Self-denial System [Rebirth]

Xu Mu:? ? ? ? ! ! ! !

You want to do it but I don't want to do it with you Thank you!

You are happy but I am the one who suffers, thank you!

There is simply no cure!

"Okay, okay, let's not talk about this." Xu Mu pretended not to hear his nonsense that he was inferior to a beast, calmly got up from the grass, and said, "Let's go, get out of here first, the sky is coming soon. It's light, go to the town and wait for Junior Sister Guan and the others."

Gu Jingyin didn't say anything, picked up the sword and stood up with him, but didn't follow him, but whispered: "Brother, go, I won't follow."

"Why? Are you afraid of seeing her?" Xu Mu turned around and asked.

"That's not true. Now there is nothing to complain between the two of us."

"Since there is nothing to complain about, let's go together and make it clear. Is it interesting to fight and kill for so many years? You two really have enough time, don't you feel tired?" After finishing speaking, he pulled up his sleeves and left.

I just took two steps, and suddenly felt something was wrong.Just now he took off his clothes to himself, and now he only has a white jacket on his body, although it is quite elegant, but... obviously he cannot see people.

So Xu Mu turned around and took out a set of mysterious clothes.He bowed his head and thought for a while, instead of changing his clothes in front of him again, it would be better to give this clothes to him.

So he turned around, threw the clothes into his arms, and said mockingly: "Look at your frivolous appearance, tsk tsk, if all the disciples of Fuyun Mountain are here..." The smile on the corner of his mouth widened as he spoke. Deep, as if imagining the scene, "I must make sure they appreciate this peerless scene, and see if they can still face up to you as the leader..."

Xu Mu originally thought that after hearing his nonsense, he would be ashamed, but Gu Jingyin's face was still calm.He just took the clothes, looked down, and said slowly: "Brother... I seem to have seen this dress before."

Xu Mu stopped the smile when he heard this, as if someone had poured cold water on him.

Oh shit!This brat!

"I still remember, when this dress..."

"You..." Xu Mu took a breath, calmed down, and said in a deep voice, "If you don't wear it, return it to me."

Seeing his appearance, Gu Jingyin seemed to have a smile in his eyes, and said: "Of course, thank you, brother."

Only then did Xu Mu exhale, and replied casually, "Why are you being polite to me.".

Then think for a while, don't!Be polite!It's better for the two of us to keep a distance, the farther the better.

So he threw off his stride and walked a few steps in front, then turned back from a distance and replied, "No thanks!"

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The morning light is faint, and there are few people around.

By the time the two arrived in town, it was already daylight.It's just that the streets are still sparsely populated, and only two or three shops are open.

Xu Mu turned around and said, "Take a break?"

Gu Jingyin nodded: "Listen to brother."

Xu Muxin said goodbye to pretending to be this low-browed and compliant look with me. I will never forget how you treated me, tied me with a chain and tortured me in this life! /Smile/

The two entered a small shop and chose a seat by the window, where they could just see the scenery on the street.

"What do you two want?" The shop owner was very enthusiastic about the only two of them.

"Whatever," Xu Mu replied, raising his head, "By the way, this road outside should be the only road leading to Cangxue Mountain."

"Exactly, anyone going to the mountains must go here."

"Then why is it so deserted here?"

"Who dares to go for a walk in Cang Snow Mountain now! Isn't that rushing to die? Most of my shop can't continue to operate. If it can't last for a few more months, I will change places."

Xu Mu thought about it for a while, no matter who is unwilling to open a store in such a place where monsters are rampant, it is enough to persist for so long.

Xu Mu turned around and opened the window, looked outside, and said to Gu Jingyin: "You said that Junior Sister Guan, would she not take this road, and just take a few disciples Yujian to copy the mountain path up the mountain? Then how about we Isn't it impossible to stop?"

Gu Jingyin shook his head slightly when he heard the words, and said: "No, you and I are familiar with Senior Sister Guan's style of conduct. Since she said that she came to Cangxue Mountain to ask for an explanation, she will definitely rush to the mountain gate openly and honestly..."

"I am familiar with what you are, but I am not familiar with her at all." While talking, he glanced at him with a smile in his eyes, and said, "I think you two are more familiar, let's not talk about the past, just these few days Years, I'm pretty familiar with it."

