Self-denial System [Rebirth]

Xu Mu stretched his hand behind his back, intending to break his arm wrapped around his back, and said, "Sit down and talk slowly."

Xu Mu felt that it must be difficult for him to hold him so tightly, so he planned to use a lot of strength to break free, but Gu Jingyin let go just as his fingertips touched his hand.

Xu Mu suddenly felt a little strange, raised his head, and saw that Gu Jingyin's expression had returned to indifference, turned around, walked to the table and sat down, raised his head and said calmly, "What do you want to say, brother?"

Although Xu Mu was no longer surprised by his quick and calm appearance, he was still slightly surprised.Many times, Xu Mu almost wondered if he was just pretending to be attached to him just now? ? ?

Seeing that he was already calmly sitting at the table, Xu Mu had no choice but to walk a few steps with his head down, and sat down opposite him.He reached for the teapot at the side and poured tea for the two of them, then put the teapot away.After a while, he slowly opened his mouth and said, "Jing Yin..."

Gu Jingyin took a sip of tea, raised his head, and waited for him to continue.

Although Xu Mu had long wanted to explain it to him thoroughly, but when it was his turn to speak, he felt that his lips seemed to be sealed with glue, and it took a lot of effort to utter a word: "Actually, ten years ago... the first time I..."

It's been a long while on and off like this, but I still haven't finished a sentence.

Gu Jingyin interrupted him, and said softly: "There's no need to say any more, I know everything."

When Xu Mu heard the words, the second half of the sentence stuck in his throat, neither up nor down, only shocked.

Gu Jingyin raised his eyes to look at him, and slowly said: "Senior brother, I should have felt that something was wrong a long time ago." Having said this, he paused for a moment, then smiled again, "A man who didn't even look at me in the past People, will they suddenly treat me in every possible way?"

Xu Mu was startled, "Then...you..."

"What senior brother wants to say is that the kindness to me in those years was not from the heart." Gu Jingyin's tone was still very normal, "Isn't it?"

Xu Mu didn't speak.

Gu Jingyin continued: "But no matter what the senior brother's purpose was, this purpose should have been achieved by now."

Xu Mu was shocked, but still thought about it in his heart: It seems that his goal can be regarded as... attained?

etc!The question is, why does he know so clearly? !

Did he see that he had ulterior motives ten years ago?Then deliberately pretend to be innocent and harmless to humans and animals?

No way?

Probably not... Absolutely not!

With his many years of accurate and accurate (even guessing and touching Hu Meng) experience in seeing people, he will definitely not be wrong!He couldn't be more clear about the virtues of this child back then, he is simply the best white lotus among the white lotuses, his lack of love has reached the peak, and he wished to regard all the people in this world who gave him good looks as saints.

Then, the only reason why he was able to come to the judgment just now was that he had listened to most of Su Boling's cryptic sarcasm, and after a little integration and careful thinking, he could probably guess three or four points.

But the "purposes" they said one by one were harsh, as if describing themselves as a villain with bad intentions and premeditated plans.

But the truth is, what purpose do you have? !

What is the purpose of own tm? !What purpose can I have? !I don't seem to have any purpose! !Please don't think too evil of me, okay? !

Although he said that he was kind to him, maybe a little bit, it was because he could show mercy to him when he seeks revenge in the future.But in the final analysis, I didn't really hope that he would be merciful. After all, four years ago, I was really ready to repeat the same mistakes and die again.

So——during those years, why did I take care of him in every possible way and be kind to him?Why do you like teasing him, laughing at him, and teasing him so much?

Not because I like him.

Xu Mu was taken aback by the three words that suddenly appeared in his mind.

"No."

Gu Jingyin heard him say these two words, paused for a moment, and said again: "No?"

Xu Mu put down the teacup in his hand and said, "What do you think is the purpose of my kindness to you in the past?"

"This needs to be explained by the senior brother himself." Gu Jingyin lowered his eyes and turned the cup in his hand.

Xu Mu took a breath, and said slowly: "Okay, I'll tell you, listen carefully."

Gu Jingyin raised his head again when he heard the words, and said with a smile, "Listen carefully."

Xu Mu didn't care at all about his seemingly casual yet gloomy expression, and said calmly, "It's not what he said, nor what you think."

"I have cared for you before, and I have never had any regrets, and I have no evil purpose as you guessed. Everything I do, if I can choose again, I will still do it."

