Self-denial System [Rebirth]

Shocked, flustered, confused, unbelievable.

Xu Mu's hands hanging by his side trembled uncontrollably.

How did Gu Jingyin recognize herself?

There was a blank in his heart, a blank in front of his eyes, he hardly knew what to think or what to do.

Xu Mu's trembling knuckles curled up.He remembered that he was going to leave, and he wanted to go as far away from this person as possible.But now, why can't I take a step.

Because, it seems that there is no reason to continue to escape.

What is "never complained"?

What is "willing to be with him forever"?

What is "don't run away anymore, okay"?

Since he said, "Never".Then why did I keep avoiding him for so many years?Now that things are going on, do you still want to hide?

Xu Mu grabbed his robe with both hands, raised his eyes and looked at the person in front of him, trying to wake himself up.

"What did you just say..." After a long period of silence, Xu Mu finally moved his lips and spoke six words intermittently.

A few strands of black hair of Gu Jingyin were scattered in front of his forehead by the wind, slightly covering his eyes.He didn't answer, but slowly moved closer, leaned over, and took Xu Mu's hand from his side.

Xu Mu was startled by this action, and subconsciously took a step back, trying to withdraw his hand.

"If senior brother wants to hear it, I'll say it again." Gu Jingyin's voice was still very soft, but the strength in his hand was completely opposite, almost holding Xu Mu's hand tightly, preventing him from breaking free.

Xu Mu suddenly raised his head.

I saw that Gu Jingyin's eyes were full of softness, and the frost under his eyes had already turned into a bend of clear water at this time, but there were slight waves surging in the bay water, with two rows of fine eyelashes following them lightly. trembling slightly.

Xu Mu subconsciously stopped struggling.Because every time he calms down and sees Gu Jingyin's expression, he can't help but think of the tender and careful expression of the young man in the thatched cottage at the foot of Yanshan Mountain many years ago.Even if you know that the world is not the same as before, you will still lose your mind for a moment.

Gu Jingyin smiled slightly, but slightly moved the corners of his lips, as if it came from the heart unintentionally.

"I said, I am willing to stay with you for the rest of my life, as long as you never leave me."

Gu Jingyin's voice was low but soft, just like the evening wind blowing the broken hair on his forehead.

Only now did Xu Mu wake up from his absent-minded contemplation.

No, none of this is quite right.

If he was still the child who could only hug himself and act like a baby many years ago, how could he say such things to himself?But if he was the head of Fuyun Mountain who was only thinking about revenge, it would be even more impossible for him to say such incredible things to himself.

After experiencing panic and shock, Xu Mu felt puzzled.

Could it be that I have misunderstood his thoughts for so many years?

Seeing that he was silent, Gu Jingyin didn't say anything, but just turned his right wrist and changed the position of interlocking his fingers.Immediately afterwards, she gently wrapped his left hand around his waist, embracing his whole body in her arms.

Xu Mu was stunned for a moment when the two pieces of cold clothing were pressed against each other.

The long hair behind Gu Jingyin fluttered on Xu Mu's cheeks with the breeze in the forest, and it seemed to be touched gently, which made his heart tremble.The breath is filled with the breath of this man.

Xu Mu's whole body seemed to be frozen, unable to react.

Gu Jingyin's left hand slowly slid up his body, stroking the black hair behind him.He leaned over slightly again, and buried his face in the hair in the hollow of Xu Mu's shoulder.

"Senior brother, I have never missed you in this life..." Gu Jingyin's voice sounded low on Xu Mu's shoulder, like a sigh, so weak that it was indistinct.

Xu Mu trembled all over.

Gu Jingyin seemed to feel the trembling of the person in his arms, and hugged him tighter.

"I have been waiting for so many years, I have been waiting for a day, a day when I have the ability to keep you by my side. But I was still wrong, I shouldn't force you like that, but I can't help it, I'm not willing, I can't stand it, I can't bear it No matter how senior brother sees me, he will show that evasive expression. I was wrong, I shouldn't have done that..."