Gu Jingyin directly ignored his second sentence, raised his head and said: "Senior brother, don't joke, you and senior sister should have a deep relationship, how can you not be familiar with each other? She still has the hairpin you gave me until now, I can't bear to leave."

"..."

Xu Mu looked out of the window with his head on his hands and said, "What's wrong with giving a hairpin? I give away so many things that I can't count them with two hands. Does it mean that I want to have a deep friendship with them?"

After hearing this, Gu Jingyin paused slightly, and said, "Who else did senior brother give you?"

"forget."

After hearing this, Gu Jingyin looked at his absent-minded look again, and said, "Senior brother, you don't have to keep staring. There are a lot of them, and you will definitely see them when the time comes."

"Oh."

"Could it be that senior brother hasn't seen senior sister for a long time, and he is worried about it?"

"..."

I'm too lazy to talk nonsense with you, let me tell you!I have endured you for a long time boy!You will not be happy if you are suspicious and suspicious like this. /Smile/

Seeing that he not only didn't give himself the slightest glimpse this time, but was unwilling to even deal with one or two words, Gu Jingyin continued: "I don't mean anything else, it's just that you two have been together for many years at Mochi Peak, Now that we meet again, we should talk about the old days..."

Xu Mu thought to himself why this child has become more and more verbose over the years, the mother-in-law and mother-in-law kept talking about it, what about the agreed-upon Bingshan cold noodles?Why so many words!

Xu Mu couldn't bear it anymore, looked back at him, looked at him and said, "Stop! Stop! Don't wrong me, when have I been with her for so many years? I've always come and gone as I please, the only one in this world who haunts me and me The person who has been with you for many years is you."

Gu Jingyin's eyes trembled when he heard this, he took a sip of tea, and then he took a breath and said, "What's the meaning of this, brother? You two are both in Mochi Peak, so why are you talking alone."

"This..." Xu Mu thought that since he insisted on reminiscing about the old days with him, he should forcefully chat with him, so he leaned on the table and rested his chin, and said casually, "I have been away from Mochi Peak for many years, and I haven't seen her for many years. , maybe not as many times as you."

Gu Jingwen thought for a while, and said: "Then four years ago, I met senior brother in Anyu. It was not a coincidence, but senior brother lived nearby?"

"more or less."

"Anyu is only half a day's journey away from Fuyun Mountain, so...it's really a pity." Gu Jingyin said in a low voice.

Xu Mu listened to his slightly unwilling self-talk, and his heart tightened: "What's the pity?"

"Unfortunately, I didn't bring you back sooner." Gu Jingyin lowered his eyes and looked at the tea in his cup, speaking calmly.

Xu Mu was stunned for a moment: "Bring it back?"

Suddenly feeling that the direction of these words was a bit familiar, he took a breath and said, "Don't tell me you still want to lock me up."

"How does Senior Brother know?" Gu Jingyin said with a slight smile.

Xu Mu almost became angry when he heard this, thinking that if he is sick, he should be cured!Don't harm others in this world, okay?She raised her hand and wanted to slap him: "You kid! It's not big or small! What are you talking about!"

Gu Jingyin grabbed his wrist, raised his eyes and said, "Senior brother, you are only two or three years older than me, why did you keep saying 'you child'?"

Xu Mu thought about it, and felt that the difference in age was usually more obvious when he was young, but this difference became more subtle as he grew older.So now, the two of them should barely be called peers?

Haha, no matter, two or three years older is also older, you have to call me senior brother/smile/

"Why can't you call me a child? Don't forget how you used to rub around in my arms! How you had to hug me to fall asleep at night! How did you cry on my shoulder yesterday!" Xu Muxin Think I can't cure you?Grab a lot of black history!

After hearing these words, Gu Jingyin suddenly froze, staring into his eyes blankly.

Xu Mu withdrew his hand and said, "Are you scared? I can't stand my unreasonable behavior anymore? Reflect on yourself, young man!"

After finishing his quick talk, Xu Mu felt his lips were dry, so he picked up the small cup on the table and looked at it in front of his eyes, poured himself some tea, intending to moisten his throat.It's just that when the tea came to his mouth just now, the corner of his mouth suddenly tingled like a needle prick.

Xu Mu quickly put the cup back on the table, and pressed the corner of his lips with his thumb.

Seeing his actions, Gu Jingyin thought that the tea was too hot, so he gently reached out to touch his cup, and said, "It's lukewarm, brother, why..."