Gu Jingyin's eyes trembled, and he put the cup in his hand on the table.

"If I take the whip for you, you won't be hurt, and I will still take it for you. If I take the fire arrow for you, you won't be poisoned, and I will still block it. Even if you have any pain now, I will will help you..."

"Because I don't want to see you suffer. As early as eight years ago, I made a vow in my heart," Xu Mu raised his eyelashes, his tone was still calm, "I vowed to take care of you to grow up safely, and to be happy and worry-free for the rest of my life."

Gu Jingyin didn't say anything after listening, just stood up, walked around the table and walked slowly in front of Xu Mu, looking down at him.

Xu Mu thought that what he just said was absolutely true!Absolutely no falsehood!Even if he is allowed to choose now, he still doesn't want the kid to get hurt!

So brother, don't believe me!I really... hope you... can live a good life.

Xu Mu looked up at the person standing in front of him, and said, "What I just said is the truth."

Gu Jingyin half knelt down, looked at him and said, "I know."

Xu Mu's breathing slowed down a beat.

"In this world, the only person I am willing to trust is Senior Brother."

Gu Jingyin put his hand on his lap, held the hand that was placed in front of him, and slowly said to himself: "I said, the past is over. No matter what happened before, I will not No matter how much you care. Even if senior brother doesn't give me any explanation, I won't have a single complaint."

After finishing speaking, he added: "Brother is willing to come down the mountain to find me instead of leaving me again, I am already very satisfied."

"What reason do I have to leave you?" Xu Mu continued.

When Gu Jingyin heard the words, there seemed to be a hint of surprise in his eyes.

Only then did Xu Mu realize that his words were somewhat ambiguous, and quickly explained: "What I mean is, I don't have to leave you again."

The two were even more surprised when they heard this.

"I mean, I have no reason to keep avoiding you." Xu Mu finally gave a normal explanation for the third time.

Xu Mu thought to himself: Why did the language ability of labor and management suddenly drop? ? ?

After hearing this, Gu Jingyin smiled, stood up, and took his hand to make him stand up: "Why do you care so much about the meaning of these words, brother?"

"I... I'm just afraid of you..."

"Afraid I misunderstood? Then do something crazy?" Gu Jingyin laughed.

Xu Mu thought to himself: It's rare for you to have this awareness when you are young!It's not easy! It's not easy!

Gu Jingyin looked at the tangled expression of the person in front of him, and his smile widened a bit.

After looking at him for a while, he seemed to feel that admiring his expression was something he couldn't get enough of, so he suddenly reached out and took his left hand, put it behind his waist, let him hug her, and said, "Senior brother, didn't you just say that you don't want to see it?" Am I suffering?"

Xu Mu:? ? ?

Suddenly reacted: QAQ/It’s so scary/

There are still three words in my heart: Your uncle!

However, Xu Mu looked at the person in front of him, swallowed the words again, and continued to calmly say: "You child, what are you talking about."

Xu Mu thought to himself that he was not that idiot Su Boling after all, how could he be willing to (cross out) scold him.

"Senior brother understands, right?" Gu Jingyin put his arms around him and held him in front of him.

Xu Mu: "..."

Gu Jingyin had a smile in his eyes, a satisfied smile as if he had seen the slow progress, "Brother finally understands."

Xu Mu was still thinking about how to scold him gracefully, but when he heard him asking if he understood, he suddenly missed the point, thinking: Of course I understand!I don't understand what you're thinking!I know a lot more than you!After all, I am an old driver who has read many (well, only a few) videos in the new era!

However, he couldn't show all these experiences. How could he subvert the image of a celestial figure who had been maintained for ten years? !

So even though the wild horse in his mind was running wild, Xu Mu still managed to maintain a noble expression on his face.

In view of the fact that when I was alone with this little obscene demon, I was always restrained by him, maybe the other party had almost forgotten that I was still his senior brother.Thinking of this, Xu Mu felt that it was necessary to revive the dignity of his senior brother.

So he cleared his throat, and repeated the same words over and over again: "You kid is so good now? No one can control you? You are unscrupulous? Dare to do anything, dare to say anything, have you forgotten that I am who?"

"Of course I dare not forget." Gu Jingyin replied seriously.

Xu Mu thought that this was more or less the case, and just wanted to slap his paws that were holding her, and then adjusted his clothes before preaching a few more words, but Gu Jingyin continued, "Senior brother is my man."

"..."