Gu Jingyin's voice trembled slightly all the time, and finally there was a slight inaudible sob.

But even though it was inaudible, the choked sobs were still clearly imprinted in Xu Mu's ears.

There was silence, except for the breathing of the two of them.

"Okay..." After a while, Xu Mu moved his already stiff left hand, patted him on the back and said, "You didn't do anything wrong..."

Xu Mu thought about it for a while, but he still felt that he was the one who had done something wrong, so why should he apologize?

Gu Jingyin let go of his right hand, and Xu Mu felt relieved, thinking that he could finally talk without sticking together.Unexpectedly, the next moment, Gu Jingyin embraced him with both hands, still buried his face in his hair, took a deep breath, and said, "Senior brother, you know how I survived these four years what..."

Xu Mu was almost suffocated by his embrace, and seeing him like this, his heart broke down a little.

This is completely the appearance of a spoiled child!

When I was young, I nestled in my arms and acted like a baby every day, and when I grew up, I would come to cry and complain about my grievances!

I really should call all the disciples of Fuyun Mountain here, let them see why the usually frosty-faced head is crying here now!

"Don't leave again." Gu Jingyin calmed down and whispered in his ear.

"Okay...you let me go first." Xu Mu thought to himself that you couldn't leave me without /smile/.

"I said I wouldn't let you go again, I'm afraid,"

Xu Mu thought to himself, what are you afraid of, what is there to be afraid of as a majestic and dignified figure, if you are afraid, I am afraid, well, it is your turn to do something.

Although he thought so in his heart, he couldn't say that out of his mouth. Xu Mu cleared his throat and said gently, "Don't be afraid, I promise you not to leave."

After hearing this, Gu Jingyin let him go slowly.

Xu Mu hurriedly took a deep breath of the fresh air of nature, and regained his senses.

Although my heart is not as bad as before, I still can't calm down.

It's been so long!It turns out that Gu Jingyin didn't want to kill himself at all? !

And what's even weirder is that he actually likes men!And what he likes is the self who has hurt him so many times? !

Is this child abusive?Fuck, if I knew this, I should have introduced my self-sacrificing system to him! /hehe/.

While taking a deep breath, Xu Mu went through the past carefully in his mind, but he still couldn't find out the problem.Although I was very kind to him before I did those cheating tasks assigned by the system, so kind that I have a clear conscience.But the question is, will he fall in love with himself if he treats him better?

In this way, isn't there still a large number of people in this world who want to fall in love with themselves?First of all, the hundreds of people in Huaiwen Town alone have to line up to confess their love...

Uh, no, that's a long way off.

Then there may be two reasons: [-]. This child is too lacking in love, and it will sprout if given some sunshine...well, it will grow into a forest; [-]. Because I have never had the experience of taking care of children who lack love, so that The wrong grasp of the distance and being too close to him led to this tragedy.

However, no matter which one it is, the result is already like this anyway.

After all, I really feel a little sorry.Such a handsome man with a fresh and elegant charm in Yushu Linfeng actually fell in love with a man in the end!

The more Xu Mu thought about it, the more worried he became, because just thinking about it, he knew how many people he would offend!I can almost imagine in my mind the scene where a large number of girls will come to make trouble in the future and beat myself all over the place.

No, absolutely not!

This is absolutely wrong!

Gu Jingyin's feelings for himself may not even be understood by him, maybe it is not the love he thought of at all, it is just a kind of dependence he had on himself when he was young, and it gradually grows and ferments as he grows older , Changed taste.

Obviously such a handsome little guy, he must not affect his great cause of conquering beautiful women and spreading leaves and sun Mantang just because of himself.

So, the thing to do now is - wake him up!

Xu Mu found a few words in his mind that probably meant that, cleared his throat, and planned to persuade this child who had serious psychological problems and was almost terminally ill.

But Xu Mu only moved his mouth slightly, and before he could utter a single syllable, Gu Jingyin leaned over and bit his lips.

