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Gu Feng walked up to him and patted him on the shoulder vigorously: "Impossible, he never loved anything except you, including himself."

Li Jin turned his head to look at Gu Feng, a little dazed.

Gu Feng turned his head and said to Mu Yunhai: "It's too hot, help us buy some popsicles."

"Yeah." Mu Yunhai said empathetically, "You guys talk, I'm going to pick and choose, and I might come back later."

"Pay attention to your own safety." Gu Feng warned carefully from behind.

"Got it!" Mu Yunhai waved his hands and walked away happily.

"Move some space for me." Gu Feng pushed Li Jin aside unceremoniously, like a friend for many years.

Li Jin sat aside, and Gu Feng sat next to him, looking up at the mottled leaves of the silk tree, and talking.

"When I first arrived at the center, Cheng Xizheng had been locked up here for more than two years. At that time, the center had no humanity at all, especially for those children who had no guardians. It was said to be treatment, but in fact it was just a test of medicine. As a tool, if there is a slight resistance, they will be collared, locked up, beaten, starved, and given electric shocks are all commonplace."

"At that time, he sneaked away many times. He said he was going to find his mother and ask her why she didn't want him anymore..." Gu Feng sighed lightly, Li Jin turned his head, trying hard to control the water in his eyes gas.

"Later, someone told him that his mother was in jail and would never come to pick him up again. His whole spirit collapsed and he lay in the dormitory for three days, so thin that only a handful of bones remained."

"When he got up again, on a windy autumn afternoon, he ran to the gate of the research center, burned all the letters he wrote to his mother, grabbed the hot paper with his hands, and scattered the ashes on the ground like crazy. In the wind, yelling 'fly and see the fucking world'..."

"Since then, he never sneaked away again, he got into frequent fights, he learned to bow his head to life, he would flatter the staff, he would run his small business with a smile, but, when you When you get close to him, you will know that the light in his eyes has completely disappeared, and there is a hollowness, as if his soul has disappeared."

"I think he is full of resentment towards his life and the world. He lives so unyieldingly, but he is unwilling to live like this for a while, and then die silently. No one misses him."

There was a long silence, except for the sound of the wind and the "squeak" of the swing, time seemed to have stopped.

Li Jin tried his best to hold back the tears, so that his eye sockets burst into burning pain, and something was tearing in his heart, the feeling was sharp and long-lasting.

After a long time, Gu Feng continued: "When he came back from your house, I saw the brilliance in his eyes again. Maybe you didn't notice that when he looked at you, there were flowers in the four seasons, the sun, the moon and the stars in his eyes. I knew then that I would never have another chance."

Gu Feng turned his face sideways and looked directly at Li Jin: "He once lost everything, but now, you are his everything, Li Jin, because he loves you, he fell in love with this world again."

Li Jin was immersed in thousands of thoughts, feeling his chest was suffocated.

The sound of Mu Yunhai's brisk footsteps came from a distance, and Gu Feng stood up: "Li Jin, fate has never been kind to him, after a long time of tempering, a thick hard shell has formed in his heart, no matter how hard I work for so long, It can’t be opened either. Now, he cuts open his shell and puts you in his softest place, you, don’t let him down.”

Li Jin's throat was so tight that he couldn't make a sound, so he nodded solemnly, like a resounding promise.

Back in the dormitory, Cheng Xilie was quickly brushing up questions.

Li Jin closed the door lightly, seeing how focused he was, it probably wouldn't be over for a while, so he put the popsicle bought by Mu Yunhai into a drinking cup, and it could be used as a drink when it melted.

When Cheng Xizheng finally got out of class and took himself out of the sea of ​​books, Li Jin had already prepared iced drinks, washed the clothes of the two of them and dried them in the sunny garden, and even put them on the iron chains of the swing After oiling, there will be no "squeaking" sound in the future.

Cheng Xilie bowed his head for too long, his neck was so sore, he leaned on the back of the chair with his backhand and stretched vigorously.

Li Jin walked behind him, gently brushed away the broken hair hanging on the back of his neck, pressed his slender and strong fingers on the stiff muscles, and slowly kneaded them.

"Ah!" Cheng Xizheng began to snort comfortably after a scream, "Ugh~ a little below, hey, that's right here, use your strength! Huh!"

His fingers precisely passed over the various acupuncture points on the top of the head, the back of the neck and shoulders, with skillful skills and moderate strength, which made Cheng Xilie's hairs stand on end.

When the warm fingertips gently touched the gland, Cheng Xilie's heart stopped beating, his body was weak, and he tilted his head back, leaning against Li Jin's abdominal muscles.

Li Jin lowered his head, kissed Cheng Xilie's tender red lips, and encircled his upper body, wrapping him up from behind.

Thick and passionate kisses swept over Cheng Xilie's cheeks, neck and collarbone like a siege, and the air began to thicken.