T^T It's true that children can't be disciplined when they grow up!The two paws are scratching at me casually!I can't wait to eat me up!Is there any humanity in the end!

Xu Mu had no choice but to let the little wolf cub he had raised go back and forth, up and down, and said sadly: "Gu Jingyin, Jingyin, Xiaoyin, it's almost done, your senior sister Still next door."

"Why did senior brother mention her? Do you still think about women when you do these things with me?"

What? ? ?

Just saying casually can be misinterpreted to go to Antarctica?

Xu Mu was angry, thinking why it is reasonable to bully others these days?So he replied: "Yes! As a man in his prime, shouldn't I care about beautiful women? I'm not..."

"It's not what?" Gu Jingyin's eyes suddenly sank.

Xu Mu looked at his eyes that were beginning to gloomy again, and could only say: "Hey, it's okay, what I mean is, you let me go, we still have a lot of business to do, we can't always Waste your time on things like this..."

Gu Jingyin's expression was a little displeased: "Senior brother thinks other things are serious business? Doing these is a waste of time? But every time senior brother is alone with me, which time did he not throw me away in a hurry? Did it take more than three quarters? It feels like a waste."

Xu Mu thought to himself: But this time it's really urgent, I haven't explained it to Junior Sister Guan, what if she rushes up the mountain to die in a while?

But after thinking about it again, I suddenly realized that maybe in Gu Jingyin's opinion, he wished that all these people would go away, and it would be better if they disappeared completely, so as not to disturb him... (cough cough)

Xu Mu was thinking about how to persuade him to let go of himself and do business first, but Gu Jingyin suddenly seemed to remember something and asked, "Senior brother, what did you call me just now?"

"What? What for you? I don't want to give you anything!" Xu Mu said angrily.

"It's not a change, it's, what did senior brother call me just now?"

"What are you calling?" Xu Mu closed his mouth, thought for a few seconds, and played back what he had just said in his mind, "Xiaoyin...?"

Not only did Gu Jingyin not relax his grip, but he tightened it up a bit, and said, "Why did you call me back by this name?"

Xu Mu was stunned for a moment.What is "again"?When did he call that name?Didn't you just call it when you wanted to call it?

So he said perfunctorily, "How cute."

"Really." Gu Jingyin lowered his head and smiled.

"I mean the name...has nothing to do with you."

"This is my name, how could it have nothing to do with me." Gu Jingyin didn't look at him, but gently slid his hands from his back to his shoulders, curling a strand of black hair behind his shoulders around his fingers.

"..." Xu Mu knocked off the claws that were playing with his hair with a little disgust.

Gu Jingyin didn't do it anymore, but said softly: "Do you know, when the two of us were in Yanshan, every night after you fell asleep, I would curl your hair with my fingers like this. At that time you His hair is so black and so long, it spreads all over the pillow..."

Xu Mu suddenly trembled when he heard these words.

Wait...it turns out that this kid already...already had...these deviant ideas that go against Lund? !

QAQ/It's scary/! ! !

Where is the promised little white lotus?

Xu Mu didn't realize it all of a sudden until now, he's still young!When he was in Yanshan, this child was no longer young!He was already a fifteen or sixteen-year-old boy, and logically he had already matured.

However!How could I foolishly rub him in my arms like a rag doll? !

It's just killing me!It turns out that the foreshadowing of his own death was buried so long and so deep? ! !

Even though there was a turbulent storm in his heart, Xu Mu still maintained a calm expression and said, "Okay, we have talked for so long, let me go and have a few words with your senior sister?"

But Gu Jingyin didn't let go.

"I'll just talk to her, really." Xu Mu looked at him sincerely.

Gu Jingyin still didn't let go.

"I'll just talk to her for a while, and I'll be back right away after I finish."

Gu Jingyin still did not let go.

Xu Mu: "..."

Xu Mu: "Please! I'll go and have a few words with her, okay? Will you go with me?"

"it is good."

Xu Mu: "..."

Xu Mu thought to himself: Could it be that he has to put on a nasty coaxing tone and talk to him before he can agree?Can we still communicate normally after that? ? ?

Unexpectedly, before the two of them had time to recover from the gluey state of being inseparable, there were three knocks on the door——

"I brought someone up the mountain! Come and tell you!"

Xu Mu heard the sound, and immediately pushed away the gummy candy in front of him, rushed to the door, and opened the door: "Hey, don't! Wait!"

