Bit by bit

I often work part-time at the chef's house, and it costs 40 yuan for 3 hours, which is really exhausting.But I still persist in this way, because I think I will persist in anything as long as it is what I want to do.But other people don’t think so, and they always come up with new ideas unexpectedly, such as seeing someone who cuts vegetables better than me and thinking of using other people, such as letting me rest for a while when business is not good.Just yesterday, when his business was a little bit bad, he immediately asked me to go there for two hours, and I was not short of the money. I was thinking why I made myself so tired.I feel a little funny, but also feel a little pitiful.

I don't know why I'm getting less and less confident. I lower my head to look at my shoes. They are dirty. How long have I not even had time to clean them? Is it meaningful to be so busy every day?Occasionally I ask myself the same question.

The chef re-registered a new WeChat, using a woman's image, and he added some nearby men. The nearby men thought he was a woman, so they liked him very much.The chef took advantage of this and asked these men to give out red envelopes for "her". Several stupid men actually gave out red envelopes, and even gave out several.The chef would occasionally show me these so-called "sweet events" to me, and I just looked down upon them, I just thought I looked down on such men.Whenever he showed me how many women he had, and the diary written by a certain woman for him, and showed off his several divorce certificates, I felt that he was pitiful and pathetic.He is the one who has truly lost the ability to love.

I finally plucked up the courage to say quit, and wanted to applaud myself, come on, Xiaohong, take a good rest and prepare for a better start in the future.If I work with this kind of person every day, I am afraid that one day I will become as cold-blooded and ruthless as he is, playing with other people's feelings at will.I long to live in a pure land and live my own life quietly.

For everyone, everything goes smoothly in life, but I have seen some people have distorted poor personalities, and they just brag about how much money they make.It really makes me feel a little unbelievable!