Drifting

Cheng Sidu and Tan Qing did not contact each other afterward.

In the deep winter, when the snowflakes were flying, Cheng Sidu caught influenza.

Cheng Sidu thought this time, he hoped that his cold would end, and he would give up completely.

Long-term love is a serious illness that is difficult to heal. He has been ill all year round and is exhausted physically and mentally.

Cheng Sidu tried to understand Tan Qing and forgive himself, because the weight of love is too light, and the weight of people is too light.

He just felt very uncomfortable occasionally, as if there was an empty piece in his heart. He laughed at himself, could it be a new type of heart disease?

Cheng Sidu greeted his family and said he would work overtime tonight.He couldn't break up with his family, he just tried to show up every day, like clocking in for work.Mom has already turned a blind eye and decided to give him a blind date. Sidu has to deal with it, but feels very tired.

The medical software developed by Tan Qing Company has entered the internal testing period.

The installation package was also sent to Cheng Sidu's phone.

He downloaded and installed it, and briefly browsed the functions.

Perhaps because he was too bored and wanted to talk to someone, he started chatting with the intelligent customer service.

[Are you the same as Siri?It should be different.It is smarter than you. 】

【is it going to rain tomorrow? 】

【You are miserable. You have worked 24 hours and still have no money.Compared with you, I feel quite happy. 】

[I watch movies, artificial intelligence will also have feelings, will you like other customer service? 】

Cheng Sidu's boring behavior caught the attention of the technical team staff, and he raised this point in a small regular meeting and handed it over to Tan Qing's desk.

Tan Qing turned it over and used it to press instant noodles.

When the spring is approaching, the software will be officially put into the market.Because of its diverse and professional functions, clear and easy-to-operate interface, and strong privacy, it has received a lot of praise. After several functions were gradually improved and opened, it slowly entered the profit stage.

Cheng Sidu was sitting at home drinking hot milk tea when he received the invitation to the celebration banquet.Siying has been tinkering in the kitchen for a long time, saying that it is comparable to a certain point, but it is not the same thing at all.

Cheng Sidu thought for a long time, and decided to take a look at it from a distance, eat some high-end cuisine, and then leave.

It was rare for him to wear a full suit and an overcoat. He looked cool and handsome, but he was shivering from the cold when he went out, and he only cared about drinking hot latte after entering the venue.

The director also came, pulled him to socialize and introduced him, and drank a lot of wine without knowing it.

He seemed to see Tan Qing when he was throwing up in the toilet, and blushed and called out "Tan Qing".

No one answered him, so he thought he was too drunk and delirious.

But he still muttered to himself: "Tan Qing, I feel so uncomfortable and want to vomit. I want to go home and drink some hot milk." The more he said, the more outrageous he said, "I want to blow the wind on Mount Everest, Pearls strung together for a lovely girl who wants to fly...I also want a bunch of dogtail grass."

Someone picked him up with a stern voice: "There is nothing."

"It's so fierce." Cheng Sidu thought.

When Cheng Sidu was stuffed into the back seat of the car, he didn't resist at all, and happily sang "Flowers will bloom in spring, birds are free." He hoped that this black car could drive far away, far, far away, So far that he becomes Chang'e or a rabbit, and he can no longer think of any troublesome things.

Tan Qing looked back at him, "Drunkard."

"Tan Qing Tan Qing, what is the purpose of living?"

"do not know."

"Tan Qing Tan Qing, I seem to be floating above this city now, who will grab me?"

"..." Tan Qing didn't answer him.

He took Sidu home and asked meanly, can I fuck you?Sidu nodded, and obediently took off his clothes and separated his legs.

Sidu stared at the front with drunken eyes, for a while it was Tan Qing's face, for a while it was the dark ceiling, and for a while it seemed to see another crying self.

The next morning, Sidu woke up, his whole face was swollen like a pig's head, neither cute nor pretty, but he smiled easily: "Tan Qing, we can be friends."

Everything went round and round as if back to square one.

"You took my scarf away." Sidu texted Tan Qing, "Then what should I wear?"

They just spent the night together yesterday.Although they are friends, they are friends who can go to bed, because they know that it is difficult to be a lover in this life.

It took Tan Qing a while to reply: "I seem to have a Burberry in my closet, you go around first."

"I just like mine!"

"...I will pay you back another day."

Sidu found that if he didn't have unreasonable expectations, he would indeed be much more relaxed and happy.

Tan Qing was busy with software promotion, flying around these few days, finally landed and came home, and saw Cheng Sidu sleeping on his bed.

He didn't wake him up, went to take a shower by himself, and then cooked a bowl of instant noodles.

