Bit by bit

When will I not be afraid?Don't feel lonely!The weather outside today is excellent, the sun is shining brightly, but my heart is still cold, and I can't feel any warmth at all.I don't know why I am like this, now that there is such a distance between people, I feel a little cold, so cold that there is no temperature.

The relationship between me and Mr. Xu is really deep!When I first came to the counseling station, I lived in the same dormitory with her. She had a strong personality, and I tried my best to let her in. Later, maybe I suppressed myself for too long. Once, I had a particularly serious argument with her. , she scolded so badly, I really hated her at that time.Later, when she said she was leaving, I was secretly happy and felt much more at ease.I didn't expect her to come again later, but the only luck is that I don't have to share a dormitory with her.Later, she and Gillian were in the same dormitory, and the two of them quarreled again not long after, and she was very kind to me and the girls in our dormitory.At the beginning, I still harbored resentment towards her, but slowly, I was melted by her again, because she helped me again and again, during this period of time, I really forgot the previous unhappiness.

The more I think about what happened today, the more I get annoyed. Every day, I take Teacher Wei’s car to pick up the students at Futian Primary School. But today, Teacher Wei has something to do and asked me to find a way to take the car. I took the driver Zhu’s car, and she kept going. Acting annoying.Let me see all kinds of faces, and at the end I have to check my WeChat to confirm whether I am allowed to take this car.My heart is so cold...

I think people like me should stay in the room every day like the protagonist in the popular comic "I Peek at Her Everyday" and don't go out, so as not to get hurt.I am really a glass heart, so fragile, often injured and insomnia. When I am really unhappy, I really want to wander around with my bag on my back, give all my money to my parents, and then Hide yourself, no need to communicate with others, no need to look at people's faces.

In fact, this is also my dream life. What’s wrong with being alone? Really, if I have literary talent, I can also live by articles, fill the room with books, and start to get up and update when the sun comes out. Just go out for a walk, no one sees me and knows me, live my own life...