A pity for the same disease, long illness becomes O

Loneliness is not because there is only one person left.

Loneliness is because there is a person in my heart.

Pretending to be someone who can't be found.

Obviously not long ago she was still clinging to him, still smiling at him, and still exhorting him, but suddenly, it was as if the world had evaporated, and there was no news at all.

Cheng Xilie held the phone, covered with Li Jin's clothes, and sank in the darkness, waiting until the sun rose the next day.

Xiaohui couldn't knock on the door, so he had to put the breakfast bought for him at the door.

Cheng Xizheng made several phone calls in the end, but the phone was still turned off.

Finally, he could no longer just wait in vain, stuffed his mouth indiscriminately, and went to the management center.

The phone number of at least one guardian will be registered in the patient file, but the file is confidential and it is impossible for Cheng Xilie to see it.

Cheng Xizheng decided to go to Director Qin. If he wanted to be moved with emotion, probably only a sensual Omega could be moved.

Standing at the door of the office, Cheng Xilie scratched his hair, touched the dusty stair railing, and painted the dust on the eye sockets and cheeks, as if the makeup cast shadows, the whole face was gray and gray, It seems to be out of shape.

Take a deep breath, build up your emotions, and knock on the door.

A gentle and pleasant voice: "Please come in."

Cheng Xilie pushed the door open and walked in.

Director Qin sat behind his desk and was filling out the information, when he looked up: "Xiao Cheng, what's the matter?"

Director Qin's gentleness properly aroused Cheng Xilie's already brewing emotions, and a hot current gushed out of his chest.

"Director." With those two extremely hoarse words, his eyes turned red, and he looked pitiful to me.

"Yo, what's the matter?" Director Qin hurriedly asked Cheng Xilie to sit down, poured him a glass of water, comforted him, and let him speak slowly.

Cheng Xilie took a sip of water, stabilized his emotions, and said with a little choking: "Li Jin went home to celebrate the New Year. He sent me a WeChat message in the morning, but he couldn't get in touch in the afternoon. Until now, he still lost contact. I'm afraid... afraid that something will happen to him..."

Director Qin took it very seriously: "Is that so, is there any contact information for his family?"

Cheng Xilie shook his head dismally: "I only have his mobile phone, and I can't get through all the time. I was so worried that I didn't sleep all night."

The slender young man had disheveled hair, black eye sockets, his head was drooping, his shoulders trembled slightly, and he was extremely haggard.

"Don't worry, maybe it's just a lost phone or something. It's almost Chinese New Year, and there are a lot of thieves. Just sit and wait for me. I'll see if I can find his parents' phone number. I'll call and ask."

With tears of gratitude in Cheng Xilie's eyes, he looked at Director Qin and nodded desperately: "Thank you!"

I am secretly happy in my heart, grass, I am a talented and handsome young man!

Director Qin called up Li Jin's file, and Mrs. Li was registered in the guardian column.

Director Qin called according to the phone number, and he was connected quickly.

After the simple greetings, Director Qin asked about Li Jin's disappearance, talked with the other end of the phone with a smile, and hung up.

"Look, I said it's okay. Mrs. Li said that their family went abroad for vacation, and Li Jin didn't bring a mobile phone with him at all. He will be back in a few days."

"Director, did Aunt Li say where they went?"

"Why? Are you going to follow?"

"I'm curious."

"She said she was in Switzerland." Director Qin looked at Cheng Xizheng with a smile, and teased him kindly, "I think the two of you are sensitive to each other, right? Look at this and you're in a hurry, don't you worry now? That's fine. , go back and celebrate the new year with peace of mind!"

Cheng Xilie was very grateful, and he came out of the management center with more affirmation in his heart.

Something happened to Li Jin.

Not by accident.

But for some reason, he was cut off from the outside world by his parents.

Because Mrs. Li was obviously lying to Director Qin.

Switzerland is in East District [-], and China is in East District [-]. The time difference is seven hours. It should be two o'clock in the morning there.

If the whole family set off yesterday and flew for more than ten hours in a row, who would answer the phone at two o'clock in the morning, or within a few seconds?

Even if ignoring all the unreasonable circumstances, before taking off, Li Jin would definitely tell Cheng Xilie that he was going abroad, it is impossible for him not to explain at all.

Also, Cheng Xilie suddenly thought that Li Jin, as a patient with abnormal pheromones, must obtain the latest health code before he can leave the country.

The last health code has expired, and he still needs to go to the hospital for a physical examination before he can get the health code again.

In this way, no matter what, it is impossible to go abroad at this time.

Why did Mrs. Li lie?

What happened in these 24 hours?

Cheng Xilie couldn't figure it out, but he was finally sure that Li Jin was still fine, but he couldn't be contacted for the time being.

This also reassured Cheng Xilie a lot.

After finding all three souls and seven souls, Cheng Xilie tried to divert his attention.

He forced himself to separate the man from the machine, and don't pay attention to whether there is a reply on the phone every minute.

He went to the cafeteria with Xiaohui to make dumplings with Xiaotian.

On the evening of New Year's Eve, I also went to the screening hall of the event department to watch the gala with everyone.

