie Lin.

"So, please wait for me, don't look at those beautiful and lovely girls, of course, not good-looking men either. When I come back, give me an answer." Yan Chen said.

"Okay." Su Huai simply agreed.

It was obvious that he could directly reject him, but in the end he made such an agreement.

In the depths of Su Huai's heart, he just hoped that this agreement could bring Yan Chen back in full.

"Then we've agreed." Yan Chen said happily, "I'll write you a letter when I go to Luoyue Pass, and you want to get back to me."

"Got it, got it." Su Huai couldn't stand it anymore, "I used to think you looked like 80 years old, but now you look like [-] years old, sticky, whimpering, and always acting like a baby, enough is enough! "

"I'm the one!" Yan Chen moved a few times to his side, the two of them were shoulder to shoulder, arms to arms, "Will you see me off when I leave?"

"No." Su Huai simply refused.

"I'm not willing to let you go, after all, it's too early, and I can't bear to disturb your sleep."

"..." Su Huai stretched out his hand and pinched his waist, "If you say such nasty things again, I'll throw you into the river, believe it or not?"

Yan Chen laughed loudly, turned around and kissed him on the cheek, and a carp stood up stiffly.

Before Su Huai had time to curse, he pulled him up from the ground: "Go, I'll take you back."

On the way back to the Prime Minister's Mansion, Yan Chen whistled all the way, which made Su Huai want to hit someone.

Before departure, Yan Chen had never met Su Huai alone, and the two meetings in Zuiyanlou were because Yan Zhizhou had to arrange things after he left.

Half a month passed quickly, and on the morning of departure, Su Huai did not come.

Even though Yan Chen told him the time on purpose.

The weather turned colder, and it was getting dark late. After the team had assembled, the surrounding area was still dark.

The team of thousands of people is all Qingqi, neat and uniform, and the silver armor is glowing coldly under the moonlight.

Wang Xiao was the first person who came to see him off, and he reluctantly pulled Yan Zhizhou's horse: "Your Highness really won't take me?"

"Yan Chen just follow along." Yan Zhizhou said.

Wang Xiao glared unhappily at Yan Chen behind him, like a resentful woman who has fallen out of favor: "How long has he been with you, let me go!"

Yan Zhizhou glanced at him without saying a word, but the latter clicked his tongue in resignation, well, no one can easily talk about what the master has decided.

Yan Chen turned his head to look at the road where there was no one there, and he still harbored some expectations in his heart.

Seeing this, Yan Zhizhou didn't rush.

After waiting for a while, a figure walked out on the dark road, walking like flying.

The smile on Yan Chen's face froze before he raised it.

Although he couldn't see his face clearly, his figure was not Su Huai at first glance.

"It's okay, okay, I caught up." Wei Ziran was startled by the solemn scene in front of him, patted his chest, and whispered.

Uncle Wei stood there for a while before finding the person he was looking for. He ran up to Yan Zhizhou with a small box hanging on one shoulder, and looked up at the handsome man on the horse.

"This one is for you. Although the conditions in the Northwest are harsh, you still can't forget to keep healthy." Wei Ziran stuffed one of the boxes into his hand, "All of them are suitable for drinking in autumn and winter."

Yan Zhizhou dismounted and handed the medicine box to the person next to him: "I didn't expect you to come."

The smile could not be concealed between the words.

"It's not that crazy Su Huai who ran to my house in the middle of the night and asked me to prepare some medicine for Yan Chen. He said that it is easy to get sick in the bitter cold of the northwest, and he will be injured if there is a war. I persuaded for a long time that there are military doctors in the army. Military doctor, if you don’t listen, I have tossed for more than an hour to get things ready.” Speaking of this, Wei Ziran became angry.

"I can't sleep on the left or right. By the way... I will also bring you some."

Yan Chen heard these words without revealing a word, and the gloom just now was swept away.

Wei Ziran said and handed the remaining medicine box to Yan Chen: "Su Huai asked me to give it to you."

"Help me give him a word, just say..." Yan Chen looked around as he spoke, and there was silence, so he leaned over and whispered in Wei Ziran's ear, "I will miss him."

Wei Ziran rubbed his arms as if he had heard some foul language, "You two are really shameless."