"Xixi." Li Jin's voice was low, with an intoxicated tone, like a bewitching knock on the ear, "Xixi..."

He just called his name, but it sounded better than any sweet words.

Cheng Xilie seemed to be immersed in a pool of clear water, sinking in a daze.

He smiled and looked up, but saw Li Jin's misty eyes covered the light of Mo Yu, and there was pain lingering inside.

Cheng Xilie turned around and knelt on the chair, grabbed Li Jin's ear: "Little Huomiao, what's wrong with you?"

Li Jin turned his head away in embarrassment: "I just, miss you."

Cheng Xilie laughed: "Brother, have you time-traveled? I just took one class!"

Yes, Li Jin also laughed, he traveled back to seven years ago, he saw the weak and helpless Cheng Xilie being thrown into a closed iron gate, but he didn't do anything, even mercilessly Give it a push.

"Xi Xi..."

"Ok?"

Li Jin hesitated for a moment, the two forces that were fighting fiercely in his mind, the moment he saw Cheng Xilie's clear eyes, his courage to confess was finally defeated.

"Well, you're thirsty. The popsicle Mu Yunhai bought has turned into an iced drink. I'll get it for you." Li Jin handed the cup to Cheng Xilie dejectedly.

Cheng Xilie's eyes followed him all the time, thoughtful.

The iced drink was sweet and refreshing. Cheng Xilie sat on the chair and drank it all in one gulp. He licked his lips and lazily lay on the back of the chair and said, "This year is my birthday, what gift are you going to give me?"

Uh……

What kind of jump thinking is this?Li Jin couldn't keep up with his train of thought.

"I... save more money." Li Jin said.

"You know what I want, so you save money?"

"Then what do you want?"

Cheng Xilie raised one corner of his lips, smiled slyly and sneakily, and hooked his fingers at Li Jin, who listened obediently.

"Are you willing to give me anything I want?"

"Yes." He answered without hesitation.

"Oh?" Cheng Xilie frowned, "So straightforward?"

Li Jin grabbed his collar and stuffed it into Cheng Xilie's hand: "From head to toe, from inside to outside, from body to heart, past, present and future, I give it to you, take it!"

Cheng Xilie grabbed his collar and walked back unceremoniously, pulling the two of them to zero distance: "I want your whole life, will you give it?"

Li Jin reached out and clasped the back of Cheng Xilie's neck, as if he was afraid that he would run away: "If you weren't underage, I'd be afraid that I'd be put in jail, I'd have done it a long time ago, and why are you going up and down like this? Mojiji, it's almost suffocating me!"

"Okay." Cheng Xizheng blinked his eyes in satisfaction, "The attitude is quite sincere, let's talk, just now I was so devoted to swinging with Fengzi on the double swing, what were we talking about?"

Li Jin: "Ah? Did you see it? You said you are studying, why are you so inattentive?"

Cheng Xilie gritted his teeth and rubbed Li Jin's hair: "I have synaesthesia, brother! My heart twitched halfway through the problem, and I was about to die. I went to the window to get some air. When I saw you chatting, I knew you were going to die again." What kind of bitterness and hatred are you talking about, tell me, what did Feng Zi tell you, you are so uncomfortable?"

Li Jin suddenly began to dodge a little: "It's nothing, I just talked about the past."

Cheng Xilie curled her lips: "It's definitely not something happy."

Li Jin didn't deny it.

Cheng Xilie pulled Li Jin, told him to sit down, straddled his lap, and the two of them faced each other, and started an open and honest conversation about their past and future.

"Li Jin." Cheng Xilie put his hand on his left chest, "Did it hurt here just now?"

Li Jin wrapped Cheng Xilie's hand with his palm, and together they felt the lively beating in the chest, full of exuberant vitality.

Cheng Xilie lowered his head and put his ear on Li Jin's chest: "Huh? Your little heart is whispering to me! It said that its owner felt that I suffered a lot and it was all because of him. It said , if it wasn’t for its owner, I wouldn’t be imprisoned here, and I would grow up happily with my mother.”

Cheng Xilie looked up at Li Jin: "Is it telling the truth?"

Li Jin's breathing froze. It turned out that he had long known the cruel truth that he had always wanted Cheng Xilie to stay away from.

Cheng Xilie kept looking up at Li Jin, seeing in his beautiful eyes, the autumn wind was blowing and the flowers were falling.

Little Flame, sad.

Cheng Xizheng tried her best to raise her body, and patted her chest: "My little heart is also anxious to speak, do you want to listen?"

Li Jin sniffed, hugged Cheng Xilie's waist, and leaned against it.

"Boom, boom, boom! Hello, little flame, I am Xixi's little heart, my master has never blamed you! It was my master and his mother who stole your pheromone first, causing you Sick, he is willing to be punished for his own fault, so that he will feel better, not to mention, we are waiting for you here! My master, I love you very much, love you very much..."