"Brother?" The woman turned around, the surprise in her eyes gradually turned into anger, "What the hell are you doing?"

"I didn't play tricks, didn't I just come back?"

"Where's Su Boling?"

"He? He's still on the mountain. Can I bring him down with me?"

"Senior brother!" The woman frowned suddenly, her eyes burning with anger, "Since you saw him, why didn't you kill him!"

Only then did Xu Mu realize that Junior Sister Guan is still wholeheartedly trying to take that person's life.

Although I can't say that I hate that person deeply, but logically speaking, it is reasonable to take the life of a demon with blood on his hands.

However, the only thing I am worried about now is: kill him, but he hides his soul refining orb in Shengrenfeng where there are many wronged souls, what should I do?

At that time, I will be facing the crisis of dying every day!

I knew that the Soul Refining Orb had such a big bug!He really wouldn't give it to others casually even if he died! QQ

"Junior Sister, don't be impatient. When I find an opportunity to lure him down the mountain alone, it will not be too late for you to kill him. Now in his territory, they are numerous and powerful. No matter how well prepared you are, you will still be powerful." Not evenly matched."

"Brother, do you mean to live here for a long time?"

Xu Mu took it for granted!Anyway, I have to find a way to get back my soul refining orb!Otherwise, putting it in someone else's place is simply a ticking time bomb!

To put it bluntly, the purpose of going down the mountain is to appease the crying child without sugar, and then continue to go up!

"I can't say it's a long stay, so let's stay here first..."

Gu Jingyin kept silent behind him all the time, but at this moment he suddenly spoke and interrupted him: "Here we are."

Xu Mu turned around: "Where are you?"

"Three sentences." Gu Jingyin looked at him with a smile.

Oh shit!Why do not you go to hell!

Xu Mu hurriedly turned around, and before he was forcibly interrupted, he said again: "Tonight, I'll try tonight and see if I can bring him down the mountain alone."

Guan Liying was a little puzzled when he heard the words: "Brother... can you bring him down the mountain alone? You two... know each other very well?"

Before Xu Mu answered, Gu Jingyin took a step forward slowly, and said with a light smile, "It's not just very familiar."

Guan Liying's expression became more suspicious when he heard the words: "What's going on?"

Just as Xu Mu was about to answer, Gu Jingyin leaned over and opened the door slightly: "Senior Sister has been here for a long time, and things are probably almost discussed..."

"What do you mean? Drive me away?" Guan Liying raised her eyebrows and said angrily.

"No, I don't mind if senior sister doesn't want to leave. It's just that in front of others, I'm afraid that senior brother will be embarrassed." Gu Jingyin's tone can be regarded as respectful, but his hands are showing shamelessness. thing--

He put his arms around the waist of the person next to him with ease.

Guan Liying seemed to be so angry that green smoke rose from her hair, she turned around and slammed the door and left.

Xu Mu was dumbfounded, not knowing what to say.After being stunned for a moment, he turned around and said, "You are shameless but I still want shame! Give me later..."

"Calm down?"

Xu Mu was very speechless about his current behavior that he could take the next sentence after he said the last sentence: "Know it and still do it!"

"I just don't understand why senior brother would feel ashamed to be with me?"

Xu Mu was choked by him for the 3th time and couldn't speak. After thinking for [-] minutes, he still couldn't find a reasonable answer.

"No."

"That's good."

Gu Jingyin went on to say: "Now there are only two of us left in the room, brother, you can tell me why you would rather go to that surnamed Su than me two years ago."

"I didn't look for him, but he came..." Xu Mugang said halfway, when he suddenly felt that his weight shifted and his feet lightened——

He was hugged by the waist.

Xu Mu: wtf?

"Let's go to bed and talk."

"..."

Xu Mu grabbed his sleeve: "Hey, wait!"

Gu Jingyin stopped obediently: "Brother, what else do you want?"

"Are you sure you won't do anything to me on the bed?" Xu Mu stared at him critically.

Hearing this, the clear water in Gu Jingyin's eyes seemed to flow, even his eyelashes trembled, and the corners of his mouth slightly curved:

"Brother, do you want it?"

"I don't want to." Xu Mu answered very simply.

"Since brother doesn't want to, why worry, when did I force brother..."

Xu Mu thought to himself: What the hell?Talking unreasonably?Who handcuffed me in the dungeon with chains?

"...to do this kind of thing?" Gu Jingyin paused and added four more words.