Xu Mu was speechless, raised his head to look at him, and said vaguely: "Stinky boy..."

This time, Gu Jingyin was slightly taken aback, a little panic flashed in his dark eyes, and he suddenly reacted.

He bowed his head in embarrassment for a moment, and planned to get up and go around to the opposite side.

Seeing this, Xu Mu immediately moved towards the window, looked up at him and said, "What are you doing? Don't come here! Just sit there honestly!"

Gu Jingyin didn't know whether to laugh or cry when he heard this, and said, "Senior brother, are you so tired of me?"

Xu Mu thought to himself, why is this sentence again?After all these years, why is this problem still happening?And don't keep saying this, let me tell you!I have shades!Facts have proved that every time you finish saying this sentence, I will get revenge by you tm!

So Xu Mu, in order to avoid repeating the mistakes of many years ago, replied: "I'm not tired of you, I'm afraid of you! Is it okay to be afraid of you?"

"Afraid of me?" Gu Jingyin's eyes sank slightly upon hearing this.

Seeing this, Xu Mu's heart was even more broken. Why was he not satisfied with what he said?

"Am I wrong? You torture me when you meet, shouldn't I be afraid of you?"

"Torture?" Gu Jingyin's dark eyes became increasingly dim.

Seeing his appearance, Xu Mu suddenly became angrier, put his hands down from the corners of his still red and swollen lips, stretched out to his chest and ripped off his collar.The bruises on the shoulders and neck that hadn't faded away suddenly appeared, "Aren't you torturing me? Take a good look yourself!"

Gu Jingyin was taken aback by his actions, his pale complexion turned pale.

After a moment of silence, Gu Jingyin quickly stepped forward, leaned over and closed his collar again.Carefully arrange it, and cover it tightly without leaving any gaps.Then he turned around and returned to the seat opposite.

Seeing that he was a little far away from him, Xu Mu returned to normal from the state of curling up in the corner of the wall, straightened up and moved back to the original position, and said to him: "Don't think that others won't know if you cover it, I will Sooner or later, find a way to preserve these imprints and remind you all the time."

"Remind me of something." Gu Jingyin's eyes sparkled slightly.

"Remind you to see how you've gone mad."

The sparkle in Gu Jingyin's eyes disappeared without a trace in an instant, and after a long while, he slowly opened his mouth and asked in a low voice: "Brother, why can't you... understand my thoughts."

Gu Jingyin's fingers holding the cup slightly bent due to the force.He didn't understand why he didn't care at all when he had acted so straightforwardly and blatantly, or in other words, he didn't care at all.

Could it be that he has no heart for himself at all.Not at all.

How to explain the kiss under Mochi Peak seven years ago.On a whim?Random?

Gu Jingyin raised his head, quietly looked at the person opposite, and suddenly felt that there was still a thousand mountains and rivers between them, untouchable and intangible.

The two of them tossed and tossed for eight years.

Eight years of misunderstandings, misunderstandings, and separation seem to be endlessly torturing each other.

Up to now, he thought that all these ups and downs had passed, but he suddenly realized that he had thought everything too simply.

The person I care about most in this world is the one who doesn't understand me the most.

Survival after experiencing endless despair, escaping from the abyss when he was about to sink into the abyss, uncontrollable ecstasy and worries about gains and losses, carefully crafting love that is hesitant to say, and feelings that are so heavy that they make it difficult for him to walk. It seemed that in his eyes, it was nothing more than a young and frivolous madness.

What do I have to do to... let him understand.

"Your thoughts are actually not what you think." Xu Mu suddenly changed his gag posture just now, and said in a gentle tone.

Hearing this, Gu Jingyin twitched her lower eyelashes slightly.

"Your feelings are not what you think at all, they are just dependence. If you want me to accompany you, I can also chat with you, enjoy the scenery, and pass the time with you as before... But, we You can’t spend your whole life on these things, after all, you still have to go your own way.”

Gu Jingyin remained silent.

The atmosphere suddenly became extremely awkward, and the surrounding air seemed to be frozen.

Silence after silence.

Xu Mu couldn't sit still in this weird atmosphere. Didn't he still talk just now?Why did he lose his voice in an instant!

Thinking of this, Xu Mu finally couldn't help it, leaned forward, reached out and hooked his chin: "Say something."

Gu Jingyin turned the cup in his hand slightly, but still lowered his head and said nothing.