His cheeks turned slightly, his eyelashes fluttered.

Because he wanted to speak just now, Xu Mu hadn't had time to close his teeth, so he had almost no resistance to the kiss.Gu Jingyin was already acting eagerly, but now that he had no resistance, he became more and more uncontrollable and fierce.The entanglement of lips and tongue, tossing and turning, and out-of-control tyranny and oppression seem to be anger, or venting, or a sense of survival from a desperate situation that is lost but found again.

Xu Mu only felt that he was kissing her so hard to breathe and dizzy.He wanted to open his eyes wide, but he couldn't see anything clearly, his eyes were hazy, only Gu Jingyin's fluttering hair and trembling eyelashes.

This forced kiss suddenly made Xu Mu very familiar.

Four years ago, in Wu Qiling's underground palace, there was that slightly jerky kiss.

Xu Mu's heart trembled.

I understood everything in an instant.

The two of them had never guessed each other's mind right from the very beginning.

Gu Jingyin clasped his shoulders tightly with both hands, breathing tremblingly, and the kiss became more and more intense.Ten fingers dug deeply into Xu Mu's clothes, as if he wanted to crush the person in his arms into his body bit by bit, taking it completely as his own, and claiming nothing left.

Xu Mu had never been treated like this before, but now he couldn't stand it anymore, and kept backing away.

Gu Jingyin didn't stop him, and followed him back, but after a few steps, he gently pushed him against the tree.

Xu Mu thought to myself, I said, why don't you stand in the way and figure out the direction early, right?Well, there is no way out now.

Now that things have happened, his only hope is to finish this kid's madness quickly!If this continues, you will suffocate to death!

However, Xu Mu knew that praying in his heart was useless, so he reached out and pushed his chest, trying to calm him down so that he could let himself go.

So this palm was completely exerted, and it hit Gu Jingyin's heart.His entire body trembled from the beating, and a smear of blood dripped from the corner of his mouth.

But Gu Jingyin didn't seem to feel any pain at all. He didn't even frown after receiving his palm. He just grabbed Xu Mu with one hand and folded his hands upwards, pressing them firmly against the tree trunk above his head. superior.

Xu Mu was almost exhausted by his unrestrained but increasingly domineering kiss, his eyes turned black, his legs became weak, and he almost couldn't stand up.If it weren't for his hands being fixed above his head, he would have knelt down along the tree trunk.

Gu Jingyin kissed Xu Mu's cheek all the way to his ear, bit his earlobe lightly, with a hoarse voice, and whispered: "Senior brother... I have endured it for so many years, don't hide anymore, okay What..." After speaking, he leaned over and pressed his lips.

"..."

Xu Mu thought to himself, since you didn't intend to ask me to answer, why did you add a question at the end of the sentence?Beast!abnormal!Accurate!

There is still a faint glint of water on the eyelashes, but the movements are so manic, it's not the essence or something! ?

Taking advantage of the gap between his words, Xu Mu breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that since he couldn't move his hands, he should use his legs.So he almost didn't think about it, and directly planned to hit his lower abdomen hard with his knee.Just when he lifted his leg, he suddenly felt sad.How can I be in such a miserable situation now - I just look like a girl who is being bullied!Still have to rely on this kind of anti-wolf tactics to keep your virginity...

But I don't seem to have any chastity.

Having been kissed so many times by others, and being locked up or held tightly every time, even if there was something there, it has been lost now.

Thinking of this, Xu Mu suddenly looked away.Just kiss, anyway, you won't lose a piece of meat.If you really kick like this, what if you kick the important part of the child.

Compared with breaking my chastity whether I want it or not, the lifelong happiness of this child is more important.

But the legs that had already been raised could not be retracted at this time, so Xu Mu could only retract his strength as much as possible.

However, the next moment after finishing this action, Xu Mu regretted it.

This is not a resistance at all, but a provocation!

Both of them froze for a moment.

--Oh shit!Don't get me wrong, kid, okay?Believe me!I really want to kick you!real!