Wrapped a red envelope for Xiaohui, and wished the others New Year's greetings.

It may seem like business as usual.

But even Xiaohui could see that the current Cheng Xilie was just an empty shell, his eyes were empty, and all his spirit was taken away.

Like a walking dead.

"Brother, today's dumplings are so delicious!" Xiaohui blinked his eyes and exaggerated in order to adjust the atmosphere.

"Yeah." Cheng Xilie put his hands in his pockets, absent-minded.

"What kind of stuffing do you like best?" Xiaohui asked with his head tilted.

"Uh... celery."

Big dumplings with three fillings, pork cabbage, radish and shrimp skin, green pepper and egg.

Where can I get celery stuffing?

I don't know the taste just like eating.

Xiaohui sighed, and handed him the phone: "Let's wish Brother Li a new year."

Cheng Xilie took the phone dumbly, stared at the dark screen for a long time, and clicked on WeChat.

The last message was still the one he asked Li Jin to call him back.

That person has never been heard from.

Cheng Xilie's fingers trembled a little while typing, and he typed the short "Happy Chinese New Year!" for a long time.

Xiaohui looked at him worriedly: "Brother, let me watch the New Year with you! The lights in the dormitory will not be turned off today, so let's find someone to fight the landlord together?"

Cheng Xilie knew Xiaohui's good intentions, smiled knowingly, and rubbed Xiaohui's hair: "Brother is fine, you are growing up now, you shouldn't stay up late, be good, go to sleep."

Xiaohui lowered her round eyes, looking a little pitiful: "Brother, I just want to stay with you for a while...then don't think about it, and go to bed early, okay?"

Cheng Xilie nodded solemnly: "Okay."

I drank milk before going to bed.

Brush your teeth carefully.

Fold the changed clothes neatly and put them on the left side of the pillow.

After tidying up, Cheng Xilie froze for a moment, these were not his habits.

Inadvertently, that person has already affected him so deeply, like the fine rain in the coming spring, gently and continuously, penetrating into the roots of the weeds, moistening it wholeheartedly, silently, melting as one.

Cheng Xilie held Li Jin's clothes in his arms, pressed against his heart, picked up his phone, and looked at the lonely "Happy New Year" on the chat page.

Thin fingers hop around the keyboard, editing awkwardly.

[Xixi]: Where did you go, I miss you so much...

Type in, delete again, type in again, delete again.

After finally being ruthless, I clicked "Send".

He hurriedly withdrew a second later.

Only the lonely night is left, and the heart is beating wildly.

The screen of the mobile phone emits a faint blue light, and a figure curled up is slightly outlined, burying its face in Li Jin's clothes, so humble and helpless.

After tossing and turning for several hours, Cheng Xilie didn't fall asleep until it was dawn.

When the first ray of sunshine poured into the room, Cheng Xilie stood up, took a photo of the red sun and sent it to Li Jin.

[Xixi]: Good morning, I wish Little Huomiao a safe and successful new year!

His tone was as joyful as possible, so that if he turned on the phone anytime, he could see the blessing immediately.

Cheng Xilie gave him all the light and warmth he had left, but left more loneliness and coldness to himself.

……

The news is still gone.

Everything Cheng Xizheng sent seemed to be swallowed by a black hole, and there was no echo.

He boarded the radio station again, and sat there every day throughout the Spring Festival holiday, staring at the gate.

It's like a cycle.

The person he is looking forward to will never be able to wait.

The day was hard enough, and the night was even worse.

Missing and caring, turbulent, pervasive, lonely room, cold bed, no matter how you can't warm it.

Little Flame, where are you?

What happened to you?

Unable to find him, Cheng Xilie's heart was completely deserted.

His words were less, colder, and more indifferent, like a bitter spring cold.

In the early morning of the seventh day of the seventh day, Cheng Xilie, who had barely fallen asleep, was suddenly awakened by a sharp pain in his leg, and a strong sense of anger and frustration welled up in his heart.

In the blackness, he clearly saw the raging flames burning around him.

He knew very well that it wasn't a fire, but that he saw Li Jin's pheromone.

He was almost sure that this was the synesthesia between him and Li Jin.

Between A and O with a high degree of genetic compatibility, after they are completely marked, they may have synesthesia when they have a particularly strong mind, similar to the kind of telepathy between some twins, but the probability of this happening is also extremely low of.

But Li Jin and Cheng Xilie don't have such a deep bond, why do they have synaesthesia?

And this is not the first time, but this time the feeling is very real, could something happen to Li Jin? !

Cheng Xilie grabbed the phone, as if grabbing a slender and fragile life-saving straw.

Dial over.

"Sorry, the phone you dialed has been switched off."

Mechanical and cold.

The last straw broke and overwhelmed him.

Cheng Xilie smashed the phone into the bed.

He has always been rational, rational to the point of cruelty.

He couldn't remember the last time he lost control.

But now, he felt that he was about to lose control.

Li Jin has been out of contact for nine days.

I think about him every day, every hour, every minute, every second.

Cheng Xilie couldn't wait any longer.

He is going out.

To that strange world.

go find him!