Fuck?Now that even this action can't save the emotional crisis between the two?

Xu Mu withdrew his hand, took a breath, drank the water in his cup, cleared his throat and said, "It's fine if you don't want to talk, just listen to me. Let me tell you, when I was a child , There is a cousin who has played with me for many years, in fact, he can’t be said to play with me, he should take me to play, because he is much older than me, very special, and he got married when I was only a little older.”

Gu Jingyin raised his head and looked at him without speaking.

Seeing his "oh, so what" expression, Xu Mu had no choice but to continue:

"What I mean is, I understand your feeling. It's like I cried when I saw my brother run away with another woman, but it's not a big deal now. Anyway, I just want to To make you understand, not to confuse..."

"Brother." Gu Jingyin finally spoke.

"Speak." Xu Mu stopped himself decisively this time.

"Do you really have the same feelings for your cousin as I do?" Gu Jingyin said with some difficulty.

"Is it different?" Xu Mu raised his eyelashes and glanced at him.

"Do you also want to be with him forever, forever, and only have him alone in your life?" Gu Jingyin's voice was a little trembling, and he said word by word.

Xu Mu was so shocked that he couldn't speak, a layer of cold sweat suddenly broke out on his back, and he said in astonishment: "No..."

"But I do. I think about it all the time, all the time."

Gu Jingyin's voice was almost hoarse, as if every word he said was exhausting his strength.

"Brother, do you really understand..."

"I..." Xu Mu's lips were suddenly out of his control, and he almost blurted out "I understand", but he stopped it abruptly, and said after a while, "Calm down."

Gu Jingyin was silent for a moment, and then slowly said: "Am I not calm enough? To what extent do you want me to be calm? Don't you mention the word love for the rest of your life?"

Xu Mu put away all the tenderness on his face, and said in a deep voice, "Don't go crazy again."

Knowing that there is no future, why leave him with meaningless thoughts.

He still doesn't belong here, and if given the chance, he will definitely return to the original place where he has more concerns.

"I'm not crazy."

"Then don't force me anymore."

There was an oppressive silence, and neither of them spoke.

At this moment, there was a sudden commotion outside the window.Xu Mu quickly raised his head to look, and saw a group of people, dressed in white, walking through the street.

The originally deserted street suddenly became bustling, people in twos and threes stopped, looking at this line of women in elegant clothes, chatting a lot.

Xu Mu didn't care about entangled with him anymore, stood up quickly, and rushed to the door of the shop.

But just as he was about to step out with a foot, his arm was tightly held by someone.Before Xu Mu could turn around, the people behind pulled him back.

"I can agree to everything else, but I can't do this alone."

Xu Mu was puzzled: "What can't be done?"

Gu Jingyin took a step forward, pressed his shoulder against the door frame with the hilt in his hand, and said in a low voice, "I can't do it, I won't force you."

Fuck!Do you have humanity!Do you have to force others to be comfortable?

"This is on the street, please calm down." Xu Mu raised his eyes and shouted softly.

Gu Jingyin still didn't intend to let go of him.

The sound of people behind was getting closer and closer, it seemed that the disciples of Mochi Peak were about to pass by.

Xu Mu's heart just collapsed, thinking that you are shameless and I want shame, okay!Is there anyone like you who does such eye-catching things in public?

"I promise you, promise you, okay?"

"Promise me something."

"I promise you, I promise you everything." Xu Mu said intermittently.

Gu Jingyin looked at him for a while, lowered his head and kissed his hair lightly, and said, "Okay."

Xu Mu breathed a sigh of relief from the bottom of his heart, straightened his clothes, and felt that he had lied to him again!I may have taken it as my duty to lie to him in my life!

It's just that before he finished his breath, he was stuck abruptly.

Not far away, I saw a white figure walking straight in my direction.

Xu Mu quickly regained his composure, planning to persuade the fight before the war broke out.He has experienced with his own eyes how terrifying these two people fight, and they will never stop unless they fight to the death.

But this time, Guan Liying didn't even draw his sword, and rushed forward to slap Gu Jingyin.

Everyone present was stunned in place, transfixed.

Xu Mu raised his head, looked at the five bright red palm prints on Gu Jingyin's face and swallowed his saliva, and he could only lie in his heart.

The promised exciting and exciting fight scene!Why did the style of painting suddenly change into a bloody romantic drama!