Sidu smelled it and wafted out, snatching a mouthful of noodles from his chopsticks.

All this seems to be the same as it was many years ago.

"Tan Qing, this is for you." Sidu took out a red string from his pocket, "It was consecrated in the temple."

"I don't ask for anything."

"I begged for you. You are safe and healthy, and everything is going well. It cost me 500 yuan." Cheng Sidu's facial features were wrinkled together, as if he was in pain.

"You want me to wear this in a suit?"

"Then hide it in your pocket."

Tan Qing put the red string into his pocket perfunctorily, and then continued to eat instant noodles.Cheng Sidu stole another piece of luncheon meat from his bowl.

A few days later, Tan Qing encountered a car accident on the way to work. Coincidentally, that day, on a whim, he changed a route that he didn't usually drive, and was heading to the company when there was a loud collision sound from the adjacent road.

There was a car accident.

That was the road he would have driven.

Tan Qing was still in shock, and felt that the red string that Cheng Sidu stuffed into his wallet had played a role, but after thinking this way, he felt that he was too superstitious.

Tan Qing was about to call Sidu to talk about it, but Sidu was hospitalized.

When Tan Qing went to see him in the hospital, Sidu was very embarrassed: "Hey, who told you? A little problem, why are you so busy?"

Tan Qing looked at the type of heart disease written on his hospital bed, searched it with medical software, his face was livid, "Why do you call this a small problem?" Tan Qing was furious, never in his life had he been so angry, "You think this is a small problem? I don't need to know, do I?"

The nurse came in and stopped him to keep him quiet.

Tan Qing sat on the stool next to her, her broad hands grabbed her short hair, and the veins on the back of her hands twitched violently, like an angry male lion.

Sidu was wearing a blue and white striped hospital gown, his face was as pale as paper, and he smiled softly: "It's nothing. I saw you call me just now, but you didn't answer the call. You were all given injections. What's the matter?" ?”

"No......"

Tan Qing felt scared, and felt that the red rope was evil, as if he wanted to exchange his life for his life.

Tan Qing thought, in this world, is it true that one mountain passes another mountain?

Why can't he have a little peace and happiness?

Both he and Cheng Sidu stopped daydreaming, they both crushed their bones to reshape their mud bodies, why couldn't they let them secretly be happy for a few years?

Tan Qing stayed in the hospital as a companion, and packed some light food for Sidu to go to a nearby fast food restaurant at night.

"Where's your mother?"

"I didn't tell her. In fact, I already hired a nurse." Sidu smiled, "Give me some more meat."

Tan Qing fed him another bite of meat, and said: "You have to eat vegetables, too."

At night, Tan Qing went to the rooftop to drink beer alone.There was already someone crying while drinking, it seemed that a relative had advanced liver cancer.

What a pain.Tan lightly thought.

He has no father, no mother, no wife and no children, and is alone.

What should be obtained has not yet been obtained, and what should be lost has long been lost.

Anyway, life is so bad, so what if it is a little more vulgar, a little bit worse, and a little bit more greedy?

Sidu couldn't sleep well at night, thinking that Tan Qing was fast asleep, so he secretly took his hand and whispered something for a while, like a child telling a story to hypnotize himself.

"Sidu." Tan Qing said suddenly.

Cheng Sidu was taken aback, "Aren't you asleep?"

Tan Qing straightened up and looked down at him condescendingly, while Sidu smiled heartlessly.

The innocent and happy Peter Pan he loved and left behind.

Tan Qing suddenly kissed Sidu on the cheek.

"You, what are you doing?" Sidu stammered a little.

"I want to get you back again. I've had enough." Tan Qing looked at him, determined and stubborn, "Why should I give up forever?"

Sidu understood what he meant, he seemed to be screaming with joy, but at this moment he felt sorry for him.

"Tan Qing, I'm scared."

Tan Qing understood, but he did not allow Cheng Sidu to back down.

Tan Qing has been so angry all his life, since fate made him unable to turn back, then he will never turn back.

Sidu and Tan Qing lived like a couple again, shopping in the supermarket together, pushing the road together, and sleeping in the same bed together.If the city is the ocean, then their apartment is the ship floating on the sea.

"Tan Qing, let's go buy a desk lamp."

A long time ago, Sidu wanted to buy a beautiful desk lamp.He said that there must be a lamp above the bed to feel at home.

The light bulbs under the green velvet lampshade flickered on and off, reflecting Sidu's smiling face with crooked eyebrows.

Tan Qing looked at him, turned off the light again, and kissed him on the lips.

They don't think about when they will be overturned by huge waves. If they drown, they will hold the water and sleep happily in the orange-pink coral.